The Flesh Tinker and the Loneliest Man

THE FLESH TINKER AND THE LONELIEST MAN

City Nereus drove slowly to the east, over the planetary sea of Cholder.

Diam Gavagol sat at the top of the windward wave wall. Far below his dangling feet, the swell rose and fell, bursting into glowing foam. Countless creatures swam the deep, and a streak of cold fire marked each passage.

He thought again about slipping off into the midnight waters.

Gavagol dropped his head into his hands and rubbed at his eyes.

Later, a pod of mariform humans passed in close formation, sleek bodies touching. He watched, envious, as they capered and leaped, those descendants of the City. A thread of wet laughter drifted up to him.

«A joke!» he shouted down, in his rusty voice. «Tell me the joke.»

They paid him no heed, and soon the glimmer of their passage was lost around the curve of the City’s vast flank.

He sighed, then reeled in the stickyshock lines he had set, hoping to snare a mermaid. The glittering jelly bangles were the wrong bait, it seemed. The trouble was he didn’t have any idea of what the ocean people liked.

Tomorrow night he would try again, with a different bait; he might get lucky.

He meant the merfolk no harm. He had a spacious tank all ready for his visitor. But he just had to have someone to talk to. The isolation of the City was driving him mad.

If only they would talk to him, not laugh and swim away. They would learn to like him. He knew it, he just knew it.

Morning brought him an hour or two of rest, though his sleep was troubled by the dream. He would find himself floating on a sterile sea, drifting under a motionless sun, too weak to swim. Or he would be frozen helpless to a vast empty sheet of ice, under a cold, starless night. Or he would see himself trekking across an endless plain o f dry gravel, too tired to take another step, but unable to stop.

When he woke, conscience drove him to his desk in the Tower. From the windows that swept the perimeter of the Status Room, Gavagol could see all the City’s vast body. A heavy cross-swell, driven by one of the faraway equatorial cyclones, raised spray against the southeast wave wall. In response, the City undulated, a motion just barely perceptible, as the linkages allowed the great blocks of monomol to slip against each other.

The Tower swayed ever so slightly. Down in the City, he knew, the empty halls would be filled with the muffled grinding of the ancient linkages.

He preferred the sounds of the City under strain to the silence of calm weather. It made the City seem almost alive.

On the main board, his fingers danced on the firefly lights. Countless sensors, in every part of the City, gave up their data, and they flowed to the Tower for his tired eyes.

He saw everything.

He observed a decline in the army of barnacle scrubbers that roamed the articulated hull of the City. The City had already opened the autofac that built the scrubbers.

He observed that the stocks of certain metals were below minimum. The City had already opened the vents that led seawater into the extraction facilities.

He observed that a cyclone had wandered north into the temperate belt. The City had already altered course.

The City was a self-regulating mechanism that never really required his intervention, and that was part of the problem. Perhaps a more meaningful job would have lifted some of the burden of loneliness.

It jolted him when he saw the readout from the Maremma. The Spanglewine, a small guesthouse in that ancient quarter, was signaling a tenant. Wine was running from the taps, food from the autocuiz.

Who could it be? In the two of Cholder’s long years that he had been aboard the City, no one had come.

Was the visitor a criminal? A slaver?

Of the City’s several quarters, the Maremma was Gavagol’s least favorite. He hurried through the narrow passages, his hand gripping the stunner in his pocket. Unsettling murals, still bright after a thousand years, writhed on every wall. Bizarre facades dissolved into tiny gardens and once-intimate courtyards, in a riotous jumble that offended Gavagol’s sense of order.

The inn ringed one of the City’s many yacht basins. Gavagol stopped to stare, astonished. A starboat lay at the quay, moored to the griffin-headed bollards.

Her black hull pitted by unimaginable years, she rolled gently in the lagoon’s small surge. The boat was an alien design; no human eye had crafted that faceted cylinder.

He gathered his courage, then he stepped resolutely through the iris into

the Spanglewine’s taproom.

His hand sweated on the stunner, but he kept it concealed in his pocket. For a moment nothing moved in the pleasant gloom of the room. Then Gavagol heard a scuffling noise coming from behind the pearlstone bar.

«Who’s there?» Gavagol asked, eyes straining.

The only reply was a further thrashing, then the sound of shattering glassware.

Gavagol stepped closer. «Here, now,» he said, «what are you doing? This is a Trust property. You’re not authorized.»

An impossibly tall shape slowly rose behind the bar, and Gavagol took an involuntary step back.

«Authorized?» The tall shape had a deep, cold voice. «Authorized? I’ve been coming here since before the ocean took the Nerians. And who might you be?» The shape wobbled, though there was no trace of drunkenness in the voice.

Gavagol swallowed. «I’m the Watcher here, duly appointed by the Trustees.»

The mysterious visitor made a sound remarkably like a senile giggle. Then he came around the end of the bar into the light, walking with a careful, loose-kneed stride.

Gavagol had never seen a human that gave such an ambiguous impression of age. The man carried some o f the stigmata of years, a clean-shaven face lined with a million fine wrinkles, a mane of tangled white hair under an antique hat of flame velvet, eyes sunk deep beneath heavy brows. But the man exhibited a flamboyant vitality. His clothes had an archaic style, but a dandyish cut. His hands were long and sheathed with smooth muscle. His lips were full, red, and he laughed to reveal strong white teeth.

«Stare! I know I’m an apparition!»

Gavagol’s eyes were wide. «I mean no offense.»

«Croakery! You burst in here, interrupt my sentimental voyage among the dusty bottles of yestercentury, demand my bona fides, and stare, as if I were a rare menagerie beast. But no matter. Have a drink with me!»

The visitor lifted a square bottle into the light. He shook it with a look of glee. «Come,» he said, turning toward a booth in the corner, where a window admitted a beam of pale sunlight.

The man’s movements were so certain, so purposeful, that Gavagol was swept along, as if in an eddy of dark water. He settled carefully into the booth, his hand still holding the stunner. The deep-set eyes peered at him, glittering, and Gavagol saw that they were a most unusual magenta.

«You can release the death-grip you have on that weapon,» the visitor said pleasantly, flourishing two smeary tumblers. He splashed them half-full of a cloudy celadon liquor and pushed one toward Gavagol. «First, I have no reason to harm you. Second, I’m Shielded. Your health, Watcher!» He drank with a practiced flourish.

Gavagol drank more cautiously. «I would,» he said, «drink to yours if I knew who you were.»

The ancient slammed his heavy fist to the table, and the bottle jumped. «What?» he roared in that potent voice. «You pretend not to know me? I, the Flesh Tinker, notorious on every pangalac world?»

Gavagol’s mouth dropped open. Did legend sit glaring across the table? He had always dismissed the Flesh Tinker as a traveler’s tale. Well, perhaps a colorful delusion gripped this unusual person.

Gavagol adopted a placatory tone, «Oh, I’ve heard of you, of course, who hasn’t? My name, by the way, is Diam Gavagol. Uh, pardon me, but how shall I address you?»

«„Sir“ will suffice. Or you can call me Tinker. But never call me Flesh!» The Flesh Tinker leaned across the table, breathing powerful fumes. «I am more than that!» He giggled again, a startling sound in such an otherwise impressive being.

«Well. to your good health, sir.»

They drank again. The cloudy liquor was potent, augmented by some swift hallucinogen, and Gavagol felt the world start to skew. The Flesh Tinker’s eyes expanded into huge purple holes in the withered terrain of his face, and Gavagol hastily looked away.

«But,» Gavagol said, «you still haven’t explained why you’re here in City Nereus. The Trustees are somewhat sticky about their rules.»

«To Croakery with the Trustees and their rules! I’m here because this is the way I come. Cholder was always an important stop on my circuit, and I’m not one to abandon a profitable tradition, just because all the customers are gone. Besides, after I’ve spent a day or two roistering in my accustomed haunts, I’ll set out over the Indivisible Ocean and drum up a little trade. Eh?»

«The merfolk employ your services? How do they pay?»

«Pay? They pay in the same coin as all my customers. Amusement!» The Flesh Tinker roared with laughter; he sounded like a triumphant predator. Then he fixed those unsettling eyes on Gavagol. «But you, young man, have you no need for my services? Your eyes, are they not a little close-set? I could spread ’em. Your ears are a bit in need of cropping, not so?»

Gavagol felt uneasy. «Your offer is most kind, but I’m satisfied with my appearance.»

The Flesh Tinker smiled politely. «As you wish. I force my services on no one. Anyway, there’s little enough amusement in nose-bobbing. Though I`m reminded of a time on Pachysand…» But the Flesh Tinker’s voice trailed away, and the old man filled the tumblers again.

Gavagol protested. «Much more, and I'll be under this table.»

The Flesh Tinker’s expression was sly. «Or else you’ll start believing me, eh?»

«Oh, no. I mean, I do believe you.»

«Damn you!» the Flesh Tinker shouted, suddenly wild-eyed. Saliva gleamed at the corners of his mouth. «You think me an ancient dingwilly, rich enough to own a starboat and cunning enough to evade his keepers. Don’t deny it, now, or I shall mute you into a night-conger and root you to the floor of the Indivisible Ocean!»

Gavagol`s knees rattled together under the table. He could think of nothing to say, so he sat silently, stiff with liquor and fear. Now he did believe the old man. He was sitting face to face with a legend.

As quickly as it began, the Flesh Tinker’s fury was over, and he smiled. «Never mind, young man. You’re the only drinking companion to be had in the City. I’ll mind my manners.» The Flesh Tinker lifted his glass companionably.

Gavagol realized suddenly that, for the first time in the years he had been on Cholder, he wasn’t lonely. Frightened, yes, but not lonely.

He drank; he began to talk. The Flesh Tinker listened, nodding, making sounds of interest, pouring when the level of Gavagol’s glass fell too close to the tabletop.

He spoke of his job, at first emphasizing the great responsibility he bore to the City and the Trustees. But as he grew drunker, he veered closer to the truth: that he was a useless, but traditional appendage, and that he spent his time observing the City’s ability to do without him.

The Flesh Tinker murmured sympathy, and poured.

Gavagol drank some more and started to talk about his insomnia. By degrees, he got around to the loneliness.

«There’s no one else here. No one. The City has no self-willed mechаnisms, so I don’t even have a robot to talk with.»

Gavagol wiped a maudlin tear away. «This is silly, but… I tried to have a pet once. All the cleaning mechs look the same here, square slabs of monomol with feet. And how can you make a pet out of something you can’t tell from all the others? A foolish idea, really, but I thought it might help.»

He took another long drink, and his head swam. «I painted its name on its carapace — Ralf I called it. I think it did help; I talked to it and made little messes for it to clean up, and it seemed pleased. Ridiculous, I know.»

«But a couple days later it rotated to another part of the City, or the maintmechs scrubbed the paint off. Anyway, I couldn’t find it.» Another tear rolled slowly down Gavagol’s face.

The Flesh Tinker looked faintly repelled. «A pitiful story, friend Watcher.»

«I envy the merfolk, you know» Gavagol rambled on, oblivious. «Whenever I see them, they’re swimming together, laughing, playing, making love… all together in the sea. A beautiful sight, don’t you agree?» His voice was slurred, and his eyes felt impossibly heavy. «In the sea. Sometimes I’d give anything to join them.» His head tipped forward; he caught himself with a start and looked up at the Flesh Tinker.

Who was leaning toward him, pinning him with those burning magenta eyes. «Yes, you think you might be happy among them, then?»

Gavagol nodded, trying to concentrate through the buzzing distraction of the celadon liquor. «Yes, perhaps. You. see no outcasts. among the merfolk»

The Flesh Tinker’s face was a shimmering blur, but Gavagol thought he saw a flash of sharp white teeth. Perhaps the old man smiled. His head sagged again, and this time it thumped to the table.

His head throbbed painfully. His eyes were crusted shut, and it took long minutes before he could open them.

«What.» He trailed off, unable to remember. Why was he lying under this dusty table? He tried to rise, and pain exploded. «Oh.» he groaned, clutching at his head as if to prevent it from splitting apart.

After a bit he started to remember, in bits and pieces. The celadon liquor. The alien starboat. The Flesh Tinker.

Despite the pain, Gavagol’s mouth curved in a smile. The Flesh Tinker had listened to him.

Then he frowned. Had the Flesh Tinker mentioned a departure date? Gavagol felt an urgency bordering on panic. Oh no, the Flesh Tinker must not be allowed to leave so soon. Must not, must not.

Gavagol staggered to his feet and lurched out of the Spanglewine into the bright day. The light hammered his eyes, and he moaned, but he saw the Flesh Tinker’s boat still moored to the quay.

Relief filled him. The Flesh Tinker was still here. Gavagol turned away, rubbing at his temples. He returned through the narrow ways of the Maremma to the Tower, thinking.

The annunciator rang insistently. Gavagol sat still for a moment, wondering if he had done the right thing. But then he straightened his back and made his face as stern as he could. He had a right to companionship, and if he did not get it, he would die. So he believed.

The Flesh Tinker’s face, purple with rage, bloomed in the intervid screen. Gavagol drew back. The Flesh Tinker’s eyes were crazy, almost smoking with intensity. «What have you done?» The Flesh Tinker roared, teeth bared. «Let me in, or I'll wring your puny neck.»

The Flesh Tinker was transformed, and Gavagol saw that his earlier outbursts had been no more than mild annoyance. Gavagol found his voice.

«You don’t understand. Please, listen to me. I meant no harm. I just wanted you to stay a little longer. Just a few days more, and then I’ll lift the cyclone shell from the basin, and you can go.»

The Flesh Tinker’s face rippled from the emotion it contained, like a face in a nightmare. His voice was a dry whisper, more terrible than the roar.

«Oh, you will, will you? You’ll do me that kindness, will you?»

Gavagol had expected anger, but nothing so deadly as this. «What’s a few days to you? It would mean so much to me. Listen, i f you’ll promise to hear me out, I’ll let you up. We can talk this over, surely.»

«Oh, yes, yes, let me up. I`ll hear you, my word on that.» The Flesh Tinker betrayed a horrible eagerness.

Gavagol blinked. He touched the stud that opened the Tower. Below, the blast doors groaned open, and at the same moment, a sudden certainty struck Gavagol, that he had committed a terribly foolish act.

Almost before he could turn away from the screen, he heard the Flesh Tinker behind him, and he had a flashing nightmare vision of the Flesh Tinker, like some swift feral beast, scrambling up the drop shaft. Gavagol shuddered.

The Flesh Tinker stepped lightly toward him, hands hooked into talons, teeth glittering in a smile o f anticipation, eyes fiery.

«Wait.» Gavagol gasped, terrified. «You said you would hear me.»

«And so I will, so I will. You’ll be a while dying, and I wouldn’t want you to pass away before you lift the shell.»

Before the Flesh Tinker could reach him, Gavagol held up his hand and said, in a voice small with terror, «Wait, deadman’s switch. Look.»

The Flesh Tinker drew back with a hiss of frustration.

Gavagol babbled. «I don’t want to do anything unfriendly, but if I let this go, your ship. the cyclone shell will invert and mash it flat. You understand?»

«I understand.» The cold voice had changed again; it held a great weariness. The Flesh Tinker was abruptly calm. He seated himself across the desk from Gavagol. «Pay no attention to my outbursts, Watcher. I’m an impulsive being.»

Gavagol was shaken. Some passing irritation — yes, he had expected that. But not that killing rage. It was fortunate he had taken precautions.

«So, Watcher. What exactly do you want from me? You know, none of this was necessary — I’d have fixed those piggy little eyes without this coercion. Didn’t I offer?»

Piggy little eyes? Gavagol lifted his chin. «As I said before, I’m satisfied with my face,» he said frostily. «I was only hoping you might spend a few more days here. I didn’t mean to make you angry. But I'm lonely, very, very lonely. I had to do something.»

The Flesh Tinker showed no sympathy. «Watcher, you’ve made an error. I f you tried to force me to remain here, I would run amok. My emotions are larger than I am — it’s one o f the drawbacks o f living to a great age. So, solve your problem in some other way.»

«But, your ship.»

«The ship is dear to me, my home for many centuries — still I would grow too angry.» The Flesh Tinker laughed. «I could eventually replace the starboat. Could you replace your life?»

Gavagol watched the Flesh Tinker. The old man sat quietly enough, but the magenta eyes were icy.

The Flesh Tinker spoke again. «Listen, I have an idea.»

The Flesh Tinker was persuasive. Gavagol found the idea irresistible, but he remembered the look on the Flesh Tinker’s face when he burst into the Tower.

He decided. «Yes» he said. «I’ll accept your offer, with thanks. But just so there’s no funny business, remember, the deadman’s switch is slaved to my cerebral carrier. Alter my mind, and. well, squash.»

The Flesh Tinker’s nostrils flared, and the hard mouth compressed into a straight line. «Don’t worry. I don’t like you well enough to fix your mind.»

Waking was strange, in darkness and stench. Gavagol flung out his arms, to find that he was confined in a space not much bigger than a coffin. His knuckles rang against metal. The smell was so strong as to be unclassifiable, ancient and organic, like a food locker left uncleaned a thousand years. Gavagol gagged on a scream.

His arms felt different. In the blackness, he clutched at his own hands. His fingers were too long and seemed to be hung with bags of flapping membrane, and his skin. slick, moist, utterly alien.

He opened his mouth to try another scream, but then the regentank’s hatch opened. Pressure popped off, and light flooded his eyes. Strong hands took him by the shoulders and slid him out onto a gurney.

He looked up at the Flesh Tinker. The hot magenta eyes were filled with a fierce proprietary pride.

«Just lie still for a bit,» the Flesh Tinker said, smiling that predatory smile.

At the first try, Gavagol’s voice would not obey him. He swallowed a nasty taste, then tried again. «I feel like death,» he croaked.

The Flesh Tinker’s face pinched together. «I’ve, done exactly what you asked: given you the sea. And, I remind you, without charge.»

Gavagol propped himself on his elbows and looked down his body in fascination.

His skin glistened, a slippery gunmetal gray. The membranes that draped his arms were echoed by those on his legs. His feet were twenty centimeters longer, and the slender toes were tipped by sharp, hooked claws. When he saw that his crotch was too smooth, he whimpered, then he reached down, probing.

The Flesh Tinker laughed, good humor restored. «Not to worry. Internal genitals. You don’t want anything vital dangling out in the sea where the wildlife can snap at it, eh? You’ll soon get used to it.» The Flesh Tinker winked, all his wrinkles bunching up.

Gavagol looked about. The cabin was a jungle of eccentric equipment. Everywhere touchboards and readout screens hung, glowing with numbers and words in a dozen unfamiliar alphabets. There, a Genchee DNA-synthesizer covered a bulkhead with a shining tangle of plasmapipe. Over there, a phalanx of antique microsurgeons lifted a glittering thicket of manipulators, all blades and hooks and laser barrels. The other womb chambers that lined the bulkheads had crude steel lockwheels welded to them, so human hands could manipulate the alien hatch dogs.

He’d been reborn from an alien womb, saturated with centuries of alien juices. He shuddered.

«What now?» The Flesh Tinker seemed irritated again. «If you didn’t want my help, you shouldn’t have asked for it.» A dangerous glitter filled the Flesh Tinker’s eyes. «Are you dissatisfied?» The deep cold voice had dropped half an octave, to a grinding rumble.

The Flesh Tinker loomed over Gavagol, magenta eyes narrow, twitching. Gavagol fell back on the gurney, heart hammering. The moment stretched out interminably.

The Flesh Tinker turned away with a jerk.

Gavagol spoke to the Flesh Tinker’s back. «I’m just surprised. But, I forgot to mention. I can’t swim.»

The Flesh tinker turned back to him, still bristling. «What? Now you have the gall to question my workmanship? Naturally, I grew you a custom synaptic linkage; you’ll swim like an eel. Do you think me a beginner at this? Who sent the City’s people into the Indivisible Ocean?»

The Flesh Tinker seized the gurney’s push bar and maneuvered Gavagol out of the womb room. Gavagol clutched at the rails, hampered by the unfamiliar length of his fingers, as the gurney flew along the ancient corridors. «Where do we go now?» Gavagol asked, in plaintive tones.

«I can stand no more of your whining!» the Flesh Tinker said. The gurney slammed to a stop at the lip of the air lock, but Gavagol continued on, flailing out into the open air.

With a huge splash, he dropped into the lagoon.

He struggled in a cloud of bubbles for a moment. Then the new linkage took over, and he shot through the water, quick as a fish.

He gloried in his effortless strength, his new agility, the cool touch of the water on his naked skin. He raced the lagoon from end to end, building enough speed to leap completely from the water. He found that his nostrils closed underwater, like a seal’s, and that his lung capacity had increased enough to permit him fifteen-minute dives in comfort.

But then the sun, shining down through the thick clear monomol of the cyclone shell, began to bum his tender new skin, and he slid under the shady lip of the quay.

Floating there, he watched the Flesh Tinker’s boat. The lock was shut tight; no movement showed at the row of small ports that lined the hull just above the sponsons.

When dusk came, Gavagol swam slowly out through the personnel lock. Fear stewed with anticipation in the pit of his stomach.

The canal wound among the hull blocks, and then out into the sea along a curving breakwater. The City’s movement spun off an eddy of turbulence at the end of the breakwater, and Gavagol tumbled helplessly in it for a moment.

He was over the deep, staring down into the black water. He lifted his head above the water, to see the great flank of the City sliding past.

Panic seized him; the City would leave him behind, alone. He swam strongly in the direction of the City’s movement, and the panic dissolved in a burst of silvery-bubbled laughter. In his new body, he could outswim the City easily.

He knifed through the water, trailing phosphorescence, wild with his new abilities.

The cool glow showed only occasionally above the wave tops, and Gavagol thought of the predators that swam the Indivisible Ocean — the huge toothy squool, with its long hook-studded tentacles; the swift venomous saltweasel; the shoals of voracious butcherfish.

He swam for the safety of the City’s breakwaters, but they caught him. Enveloped in a cloud of blue sealight, he became confused. He felt them bumping against him, curious hands prodding his body, then a nip at his shoulder as one of the young ones attempted to taste him.

A chorus of laughter rose from the pod of merfolk as they circled him. «I was afraid you were a school of butcherfish,» Gavagol said, trying a smile.

«Oho, we feared that you were a victim of the shimmies,» said a big bull who bore the scars of long seasons in the breeding reefs. More laughter. The voice was high and clear; the Standard words carried a clicking, hissing accent.

«The shimmies?»

«Yes, a plague that affects the other jellyfish in the time of the big storms.» The big male swam closer; he was smiling, but he snapped his jaws, making a sound like metal stiking metal. His eyes glowed brighter than the sealight.

«But it's not the time of the storms, is it? And, now, on closer examination, I see that you’re not a jellyfish.» The bull winked at his pod. «My apologies. What are you?»

An impatient young female who wore a garland of silkshell said, «Come, the Silverbacks will be over Helloever Bank at moonrise. If we’re late, they’ll start the hunt without us.»

The pod broke away from Gavagol, swimming to the north. He started to follow.

The bull twisted in the wake of the pod and came slashing back at him. Gavagol was frightened, but the impact of the heavy body against him was gentle.

The bull said, «Not you, old human. You stay with the City, suck its tit; that's where you belong. We count our line from the First Turners; our blood has swum the Indivisible Ocean for a thousand years. Get back to your City before the butcherfish smell you; you stink of the tank.»

It was too much. He had given up his body to join them, and they were rejecting him, so casually. He felt the boiling pressure of rage in his skull. He threw himself at the bull, his jaws open in mindless aggression.

The bull’s eyes widened, and he dodged away, but not quickly enough, and Gavagol’s teeth sank into the bull’s shoulder. The bull screamed, a high thin sound of pain and surprise.

Some calm remote part of Gavagol was equally astonished as he ground his teeth into the hot greasy taste o f blood and blubber and ripped at the bull with his claws. Was this another of the Flesh Tinker’s installed patterns, this urge to rend flesh?

The bull recovered from his initial surprise and struck back, scoring lines of fiery pain down Gavagol’s side. They whirled and ripped and grappled, in a froth of bright phosphorescence. Dimly, Gavagol heard the sounds of the pod, circling them in the darkness, cries of distress, and then fear.

The bull hissed at him, bewildered and angry. «Why, old human? These are dangerous waters…»

He couldn’t answer, but the thought o f the miles of dark water beneath him chilled his anger. He jerked away from the bull, breathing in great heaving gasps.

Then he heard the warning screams and looked down, to see the Medusa squid rising from the blackness below, drawn by the disturbance and the scent of blood. Its dozens of glowing tentacles swirled, hungry. Gavagol was paralyzed with terror, and it saved him. The bull attempted to flee, and the Medusa shot toward him, attracted to the movement.

Gavagol caught one last glimpse of the bull, struggling feebly against the enwrapping tentacles, as the Medusa dropped back into the depths. The pod was gone, the ocean empty.

He fled mindlessly back to the City, sobbing with fear.

His only hope was to beg the Flesh Tinker to undo his handiwork.

The ancient was so prickly, so quick to take offense. But what other course was there?

The Flesh Tinker returned to his boat late in the morning, weaving a bit from side to side. Gavagol surged out onto the quay, right at the old man’s feet. The Flesh Tinker jumped lightly back, startled. «Ah,» said the Flesh Tinker. «Enjoying the water, I see»

«No,» Gavagol said, getting awkwardly to his oversized feet. «I need to talk with you.»

The Flesh Tinker gestured toward the gangplank. «Come aboard, then. I’m exalted with drink, and therefore tolerant. To a point.» He marched past in a flutter of rich fabric.

Waddling awkwardly on his clumsy feet, Gavagol followed the old man into the boat.

The lounge of the starboat was a museum of ancient eccentricities. Curios from a thousand worlds vied for space with bizarre trophies. Some were fabulous animals, some were aliens, and some appeared to be human. They projected from the monomol surfaces, as if frozen in the act of passing through the walls or falling through the ceiling or rising from the floor. Every dead face was full of surprise, as if this were the last place in the universe it had expected to find itself.

Gavagol sat uncomfortably in a chair covered with intricately tattooed human skin.

«Tell, what’s the trouble?» The Flesh Tinker seemed affable. He poured himself a glass of some smoky fluid, but offered none to Gavagol.

Gavagol approached the matter delicately. «Well, you understand I’m not complaining about the job you did. It’s wonderful work; the best, I’m sure.»

The Flesh Tinker nodded approvingly.

Encouraged, Gavagol went on. «But I'm afraid my. request was not well thought out. I mean, the life of a merman seemed wonderful from a distance, from the top of the wave wall. But…» He hung his head.

The Flesh Tinker watched him silently for a long moment. «But what, Watcher?»

«Well. the merfolk, they wanted nothing to do with me. I was foolish: I tried to force them to take me with them.» He went on, slowly. «And a terrible thing happened.»

The Flesh Tinker frowned, and Gavagol thought he saw a trace of understanding on the hard old face. «So, Watcher, you want… what?»

Gavagol drew a deep breath. «Well, my old body.»

«And that’s all? You’ll extort no other ‘request’ from me? You’ll release my ship?»

Gavagol nodded, eagerly.

The Flesh Tinker stood abruptly. «I’ll consider it.»

Gavagol was on his feet, teeth bared, a pressure behind his eyes. «Remember, I can squash your ship like a bug…I can… I…»

The Flesh Tinker watched him alertly, the strange magenta eyes deep as the Indivisible Ocean.

A picture rose in Gavagol’s mind — the stricken face of the bull as the Medusa pulled him down into the darkness. He felt his anger subside as quickly as it had risen.

«Sorry,» he said, humbly. «I thank you for considering» Then he left, waddling out in as dignified a manner as possible.

In the Tower, Gavagol watched the Flesh Tinker’s strange craft arrow away, leaving a silver wake on the sea. He leaned against the window, his hands pressed to the monomol pane. His human hands.