Sexy As Hell

CHAPTER 22

BACK IN THE city, Oz threw himself into work and dissipation with signal zeal. By the third day, his staff was rolling their eyes and trying to stay out of his way. He was short-tempered, short of sleep, and savagely critical of anyone who dared to question him. Only Jess escaped his temper. Even Marguerite bore the brunt of his resentments one night when she suggested he delay opening a third bottle. He turned to her and in a freezingly hostile voice said, “Pray don’t advise me. I have all the managing women I need in my life.”

When he came awake in her bed the next morning, he offered her a blanket apology-not exactly sure what he’d said or done, but at the sight of her wary gaze, he understood that he’d been rude or worse. When he returned home, he had his secretary send her a large bank draft with a written apology, then he soaked in the tub until his head stopped pounding. After which, he dressed, went down to breakfast, drank two brandies with his beefsteak and eggs, and began another day much the same as the previous one.

It was Sam who had the nerve to confront him in his office at the end of the second week. Standing just inside the door, he surveyed Oz’s languid pose, the taut fatigue of high living evident on his face, the slackly lidded gaze.

“You may go, Davey,” Oz said without lifting pen from paper, smiling faintly as his secretary quickly came to his feet. “I believe Sam has something unpleasant to say to me.”

Both men waited in silence until the door closed.

“I don’t suppose,” Oz said, putting his pen down, his dark brows level, “it would do any good to say, ‘Go away.’ ”

“You haven’t been sober since you returned to London,” Sam said, clearly not relishing his task. “Do you think it might be wise to slow down?”

Sliding lower in his chair, Oz put his fingers together on his chest and very gently said, “Did you draw the short straw in the household vote?”

“They thought me better able to deal with your drunken charm,” Sam said, sardonic and disapproving. “I was delegated to tell you you’re going out of your way to piss off everyone.”

Oz smiled. “I’m not going out of my way.”

“If your wife bothers you so much you’re drinking day and night,” Sam said sharply, “why don’t you go and see her?”

“Why would I do that?”

“So you might be less overdrawn on sleep and less pickled in alcohol.”

Oz softly sighed. “Go back to my needlessly worried staff and tell them they’re all remembered in my will. And tell them, too,” he said, his voice grating very slightly, “it’s my affair how I go to the devil.”

But that evening, Marguerite confronted him as well, although in a more tactful way.

“Oz, darling, you’re losing weight drinking, not eating, rarely sleeping. I worry about you.” The proprietress of one of London’s elegant brothels was seated across from Oz, a small fire in the grate between them, the lights dimmed in her sitting room because Oz found bright lights objectionable of late.

“I’m fine.” Since that night he’d been vicious to her, he took care to be civil. “I’ve never needed much sleep.”

“You do need some, though.”

“I sleep at home,” he lied.

She didn’t argue nor say he spent a good portion of his time in her apartments-not sleeping. Nor talking. Nor touching her-which betrayed the state of his spirits more than anything.

Monkish, Oz was not.

“Sam was over,” she quietly said.

He didn’t look up, his gaze on the glass balanced on his chest as he lounged in his chair, his eyes heavy lidded. “Ignore him.”

“They’re worried about you.”

“Ignore them all,” Oz crisply said, and lifting the glass to his mouth, he drained it and reached for the bottle on the table beside him.

“You know Fitz, don’t you?”

He looked up from pouring. “Groveland?”

She nodded. “He didn’t quite know how to deal with love either,” she said, not sure she wouldn’t be tossed out of her sitting room for mentioning the word love.

His gaze sharpened, a spark of anger visible even in the shadowed light. But when he spoke he’d sufficiently curbed his temper. Setting the bottle aside, his voice was mild when he spoke. “Spare me your romantic sentiments, darling. My drinking has nothing to do with love. I don’t give a tinker’s damn about love. I’m bored with life in general and my life in particular and overset with ennui. I wish to be insensate.”

“You should talk to Fitz.”

“You overstep,” he said very, very softly, his gaze over the rim of his glass touched with violence.

“I know. Someone has to when you’re acting like an undisciplined child.”

“I may give you a thrashing again,” he said, lightly mocking. “Have you thought of that?”

“I’ll call for Jeremy. He’s bigger than you and sober.” Unblinking, Oz placed one hand on his coat pocket. “But does he have a weapon?” His smile was faint, his voice passionless. “Just so you know before you call him.”

Her fine nostrils flared. “How tedious you can be, Oz.” Coming to her feet in a rustle of rose silk, she said in a voice brittle with temper, “Go and talk to your wife for God’s sake!”

He stared at her back as she walked away, then at the door that closed behind her, nothing moving in his lounging pose for so long he might have been comatose. Even his breathing was indistinguishable. Until finally, he set his untouched glass aside, ran his fingers through his hair, uncut since leaving Oak Knoll, exhaled softly, and heaved himself to his feet.

Emptying his pockets of money, the sum capable of launching a midsize business, he dropped the bills on Marguerite’s desktop and slowly walked from the room.

He couldn’t go home yet. It was too early. In the morning he could be distracted by the daily transactions necessary to the efficient functioning of his shipping line and merchant bank. Each day at eight o’clock sharp, he bestirred himself to listen to Davey’s recital of cargoes loaded and unloaded, of ships arriving and embarking, of telegrams received from his Indian banks; he dutifully signed all the new documents prepared for him and issued what orders were required. Those few hours were the only respite he had from the persistent, damning thoughts of Isolde that confounded and perplexed and in general screwed with his mind. Her physical loss had unsettled him more than he’d expected, complicated his life more than he’d expected. Left formless doubts abrading his spirit.

He glanced at his wristwatch as he stood on the pavement outside Marguerite’s. Eleven. So-where now?

He was in St. James, close to all the clubs and brothels.

He smoothly turned as Marguerite’s front door opened, his physical facilities unimpaired by drink. “Harry!” He smiled. “Just the man to join me somewhere-anywhere, so long as the liquor flows and the company amuses.”

“I don’t know about the company, but there’s liquor aplenty at Harvey’s,” Harry said, swiftly descending the stairs. “I promised my wife I’d be there an hour ago. Come and shield me from her sharp tongue and sharper temper.”

“You might want to change first,” Oz pleasantly said. “You reek of cunt.”

“You can stand in front of me. She’ll think it’s you.”

“By all means, allow me to be your shield and protection from domestic outrage,” Oz cheerfully intoned.

“Better you than me,” Harry grunted, taking Oz’s arm at the elbow and propelling him down the street.

The entertainment was in full swing at the Harvey’s in Grosvenor Square, the curb lined with carriages, every window alight, the sound of music faintly heard as the men approached the entrance.

“Why the hell are you obliged to make your bows?” Oz asked as they moved up the stairs. “It’s not as though you and Vanessa share many social occasions.

“Something about her mother,” Harry mumbled. “I didn’t listen. But she made it clear I was expected to play husband tonight and smile when required. Christ, she’s going to be pissed; I should have been here long ago.” He grimaced as the front door opened. “I’m expecting you to take the brunt of her displeasure. I’m blaming my tardiness on you.”

“And how exactly have I postponed your arrival?” Oz asked with sardonic deference as footmen took their coats. “Give me a hint.”

“Jesus, I don’t know,” Harry muttered as they made for the rose-garlanded staircase. “Think of something. Who better than you knows how to make excuses to women?”

It was true of course; he’d made it a practice the past few years. So moments later when they found Harry’s scowling wife tapping her foot outside the ballroom, Oz smiled winningly. “It’s my fault entirely, Vanessa. I forcibly conscripted Harry in the interests of the nation. We were entertaining Wales. Daisy’s in Paris with her husband and Wales is moping.” The Prince of Wales’s newest affaire was in that frenzied early phase of overwrought passion.

“Mother’s been asking for you.” She shot a vexatious glance at her husband, who was partially concealed by Oz’s large, well-developed frame, although everyone knew an invitation from Wales was a royal command. “Come, darling,” she said, her tone modified by understanding, her gaze quickly swiveling to Oz so the diamonds in her ears twinkled. “I’m sure Oz can find someone to amuse him.”

As Harry followed his wife, he shot Oz a raised-brow look over his shoulder. Clearly he had no idea why he was being summoned by his mother-in-law.

Oz entered the ballroom a moment later and stood preoccupied and attractively powerful on the verge of the floor for no more than five seconds before a bevy of females descended on him like vultures spying a fresh carcass. Very pretty vultures as it turned out and as determined as their bird-of-prey counterparts to plunder the spoils.

If only his senses responded to the lovely, perfumed throng dressed in courtier gowns, glittering with jewels. If only he gave a damn about all the fawning females. But their bare shoulders and low dйcolletages displaying comely breasts like so much ripe fruit, the smiling mouths and seductive glances paying homage to him, the salacious double entendre that passed for conversation reminded him instead of the sameness he’d come to detest. Restive and moody, he replied to their artifice and banter with disinterested courtesy even as he was tempted to say, Pick a number between one and ten and I’ll take you in turn. Or, he thought, surreptitiously scanning the room over their perfectly coiffed heads, a quick retreat would satisfy more.

He shouldn’t have come to this pointless affair. What had in the past served as amusement no longer amused; what had passed for diversion now left him indifferent. Whatever human impulses had served him in the two years since India hadn’t survived his departure from Oak Knoll, his ability to conjure up tender emotion gone.

Having listened to the fifth or tenth or twentieth sweetly insinuating remark about his new singleness, he’d just decided to make his excuses and leave when he was tapped on the shoulder and a familiar, honeyed voice said, “Finally, the prodigal has returned.”

Turning around, he saw salvation of a sort outfitted in cloth of gold and smiling up at him. “Nell,” he said with a freshening sense of appreciation. His dark gaze drifted down her splendid body, flauntingly festooned in shimmering gold. “I thought you were abroad.”

“I was. Excuse me, ladies,” she crisply said, taking Oz’s arm. “Lennox promised me this dance.”

He hadn’t danced since he’d danced with Isolde at Pamela’s, but Nell’s sophisticated chatter, the comfortable feel of her in his arms, her indifference to emotion, made her safe, helped his demons recede-if only temporarily.

But it was enough after a fortnight of alcohol and too vivid dreams.

It was enough not to shrink from a woman.

Everyone watched, of course, as they always did with a new scandal brewing. Beautiful Nell, known for her passionate appetites, her glorious red hair foil for her glittering gown, melted against Oz’s tall dark form as they gracefully glided across the ballroom. Her pale cheek rested on his lapel, her curvaceous back, bared to the waist, lured every man’s eye, envy in their gazes. Women, too, watched with envy, wishing they were held in Oz’s powerful arms.

He was very drunk, very charming, and recklessly irresponsible.

As usual.

Indifferent to the shocked appraisals and whispers, the handsome couple swirled past the avidly curious in their circuit of the ballroom. Look where his hands are, so low on her back, curved around her neck! Look how tightly he’s holding her! You can’t even see her right hand-the little slut! My God, she kissed him! He kissed her back! He’s drunk! He’s always drunk! She left her husband in Egypt! He abandoned his wife in the country!

Everyone knew how close they’d once been, how torrid their love affaire, how Nell had hysterically bearded Oz on his wedding morning, how he’d thrown her out and given orders she wasn’t to be admitted again.

They knew everything; everyone always did in the ton.

What they didn’t yet know was that the moment Nell had heard Oz had left his bride, she’d come back-her journey from Cairo more tedious than it should have been, her husband more difficult about her leaving than he should have been.

But the pyramids would always be there, and Oz, restless and changeable, might not.

They didn’t dance long.

They left midway through the waltz, leaving a buzz of gossip in their wake.

And retired to Blackwood’s.

“EVENING, FREMONT,” OZ said a short time later, entering the hotel with Nell on his arm. “What do you have for us?”

“Good evening, my lord. The Wellington Suite happens to be available.” It was Lady Howe’s favorite.

“Perfect. Have some brandy sent up.” He turned to Nell. “Any requests?”

“Nothing Fremont can help me with,” she murmured, tugging on his arm.

Oz shot a look at Fremont. “We know our way.”

“A pleasure to see you again, my lord,” Fremont said, knowing better than to publically address the lady.

“It’s good to be back.”

Fremont smiled as the young couple walked away. He liked young Lennox. He’d heard all the gossip, of course-about the surprising marriage, the not-so-surprising separation, Oz’s return to London. It was the lifeblood of his business to know who was with whom and when in order to avoid awkward encounters; husbands, wives, and ex-lovers were never lodged in close proximity. “You heard,” he said to a footman standing by. “Lennox’s brandy in the Wellington Suite, some champagne and petit fours for Lady Howe as well. She prefers the almond fondant icing.”

The Wellington Suite was on the garden side of the hotel, well away from the bustle of the street. Not that Nell cared for gardens or quiet. Rather, she enjoyed the overlarge bed and sumptuous marble tub in the mirrored bath. But what she enjoyed most was the man at her side.

“I’m so vastly pleased I found you tonight,” she said, slipping her arms around Oz’s waist the moment he closed the door behind them. “The trip from Cairo was endless… but with you as my prize it was worth every minute.”

“And you saved me from another night of boredom.”

“So very pleased to be of service,” she purred, gazing up at him with a seductive glance.

“In what way?” His smile was wicked.

“Since I thought of little else but you on my awful trip home I have several ideas. First, I’m going to undress you and admire your strapping young body,” she said with a sultry smile, sliding her hand upward over the diamond studs on his shirtfront. “Then you can lie in bed, watch me undress, and tell me how much you missed me.”

“Desperately, of course,” he said with a faint smile.

“Of course,” she whispered, profoundly grateful to have her favorite lover back.

Neither mentioned the occasion when last they’d met the morning after Oz’s marriage. This was playtime, after all, not harsh reality. Which precluded mention of the subsequent collapse of his marriage as well.

Oz had no objection to Nell’s agenda, knowing he’d be suitably rewarded for his acquiescence as would she. In the meantime, he was here to forget. As she slowly removed his evening clothes, he found her idle chatter soothing, familiar. Nothing was required of him but an occasional smile or nod, while her obvious relief on escaping her husband mirrored his own on fleeing his marriage. At base though, they were of a kind: she was as self-indulgent as he, eminently versed in the game of love and unlikely to demand anything of him other than sex-casual sex. Which was exactly what he wanted. Wasn’t it?

Fortunately, she dropped to her knees at that point to remove his trousers and he wasn’t compelled to face the vexing truth.

“Mmm… my lovely stud,” she murmured a moment later, his trousers and underwear cast aside, her fingers measuring the length of his erection in pleasant anticipation. “You have the most beautiful penis, darling,” she added, glancing up at Oz. “I suppose you hear it all the time.”

“Never,” he politely lied.

“I want him to wait for me, though, so go now,” she ordered, rising to her feet in a flurry of gold cloth and gardenia scent and pointing to the bed. “And think about what you want me to do for you while I undress.”

Fuck me into oblivion. “You decide. I’m amenable to anything.”

“Aren’t you always,” she dulcetly returned, reaching up to pull the pins from her hair.

“Rule one on the road to excess.”

“We agree on everything,” she lightly said, looking forward to remapping that route with England’s most talented cocksman.

A knock on the door broke into the amorous banter and undeterred by his nudity, Oz called out, “Enter.” Pointing to a table, he waited while the footman deposited his burden, thanked him, then immediately set about pouring himself a drink. As the door closed, Oz drained his glass, refilled it, and smiled at Nell. “Your audience of one is ready to be beguiled.” Moving to the bed, he disposed himself in a comfortable sprawl, the glass balanced on his chest, and gave her a nod. “The stage lights are up, sweetheart.”

After executing a dramatic bow, Nell struck an elegant pose that showed her stunning form to advantage. “For your pleasure and divertissement, my Lord Lennox, I took dancing lessons in Cairo.”

He grinned. “Why did I know that?”

A frown marred the porcelain perfection of her forehead. “Don’t say this is the twentieth time you’ve seen such a performance,” she pettishly retorted.

“No.” A courtesy lie. “I just knew what would interest you in Cairo.”

“Sex-if you’d been there,” she playfully replied, her good humor restored.

“And since I wasn’t there?”

“I found something else to amuse me.”

“Something or someone?”

“Really, dear, need you ask?”

“I only wish to point out that we are both faithless”-his brows lifted-“and not likely to change.”

“Yes, yes, I know,” she said with a little sigh. “I shouldn’t be pettish.”

“Nor will I,” he said with pallid amusement. “Show me what you learned.”

After she unclasped the few hooks at her back, her gown slid to her waist and her large, flamboyant breasts were on full display.

“Did your teacher take a fancy to your lovely breasts?” he murmured, wondering if her minimum clothing tonight was planned for him or anyone.

“She did as a matter of fact,” Nell said, perjuring herself without a qualm. “And I took the lessons for you.”

If so, news of his abandoned marriage had traveled fast. “I’ll have to do something for you in return.”

“All night long and often,” she said in a sultry contralto.

He smiled. “Whatever you say.”

Sliding her glittering gown down her hips, clad only in white silk stockings and gold slippers, she posed for him, arms raised, her smile dazzling, knowing she was unabashedly desirable.

“Breathtaking as usual.” She was a sumptuous, showy female with pale skin and auburn hair, flaunting breasts and ripe, rounded hips-a perfect companion in his current frame of mind. A vixen to titillate his senses without stirring his emotions.

“I expect you’ll also be impressed with my new skills,” she murmured with a little swish of her hips.

“I’m impressed already,” he said. “As you can see.”

“And I’m getting wet just looking at your huge erection,” she said softly, her gaze trained on the object of her lust-the holy grail for her long journey home.

“How wet?” he quietly asked.

Slipping her hand between her legs, she drew in a skittish breath as she slid her finger palm-deep into her vagina.

“I can do better than that for you,” Oz silkily remarked.

Lost to feverish sensation, it took a moment before Oz’s voice registered and a moment more before she held up her index finger for his perusal. It was pearled with moisture.

“I suggest you start dancing or your recital will have to wait,” Oz drawled. “We’re both primed.”

“No, no… don’t you dare. I want to show off my new skills.”

“By all means then, do so.”

“Because you can always wait,” she grumbled.

He shrugged. “If I have to.”

A femme fatale by nature, she objected to Oz’s self-control in the face of what was to most men her irresistible allure. “I suppose we can’t all be raised in India,” she sulkily muttered.

He smiled. “I can’t help but think you’d have been a willing pupil of Vatsyayana. But please, entertain me-and then I’ll entertain you.”

“It’s up to me to say when, though.” A sop to her inner femme fatale.

“Naturally.” Or not. He wasn’t a eunuch.

Having mastered the intricate manipulation of stomach muscles so necessary to the dance-thanks to a very charming young male instructor-Nell swiveled and rolled her curvaceous hips in a splendidly appropriate rhythm perfectly in sync with the sinuous undulations of her upper body. Her large, full breasts quivered and bobbed in provocative counterpoint to her gyrating hips, and when she twirled, her heavy breasts swung out in a spherical eddy that raised Oz’s cock an appreciable distance more.

She’d learned her lessons well; the dance was meant to arouse, titillate, and excite. And it did.

The moment she came close enough, he intended to assuage his lust. After weeks of celibacy, self-control was a relative term, and Nell was the perfect antidote to his collective frustration. She offered him what he realized he needed: worldly sexual pleasure and nothing more. He was grateful.

Suddenly, putting his glass aside, he set about curtailing her performance. “If you don’t come here, I’ll come there. Literally.”

She giggled. “You who can always wait?”

“It must be your new dancing skills,” he smoothly replied. It wasn’t; an image of Isolde lying in his arms had abruptly pervaded his brain and he needed to extinguish it. Quickly.

Having thought of little else for days, pleased at Oz’s rare impatience, Nell was more than willing to oblige. And Oz was so thankful for the instant obliteration of his unwanted memories that he obliged her with three quick orgasms before he found release.

“You’re absolutely… worth my… dreadfully… long journey,” she breathed, lying beside him, softly panting. “God, Oz… you’re so much better than I remembered.”

“I find it equally pleasing that you came back to London.” He meant it; she was the distraction he needed from haunting memory. Arching his back, he lazily stretched, his demons put to flight. “When you’ve caught your breath,” he gently said, “you can do something for me.”

Turning her head on the pillow, she held his gaze. “I’d love to.”

He knew she would; that’s why he proposed what he did. After two more drinks and champagne for the lady, Nell was reclining against the pillows, her feet comfortably clasped behind her head, her acrobatic flexibility beautifully show-casing her pouty vulva.

Kneeling before her, Oz contemplated the sleek, pink, pulsing flesh, the piquant offering enchanting. There was something about a creamy cunt in all its full-blown glory, ripely expectant and primed, that racheted up the pleasure scale of lust. Inhaling softly, he leaned forward, guided the swollen head of his penis to Nell’s delectable slit and penetrated her marginally. Then, once joined, he eased his hands under her bottom, lifted her slightly to allow him better ingress, and slid in another small distance.

Embedded midway in her pulsing flesh, the fullness of his cock pressed against the highly sensitive erectile tissue on the top wall of her vagina, that vividly impressionable area having been described in detail since medieval times in various Urdu texts. Since his youth, Oz had understood the subtleties of female arousal apropos that tiny spot. And he also knew what Nell liked. Remaining fixed in place and utterly still, he served as willing instrument to her pleasure as she panted and twitched in escalating delirium, absorbed the increasingly fierce, seething rapture, and eventually climaxed. Over and over and over again.

She was infinitely easy to please. But then they were well matched when it came to selfish carnality.

Their reunion turned out to be an exercise in politesse and hedonism. Careful to stay within the prescribed perimeters of urbane friendship, the night passed in a mellow exploration of ravishment and ecstasy. And when morning came, Nell decisively said, “I’m going to preempt your leisure time. Don’t argue. It’s not as though you have anything more pressing to do.”

He didn’t argue. “I’d be delighted,” he said.

They went to Blackwood’s often in the following days. Oz didn’t have to think with Nell.

He didn’t want to think. Or talk-other than suave pillow talk without substance or humanity.

And Nell didn’t care as long as Oz exerted himself to please her.

It was no exertion; it was automatic for him, and that in itself offered relief. He wasn’t obliged to face his discontent during the hours he spent at Blackwood’s. Nor was he apt to be grilled on his marital situation. It was the last subject Nell was likely to bring up.