Blood Safari

21

His name was Goodwill and he drove like a maniac.

He seemed too young to have a licence. The Toyota Hi Ace was four years old and had 257,000 kilometres on the clock. At first he argued with me. ‘The clinic in Hoedspruit is shit, we must go to Nelspruit. To the hospital.’

‘There’s no time.’

‘There will be time, I will drive fast.’

‘No, please.’

‘No doctor in Hoedspruit, just nurses. They know nothing.’ He turned right at the junction where we had been attacked. ‘Trust me.’

I hesitated.

‘Then you’d better hurry.’

‘Watch me.’ He sped.

I held Emma tightly in my arms in the middle seat and Goodwill drove with his hazard lights tick-tocking, tyres squealing and horn blaring. I felt her jerk, felt the little spasms in her body as life seeped away. I said to her, ‘Emma, you must not die, please, Emma, you must not die.’

The doctor jerked my arm back into the socket and I wanted to bliksem him right there, punch him in the face, it was such incredible agony, but then it was quickly gone. He stepped back and said, ‘Jissie, pal, I thought you were going to hit me.’ He was in his fifties and as round as a barrel.

‘Fuck it, Doc, I nearly did.’

He laughed.

‘Phone, Doc. I have to know.’

‘I told you.’

‘You said we have to get my arm back in, then we could phone.’

‘Later.’

‘Now.’

‘It’s no use. She’s in theatre.’

‘Where is the operating theatre?’

‘Let me give you an anti-inflammatory.’ He took a syringe out of a drawer. ‘And something for the pain. I must put something on that cut as well.’

‘What cut?’

‘The one on your right biceps.’

‘Doc, where is the theatre?’

‘Sit here.’

‘No, Doc …’

He got angry. ‘Listen to me, pal. If you want to hit me, now’s the time, because I’m going to get tough with you. Just look at you. You’re trembling like a reed, hyperventilating, you’re in shock, bleeding and as dirty as a pig. You want to go and mess around in theatre like that? They’ll throw you out, let me tell you. Get your butt in this chair so I can inject you and clean up that wound. Then you’re going to take a pill to calm you down. And then you’re going to clean yourself up and wait until they come out and tell us what’s up.’

I stood there glaring at him.

‘Your arse in the chair.’

I went over to the chair. I sat.

‘Lean forward. Loosen your belt.’ I did as he said.

‘Bend over more, pal, I have to reach your butt.’

He stood behind me, pulled down my pants and wiped a spot with cotton wool and alcohol.

‘Is she your wife?’ The needle went in. Unnecessarily rough.

‘No.’

‘Hang on. Sit still. Another one for the pain. Is she your girlfriend?’

‘No.’

‘Family?’ He fetched another syringe.

‘No. She’s my client.’ I felt the needle go in.

‘Your client, huh?’ He tossed the syringe in a rubbish bin and opened another drawer.

‘Yes.’

He took out a plastic container of pills. ‘The way you’re carrying on, you seem to care a hell of a lot for your clients. Here’s a pill. Go and clean up, then take it.’

I had lost my cell phone. My wallet was in the BMW. I asked the rotund doctor if I could borrow money from him for the public phone.

‘Use this one,’ he said, and took me to his office. In a silver frame on his desk was a photo of a woman. She was beautiful, elegant and slim. She had long red hair streaked with grey.

‘How do I get a line?’

‘Press zero,’ he said, and closed the door behind him as he left.

I made the call. Jolene Freylinck, the manicured receptionist, answered on the second ring in her deep, sexy voice.

‘Body Armour, good morning, how may we be of assistance?’

‘Jolene, it’s Lemmer.’

‘Hi, Lemmer, how’s it going?’

‘I’ve got to talk to Jeanette.’

No hesitation. ‘I’m putting you through.’

Recorded music, Jeanette’s choice. Sinatra sang ‘My Way’ while I waited. Only two phrases, the part where he says he bit off more than he could chew, before Jeanette interrupted, ‘You’ve got trouble.’ A statement of fact.

I described the trouble.

‘And how is she?’ she asked when I had finished.

‘Critical.’

‘Is that all they will tell you?’

‘That’s all’

‘Lemmer, you don’t sound good. How are you feeling?’

‘There’s nothing wrong with me.’

‘I’m not so sure of that.’

‘Jeanette, I’m fine.’

‘What are you going to do?’

‘I’m staying here with her for now.’

For five seconds she was quiet. Then she said, ‘I’ll call you.’

‘My cell phone is gone.’

‘What’s your number there?’

I don’t know how long I sat at the doctor’s desk with my head in my hands. Ten minutes maybe. Or half an hour. I tried to think. My head wouldn’t cooperate. The door opened. A man and a woman came in. He had silver hair and wore an expensive grey suit. ‘Grundling,’ he said, and put out his hand. He smiled. He had sharp teeth. He looked like a great white shark. ‘I am the hospital administrator, and this is Maggie Padayachee, our client services manager. We are here to offer you our assistance.’

Maggie’s grey suit was darker. Her black hair was in a bun. Her teeth were less sharp.

‘Emma …’

‘I can assure you that Miss le Roux is receiving the best medical treatment possible. However, our managing director has just called from Johannesburg and asked us to give you every assistance as well’

‘In any way we can,’ said Maggie.

Jeanette Louw. Who knows people in high places. She had been busy.

‘I need to get to the theatre.’

They ignored that. ‘We have a hospitality suite we would like to offer you. And you need a change of clothing, obviously,’ said Maggie.

‘I will leave you in Mrs Padayachee’s capable hands, Mr Lemmer. Just so you know, we are at your service any time.’

‘Please, I have to talk to Emma’s … Miss le Roux’s doctor.’

‘Of course.’ Soothing voice. ‘But they’re still in theatre. Let’s make you comfortable first. Do you have any luggage we can fetch for you?’

* * *

The hospitality suite had a sitting room, a bedroom and a bathroom with a shower. Luxurious. Air conditioning. Original oils. Kelims.

There was a set of hospital pyjamas and a dressing gown on the bed. Slippers on the floor. The bathroom had a toothbrush, toothpaste, razor, shaving cream and deodorant. I wondered exactly what Jeanette Louw had said to the managing director of SouthMed.

I took off my shirt. It was stained with Emma’s blood. So much of it, dry and dark red now, like wine.

My torso looked like an abstract painting in sombre shades of red, black and purple. My ears rang. My heart thudded. The pain had backed off, thanks to the injection. I undressed and got into the shower. I was cold. I turned the taps open wide and turned my back to the stream. My body shook.

Emma mustn’t die.

She must not.

I had never lost a client.

What had I done wrong? The train. I should never have jumped on the train, but there had been no other way.

I should never have doubted her. I should have believed her. Three men. Balaclavas. The same as the attack in Cape Town. Why? Why cover their heads? Why hadn’t the sniper worn a balaclava? And the gloves. Why the gloves?

I ought to have spotted the sniper sooner. I should have climbed deeper between the freight cars. I should have held Emma behind me. I should have taken the bullet. I should have held her tighter.

She couldn’t die. I must finish up, I had to guard her. They would come back. She was dead, I knew it. Because I wasn’t good enough.

I had to protect her.

I contacted the theatre from the phone in the sitting room. ‘I need to know Miss le Roux’s condition, please.’

‘Who is this speaking?’

‘Lemmer. How do I get the operating theatre?’

‘You’re calling from the VIP suite?’

‘That’s right.’

‘I’ll call you back.’

They were soon knocking on the door. I opened it in the hospital pyjamas and dressing gown. It was Maggie and the rotund doctor. ‘Dr Taljaard is worried about you.’

‘I’m fine.’

‘Fine my arse,’ said Taljaard. ‘Did you take the pill I gave you?’

‘Dr Taljaard …’ said Maggie sternly.

‘Don’t Dr Taljaard me. Did you take the pill?’

‘No, Doc’

‘I thought not. My name is Koos. I don’t like “Doc”. Come on. I’m giving you another injection. Lie on the bed. Maggie, you wait outside.’

‘Dr Taljaard, he’s a VIP.’

‘That’s your problem. Those eyes of his are my problem, they’re wilder than a wild dog’s. Come on, pal, lie down. If you won’t listen, you have to take the pain.’

‘Please, Doc, I don’t want…’

‘Hey!’ he said. Fierce. ‘You have a hearing problem?’ Threatening.

I didn’t know what to do. I just stood there.

He closed the door. ‘Let’s be reasonable.’ He spoke quietly in an easy tone. ‘I don’t know what happened, but you have trauma, and it’s not physical. Right now your brain is not working properly and you are going to make a fool of yourself. You’ll be sorry later. Let’s get you a little calmer. I’ve just come back from the theatre. No news yet. However, the fact that they’re still busy should be good news to you.’

‘I have to protect her.’

He steered me towards the bed with a firm hand. He never stopped talking.

‘There’s nothing you can do right now. Lie down. Face down. That’s it. Just a quick injection, we’ll use the right buttock this time, left one’s a bit over-utilised. Let’s get this gown up. That’s good. Here we go, this will sting just a little. There you go, easy as that. No, don’t get up yet. Lie still for a minute. Give the stuff time to kick in. It will make you relax. A bit sleepy, too. Wouldn’t be a bad idea to have a little rest. Don’t you think? Just a little breather, just to catch your breath.’

A great weight sat down on me.

‘Come, let’s get these slippers off. Ugly mothers, anyway. Let’s get you under these blankets. Wait, shift up a bit, just a bit more, there you are. Sleep tight, pal. Sleep tight.’