Abandoned

CHAPTER NINETEEN

“It’s time for an answer, Smoky.”

The director called me on my cell phone not long after my first cup of coffee and has arrived at this statement without much in the way of preamble.

“I’m still waking up, sir.”

He chuckles. The condescending tone of it puts my teeth on edge. “Come on, Agent Barrett. You’ve already decided. I just need you to tell me what your decision is.”

His confidence irks me, though much of that is the early morning grumps. Bonnie, in a moment of loving clairvoyance, brings me another cup of coffee. I roll my eyes heavenward in thanks. She grins and goes back to helping Tommy with breakfast.

“Fine, sir. My answer is yes. My team and my family are on board too, but everyone essentially said the same thing—their view may change if and when a Quantico move occurs.”

“That’s normal in any relocation. You’ll lose some if that happens, there’s no way around it.”

“So what now, sir?”

“Now I do my job. I have a number of things to accomplish behind the scenes, including getting this whole idea approved and funded. We’re still a few months away. I’ll be in touch.”

He hangs up, no good-bye or thanks, Smoky, irking me further. I scowl into my coffee and take a gulp, when I usually take a sip. The taste and the caffeine, as always, mollify me a little.

A knock comes on the door, and I groan. “Why?” I complain. I plod over to answer it myself, defying anyone stupid enough to come knocking this early to have any problem with my hurricane hair and frayed bathrobe.

I open the door to find a woman in her early forties. Age and personal style have cast her looks somewhere between pretty and matronly. She already has herself fully together this early in the morning; her makeup is perfect, her hair is styled, and she’s wearing shirts and slacks with a thin sweater. The slacks are something I would wear, while the sweater reminds me of my grandmother. It’s slightly surreal. Her smile is cheerful and blinding.

All morning people should be killed. Except for Tommy and Bonnie, of course.

“Yes?” I ask, keeping my voice on the neutral side of pleasant.

“Good morning,” she says, saying it with that long o that I can’t stand: good moooorning. It seems to be favored by overly cheerful people who come selling magazine subscriptions or God. “My name is Darleen Hanson? I’m on the current homeowner’s association board?”

Another thing I can’t stand: people who turn all their statements into questions.

I sip my coffee, fighting the urge to snarl. “Yes?”

She soldiers on, undaunted by my unfriendliness. “Well, now, we’re a new board, and we want to get off on the right foot—a good start, you know? I think you’ll agree that the last board was a little bit lax. Letting people leave their trash cans out on the curb for an hour longer than they should per the bylaws, things like that.”

“Okay.”

My one-word responses don’t seem to be getting through to her. “Anyhoo, I’m sorry to bother you so early in the morning, but I have to get to work, as I’m sure you do too”—another blinding smile is flashed, a we’re-all-in-this-together-aren’t-we smile—“and I’m coming by to ask you for a little favor.”

“Really? What’s that?”

“Well, now, one of the bylaws states that vehicles need to be parked inside the garage. Leaving them out on the driveways everywhere is so unsightly, don’t you agree? So if you could just start parking your car inside each night, we’d really appreciate it. Okay?” She ends with her biggest, most beaming smile yet.

I lean forward and look at my driveway. Yep, there’s my car. I lean back again and sip from my coffee, staring at Darleen, who’s waiting for a response.

I decide to be polite. This woman means no harm, I’m sure. She’s asked nicely enough, and not once did her eyes widen at the sight of the scars on my face or flick with disapproval to my state of disarray.

“Listen, Darleen. I work for the FBI. There are times when I need to leave immediately, times when, quite literally, ten or twenty seconds can make a difference. So I’m more comfortable parking my car in the driveway. I’m sure you can understand.”

She nods, smiles again. “Of course I can—and how interesting! Our very own FBI agent! But I’m afraid a bylaw is a bylaw, and you’ll have to park inside. I appreciate your cooperation, I really do.”

The smile remains, but something in the quality of it has changed. I have misjudged this woman. There’s more steel than vapor behind that smile and those eyes, along with a touch of ugly busybodyness.

Cool. I can play this game, too!

I smile at her, nice and wide. I take a sip from my cup, wink, and say, “It’s never going to happen.” Then I close the door in her face.

I walk back over to the table, where Tommy and Bonnie are laying out plates of waffles and eggs and bacon. I have a warm, happy feeling in my stomach.

“Can’t say that was well handled,” Tommy remarks.

“Maybe not. But come on. Someone’s going to try to tell me I need to park my car inside my garage?” I shake my head. “I don’t think so.”

“I happen to agree,” he says, smiling, “but I know her type. You just started a war.”

I grab a slice of bacon and bite off a piece, grinning at him. “Well, one of two things will happen in that instance. Either I’ll beat her into submission, or you’ll go and smooth things over with the HOA for me. If they’re all women, you’ll have them eating out of your hand in no time.”

“Manipulative,” Bonnie observes.

“Realistic,” I assert.

She giggles, and I follow suit. Tommy shakes his head and sighs, but I know he’s happy too. Nothing like some suburban politics to make us all feel, well, normal.

Normal’s hard for this family.

“Will Kirby be coming today?” Bonnie asks me.

Last night, we’d discussed what was going on. I’d agonized over what to tell her and had decided, in the end, on full disclosure. I thought Bonnie could handle it, and I was right. She took it in stride, asking few questions and accepting both the necessity and wisdom of a bodyguard.

“You’ll call her and tell her where to meet you,” Tommy says to me. “After you brief her, she’ll park herself near Bonnie’s school.”

“So that’s a yes, honey,” I say. “You ready for that?”

She shrugs. “Kirby’s cool. And I guess she’ll try to stay out of sight, right?”

“Do you want her to?”

She struggles with something. “I like Kirby, but … it’s hard enough fitting in at school sometimes, you know? If she can stay back a little, that’d be great.”

I kiss her on the top of her head, saddened by her struggles to assimilate, gladdened that she cares. “I’ll tell her.”

“Don’t worry,” Tommy says. “She’ll only get close if something’s happening.”

“Didn’t you say there’d be some other guy too?” she asks. I nod. “Kirby can’t watch you 24/7 by herself. Do we know who that’s going to be?” I ask Tommy.

“No. She just said she had someone good.”

“I’ll make sure she introduces him to you,” I tell Bonnie. After she introduces him to me. “Time for you to go, babe. Don’t miss your bus.”

She rolls her eyes. “I never miss my bus.” She gives me a hug, goes over and gives Tommy a hug, grabs her backpack, and heads out the door with a final “Bye!”

I stare at the door once it’s closed and I sigh. “You know the hugs are going to stop soon, right?” I ask Tommy, a little wistfully.

“Surprised they haven’t stopped already,” he says.

I scowl at his back. “Not helpful.” He says nothing, but for some reason I get the sense that he’s smiling. No one takes me seriously around here. “I’m going to take my shower,” I say, flouncing off in high color.

Some mornings it’s nice to play the princess. Almost comforting.

I’m enjoying the usual heavenly morning spray, eyes closed, when Tommy opens the shower door and appears naked next to me in the rising steam. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me to him. The contact is exquisite. The smell of apricot scrub hangs in the air.

“Do we have time?” he asks, a low rumble in my ear that makes me shiver.

I turn around, grabbing him in a way that makes him shiver too. “Does that answer your question?”

He lifts me up, something that I never fail to find incredibly sexy. He grabs my ass and hoists me off the floor. I wrap my legs around his waist and we kiss while the water runs down our faces.

“Do you think we’ll still be doing this in our sixties?” I ask him.

“As long as my back holds out,” he murmurs, covering my neck with distracting kisses.

I giggle at his answer, but that dies away soon enough. Desire and laughter are kissing cousins, but they don’t belong in the same room together.