Fatale

13

Aimée grimaced, baring her teeth. She let the shotgun fall to the floor, began to pant and then to scream, clutching her head in her hands.

“Stop yelling like that,” said the baron.

Aimée immediately fell silent.

“Did I miss you?” she asked in a wondering voice.

“You might say so, yes.”

On one side of his scalp the baron sported a red carnation of thick vermilion blood trickling ever more slowly into an eye and down a cheek. Aimée picked up the Weatherby and opened it. The empty shells were ejected automatically. The young woman began to reload. Her gloves, or perhaps her nerves, impeded her. She swore between clenched teeth and sat on the floor to reload more easily. Turning away from Aimée, the baron crawled over to the wall. He managed to get to his feet by clinging to a stack of cardboard boxes containing whiskey, canned pâté, and English cigarettes. Then he let himself slide back down to the floor between the wall and the pile of boxes. Aimée closed the reloaded Weatherby.

“You’re not going to finish me off, or are you?” asked the baron.

“I don’t know. I really don’t know.”

Aimée remained silent for a moment, then got to her feet, leaving the gun on the floor.

“I must take care of your wound,” she said.

“Calm down. I’m fine. Stay right where you are. I forbid you to come near me!” cried the baron.

Aimée obeyed.

“It’s strange that I missed you,” she observed. “That has never happened to me before.”

“You mean you’ve killed a lot of people?”

“Seven,” said Aimée.

“I was sure there was something,” said the baron. “I never thought of that. But I was sure you were special.”

“Without counting my husband,” added Aimée. She gave a brief chuckle, tossing her head back.

“Bravo, bravo,” said the baron. He produced a large soiled handkerchief from his pajama pocket and pressed it to his superficial head injury. He winced.

“With you, it’s not working,” said Aimée. She took two steps backwards and shook her head in apparent perplexity. “I don’t know why but it’s not working. I should have known but I just don’t know. My God, it’s such a muddle, what I’m saying. I’m not going to manage this.”

“You do this for the fun of it?”

Aimée shook her head and chuckled again.

“I’m paid for it,” she said proudly.

“Who paid you to kill me?”

Aimée shook her head once more.

“I can’t tell you. A client is a client. A contract is a contract. I won’t tell you a thing.”

“Was it Lorque?” hazarded the baron.

“Lorque and all the others,” said Aimée. “Lindquist. Sinistrat. Rougneux. Etcetera, etcetera. I have twenty big ones waiting for me in the luggage lockers at the station.”

“Twenty big ones?” queried the baron.

“Yes, twenty million old francs. They all paid me. Each one thinks he is the only one. This is my greatest coup. I can retire on it.” Aimée burst into tears and sat down on the floor again. “Have I hurt you?” she asked after a moment.

“I’m all right,” said the baron.

He was ashen.

“You’ve gone all white,” said Aimée.

“The shock. I’ll be fine. I have stopped bleeding. It’s just my scalp. It didn’t even stun me, so obviously there’s no real harm done.”

“I am through,” said Aimée. “Up to now, this was my thing, you see.” She used the familiar second-person pronoun to address the baron. “But of course, you can have no idea.” She began to cry again, but softly now. “The first one, my husband, it was a revelation, you can have no idea. I was an idiot, you see. An engineer. I lived with the guy for seven years. A normal guy. In the suburbs, back there.” Aimée gestured vaguely in the general direction of the Paris metropolitan area, but perhaps she was referring to some other city. “Just a normal guy,” she said again. “Six Ricards a day. He slapped me about. Normal. I didn’t feel anything.”

She nodded as if to convince herself. Then all of a sudden she recounted how one evening she had grabbed the carving knife from an open drawer. Not that it was the first time her husband had abused her. On the contrary, it had been going on for several years. In any case she grabbed the knife, which was in a rectangular cardboard sheath, and plunged it into her husband’s liver without bothering to slip it out of the cardboard. She told the police and the judge that the man had accidentally fallen on the knife. It did not take them long to decide that her account was not implausible. The young judge, who prided himself on his subtlety, found the matter of the cardboard sheath most significant: When you are going to stab someone, he maintained, you bare the blade first. Furthermore, nearly all the fingerprints on the knife were the husband’s, for he was the one who always carved the meat or the bird, and who sharpened the knife. (He used to say that the young woman did not know how to sharpen it.) The husband, meanwhile, offered no version of the incident. This despite the fact that it took him ten hours to die. During that time he appeared to be conscious, but he never uttered a word. He seemed detached, and eventually he died. The young woman was not charged.

“It was a genuine revelation, you see,” said Aimée to the baron. “They can be killed. The real assholes can be killed. Anyway, I needed money but I didn’t want to work.”

“Seems reasonable,” said the baron.

“Mind you, this is work too, what I do,” said Aimée, reverting to the polite form of address. (And her delivery, somehow deadened during her last remarks, now almost completely regained its usual precision and trenchancy, and its rather elegant tones.)

But she appeared to be distracted. She seemed to be looking at the baron but not seeing him. The man was resting his chin on the stack of cardboard boxes behind which he had retreated. His lips were pale and his cheekbones protruded. Aimée gave him a quick summary of her work, telling how she would go from town to town, each time assuming a different personality, and how she would insinuate herself into the most elevated social circles, meaning rich people. And how she observed individuals, and their activities, and the conflicts that invariably arose among them.

“You always end up finding what you are looking for,” said the young woman. “There is always one fat real asshole who wants to kill another. The rest is a question of skill. Worming yourself into the client’s private life. Putting the idea of killing into his head, where in fact it already is. Then offering your services, ideally at a moment of crisis. I don’t tell them I’m a killer. I’m a woman, and they wouldn’t take me seriously. I tell them that I know a killer. Sometimes I let them assume that he is my lover. That makes them jealous. It’s fun.” She sighed audibly. “But now-now it has all gone to hell.”

A vague “Huh?” came from the baron.

“From the start, here in Bléville, things haven’t been working for me,” Aimée said. “I’ve been wasting time. I didn’t know whom to kill. For a moment I thought of suggesting to Sinistrat’s old lady that her wretch of a husband could be done in. Or proposing to Sinistrat and his little Julie that old Lenverguez be bumped off. But it was no good. These people are too dumb. It was you who were the ideal quarry, the right target.” Aimée swiveled her head vigorously, several times in quick succession. The movement disarranged her blond hair. Wisps of it strayed down over her forehead and the nape of her neck. “But it’s no good,” she said again. “You hate them even more than I do. You are even screwier than me. I can’t kill a guy like you.”

“It wasn’t viable in any case,” muttered the baron. He seemed to be having difficulty holding his head up straight. Being very preoccupied, Aimée did not notice the state he was in. “You can’t kill them one at a time,” he grunted. “You were bound to stop at some point. Sooner or later you would have been cornered. And even if you weren’t. The accepted and established laws are defended against the law of a single individual because they are not empty necessity, unconscious and dead, but are spiritual substance and universality, in which those in whom this spiritual substance is realized live as individuals, and are conscious of their own selves. Hence, even when they complain…” The baron paused to cough. A bloody froth had appeared in his nostrils. “Even when they complain of this ordinance,” he went on, “as if it went contrary to their own inmost law, and maintain in opposition to it the claims of the ‘heart,’ in point of fact they inwardly cling to it as being their essential nature; and if they are deprived of this ordinance, or put themselves outside the range of this influence, they lose everything.”

“I don’t understand a word you’re saying and I completely disagree!” cried Aimée. “All I am saying is that I cannot kill a man like you!”

“Right now, perhaps,” said the baron with a tired pout. “But your first shot caught me in the upper belly. Shit! What idiocy!” he cried with sudden ire. “You’ve killed me!”

His head lolled as far as it could. His whole body toppled sideways until it was lying along the wall. Since the piled-up boxes no longer concealed him, Aimée saw that the man’s pajamas and the lower portion of his torso were full of holes and covered with blood, and that the baron was dead. The young woman started to get up and go over to the body, but she abandoned the idea and went on sitting where she was, expressionless. She smoked a cigarette.

“You poor old guy,” she said at last. “Just wait and see what I’m going to do. Things are going to heat up around here. Just wait and see what I do to them, that bunch of pigs!”

She got to her feet and left the house.