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Copyright © 2004 by Walter Mosley All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means, including information storage and retrieval systems, without permission in writing from the publisher, except by a reviewer who may quote brief passages in a review.
The characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
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“Mr. Blakey?” the small white man asked.
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I had answered the door expecting big Clarance May-15
hew and his cousin Ricky. The three of us had a standing 16
date to play cards on Thursday nights. I was surprised even 17
to hear the doorbell because it was too early for my friends 18
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childhood, since my grandparents owned the house.
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and Ricky. I never locked the door because we lived in a 23
secluded colored neighborhood way back from the high-24
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car he drove, and the numbers on his license plate before 2
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“Yes,” I said to the small, bald-headed white man in the 4
dark-green suit. “I’m Blakey.”
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the small man would hunch his shoulders, or maybe give 16
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Mr. Odett told me that. I know it isn’t for sale. I’m inter-21
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if he were a child who was just learning how to speak to 1
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“Well it’s not for rent. It’s just an old basement. More 3
spiders down there than dust and there’s plenty’a dust.”
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It was his tone that cut me off. Suddenly he was one of 16
those no-nonsense-white-men-in-charge. What he seemed 17
to be saying was “I know something that you had better 18
listen to, fool. Here you think you know what’s going on 19
when really you don’t have a clue.”
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that rented their homes for four and five thousand dollars 22
a month over the summer. I owned a home like that. It 23
was three stories high and about two hundred years old. It 24
was in excellent shape too. My father had worked at keep-25
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Blakey,” the white man said, no longer fidgeting or wag-2
ging his head. He was looking straight at me with eyes as 3
blue as you please.
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“Maybe this is a bad time. Will you call me when 6
you’ve had a chance to think about it? Maybe discuss it 7
with your wife?” He handed me a small white business 8
card as he spoke.
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like it like that.”
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an opportunity can show up just at the right moment.
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face and you don’t quite recognize it.”
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mild and unassuming. Maybe it was a sales technique he 17
was working out — that’s what I thought at the time.
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mind?” he asked.
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as they came out of my mouth. “But I’m not renting any-22
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Before I could say anything else, the little man turned 1
away and walked down to a Volkswagen, the new Bug, 2
parked at the curb. It was a turquoise car that reminded 3
me of an iridescent seven-year beetle.
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you’re unemployed.”
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flashed her eyes at me. All the way across the road those 14
yellow eyes called me a liar. So I turned my back on them 15
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“So you gonna call ’im?” Clarance Mayhew asked me.
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of curly hair about an inch thick. Hair wouldn’t grow on 24
his cheeks. That’s why the tan-colored man always looked 25
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“You want a drink?” I replied.
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darker than his cousin but not nearly my color. When my 3
uncle Brent used to see us coming, he’d say, “If it ain’t the 4
three shit-colored patches on a tatty brown quilt.”
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chest where we played cards. I took a drink from the bot-7
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$1.25. That meant I had $15.76 left to my name. One 15
more bottle of whiskey and I’d be flat out of money.
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end of a deep draught of whiskey.
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and a trey. Ricky slapped his cards facedown and took the 20
bottle back. I showed two spades, a ten, and an ace.
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give me all kinds of grief about how I should get a job and 2
how disappointed my father would have been to see me 3
falling apart like I was.
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Good whiskey smoothes out after the third sip. Clears the 6
fuzz from behind your eyeballs and relaxes the spine. I’ve 7
always liked to drink. So did Clarance and Ricky, who we 8
sometimes called Cat.
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hoarding the liquor, so I passed it on to Clarance.
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over again, the way he always did when he was getting 18
high. “Maybe? Man, what you thinkin’? Like you some 19
kinda prince don’t have to work? They will take this house 20
from you, Charles. You gonna end up like old man Brad-21
ford — sleepin’ in somebody’s garage, eatin’ day-old bread, 22
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hearted lounge lizard. “What’s all this tough love, darlin’?”
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“Goddammit, asshole!” he shouted. “I told you not to 1
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prayer. “Clara, you tellin’ me I ain’t worthy.”
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time would end the card game. We used to tease Clarance 6
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around and leave. Ricky shook his head at me and fol-16
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played.
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twenty-five years. I could still get to him. I regretted it 21
every time. But all Clarance had to do was be himself and 22
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Times just so I could compete. But I never actually read 6
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but that just made me feel stupid. Finally, after losing my 8
job at the bank, I let the subscription go.
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sports. But he wouldn’t compete with me there. He said I 11
was better than him but I couldn’t get a scholarship or 12
anything. And he was right. Like my uncle Brent was al-13
ways happy to say, “He could win the race, but he cain’t 14
beat the clock.”
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thing was that there was more than half the fifth of 21
whisky left over. I loved to drink. Loved it. But I didn’t 22
abuse alcohol. I never drank before the sun went down 23
and never drove while under the influence. Every once in 24
a while I’d make Ricky and Clarance sleep over when they 25
got too tipsy on a Thursday night.
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TV habit. I’d watch the news now and then, but that was 1
mainly to keep up with Clarance. Most nights I spent alone, 2
except when I had a girlfriend. But the last girlfriend I had 3
was Laura Wright. That had ended some months before.
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large, with big bay windows everywhere. When I was 6
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one. My uncle Brent used to say that my mouth was my 14
biggest problem. “Boy,” he’d say while sitting in the re-15
clining chair in the den, “if you could just learn to be quiet 16
for a minute, you might hear something worthwhile.”
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with us after he had what my mother called a case of nerves.
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after his attack he came to live in our house. He kept the 22
garden in the spring and summer and sat in the old chair 23
in what used to be my father’s library. But my father was 24
dead by then and Uncle Brent called the library his den.
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community of Forest Cove. That was down in South Car-2
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brown color, with thick lips that were always turned 4
down as if he had a bad taste in his mouth. The only hint 5
he gave of being sick was that it took him a long time to 6
get out of his chair.
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of his insults, I’d say, “Fuck you, old man,” and walk 9
slowly away while he struggled to get up and after me.
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family graveyard. From there I’d make it into the ancient 12
stand of sixty-two oaks that my great-great-grandfather 13
Willam P. Dodd planted.
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That night in my house, wandering completely naked 15
through the half-dark rooms, I thought about how much 16
fun it was to torture my mean old uncle. When I’d es-17
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he didn’t dare to wander off from the house.
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control a child.
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every morning, my natural alarm. That Friday I woke up 16
with a headache and a hard-on. I’d been dreaming about 17
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up the stairs.
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off, but my head hurt too much for that. I made myself get 21
up and walk down the second-floor hall to the toilet. It 22
was difficult keeping it in the bowl because the erection 23
was persistent. Even when I finished, it stayed hard.
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the sink was full of greasy dishes. There were also dirty 3
dishes piled on the table and sink. I looked at the mess for 4
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family and therefore accepted me as part of the commu-13
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friends. But neither of us really wanted that, nor did we feel 15
left out of something. And so it was pleasant when we did 16
cross paths. Good morning meant just that.
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smile and look concerned at the same time.
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construction site. The Ryder family had lived in the Har-1
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long as my folks had been around. But you couldn’t tell 3
them that. Wilson liked to tell people that his family helped 4
to settle the east end of the island.
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their freedom. The Dodds were free from the beginning.
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were never slaves. The only time I had ever seen my father 12
get angry was when Clarance’s father once asked him, 13
“How can you be sure that one’a them Blakeys you so 14
proud of wasn’t a slave at one time or other?”
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down that way. There were three or four ponds in walking 17
distance from the side of the road. I decided that I’d go 18
fishing after asking Wilson for a job. I planned to tell him 19
that I could begin working that next Monday. That way I 20
could have a long weekend before going back to a job.
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ways up from me. I came to a stop and so did they. The big 23
female looked at me with hard eyes, trying to glean my in-24
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ardly, but I’ve been charged by a male or two. I respected 2
them, because with no defense except for their quick feet, 3
they lived out in the wild with no law or protection.
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ming out to Shelter Island. Their heads just above the 6
water, they looked frightened and desperate out there.
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behind closed doors, with the TVs blasting out anything 9
to keep the silence and the darkness from intruding.
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would have without my presence. I enjoyed the show.
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When the final white tail bobbed off into the wood, I was 13
thoroughly satisfied.
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My uncle Brent had been a hunter before he got sick.
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where he’d lived with his third wife.
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“Hunt for the weekend hunters,” he’d tell me in one of his 18
few friendly moods. “Kill six bucks and make two forty.”
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When I was a child I imagined that the deer used to sur-20
round our house in the evening, hoping that Brent would 21
come outside for a walk. Then they could stomp him to 22
death for the crimes he’d committed against their race.
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white hair and a big gut. His family had been in con-4
struction for three generations. Young men in my family 5
had worked for his family almost the whole time. He had 6
gray eyes, and fingers covered with yellow-and-black cal-7
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been cleared out of a scrub-pine stand. The trees stood in 10
an angry arc three hundred yards from the center of the 11
circle. There were the beginnings of excavation here and 12
there. Enough to give you the idea of the cul-de-sac of 13
mansions that the Ryder family intended to build. They 14
would level the whole island and sell it off stone by stone 15
if they could.
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“What can I do for you?” Ryder asked me.
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“I’d like a job, Mr. Ryder.”
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less, but it was enough to say that he wasn’t going to hire 20
me. Even more than that, the pained wince said that he 21
wouldn’t hire me, not because there was no job but be-22
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hind the builder, to his right. One man had stopped dig-3
ging and was looking at me. He was black, I could tell 4
that, but I couldn’t make out his features in the distance.
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“You worked at that bank, didn’t you, Chuck?”
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“Charles,” I said. “My name is Charles. And yeah, I 7
worked at Harbor Savings.”
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“Why’d you leave there?”
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“Let me go. I don’t know. Downsizing, I guess.”
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Ryder’s eyes were very expressive. He was the man in 11
charge and not used to lying. I could see that he was won-12
dering if I believed my own words. That, of course, made 13
me question myself.
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“No jobs,” he said with a one-shoulder shrug.
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I could tell that Ryder wanted me to disappear, just as I 16
had felt about the white man at my door the day before.
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But I wasn’t going to go away that easily. My family had 18
given Wilson’s grandfather one of his first jobs. My grand-19
mother delivered Wilson’s brother and sister. He couldn’t 20
whisper two words and expect me to go away just like 21
that.
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“Well?” he said.
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“I thought you had just started hiring.”
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“It’s hard times, Charlie,” he said. “You got to get there 25
first if you want to work nowadays.”
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But then he looked at me, really I think he was looking at 1
himself, wondering why the hell he was going through all 2
those changes over some unemployed local Negro.
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“You used to work for that bank, didn’t ya?” he asked.
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“Yeah?”
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“Why aren’t you there anymore?”
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“I don’t know. They just let me go.”
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“Well let’s just say that I’m lettin’ you go too.”
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It didn’t make any sense. How could he let me go if I 9
didn’t even work for him? I almost said something about 10
it, but I knew that I’d just sound stupid.
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Wilson gave me a crooked little smile and friendly nod.
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Can’t win ’em all — that’s what the gesture meant.
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I cursed him all the way down the road to the town of 14
Sag Harbor.
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I grabbed a clam roll and a beer at the stand down by the 18
pier, using the last of my paper dollars to pay for the meal.
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From then on I’d have to pay for whatever I bought in 20
change. I could already hear the teenage cashiers snicker-21
ing behind my back.
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If suicide meant just giving up, I would have dropped 23
dead at that moment. With no job, no money, and no 24
chance for a job, I was as close to penniless as a man can get.
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The weather was pleasant. I went to the end of the pier 2
and looked down at the tiny fishes coming up to get 3
warm in the weak sunlight. Two small jellyfish were wav-4
ing in the current. I sat on the edge of the big concrete 5
dock and stared down at the water. That was 10:45. At 6
12:15 I was still there. From the time I was a child, I’d 7
have moments like that. In class if I saw something inter-8
esting, usually something natural, I could stare the whole 9
period long. I never thought anything at these times. I 10
just stared at the spiderweb or the furious bird making 11
her nest. One time I watched an ant search the entire 12
third-grade floor for nearly an hour. She finally ended up 13
under Mrs. Harkness’s shoe. I was so shocked by the sud-14
den death that I broke down crying and was sent to the 15
nurse.
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I hadn’t been in the bank since I was laid off nine months 19
before. Arnold Mathias was still at his post by the door.
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Less a guard than a greeter, he knew everybody’s name 21
and any special need that he or she might have.
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“Hello, Millie,” he said to the octogenarian Mildred 23
Cosgrove, who doddered in before me. “Mr. Hickey isn’t 24
in today. He’s got flu, I believe.”
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her voice. While she stood there, Arnold looked over her 27 S
head and saw me. He put up a hand, not in greeting but 28 R
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“Will he be in later?” she asked in a fearful, tremulous 1
voice.
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“He won’t be back until next week, Millie.” Mathias, 3
himself in his late sixties and shaky, held out a hand to 4
steady the older woman.
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“Oh,” she said again. “Well maybe I better wait until 6
Monday then. You know Mr. Hickey has all my records.
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He knows what I want. Monday you say?”
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“I’m sure he’ll be back by then,” Mathias said. “And if 9
he comes back earlier, I’ll have him call you.”
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“That would be nice. Yes. You know I have to take my 11
money out of the stock market before the world goes to 12
hell in a handbasket. He talked me into it before, but now 13
I just want a passbook. I want regular interest with no 14
nonsense. The stock market is no better than roulette, 15
and gambling is a sin.”
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“I’m sure Mr. Hickey will do what you want . . .”
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The conversation went on for another few minutes. Mr.
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old Mrs. Cosgrove had barely a hundred-dollar balance in 20
her account. She lived off social-security checks. But her 21
family had been some of the bank’s first depositors. Treat-22
ing her nicely was the best advertisement they could have.
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“Yes, Charles?” the guard asked after Millie left. “Can I 24
help you?”
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“No.”
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“Did you want something?”
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“Can’t anyone walk into this bank, Arnold?”
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“Of course. But I didn’t think that you had an account 2
here anymore.”
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“I came to see Lainie,” I said.
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“Oh, I see. Lainie.”
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The greeter had reverted into guard and had no inten-6
tion of standing aside. So I went around him and across 7
the wide tiled floor of the bank.
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It was a domed building with a round floor. At the op-9
posite side from the entrance was a group of seven desks, 10
separated from the main room by a waist-high mahogany 11
wall. The center desk belonged to Lainie Brown.
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Lainie was the only black bank officer. She’d started as 13
secretary the year I was born. Her boss was a liberal 14
thinker, and she trained Lainie and then forced the bank 15
president, Ira Minder, to promote her.
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Lainie had been my friend at the bank. We ate lunch 17
together, and she told me that she hoped to make me into 18
a loan officer one day. But then I was fired, and that was 19
the end to my banking future and our friendship.
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“Charles.” Lainie was surprised but not necessarily 21
happy to see me. She was a heavyset woman with auburn 22
skin. Her eyes were large and spaced wider than most.
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Every tooth had a space between it, and her smile, when 24
she smiled, seemed to wrap around her whole head.
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But Lainie wasn’t smiling right then. Her look was 26
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been a snake on her front porch or a strange purple sky.
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“ ’Bout time for lunch, isn’t it?” I said.
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“Uh, why I suppose it is.”
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“I already ate, but I’ll sit with you if you don’t mind.”
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“No,” her lips said. Her eyes held the same answer with 3
another meaning. I suppose somebody else might have 4
taken the hint and offered to wait until a better time.
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“Well let’s go,” I said.
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Lainie rose up out of her generous walnut seat, releas-7
ing a sweet odor. Her perfume was one of the best bene-8
fits at Harbor Savings. It was one of the few things I 9
remembered about work.
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Lainie ate a bagged lunch every day at 12:30. Ham or 15
turkey or chicken on white bread, with a fruit and a nov-16
elty cake. She sat on the picnic bench half a block up 17
from the Winter Hotel on a slip of property that was too 18
small to sell. She was wearing a white silk dress that was 19
decorated with prints of giant purple orchids. A single 20
pearl hung from a pendant around her neck. There was a 21
dark freckle on her throat, next to the pearl. I was think-22
ing that that small spot of dark flesh was far more pre-23
cious than some stone from an oyster’s belly.
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“How’s Peaches?” Lainie had regained her composure.
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She’d opened her bag and was peeling back the wax paper 26
on the sandwich to check out the meat.
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“I know. I was at the funeral. I was surprised not to see 1
you there.”
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“Busy,” I said, not remembering the excuse I gave at the 3
time.
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Lainie took a bite out of her sandwich and smiled. She 5
always smiled after the first bite of her sandwich. She told 6
me once that her mother, Arvette, made her lunch every 7
morning. I think the bread reminded Lainie of her mother 8
the way that Catholics are supposed to be reminded of 9
their Lord when they eat that biscuit.
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Lainie and Arvette lived together just outside of town 11
in a small house where both of them had been born. Most 12
Negroes around the midisland lived in modest homes.
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Our ancestors had been farmworkers mainly. Many had 14
come from the South over the decades, looking for a place 15
they could work in peace.
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“I was out at Wilson Ryder’s new site this morning,” I 17
said.
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“Really? Mr. Gurgel is the officer in charge of that loan.
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He says that the Ryders have always been good business.”
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She took another bite. But that was just eating — no 21
smile involved.
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“Yeah. Well, anyway, I went over there to ask about a 23
job today. I mean, he had jobs. I know that because Ricky 24
Winkler works out there. But Mr. Ryder lied and said 25
that he didn’t have any jobs. And when I told him that he 26
was a liar, he started talkin’ about the bank and why didn’t S 27
I work there anymore?”
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Lainie took a big bite out of her sandwich. I think she 2
did that because she wanted time to think. After chewing 3
on her white bread and processed meat like it was a 4
mouthful of jerky, she stopped and took a deep breath. I 5
pushed down the urge to stand up and walk away.
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“Did you ever take money from your drawer?” she 7
asked.
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And suddenly it all came back to me like the plot of a 9
novel that I had read so long ago I didn’t even remember 10
the name of the book. But it wasn’t that long ago and it 11
was my own life that I was remembering.
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It wasn’t really very much at all. I was a bank teller. I 13
counted money, gave change, made debits and credits. I 14
did passbooks, Christmas clubs, checking accounts, and 15
sometimes payroll. Anything else went to another win-16
dow. I wore a jacket and slacks every day with a tie. You 17
didn’t have to wear the tie on Fridays, but I did anyway. I 18
was good at my job. Always on time, friendly with even 19
the rude customers, I was good at math too.
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But one day I was going to meet my then-girlfriend 21
China Browne for dinner. It was a Tuesday and I wasn’t 22
due for my paycheck until the end of the week. My ac-23
count was empty because I had just paid for an electric 24
food processor and China wanted to be taken out.
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my mind to pay a dollar interest when I got my paycheck.
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ple make mistakes in banks all the time. Mr. Gurgel, the 1
senior loan officer, once missed a zero and the bank was 2
out ninety thousand dollars for a week.
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Of course Friday came and went. China and I went 4
down to New York that weekend, so I put off returning 5
the twenty until I got paid again. But by that time two 6
more weeks had passed, and I figured if nobody noticed, 7
then why should I worry? Probably if I had left it at that, 8
everything would have been okay. But there were five or 9
six other times when I needed money. It was never more 10
than fifty dollars.
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“No,” I said.
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“Well that’s what they thought,” she said. “The presi-13
dent said that they had proof.”
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“How could that be?” I felt indignant even though I 15
knew that I was guilty. “If they had proof, then why didn’t 16
they have me arrested?”
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“Mr. Mathias told me that they had discussed it and the 18
bank felt it wouldn’t serve their interests to prosecute.” I 19
knew that she was reporting what she heard because the 20
words she was using were not hers.
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“Why not?”
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“Because it wasn’t a lot of money and almost every col-23
ored person in the Harbor has money in the bank. If the 24
bank prosecuted you over a couple’a hundred dollars, the 25
customers might get upset and take their money to East 26
Hampton.” Lainie peered into my eyes as she spoke. I S 27
don’t know if she saw my guilt there or not.
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I was guilty. Every time I pocketed a few dollars, I ex-2
pected to return it. But it wasn’t like the money I used to 3
steal out of my uncle Brent’s wallet. I took that money be-4
cause I hated him. I hated the way he smelled and the way 5
he talked about my father. I took it because my father’s 6
family had come directly from Africa, but Brent said that 7
my father really didn’t know our roots. He said that we 8
were like all other American blacks, that we came from 9
“slave-caliber Negroes who were defeated in war and sold 10
into slavery because they didn’t have the guts to die in 11
battle.” He said that there was no such thing as free 12
Africans who had “chosen to come over and sell their 13
labor in indentured servitude” and that American Negro 14
citizens never existed before 1865, as my father claimed.
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I kept Brent’s money. He used to complain to my 16
mother, but I’d just tell her that it must be his illness 17
affecting his brain. I don’t know what she thought about 18
it all. She didn’t like Brent’s mouth either, but he was fam-19
ily and my mother was the sweetest woman in the world.
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“Well,” I said to Lainie. “I didn’t steal anything and 21
now people at the bank are telling everybody that I’m a 22
thief and I can’t get a job. And you didn’t even tell me.
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Didn’t warn me or anything.”
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“I’m sorry, Charles,” she said. “I just didn’t know what 25
to think. Mr. Mathias told me about what had happened.
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they did have some kind of evidence that they’d take you 28 R
to jail. I was worried about you.”
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She was getting weepy. Lainie had a kind heart. But I 1
wasn’t in any mood to worry about her crocodile tears.
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What about me? Here I had waited until I was down to 3
my last dollar, thinking that I could always pick up a job 4
somewhere. But nobody in the Harbor would hire a thief.
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And even if I went out of town, people would still ask for 6
references.
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What I wanted to do was yell at Lainie until she felt the 8
pain that I was feeling on the inside. I would have yelled 9
if I were innocent.
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“I’m sorry, Lainie. It’s not your fault. It’s just that bank.
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I probably made some mistake and they decided that I 12
was a thief. That’s all.”
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“What are you going to do?”
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I considered her question for a moment, and then I 15
thought a little more. I opened my mouth, but there was 16
no answer forthcoming.
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my house. I caught three good-size trout, not for pleasure 16
but to eat that night. I wanted to cook dinner but couldn’t 17
bear the idea of counting out pennies to some high school 18
cashier at the IGA.
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It was after 6:00 when I got home. There was a little day-20
light left in the distance, but it was dusk. My plans were all 21
set by the time I got in, so I went right to the phone.
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A woman answered after seven rings. “Hello?”
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“Mona?”
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with a loud knock and yelled, “It’s Charles!”
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was being picked up.
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“What?” a man’s angry voice said.
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“Hey, Clarance. Listen, man, I got to borrow a hundred 1
bucks fast.”
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“So?”
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“This is no joke, Clarance —”
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“Naw. That’s right. This ain’t no joke at all. This is dead 5
serious. I been thinkin’ about you and how you act since 6
last night. And it burns me up. Here I am tryin’ to be 7
your friend and all you wanna do is dis me. Well that’s it.
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I’m through with you, man. I called Ricky and told him. I 9
said no more Thursday-night blackjack, no more Saturday-10
night bar hoppin’, no more nuthin’. We’re through.”
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Clarance was sputtering. I almost made a joke but then 12
thought better of it.
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“Hey,” I said. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean nuthin’. You 14
know it was the whiskey —”
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“You sorry all right. Unemployed, drunk loudmouth is 16
what you is.” Clarance usually tried to articulate in the 17
ways of school learning. That kind of language was pro-18
moted among the older colored families of the Harbor.
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But when he got angry, he talked street.
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“I said I was sorry, man. What more do you want?”
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“I don’t want nuthin’ from you. I don’t want you to call 22
or ask me for money or nuthin’ else. Just stay away from 23
me, you hear?” And with that he hung up the phone in 24
my ear.
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was going to do was borrow a hundred dollars from S 27
Clarance to put some cheap food in my refrigerator.
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I washed out a griddle and a saucepan, a glass and a 2
plate and utensils to cook and eat with. Then I cleaned 3
my fish and dredged the fillets in cornmeal. Fried fish 4
with hot sauce and a side of turnips was my dinner. I 5
laughed because it was better food than I would have had 6
if I had the money to go to the diner.
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There were two shots’ worth left in the whiskey bottle, 8
just enough to keep me between self-pity and drunken 9
tears.
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The house was a mess. There were piles of clothes and 11
dirty dishes in every room. Junk mail and bills were 12
thrown into corners, and every chair had something piled 13
on the seat.
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I went upstairs to my bedroom and threw the blankets —
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along with a notebook, two dirty dinner plates, and a 16
dozen loose stones that I had picked up — from the bed.
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I lay with arms and legs dangling over the sides of the 18
small mattress. On the windowsill next to my head was a 19
book I had been reading. Neglect’s Glasses. It was a science-20
fiction novel about a kid in the ghetto who had found a 21
pair of sunglasses somehow imbued with the intelligence 22
of an alien race. The ghetto child, just days away from his 23
initiation into a youth gang, is drawn into a swirl of 24
knowledge that takes him places that he never knew were 25
possible.
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I laid there on my bed, reading, for well over an hour.
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lives he touched. And so when he hurt people, he experi-2
enced their pain. Helping others made Tyler feel good 3
about himself.
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I would have read the whole book that night if it wasn’t 5
for chapter twelve. That’s where Tyler looked closely at his 6
parents and in a flash of divination realized that his father 7
would soon be dead. I couldn’t take the revelation and 8
threw the slender hardback into the tin trash can, deco-9
rated with astronauts, that had sat in the same corner for 10
more than thirty years. The book hitting the can set off a 11
burble of beer bottles jostling together.
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There were five empties in the can under a holey T-shirt 13
and a few wads of paper. I found four more under the 14
bed. On the outside of the windowsill, there was one 15
dead soldier, as Clarance called them. That started my 16
journey back through the house. There were bottles 17
everywhere. Some were only half empty. One or two al-18
most full. There were bottles on the front porch, in the 19
backyard, on the patio chairs. On the roof there were a 20
few left over from friendly spring nights when Laura and 21
I made love in my sleeping bag up under the stars.
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the fireplace. By the time I finished, there were fifty-one 24
bottles on the old dining-room table. Those empties 25
would make me two paper dollars. And with them I 26
could keep my pride.
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almost every bottle found. The ones in the backyard were 2
from a party the summer before last. It was Ricky and 3
Clarance with some other guys and girls. The police had 4
to come over to tell us to turn the music down.
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It was the only time in my life that I had sex with two 6
women in one night. The first was my girlfriend at that 7
time, China Browne. We’d been dancing and got to get 8
kind of amorous. I took her up to my mother’s old room.
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fell asleep and I went back downstairs. There were lots of 11
people there dancing and talking loud. I felt a sweet sense 12
of calm and started putting beer bottles back in a wooden 13
crate. China’s friend Jane Sadler started picking up with me.
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time everybody was having. We filled two crates and were 16
carrying them out to the backyard. Then we heard this 17
noise, a moaning out behind the garage. I winked at Jane 18
and we snuck around the corner.
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somebody, I didn’t know who. But she was with Clarance 21
right then. They were kissing furiously in the faint light 22
that shone over the back of the garage. He was moaning 23
in a deep bass and she squealed between their soul kisses.
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Jane put her hand on my forearm. At first I thought 25
that she wanted to give the newfound lovers some pri-26
vacy, but when I looked I could see that she was just 27 S
steadying herself. Jane had skin my color and bright eyes 28 R
and long curly hair.
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Suddenly Clarance spun the white girl around. She 1
lifted her miniskirt while he pulled down her panties.
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Jane’s grip on my forearm tightened. Clarance started 3
fumbling with his zipper then. The white girl was waving 4
her butt around and moaning. Clarance kept fumbling.
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“Hurry up!” The white girl’s hushed cry was exactly 6
what I wanted to shout.
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“I got it now,” Clarance said, throwing down some-8
thing. The next morning I realized that it was the wrap-9
per from a condom.
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He bent his knees and took a long slow slide into his 11
new friend. Her welcoming moan made my heart skip so 12
hard that I thought I might be having a seizure.
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Clarance started slamming hard against her backside.
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The smacking flesh and high-pitched barks from the girl 15
made me sweat.
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“I cain’t hold it, baby,” Clarance barked. “I cain’t hold it.”
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“Come come come come come,” she answered.
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ment Clarance made a grunting sound that was no more 20
than the crack of a dry leaf and the girl exhaled through 21
her open mouth.
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other side, she kissed me. I led her straight to the basement.
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“Don’t say a word,” she told me as she lifted her skirt and 3
I dropped my pants. She sat back on my great-grandfather’s 4
oversize traveling trunk.
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It should have been safe sex but it wasn’t. I was happy 6
that I just made love to China because I didn’t want those 7
moments with Jane to ever end. I rocked back and forth 8
on the balls of my feet while she stroked my other balls 9
and scratched both of my nipples with the long, press-on 10
fingernails of one hand. We were looking into each other’s 11
eyes. Every once in a while she’d lean forward to kiss me, 12
but when I returned the gesture she moved her head back 13
and sneered.
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The trunk rocked precariously, but we had the balance 15
of cats in heat. She undulated on her hips and quivered 16
while I pushed and pulled, feeling the veins standing out 17
all over my body. I started to move faster but Jane said, 18
“Slow it down, baby. Slow it down.”
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When I finally came I moved back in one small show of 20
responsibility. The emotion on her face while she watched 21
my ejaculation was the deep satisfaction that comes from 22
victory.
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China stopped seeing me after that night, and Jane 24
never returned one phone call. Maybe they compared 25
notes; I didn’t care. That night was a highlight for me.
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thing except pack the trash into bags and put the crates of 1
empty beers in the basement.
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That’s why I thought about the basement. It was Jane 3
and China Browne that jarred my memory.
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It was a large, dark room crowded with stuff from the 7
Dodd and Blakey families. A little something was there 8
from every generation. I had one great-auntie, Blythe, 9
who considered herself a painter. There were fifty or more 10
of her awful canvases leaned up against the walls and be-11
hind a useless coal-burning stove. Her trees and houses 12
and people looked like a child’s pitiful attempts. There 13
was my great-grandfather’s traveling trunk and stacks of 14
old newspapers that were yellow and brittle from fifty 15
years or more before. We had old furniture and rugs and 16
straw baskets filled with two hundred Christmases of 17
toys. The cobwebs looked like they belonged on a movie 18
set, and it was cold down there too.
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Eighteen wooden crates of empty beer bottles were 20
stacked in the middle of the cobblestone floor. They were 21
all I was interested in. It meant twenty-four dollars at the 22
beer-and-soda store at the Corners. I dragged the boxes 23
out into the light, rubbing my face now and then to get 24
off the tickle of cobwebs. When I got all the crates, I 25
looked around some more to see if there might have been 26
something else of value there.
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The ceiling must have been ten feet from the floor. An-2
niston Bennet was right: it would have made a nice apart-3
ment without all that junk. It was a well-built hole. Dry 4
as a bone and cool year round because it was deep in the 5
rocky earth. I used to think that ghosts lived in that cel-6
lar, that the spirits of my dead ancestors came from out of 7
the graveyard behind my house and played cards or talked 8
all night long in the solitude of that room. I left them 9
Kool-Aid and lemon cookies in the summer. When the 10
food was still there the next day, my father would tell me 11
that the spirits had eaten the ghost food that lives inside 12
the food for the living. He told me that it was like a bless-13
ing and now the food left over had to be buried in the 14
trash like the dead.
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Late the next day I was in my newly cleaned kitchen, C 14
ready to cook.
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Twenty-four dollars can buy a lot of canned spinach 16
and baked beans. I also got rice and polenta and a big bag 17
of potatoes. One whole chicken with celery and carrots 18
could make a soup to last me a week if I stretched it.
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I’m not a good cook, but I can make simple dishes.
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That’s because I used to love spending time with my 21
mother in the kitchen. She never made me work. All I 22
had to do was sit around and make her laugh. That was 23
until eighth grade. Then, when she got sick, I helped out 24
a lot. Brent said that my mother had to work through it, 25
that being sick was all in her head. He was healthier than 26
she was and still expected to get waited on.
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My chicken was boiling and I was cutting celery into 2
slantwise strips and suddenly it came to me. I dug Annis-3
ton Bennet’s card out of my pocket and dialed his Man-4
hattan number. It wasn’t until the fourth ring that I 5
remembered it was Saturday. I thought that at least I 6
could leave a message. He didn’t give me a home phone 7
anyway. His name, in lowercase blue letters, was centered 8
on the white card, and the phone number was in the 9
lower right-hand corner in red.
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“Hello,” a woman’s voice said. I almost answered but 11
the surprisingly natural-sounding recording continued, 12
“You have reached the Tanenbaum and Ross Investment 13
Strategies Group.” Then there was a click and the same 14
woman, in a different mood, said, “Mr. Bennet,” then an-15
other click and she was back on track saying, “is not in at 16
the moment but will return your message at the earliest 17
possible time. Please leave your name and number after 18
the signal.” Then there came a complex set of tones that 19
sounded something like a police siren in a foreign film.
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“Mr. Bennet? This is Charles Blakey from out in the 21
Harbor. I guess I’d like to talk to you about what it is you 22
want exactly. I mean, maybe uh, maybe we can come to 23
some kind of arrangement. I don’t know. My number 24
is . . .” Leaving information on an answering machine al-25
ways seems useless to me. Most of the messages I’ve left 26
have gone unanswered. I didn’t have much hope that any-27 S
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had was a pocketful of change. A summer rental wasn’t 1
going to do much for me right then.
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So I called my aunt Peaches. That was her real name.
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Her mother was Clementine and her father was actually 4
named Apollodorus. My father used to say, when we were 5
going to Clemmie’s for Thanksgiving dinner, “Well let’s 6
go over and visit the mouthful.”
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“Hi, Aunt Peaches. It’s me — Charles.”
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“Yes, Charles?” She wasn’t sounding generous.
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“How’s your family?”
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“Everybody’s fine.”
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“That’s good,” I said and then waited for her to ask af-12
ter my health.
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She did not.
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“It’s been a while since I’ve seen you, Peaches.”
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“Has it?”
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She knew full well that it had been more than three 17
years since I had been by, and I was only allowed in then 18
because her husband was at work. We didn’t live more 19
than two miles apart, but the only time I ever saw her was 20
if we happened to bump into each other in town. That 21
was because of her husband, Floyd. Floyd Richardson was 22
a lawyer who practiced in Long Island City. When I 23
dropped out of college, he hired me — to make something 24
out of me, he said.
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to be a sailor. Floyd and I had a rough time of it. When 2
he finally fired me, he told me that I was a shame to my 3
race. That reminded me of Uncle Brent, who always 4
added, “The human race.”
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After that I wasn’t a welcomed guest in their home.
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Floyd rarely gave me a nod if we passed in the street. I 7
didn’t mind much. Floyd wanted to act like he was my fa-8
ther, like it was him who did for me. Aunt Peaches was 9
nice, but she was so formal that talking to her was like be-10
ing read to from a book of etiquette.
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“I needed to ask you something,” I said, having given 12
up any hope that we could be friendly.
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“I really don’t have much time, Charles. Floyd’s coming 14
home soon and I have to get his dinner.”
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“Well, you know I lost my job,” I started.
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“Oh?”
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“I had some money left over from that T-bill Mom left 18
for me when I turned thirty, but that’s all gone.” I paused 19
but Peaches had no consolations to give. “And, well, I 20
kind of borrowed some money on the house. I’m looking 21
for work, but I still have to come up with the payment.
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It’s already two weeks overdue.”
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Peaches didn’t say a word, but the quality of her silence 24
had changed. I could almost feel her growing anxiety.
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“Peaches?”
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“Why do you want to do this to me, Charles?”
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“What am I doing to you?”
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“Thirty-three,” I corrected.
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“— thirty-three years old and you don’t even have two 2
nickels to rub together. What would your mother say?”
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“My mother is dead. Maybe you could leave her alone.”
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“Rude.” She said the word like it was a club to blud-5
geon me with. “Rude. And then you want me to write the 6
check. I’m sorry, Charles, but I have to agree with Floyd 7
about you. There’s no helping someone who can’t help 8
himself. I just hope you don’t lose our family home with 9
your foolishness. But maybe it would be better in some-10
one else’s hands anyway. I can see you don’t have a gar-11
dener anymore and from what I hear it’s a pigsty on the 12
inside.”
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I hung up. It was the only way I could get her to feel the 14
pain that she was inflicting on me. I knew she was right.
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I knew that my life was messed up. But what could I do 16
about it when I couldn’t get a job or pay my bills?
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I spent the entire night cleaning. I collected eight big 18
plastic bags of trash. I swept and dusted and mopped and 19
straightened. When I’d get tired I’d stop for a little 20
chicken soup and black tea. Then I was off again, up and 21
down through the three floors. At 4:00 in the morning I 22
dragged the bags out of the house and into the street. I 23
wasn’t going to let Peaches and Floyd defeat me. I’d put 24
the house in perfect shape. I had plans to wax the floors 25
and mow the lawn. I’d trim the hedge too. After that I’d 26
paint the house. This last thought almost defeated me.
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roller or brush, much less all the gallons of paint that I’d 2
need.
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Outside I noticed a spark. At first I thought it was a 4
firefly, and I stopped to catch a glimpse of it again. Fire-5
flies were a miracle to me. The fact of their light seemed 6
somehow to prove that there was a God.
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After a moment the light appeared again. But it wasn’t 8
a firefly at all. It was Miss Littleneck smoking a cigarette 9
in the dark. At first I was mad, thinking that she was spy-10
ing on me. But then I thought that if she was really spy-11
ing, she wouldn’t be advertising with an ember. It was 12
almost as amazing as a firefly — that old woman sitting 13
out on her porch all night long, smoking one cigarette af-14
ter another, waiting for either a miracle or a heart attack.
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The next day was Sunday. I’d fallen asleep on the sofa in 16
my father’s library. After three hours’ sleep I was out in 17
the front yard with a scythe.
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That was a gas.
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Christ’s Hope Church was just three blocks up from 20
my house and many a churchgoer had to drive past my 21
place. Almost everyone slowed to see me stripped to the 22
waist, cutting down the dead weeds and grasses that had 23
grown wild for years.
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Peaches and Floyd drove by. They came to a virtual stop 25
in order to gawk. I smiled at them and waved. Peaches 26
said something to her husband and they sped off to God.
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thirty-nine-gallon plastic bags of trash and dead weeds. I 15
only had two empty bags left. In the afternoon I broke my 16
fast with instant coffee, baked beans, and quick-cooking 17
polenta. I carried the meal on a tray up to the third floor, 18
to my mother’s sewing room, which was a small chamber 19
off her bedroom. There she had a treadle-powered sewing 20
machine and a small table meant for piecework.
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I put my tray on the table and stared out the window 22
like I used to do as a child when my parents were out. Her 23
window was the observation deck for my fortress. I could 24
see our family graveyard and my great-grandfather’s stand 25
of oaks and then up the side of the piney hills behind our 26
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at Confederate soldiers or the English. I was a patriotic 2
Yankee fighting to protect my home.
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My mother was still alive in that room. The basket with 4
her threads and yarns sat next to her spindly maple chair.
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Her worn sewing slippers lay underneath the table, mak-6
ing it seem as if she would soon be coming up to use 7
them. I could see her in my mind, long face and coffee-8
and-cream-colored skin. Her nose was broad but not so 9
flat and her eyes were as round as some forest creature’s 10
orbs. She always smiled just to see me. That smile was 11
always waiting for me upstairs in her room.
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My father was dimmer in my memory. Much darker 13
than Mom, he was thick. Not fat but strong like a tree 14
trunk. He had big hands and a giant’s laugh. Nobody 15
expected him to drop dead, certainly not me. Maybe if I 16
had warning I would have looked closer, listened more 17
attentively while he was still alive. As it is he’s just a big 18
hole in my memory, a hole where there was a yearning. I 19
looked away over the hills because if I paid too much at-20
tention to my father’s absence, the yearning would turn 21
into a yowl.
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A dead leaf from the previous fall was tumbling on a 23
sudden wind. Its progress was almost musical; it seemed 24
to be tinkling in the breeze. I looked and listened and 25
then realized that the phone was ringing downstairs.
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dering whether or not to go up for my beans and corn-1
meal. My hesitation was rewarded with another ring.
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There was a great deal of static over the line.
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“Hello.”
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“Mr. Blakey. Anniston Bennet.”
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“Oh, Mr. Bennet. I didn’t expect to hear from you un-6
til at least tomorrow.”
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“I call into my messages every six hours unless I’m 8
somewhere where I can’t get to a phone. You’re interested 9
in renting me your basement?”
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“We can talk about it.”
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I thought I heard the hiss of a sharp intake of breath.
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Maybe it was the bad connection, but I got the feeling 13
that Mr. Bennet was not a patient man.
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“I don’t have time to come out there again, Mr. Blakey.”
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“Well, I don’t know what to tell you then.”
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We were silent for a few beats while the chatter of the 17
static went merrily along. At one point I thought the con-18
nection might have broken off.
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“I can come out there on Friday,” Bennet said in a re-20
strained tone. Another conversation interfered with us 21
over the lines. It was some foreign tongue, sounded Ara-22
bic but I’m not too good with languages.
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“What time?” I asked over the new conversation.
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“Four. Four in the afternoon.”
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“I’ll see you at four then.”
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There I sat, listening to phone static from some foreign 2
land, happy even though I had just made the first step 3
toward giving up my solitude. I tried to imagine the little 4
white man coming into my kitchen while I was standing 5
there in my drawers with a hangover.
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From there I wondered about the word hangover for a 7
while. Was it an old seafaring term? Was the image of a 8
sailor throwing up over the side of the ship, hanging on 9
for his life? That brought me around to thinking about 10
liquor, Southern Comfort to be exact. Ricky loved South-11
ern Comfort and I did too.
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“Hey, Cat,” I said into the receiver.
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“Charles, hey.”
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“You doin’ anything?”
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“Uh-uh, man. Not me. Clarance out with his wife an’
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kids. He sure don’t wanna see you after Thursday night.”
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“Yeah.” I paused, anticipating the drink. “Hey, Ricky?”
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“Hey what?”
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“You wanna pick up a pint of SC and come on over?”
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“Shit.”
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“I’ll pay you for the whole thing when you get here, 22
man.” That was a good offer and Ricky knew it. “I need 23
some help with my basement.”
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“Okay,” he said. “I gotta give my sister a ride, but then 25
I’ll be over.”
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“Is it dry?” Ricky asked, holding his tumbler of iced 1
Southern Comfort and peering down into the darkness of 2
the cellar.
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“Yeah. These doors are triple ply and high. No rain can 4
get in.” I took a few steps down and pulled the chain on 5
the light.
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Ricky followed.
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“Big down here,” he said.
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“All this junk, man. I gotta get rid of it.”
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“Why? You gonna rent to that white man?”
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“No,” I lied.
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I’ve lied all my life. To my parents and teachers and 12
friends at school. I lied about being sick and not coming 13
in to work, about romantic conquests, my salary, my fa-14
ther’s job. I’ve lied about where I was last night and where 15
I was right then if I was on the phone and no one could 16
see me. I have lied and been called a liar and then lied 17
again to cover other falsehoods. Sometimes I pretend to 18
know things that I don’t know. Sometimes I lie to tell 19
people what I think they want to hear.
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It’s not such a bad thing — lying. Sometimes it pro-21
tects people’s feelings or gives them confidence or just 22
makes them laugh.
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But I never told a lie like that one-word fib to Ricky about 24
Anniston Bennet. Somehow I knew that I shouldn’t talk 25
about the little man who calls from Arabia about a base-26
ment sublet. I wanted to keep those cards close to my vest.
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“Damn, you got some old stuff down here,” Ricky was 2
saying.
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“Junk.”
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“Uh-uh, man. This is antique-quality shit.”
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“Shit is right.”
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“No, Charles. These old dolls and wood toys are valu-7
able. So’s the furniture, the trunk, probably the clothes in 8
the trunk, and maybe even these old paintings. You can’t 9
tell, man. These people out here spend five hundred dollars 10
on an old broked-down chair in a minute.” Ricky had lived 11
his teenage years in Brooklyn with his father. The way he 12
talked was different than the way most of my friends did.
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But he had an eye for profit. One summer he and Clarance 14
ran a nighttime hot-dog stand in East Hampton. Charged 15
three and four dollars for hot dogs, and got it.
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“How do I sell this stuff ? Yard sale?”
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“That’s sucker shit right there, man. Uh-uh. There’s 18
some dealers in East Hampton and Southampton. I know 19
who they are, but you know they wanna rob you. But 20
there’s this sister out around Bridgehampton run a little 21
store that specializes in old quilts. Narciss Gully. If we 22
could get Narciss out here to look at your stuff and then 23
broker it with the other dealers, then you might make out.”
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“You know her?”
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“Ten percent.”
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ual labor and I’m not responsible if at the end you don’t 1
think you got enough money.”
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“What does she get out of it?”
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“I’ll suggest ten percent for her too, but she might ask 4
for as much as twenty.”
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“Thirty percent gone and you two don’t do nothing but 6
introduce?” I was arguing, but I knew it was a lost cause.
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I had the woman’s name; I could have called her on my 8
own. But that would have cut Ricky out — I would never 9
have treated a friend like that.
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I spent the next day pulling junk out of my basement. It 13
was a day full of the dry husks of spiders and centipedes, 14
and dust on top of oily grime that had been laid down be-15
fore the Civil War. I washed and swept and scrubbed with 16
every brush I had — even my uncle Brent’s old tooth-17
brush. My work yielded six boxes of old books (including 18
three diaries from three generations of Blakeys and 19
Dodds), wooden toys, tools that I couldn’t even figure out 20
how to hold, and so many piles of old clothes that I could 21
only make a stab at separating them. Tuxedos and jeans, 22
fancy dresses and all kinds of undergarment straps, dried-23
up elastics, and buckles. Most of the clothes looked like 24
they could have been for children, but it was just that I 25
had a long line of short people in my family. My parents 26
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I moved all the furniture out of the living room and 2
brought in the loot, piling it in each of the corners ac-3
cording to type. When the job was done, I sat in the wide 4
seat of the bay window to appreciate my labor.
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I liked hard work. A big pile of stones that need to be 6
moved, a field to plow. What I love is a big job that takes 7
muscle and stick-to-itiveness. I’m not into a lot of details 8
or measuring or comparing. I don’t want to build a steam 9
engine; just give me a sledgehammer or a shovel and I can 10
work all day long, all month if I have to.
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“Hello?” The voice came from the front door, which was 14
open. “Mr. Blakey?”
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I had been asleep. The room around me was dim be-16
cause there was no light on and the sun was setting out-17
side.
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“Mr. Blakey?” She was tall and thin, brittle looking on 19
first glance. That was probably because she was so tenta-20
tive coming into a stranger’s home.
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“Over here,” I said. My voice was heavy from sleep, but 22
there was a quality to it that was different. I don’t know if 23
you want to call it musical or assured or maybe mature, 24
like a man.
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“Charles Blakey?” the tall woman asked.
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“Yeah. And I guess you’re Narciss Gully.”
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and turned on the light.
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“. . . didn’t know if something was wrong.” She was 3
brown, mostly dark brown, but here and there it light-4
ened a little, lending a subtle texture to her skin. I imag-5
ined the broad sweep of clouds across the earth from an 6
astronaut’s view. Or maybe it was a parchment, incredibly 7
old and almost erased by age and rain, the slight grada-8
tion of color coming from sepia glyphs whose secrets were 9
now gone.
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“. . . I mean it was so dark,” she continued, obviously 11
still nervous about coming into a strange man’s house 12
without the proper reception.
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I didn’t help to relieve her fears, looking her over, think-14
ing strange thoughts about her skin.
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“. . . and you were just sitting there . . .”
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“I’ve been working all day pulling stuff out of the cellar 17
because Ricky said you’d come by at eight. I guess I 18
worked so hard that I fell asleep here in the window.” And 19
there it was — the truth. There was no lie in my words, 20
body language, or voice. And again I wondered what had 21
happened. It was almost as if I were in one of my beloved 22
Philip José Farmer fantasies. Like I had gone to sleep in a 23
mundane world and awakened in a fantastical place where 24
the colors were brighter and youth was eternal. It was par-25
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“Oh,” Narciss said, looking around the large living 2
room. “There’s a lot, isn’t there?”
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She wasn’t a beautiful woman, except for that skin.
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Probably my age, give or take. Her face was squarish and 5
the white-rimmed glasses were too big for her features.
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Her eyes were a muddy color and her fingers were too 7
long it seemed. But when she splayed out those digits to 8
indicate the immensity of the trove I had uncovered, I 9
appreciated their reach.
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“You think it’s worth anything?”
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“I can’t tell until I’ve studied it, but it certainly looks in-12
teresting.”
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“Hey, Charles?” came another voice.
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“In here, Ricky,” I said.
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When he came in I was disappointed because he wasn’t 16
carrying a bottle in a bag. Whenever I heard Ricky’s voice, 17
I got the urge to drink. I wondered then how often since 18
we were children that we had been sober together.
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“Hey, Narciss. How are you?”
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“Fine, Richard,” she said.
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“You guys met, huh?”
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“Yeah, Cat.” Ricky winced when I called him by his 23
nickname. I didn’t use it again that night.
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Narciss was already down on her knees, looking through 25
the toys. She had on close-fitting khaki trousers with a 26
matching woman’s jacket. She took off the jacket, reveal-27 S
ing a loose black T-shirt. She was dressed for hard work.
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“You wanna go get a shot at Bernie’s?” Ricky asked me.
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That meant the drinks were on him. That was our code —
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the man who suggested drinks paid for them.
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I wanted to go. But I was also interested in everything 6
about Narciss. By then she was sitting in a half-lotus po-7
sition, going over old photographs and letters that my 8
mother kept in a miniature steamer trunk she’d inherited 9
from some aunt or another. With every new letter she 10
clucked her tongue or hummed. I felt like she was a 11
teacher impressed by my homework assignment.
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Narciss was marking out a history that would probably 13
have captured the interest of historians and anthropolo-14
gists around the nation. But for me there was only her, 15
scrutinizing a pile of refuse that, if it weren’t for her con-16
cern, I would have used to make a bonfire in the back-17
yard.
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Ricky was fidgety. He wasn’t used to sitting around 15
while others worked.
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“I saw Clarance last night,” he said.
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“What’s he have to say?”
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“Nuthin’. He’s gonna add a rumpus room onto the house 19
this summer. He asked if I could work on it, but I told him 20
that I was already working for Wilson Ryder. I told him 21
you were looking for a job, but he didn’t say anything.”
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“You don’t have to do me any favors, Ricky,” I said. “I 23
don’t need Clarance’s charity or yours.”
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“You need somethin’,” Ricky declared.
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joke out of it or anything. But I just stuck out my lower 27 S
lip and shrugged. I didn’t have the energy for that kind of 28 R
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was writing down notes on slips of yellow paper, which 1
she attached to different pieces. She also made entries in a 2
small spiral pad she had.
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“Hey, Charles?” Ricky said.
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“Hey what?”
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“Could I use your phone?”
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“Local or long distance?”
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“I wanna call Bethany. She said that —”
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“Okay,” I said, cutting him off. “Make your call.”
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Ricky gave me a sullen look and then went into the 10
kitchen to use the ancient Princess phone in there. I heard 11
him say Bethany’s name and then I returned my attention 12
to Narciss.
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She seemed extremely competent. Now and then she’d 14
take some reference book or another from her shoulder 15
satchel to prove or disprove some point she was making 16
to herself. She would write more notes and then move on 17
to the next object. In the meanwhile Ricky was laughing 18
and chattering on the phone in the other room.
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I was having a fine time in the chilly window seat, 20
watching the earth-toned woman judge my lineage. The 21
moon shone on her, glaring over my shoulder.
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“Are you hungry?” I asked Narciss after it was com-23
pletely dark outside.
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“I’d like something after I’m done here,” she said.
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in change to cover a dinner at Dinelli’s, and my only 2
credit card had been canceled more than a year before.
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“That would be nice,” Narciss Gully said.
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She turned back to her work, and I jumped up to go to 5
the kitchen.
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“Be right back,” I promised.
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Ricky was cradling the phone with both hands against 8
his face. His voice was low, and I knew that he must have 9
been getting somewhere with Bethany Baptiste. Bethany 10
was a heavyset young woman who liked food, dancing, 11
and men. She could never get enough of any one of them, 12
and we all loved her for it.
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She’d been married once but that didn’t take. Bethany 14
married Lawrence Crelde, but she was in love with 15
Clarance, who was already married. Whenever Clarance 16
called, Bethany came running, and one day when she got 17
back, Lawrence was gone. Bethany wasn’t upset about los-18
ing her husband, but she was devastated when Clarance 19
refused to leave his own wife for her.
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Ever since then Bethany was alone. She’d go out with 21
this man or that for a few days or weeks, but something 22
always got in the way. Right now it looked like Ricky was 23
going to be her date. At any other time I would have sat 24
back and waited for him to finish with his line, but right 25
then I had my own troubles.
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“Ricky,” I said.
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He waved at me to go away.
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“Get off the phone, man. I have to talk to you.”
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“It’s Charles Blakey,” he said into the mouthpiece. And 3
then after listening to something, he said to me, “Bethany 4
says hey.”
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“Tell her that you have to talk to me for a minute.”
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“Let me call you back in five?” he said. Whatever she 7
said must have been promising because Ricky smiled and 8
whispered something so soft that I couldn’t make it out.
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“What you want, Charles? Damn. Here I am tryin’ to 10
promote somethin’ an’ you all up in my face.”
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“I got to have forty bucks, man. Got to have it.”
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“Charles . . .”
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“No, Ricky. No games. No fuckin’ around. I don’t have 14
a single dollar bill, but Narciss wants to eat.”
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“Who cares what that skinny bitch want?”
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“Sh!” I was worried that she might hear us even though 17
we were whispering. “I care.”
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All of a sudden Ricky was sly. He let his eyes almost 19
close and then he nodded. “I see,” he said.
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“I’ll pay you back the minute this stuff is sold. Fifty dol-21
lars for forty.”
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Ricky reached into his pocket and pulled out a roll of 23
twenty-dollar bills. He must have had six hundred dollars 24
in his hand. He smiled and peeled off two bills. He handed 25
them over and then grinned again.
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“You got what you want now, brother?” he asked me.
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“Thanks,” I said.
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“Well then can I get back on the phone and get what I 2
need?”
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Ricky was crooning to Bethany before I had left the 4
room.
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I found Narciss holding up a lopsided pink glass vase.
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She was scrutinizing every aspect of the vessel like a 7
budget shopper studying a possible buy from an over-8
crowded reject table.
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I sat there with knots in my stomach. It made me sick 10
to have to ask Ricky for charity. And watching Narciss sift 11
through my family’s history now somehow made me sad.
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The cold from the window worked its way into my gut. I 13
wondered if I was getting sick.
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“Oh my,” Narciss said.
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“What?”
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Instead of answering she came to me with a wooden 17
box held delicately in both her hands. She sat down next 18
to me, placing the old scarred box between us. Other 19
than its obvious age, it was unremarkable. About a foot 20
long and six inches in depth and width, it was plain and 21
held together by smith-made iron hinges. There were 22
three letters roughly carved on the lower right side of the 23
lid — jld.
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“Look.” She lifted the lid.
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brown, ivory I was sure. Each one was about five inches 27 S
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heads and slitted eyes. One was smiling, one possibly feral, 1
and one looked like he was whistling through an O-shaped 2
mouth. They were laid out on an old crumpled newspaper.
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Two of the faces had been broken in places but were 4
seamed back together with some kind of adhesive. There 5
was a blue splotch on the delicate chin of the leftmost im-6
age. They were beautiful and commanding, fitting perfectly 7
in the wood box that, I supposed, was built to hold them.
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“It’s the history of your history,” Narciss whispered.
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The words came to me as truth. I believed I was look-10
ing at the cargo, carried on some European ship, of an 11
African who had sold himself into indentured servitude.