The man who left Tongzhen on the little black ferry in 1873 with a view to studying abroad was the youngest member of the seventh generation of that famous family of salt merchants: the Rongs of Jiangnan. When he left, he was called Rong Zilai, but by the time he returned he was called John Lillie. Going by what people said later on, he was the first person in the Rong family to break from their mercantile heritage and become an academic, not to mention a great patriot. Of course, this development was inextricably linked with the many years that he spent abroad. However, when the Rong family originally picked him to be the one to go overseas, it was not because they wanted him to bring about this fundamental change in the clan’s fortunes, but because they were hoping that it might help Grandmother Rong live for a little bit longer.
As a young woman, Grandmother Rong had proved an excellent mother, giving birth to nine sons and seven daughters over the course of two decades; what is more, all of them lived to be adults. It was these children who laid the foundations of the Rong family fortune, making her position at the very top of the clan hierarchy unassailable. Thanks to the assiduous attentions of her children and grandchildren she lived much longer than she might otherwise have done, but she was not a happy woman. She was afflicted by all sorts of distressing and complex dreams, to the point where she often woke up screaming; even in broad daylight she would still be suffering from the lingering terrors of the night. When these nightmares tormented her, her numerous progeny, not to mention the vast wealth of the family, came to seem a crushing burden. The flames licking the incense in the brazier often flickered uncertainly with the force of her high-pitched shrieks. Every morning, a couple of local scholars would be invited to come to the Rong mansion to interpret the old lady’s dreams, but as time went by it became clear that none of them were much use.
Of all the many people called in to interpret her dreams, Grandmother Rong was the most impressed by a young man who had recently washed up in Tongzhen from somewhere overseas. Not only did he make no mistakes in explaining the inner meanings of the old lady’s dreams, but sometimes he even seemed to display clairvoyance in interpreting the significance of individuals who would appear in the future. It was only his youth that led people to imagine that his abilities in this direction were superficial — or to use Grandmother Rong’s own words, ‘nothing good ever came of employing people still wet behind the ears’. He was very good at explaining dreams but his divination skills were much poorer. It seemed that if he started off on the wrong foot, he simply could not right himself again. To tell the truth, he was very good at dealing with the old lady’s dreams from the first part of the night, but he was completely unable to cope with those that she had towards dawn, or the dreams within dreams. By his own account, he had never formally studied this kind of divination technique, but had managed to learn a little simply by following his grandfather around and listening in. Having only dabbled in this kind of thing before, he could hardly be classed as an expert.
Grandmother Rong moved aside a sliding panel in the wall and showed him the silver ingots stacked within, begging him to bring his grandfather to China. The only answer that she received was that it was impossible. There were two reasons for this. First, his grandfather was already very wealthy and had lost all interest in making more money a long time ago. Furthermore, his grandfather was a very old man and the thought of having to travel across the ocean at his time of life might very well scare him to death. On the other hand the young man did come up with one practical suggestion for the old lady: send someone overseas to study.
If Mohammed won’t go to the mountain, then the mountain will have to come to Mohammed.
The next task was to find a suitable person to go from among the old lady’s myriad descendants. There were two crucial criteria for selection. It would have to be someone with an unusual sense of filial duty to Grandmother Rong, who would be prepared to suffer for her sake. What is more, it would have to be someone intelligent and interested in study, who could learn the complicated techniques of dream interpretation and divination in the shortest possible time and to a very high level. After a careful process of triage, a twenty-yearold grandson named Rong Zilai was selected for the task. Thus, Rong Zilai, armed with a letter of recommendation from the foreign young man and burdened with the task of finding a way to prolong his wretched grandmother’s life, set out to cross the ocean in search of learning. One month later, on a stormy night, just as Rong Zilai’s steamer was forging its way through the ocean swell, his grandmother dreamed that a typhoon swallowed up the ship and sank it, sending her grandson to feed the fishes. Caught up in her dream, the old lady was so horrified that she ceased breathing. The trauma of her dream resulted in cardiac arrest; the old lady died in her sleep. Thanks to the length and difficulty of his journey, by the time that Rong Zilai stood in front of his would-be tutor and reverently presented his letter of introduction, the old man handed him another letter in return which announced the news of his grandmother’s death. Information always travels much faster than people do. As we know from personal experience, it is the fastest runner that gets to the tape first.
The old man looked at this young man who had come from so far away with a sharp glance, so keen that it could have been used to shoot down a flying bird. It seemed as though he was genuinely interested in taking on this foreign student, who had come to him in his twilight years. Thinking it over afterwards, however, since Grandmother Rong had died, there was no point in studying this esoteric skill and so while he appreciated the old man’s offer, Rong Zilai decided to go back home. However, while he was waiting for his passage, he got to know another Chinese man at the college. This man took him to attend a couple of classes, after which he had no intention of leaving because he had discovered that there was a lot here that he needed to know. He stayed with the other Chinese man — during the day, the two of them attended classes in mathematics and geometry with students from Bosnia and Turkey. At night, he would attend concerts with a senior student from Prague. He enjoyed himself so much that he did not realize how quickly time was passing; when he finally decided that it was time to return, seven years had gone by. In the autumn of 1880, Rong Zilai got on a boat together with a couple of dozen barrels of new wine and began retracing his steps on the long journey home. By the time he arrived back, in the depths of winter, the wine was already perfectly drinkable.
To quote the inhabitants of Tongzhen on the subject: the Rong family had not changed at all during these seven years — the Rong clan was still the Rong clan, the salt merchants were still salt merchants, a flourishing family continued to flourish and the money came rolling in just like before. The only thing that was different was the young man who had gone abroad — he wasn’t so young any more, and he had acquired a really peculiar name: Lillie. John Lillie. Furthermore, he was now afflicted by all sorts of strange habits: he didn’t have a queue, he wore a short jacket rather than a long silk gown, he liked to drink wine that was the colour of blood, he larded his speech with words that sounded like the chirping of a bird, and so on. The strangest thing of all was that he simply could not stand the smell of salt — when he went down to the harbour or to the shop and the stinging scent of the salt assaulted his nostrils, he would begin to retch or sometimes even to vomit bile. It seemed particularly dreadful that the son of a salt merchant would be unable to tolerate the smell of salt; people treated him almost as if he had contracted an unmentionable disease. Later on, Rong Zilai explained what had happened
— when he was on the boat sailing across the ocean, he had accidentally fallen in, swallowing so much briny water that he very nearly died. The horror of this event had etched itself into the very marrow of his bones. After that he had kept a tea leaf in his mouth at all times when on the boat, otherwise he simply would not have been able to endure it. Of course, explaining what had happened was one thing, getting people to accept the news was something else entirely. If he could not stand the smell of salt, how on earth was he supposed to work in the family business? You can’t have the boss going round with a mouth full of tea leaves all the time.
This was a very thorny problem.
Fortunately, before he left for foreign parts, Grandmother Rong had put it in writing that when he came back from his studies he was to have all the silver behind the sliding panel in her room as a reward for his filial piety. Later on, he used that money well, for it paid for him to open a school in the provincial capital, C City, which he called Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics.
That was the predecessor of the famous N University.
N University started to become famous when it was still just Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics.
The first person to make the academy famous was John Lillie himself. In spite of all opposition, he shocked everyone by insisting that the academy should be opened to women students. For the first few years of its existence, the academy was treated somewhat like a peepshow. Anyone who had business taking them to the provincial capital would make time to visit the academy and have a look, to enjoy the spectacle. They behaved just as if they were talking a walk through a red-light district. With the feudal attitudes that people had in those days, the mere fact that the academy took women students ought to have been enough to get it closed by the authorities. There were a lot of explanations offered for why it was able to survive — of which that given in the official genealogy of the Rong family is perhaps the most reliable. According to the genealogy, all the early women students at the academy were members of the principal branch of the Rong family. They might as well have come right out and said: if we want to ruin our own daughters what is that to do with you? Keeping it all in the family turned out to be a very good idea. It was the only reason that gossip was never able to bring about the closure of Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics. In somewhat the same way as the growth of children is accompanied by a lot of howling, the furore surrounding Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics simply helped it to become more famous.
The second person to bring the academy to public recognition was also a member of the Rong family — the child born when John Lillie’s older brother (then already past sixty years of age) took a concubine. The child was a daughter and she was John Lillie’s niece. She was born with a large, round head, but there was absolutely nothing else wrong with her; in fact, she was a remarkably intelligent girl. At a very early age it became apparent that she was unusually clever, particularly at anything involving mathematics or calculation. She first attended the academy at the age of eleven, and when she was twelve she took part in a competition with an expert abacist. No one could believe their eyes when they saw how fast she was; she could multiply two four-figure numbers in the time it took a man to spit. The kind of mathematical problem that other people had to wrack their brains over unravelled at her touch, but this seemed to disappoint the people who challenged her to answer and they wondered out loud whether she might not have cheated by finding out the question in advance.
A blind man who made his living by telling people’s fortunes from the shape of their heads once told her that she was the kind of genius that only came along once every thousand years.
The year that she turned seventeen, she set off halfway around the world with her cousin who was going to study at Cambridge University. As the boat plunged into the thick fog that hung over the London docks, her cousin (who enjoyed composing little poems) was inspired by the scene to write something –
Thanks to the power of the ocean wave,
I have come to Great Britain.
Great Britain,
Great Britain,
The fogs cannot conceal your magnificence. .
Having been woken up by her cousin reciting this ditty aloud, she turned bleary-eyed to look at her golden watch. She said, ‘We have been travelling for thirty-nine days and seven hours.’
Immediately the pair of them went into a well-practiced question and answer routine:
‘Thirty-nine days and seven hours is. .?’
‘Nine hundred and forty-three hours.’
‘Nine hundred and forty-three hours is. .?’
‘Fifty-six thousand, five hundred and eighty minutes.’
‘Fifty-six thousand, five hundred and eighty minutes is. .?’
‘Three million, three hundred and ninety-four thousand and eight hundred seconds.’
This kind of game had become part of her life — people treated her like a human abacus, expecting her to perform calculations like that at the drop of a hat. The constant exercise of her unusual abilities resulted in them becoming even more pronounced. It got to the stage where people changed her name: everyone called her ‘Abacus’. Because her head was unusually large, some people even called her ‘Abacus Head’. The fact is that she was better than any abacist. It seemed as though all the mathematical skills built up by generations of the Rong family in the course of their business had become concentrated in her; as if quantitative experience had finally brought about a qualitative change.
When she got to Cambridge, while keeping all her old mathematical skill, it turned out that she also had another — hitherto unsuspected — talent for learning languages. Where other people just have to grit their teeth and get on with it, she seemed to pick up languages really easily from her foreign room-mates, and she just got quicker and quicker at it. She found a new room-mate every term and by the time the term was over, she seemed to be able to speak a new language, with a remarkable verve and grasp of idiom. Of course, there is nothing special in this method of language-learning — it is a perfectly standard method that seems to work for pretty much everyone who tries it. The amazing thing was the results that she obtained. It enabled her to learn seven languages within the space of a couple of years, and what is more this was not just a matter of speaking them: she could also read and write them. One day, she happened to meet a dark-haired young woman in the college grounds and tried to talk to her. When she could not communicate, she tried each of the seven languages that she had learned in turn, but with no result. It turned out that this girl had just arrived from Milan and spoke only Italian. Once she had discovered this, she immediately invited her to become her room-mate. It was that term that she also started work on the design of Newton’s Mathematical Bridge.
Newton’s Mathematical Bridge is one of the sights of Cambridge University. The bridge is composed from 7,177 timbers, all of a different size. In total there are 10,299 tangent planes, so if you were going to nail each of the tangent planes together, then at the very least you would need 10,299 nails. However, Newton threw all the nails into the Cam and built his bridge to be held together by gravity alone — that is what makes it a mathematical marvel. For many years, students at the mathematics department at Cambridge University dreamed of cracking the secret of the Mathematical Bridge — or rather, you could say that what they wanted to do was to make an exact replica of the Mathematical Bridge on paper. No one succeeded. A number of people worked out a way of replicating the bridge that required more than 1,000 nails, but only a handful were able to design a version that required fewer than a thousand. The person who got the closest was an Icelander, with a design that required only 561 nails. The famous mathematician, Professor Sir Joseph Larmor (at that time the President of the Newtonian Mathematical Society) then promised that anyone who could come up with a design that used fewer nails, even if it were only one less than that number, would receive a doctorate in mathematics from Cambridge University. That was how ‘Abacus Head’ received a university certificate for a doctoral degree from Cambridge, because her model of the Mathematical Bridge only required 388 nails. After the award ceremony, she ended up chatting with one of the dons in Italian, demonstrating that she had mastered yet another language.
This happened in her fifth year at Cambridge, when she was twenty-two years old.
The following year, a pair of brothers who hoped to take the human race into the air came to Cambridge to visit her; their vision and bravery impressed her so much that she went to America with them. Two years later, in North Carolina, the first ever airplane successfully took off over the sand dunes and soared into the sky. Underneath the belly of the airplane, there was a legend in silver letters, recording the names of the most important people involved in the design and construction of the machine. In the fourth line it said:
Wing designer: Rong ‘Abacus’ Lillie, from C City, China.
Rong ‘Abacus’ Lillie was the name that she used when she was in the West, but in the genealogy of the Rong clan, her name is given as Rong Youying, a descendant in the eighth generation of the family. And the pair that took her away from Cambridge University were the pioneers of heavier-than-air human flight: the Wright brothers.
If the Wrights’ Flyer took her name into the sky, she took the reputation of Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics into the stratosphere. After the Xinhai Revolution, she realized that the nation’s fate was trembling in the balance, so breaking her longstanding engagement to her fiancé, she returned to her alma mater to take up the position of Head of the Department of Mathematics. By this time Lillie’s Academy of Mathematics had already changed its name to N University. In the summer of 1913, the President of the Newtonian Mathematical Society, Professor Sir Joseph Larmor, visited China, bringing with him a model of her design for the Mathematical Bridge using only 388 nails, which was then constructed in the grounds of the university. This event only served to make N University even more famous; you could say that Professor Sir Joseph Larmor was the third person to really bring the place to prominence.
In October 1943, Japanese bombing burned N University to the ground. The remarkable gift that Professor Sir Joseph Larmor had given them — the 1:250 model of Newton’s Mathematical Bridge — was destroyed in that fire. But by that time the woman who designed it had already been dead for twenty-nine years. She passed away the year after Larmor’s visit to N University, before she was even forty years old.
Rong Youying, otherwise known as Rong ‘Abacus’ Lillie or ‘Abacus Head’, died in childbirth.
It all happened so long ago that everyone who saw her suffer and die is now dead themselves, but the story of the terrible agony that she endured has been passed down from one generation to the next, as the tale of an appalling battle might have been. As it was told and retold, the story became more refined and more classic in its details, until it became almost like an event in the sagas. As you might imagine, her sufferings in childbirth were horrific — by all accounts her screams resounded constantly for two days and two nights, as the stench of blood pervaded first her room at the hospital, then the corridor, before finally making its way out onto the main road. The doctor tried the most advanced techniques of the time, and the most stupid of birthing methods, to try and help the baby to be born, but the head still would not emerge from the womb. To begin with the corridor outside the delivery room was crammed with members of the Rong family — and the paternal Lin clan — waiting for the baby to be born, but as time went on they gradually dispersed until there were only a couple of female servants left. Even the toughest were appalled by the length and difficulty of the labour; it became clear that even the joy of welcoming the new arrival would not be able to make up for the horror of the death of his mother. Sometimes her death seemed imminent, at other times it appeared as if she might pull through, as time marched inexorably on towards its merciless decision.
Old Mr Lillie was the last to arrive in the corridor, but he was also the last to leave. Before he left, he said: ‘Either this baby is going to be a genius, or a devil.’
‘There is an eighty to ninety per cent chance that this baby is never going to be born,’ the doctor said.
‘She will have the baby.’
‘No she won’t.’
‘You don’t understand, she is a really remarkable woman.’ ‘But I do understand women and if she has this baby, it is going to be a miracle.’
‘She is the kind of person that miracles happen to!’
Old Lillie wanted to leave once he had said his piece.
The doctor prevented him from going. ‘This is a hospital and you need to listen to what I have to say. What do you want me to do if she really can’t give birth to this baby?’
Old Lillie was silent for a moment.
The doctor persevered: ‘Do you want me to save the adult or the baby?’
Old Lillie said without a moment’s hesitation: ‘Of course you save the adult!’
Of course, in the face of all-powerful destiny and fate, how could old Mr Lillie’s wish be taken into account? At dawn, the woman in labour found her strength totally exhausted after yet another night of struggle, and she slipped into unconsciousness. The doctor roused her by dousing her with ice-cold water and injecting a double dose of stimulant, preparing for the final push. The doctor explained it quite clearly: if this last attempt did not work, they were going to have to abandon the baby in order to save the mother’s life. Things did not go at all according to plan; it was the mother who suffered organ failure as she made that final attempt to give birth. In the end, the baby’s life was saved by an emergency Caesarean section.
This baby was born at the cost of his own mother’s life, from which you can see how much she suffered in the process. After the baby was finally born, everyone was shocked to see how massive his head was. Compared to her son, her head was nothing! To have a first baby with such an enormous head, not to mention the fact that she was almost forty at the time, was pretty much guaranteed to kill the wretched woman. There are times when the workings of fate seem really mysterious: a woman who could send a couple of tons of metal up into the sky ended up as the victim of one of Nature’s practical jokes.
After the baby was born, even though the Lin family chose all sorts of names for him — nicknames, style names, formal names and what have you — they quickly discovered that it was all a wasted effort — his huge head and the horrible story of how he had come into this world ensured that everyone called him ‘Killer Head’.
‘Killer Head!’
‘Killer Head!’
It was a name that no one ever got tired of.
‘Killer Head!’
‘Killer Head!’
His friends called him that.
Everyone called him that.
It is hard to believe, but nevertheless it is a fact that eventually everyone called him ‘Killer’, and he deserved the name, for he did some truly terrible things. The Lin family was the richest family in the provincial capital and the shops they owned filled both sides of a two-kilometre-long stretch of one of the big boulevards. However, once the Killer grew up, their vast holdings started to shrink rapidly as they had to pay off his gambling debts or get him out of other kinds of trouble. If it hadn’t been for the whore who picked up a knife and stabbed him to death, the Lin family would have lost their house along with everything else. The story goes that the Killer first got involved in criminal activities when he was twelve, and he was twenty-two when he died. During that decade he had participated in a dozen or more murders and had seduced and abandoned countless women. At the same time, he gambled away a mountain of money and a whole street’s-worth of shops. It was very shocking to people that such a remarkable woman, a genius such as comes along maybe once every thousand years, could produce such a wicked son.
The Lin family breathed a sigh of relief when the Killer died; only to find themselves being pestered by a mysterious woman. She arrived from somewhere outside the province and demanded to see the head of the Lin family. Once he admitted her, she just got down on her knees without another word and started to cry. Pointing to her protruding belly, she said: ‘This is young Mr Lin’s baby!’ The Lin family knew that if you wanted to put all the women that the Killer had seduced out to sea, you would have enough to pack out half a dozen boats; but so far none of them had turned up at the house claiming to be pregnant. What is more, this woman came from another province, so they were suspicious as well as angry. They literally had her kicked out of the door. The woman thought that the kicking would result in a miscarriage, a prospect that did not particularly bother her. However, in spite of the bruising and the pain that she had suffered, the baby stayed put. She balled up her fist and punched herself hard in the stomach a couple of times, which also had no effect. She was so upset that she sat down in the middle of the road and started bawling. She ended up being surrounded by a circle of onlookers, one of whom felt sorry for her and suggested that she go to N University to try her luck there. After all, they were the Killer’s family too. The woman staggered off to the university, to kneel in front of old John Lillie. Old Mr Lillie was a very upright and highly principled man who was deeply upset at any evidence that other people had behaved badly. He was very sympathetic to anyone who had suffered an injustice, so he took the woman in. The following day, he ordered his son, Rong Xiaolai — the one that people called Young Lillie — to take her to his old home town of Tongzhen.
The Rong mansion at Tongzhen occupied half the village. The roofs of the different buildings were still as closely packed together as the scales on a fish, though they were starting to get old. Flaked-off bald patches had appeared on the paintwork of the pillars and eaves, making it clear that times were changing. After Old Lillie set up his academy in the provincial capital, many members of the Rong family moved there to study with him, which began the decline of the mansion from its glory days. One of the reasons for this precipitate decline was that very few of the young people who had left were interested in returning to carry on the family business. Furthermore, things were looking very bleak anyway — after the government introduced the state monopoly on salt, the Rong family were deprived of their chief source of income. The attitudes of many of the members of the Rong family who studied with Old Lillie were deeply affected by these developments: they had become interested in scientific method and upholding the truth; they were not at all interested in making money and living in the lap of luxury. Isolated in their ivory tower, the collapse of the family business and the concomitant decline in their fortunes did not seem to affect them in the slightest. Within a decade, the Rong family lost virtually all that they had once owned, though they did not like to talk openly about how this came about. In fact, everyone could see the reason hanging up over the main gate to the mansion. It was a placard with five huge words picked out in gold: ‘Supporter of the Northern Expedition’. There was a story behind this. Apparently, when the National Revolutionary Army reached C City, Old Lillie saw all the students out in the streets collecting money for the cause, and he was so moved that he went back to Tongzhen that very night to sell the docks and half the shops that represented the business empire the Rong family had built up over the generations. He used the money to buy a boatload of ammunition for the Northern Expedition, for which he was rewarded with this placard. Because of this, the Rong family came to be regarded as great patriots. Unfortunately, not long afterwards, the famous general who wrote the calligraphy for the inscription became a wanted criminal, on the run from the KMT government, which significantly dimmed its lustre. Later on, the government had a new placard made with exactly the same wording and identical gilding, but with different calligraphy. They asked the Rong family for permission to exchange it for the old one, but Old Lillie simply refused. From that moment on, the Rong family seemed to get into endless trouble with the government, so their business was guaranteed to suffer. Old Lillie didn’t mind the business suffering, but he did want the placard to stay. He went so far as to say that the placard would be taken down only over his dead body.
The Rong family had to accept that they were getting poorer all the time.
The Rong mansion, which had once been bustling with life as masters and servants went about their business, was now desolate and quiet. When you did see people about, it quickly became apparent that many of them were old and that there were far more women than men, far more servants than masters. The place was obviously falling into ruin, as things went from bad to worse. As fewer and fewer people lived there, particularly young lively people, the house seemed even larger than normal and much more silent. Birds built their nests in the trees, spiders spun their webs in front of the doors, the paths between buildings became lost in the weeds as they wound their way into the darkness, the pet birds flew off into the sky, the artificial mountain became a real one, the flower garden became a wilderness and the rear courtyards turned into a maze. If you say that in the past, the Rong family mansion had been like a beautiful, elegant and brightly coloured painting, you could say that now, although the traces of the original pigment still remained, the lines of the earlier sketches had reappeared, blurring the purity of the finished work. If you wanted to hide an anonymous and mysterious woman with an unsatisfactory background, you could not have found a better place.
Young Lillie really wracked his brains over how to make Mr and Mrs Rong accept this woman. All the members of the seventh generation of the Rong family were now dead, with the exception of Old Lillie living far away at the provincial capital. That made Mr and Mrs Rong the undisputed heads of the Rong clan in Tongzhen. Mr Rong was now well on in years and had had a stroke, which had destroyed his faculties and forced him to spend all his time in bed. He was reduced to the status of a cipher; all real power had long ago slipped into Mrs Rong’s hands. If it was indeed the Killer that had got this woman pregnant, then Mr and Mrs Rong were indisputably the baby’s aunt and uncle, but that didn’t mean that they were going to like it. Remembering that Mrs Rong was a devout Buddhist, Young Lillie started to feel the beginnings of a plan germinating in his mind. He took the woman straight into Mrs Rong’s prayer chamber and there, wreathed in incense and accompanied by the sound of her tapping a wooden fish, Young Lillie and Mrs Rong began their discussion. Mrs Rong said, ‘Who is she?’
‘A woman.’
‘Whatever it is that you want, you had better make it quick, because I want to get on with reciting my sutras.’
‘She’s pregnant.’
‘I am not a doctor, what do you want me to do about it?’
‘She is a very devout Buddhist and grew up in a nunnery. She isn’t married, but last year she went to Putuo Mountain to pray to the Buddhist statue there. When she got back, she discovered that she was pregnant. Do you believe her?’
‘Does it matter whether I believe her?’
‘If you believe her, then will you take her in?’
‘What happens if I don’t believe her?’
‘If you don’t believe her, I will throw her out onto the street.’
Mrs Rong spent a sleepless night, and the Buddha was no help at all in making up her mind. However, at noon, just as Young Lillie was pretending that he was getting ready to throw the woman out of the house, she suddenly made her decision. She said, ‘She can stay. Amitabha Buddha, bless his holy name.’