Nocturnal

Alex Panos Gets Gone

A half-block east of the ruined van, two teenage boys stood at the corner of Geary and Larkin, their heads peeking around just enough to watch the scene — four police cars, an ambulance and cops all over the place. One of the boys was much bigger than the other. The smaller one wore a black sweatshirt, hood pulled up over his head. His name was Issac Moses.

The other boy wore a crimson jacket with gold sleeves and a gold BC on the chest. His name was Alex Panos, and he wanted to know just what the hell was going on.

“Holy shit,” Issac said. “Alex, that cop, I thought he was gonna shoot Jay.”

Alex nodded. “I recognize those pigs. The one in black is Bryan Clauser. The fat one is Pookie something or other. They were at my house.”

“At your house? Holy shit, man, holy shit. What are we gonna do?”

Alex didn’t know. He glanced at his friend’s plain black sweatshirt. Issac thought someone wanted to kill anyone wearing BoyCo colors, so he didn’t wear them. Alex had called Issac a pussy for that, but after seeing what happened to Jay, maybe it was a good idea to lose the Boston College gear after all.

“Alex, man, I’m scared,” Issac said. “Maybe we should go to the cops.”

“Dumb shit, those are cops.”

“Yeah, but you said they were in your house, and they didn’t try anything, right? And that cop in black, he didn’t actually shoot Jay. Besides, both cops were on the ground — they didn’t set Jay on fire and throw him off the fucking roof of his own building, right?”

Alex looked back down the street. One of the cops that had visited his apartment, the one that dressed all in black, was in the back of the ambulance. A paramedic was working on his face. The other one, the fat chink, he was also around somewhere but Alex didn’t see him.

Jay was still on the van roof. It didn’t look like he was moving. A second paramedic was up there with him, but he didn’t seem to be in much of a hurry.

“I think Jay’s dead,” Alex said.

Issac’s face wrinkled, his blue eyes narrowed and started to tear up. “Dead? Jay? Holy shit, man!”

“Be quiet,” Alex said. “I gotta think.”

Issac was right about one thing: the cop hadn’t actually shot Jay. But maybe that was only because Jay was already dying from the fall. If Alex and Issac had been just a couple of minutes earlier, would they be dead as well? What really mattered was that those two cops had come to Jay’s place at three in the morning, and now Jay was dead.

Issac tugged at Alex’s sleeve.

“Alex, come on,” Issac said. “Let’s go to the cops. Other cops, I mean. We’re in a lot of fucking trouble.”

Alex shook his head. “No way. Whatever cop we talk with, those two are going to know, and then they’ll come for us. Cops stick with cops — they don’t give a shit about the law or justice or whatever. We have to find a place to hide for a while. That, and we have to find guns.”

Alex ducked back behind the building, out of sight of the cops swarming around Geary Street. He started walking north on Larkin, then stopped, reached back, grabbed Issac and dragged him away from the corner.