The Domination

Chapter Sixteen

OSSETIAN MILITARY HIGHWAY, VILLAGE ONE

APRIL 15, 1942: 0510 HOURS

William Dreiser clicked off the tape recorder and patted the pebbled waterproof leather of the casing affectionately. It was the latest thing—only the size of a large suitcase, and much more rugged than the clumsy magnetic-wire models it had replaced—from Williams-Burroughs Electronics in Toronto. The Draka had been amazed at it; it was one field in which the United States was incontestably ahead. And it had been an effective piece: the ambush patrol setting out into the dark and the rain, faces grim and impassive; the others waiting, sleeping or at their posts, a stolid few playing endless games of solitaire. Then the eruption of noise in the dark, giving almost no hint of direction. Imagination had had to fill in then, picturing the confused fighting in absolute darkness. Finally the survivors straggling in, hale and walking wounded and others carried over their comrades’ shoulders . . .

He looked up. The command cellar was the warmest place in the warren of basements, and several of the survivors had gathered, to strip and sit huddled in blankets while their uniforms and boots steamed beside the field stove. Some were bandaged, and others were rubbing each other down with an oil that had a sharp scent of pine and bitter herbs. The dim blue-lit air was heavy with it, and the smells of damp wool, blood, bandages, and fear-sweat under the brewing coffee. Eric was sitting in one corner, an unnoticed cigarette burning between his fingers and the blanket let fall to his waist, careless of the chill. The medic snapped off the pencil light he had been using to peer into the Centurion’s eyes and nodded.

“Cuts, abrasions an’ bruises,” he said. “Ribs . . . better tape ’em. Mighta’ been a concussion, but pretty mild. More damage from that Freya-damned stim. They shouldn’t oughta issue it.” He reached into the canvas-and-wire compartments of his carryall. “Get somethin’ to eat, get some sleep, take two of these-here placebo’s an’ call me in the mornin’.”

Eric’s answering smile was perfunctory. He raised his arms obediently, bringing his torso into the light. Sofie knelt by his side and began slapping on lengths of the broad adhesive from the roll the medic had left. Dreiser sucked in his breath; he had been with the Draka long enough to ignore her casual nudity, even long enough that her body no longer seemed stocky and overmuscled, or her arms too thick and rippling-taut. But the sight of the officer’s chest and back was shocking. His face was bad enough, bruises turning dark and lumpy, eyes dark circles where thin flesh had been beaten back against the bone and veins ruptured, dried blood streaking from ears and mouth and turning his mustache a dark-brown clump below a swollen nose blocked with clots. Still, you could see as bad in a Cook County station house any Saturday night, and he had as a cub reporter on the police beat.

The massive bruising around his body was something else again: the whole surface of the tapered wedge was discolored from its normal matte tan to yellow-gray, from the broad shoulders where the deltoids rose in sharp curves to his neck, down to where the scutes of the stomach curved below the ribs. Dreiser had wrestled the young Draka a time or two, enough to know that his muscle was knitted over the ribs like a layer of thick india rubber armor beneath the skin. What it had taken to raise those welts . . . Christ, he’s not going to be so good-looking if this happens a few more times, the American thought. And I’m damn glad I’m not in this business. Even then, he felt his mind making a mental note; this would be an effective tailpiece to his story. “Wounded, but still thoroughly in command of the situation, Centurion von Shrakenberg . . . .”

Sofie finished the taping, a sheath like a Roman’s segmented breastplate running from beneath his armpits to the level of the floating ribs. Eric swung his arms experimentally, then bent. He stopped suddenly, lips thinning back over his teeth, then completed the motion, then he coughed and spat carefully into a cloth.

“No blood,” he muttered to himself. “Didn’t think doc was wrong, really, but—” He turned his head to give Sofie a rueful smile, stroking one hand down the curve of her back. “Hey, thanks anyway, Sofie.”

She blushed down to her breasts, looked down and noticed the goosebumps and stiffened nipples with a slight embarrassment, coughed herself, and drew on a fresh uniform tunic. “Ya, no problem,” she said. “Ymir-cursed cold in here . . . ” She turned to pick up a bowl and dampen a cloth. “Ag, cis, Centurio—Eric, we need y’ walkin’, come dawn.”

He sighed and closed his eyes as she began to clean the almost-dried blood from his face, pushing back damp strands of his hair from his forehead. The cigarette dangled from one puffed lip.

“Better at walking than thinking, from the looks of tonight’s fuckup,” he said bitterly.

“Bullshit.” Heads turned; that had been McWhirter, from the place where he sat with the neatly laid-out parts of an assault rifle on a blanket before his knees; he had more than the usual reluctance to let a rifle go without cleaning after being fired. He raised a bolt carrier to the light, pursed his lips and wiped off excess oil. “With respect, sir. From a crapped out bull, at that.”

Eric’s eyes opened, frosty and pale-gray against the darkening flesh that surrounded them. The NCO grinned; he was stripped to shorts as well, displaying a body roped and knotted and ridged with muscle that was still hard, even if the skin had lost youth’s resilience. His body was heavier than the officer’s, thicker at the waist, matted with graying yellow hair where the younger man’s was smooth, and covered with a pattern of scars, everything from bullet wounds and shrapnel to what looked like the beginning of a sentence in Pushtu script, written with a red-hot knife.

“Yes, Senior Decurion?” Eric said softly.

“Yes, Centurion.” The huge hands moved the rifle parts, without needing eyes to guide them. “Look, sir. I’ve been in the Regular Line since, hell, ’09. Seen a lot of officers; can’t do what they do—the good ones—Mrs. McWhirter didn’t raise her kids for that, but I can run a firelight pretty good, and pick officers. Some of the bad ones”—he smiled, an unpleasant expression—“they didn’t live past their second engagement, you know? Catchin’ that Fritz move up the valley was smooth, real smooth. Had to do somethin’ about it, too. Can’t see anything else we could’ve done. Sir.”

He slapped the bolt carrier back into the receiver of the Holbars, drew it back and let the spring drive it forward. The sound of the snick had a heavy, metallic authority. “An’ we did do something. We blew their transport, knocked out, say, two-three more tanks, killed, oh, maybe two hundred. They turned back; next attack’s goin’ to come straight up our gunsights. For which we lost maybe fifteen effectives. So please, cut the bullshit, get some rest and let’s concentrate on the next trick.”

“My trick lost us half of 2nd Tetrarchy,” Eric said.

The NCO sighed, using the rifle to lever himself erect and sweeping up the rest of his gear with his other hand. “With somewhat less respect, sir, y’may have noticed there’s a war goin’ on, and it’s mah experience that in wars people tend to get killed. Difference is, is it gettin’ the job done or not? That’s what matters.

“All that matters,” he added with flat sincerity from the doorway. “ ’Course, we may all die tomorrow.” Another shrug, before he let the curtain drop behind him. “Who gives a flyin’ fuck, anyhow?”

Eric blinked and started to purse his lips, stopping with a wince. Sofie dropped the cloth in the bowl and set it aside, staring after the Senior Decurion with a surprised look as she gathered a nest of blanket and bedroll around herself and reached out a hand to check the radio.

“He’s got something right, for once,” she muttered. Everything green, ready . . . She shivered at the memory of the palm on her shoulder. Can it. Later. Maybe.

“Well, Ah give a flyin’ fuck,” said a muffled voice from the center of the room. It was Trooper Huff, lying facedown on the blankets while her friend kneaded pine oil into the muscles of her shoulders and back. The fair skin gleamed and rippled as she arched her back with a sigh of pleasure.

“Centurion? Now, all Ah want is to get back—little lower, there, sweetlin’—get back to Rabat province an’ the plantation, spend the rest of mah life raisin’ horses an’ babies. Old Ironbutt the deathfuckah is still right. If those Fritz’d gotten on our flank tomorrow they’d have had our ass for grass, Centurion.” She sighed again, looking up. “Your turn.” The dark-haired soldier handed her the bottle and lay down, and Huff rose to her knees and began to oil her palms. Then she paused. “Oh, one last thing. Didn’t notice you askin’ anyone to do anything you wouldn’t do yo’self.”

Eric’s face stayed expressionless for a moment, and then he shook his head, squeezing his eyelids closed and chuckling ruefully. “Outvoted,” he said, suddenly yawning enormously. He grinned down at Sofie, eyes crinkled. “I’m not going to indulge in this-here dangerous sport of plannin’ things to do once the war is over,” he said in a tone lighter than most she had heard from him. “Bad luck to price the unborn calf. But did you have anything planned for your next leave, Sofie?”

“Hell, no, Eric, sir!” she said with quiet happiness grinning back.

“Dinner at Aladdin’s?” he said. That was a restaurant built into the side of Mount Meru, in Kenia province. The view of the snowpeak of Kilimanjaro rising over the Serengeti was famous, as were the game dishes.

“Consider it a date, Centurion,” she said, snuggling herself into the blankets and closing her eyes.

Tomorrow was going to be a busy day.

Eric looked across at Dreiser. “That’s private, Bill, but we could all three get together for some deep-sea fishing off Mombasa afterwards. Owe you something for those articles, anyway; they’re going to be . . . useful, I think. Better than the trip you had with that writer friend of yours—what was his name, Hemingway?”

Dreiser laughed softly. “Acquaintance; Ernest doesn’t have friends, just drinking buddies and sycophants. I’ll bet you don’t get drunk and try to shoot the seagulls off the back of the boat . . . and you seem to be in a good mood tonight, my friend.”

“Because I’ve got things to do, Bill, things to do. And with that, goodnight.” He stubbed out the cigarette, swilled down the last of the lukewarm coffee. And probably about twenty hours of life to do them with, he thought. Pushing the sudden chill in his gut away: White Christ and Wotan One-Eye, what’s different about that? The odds haven’t changed since yesterday. But his wants had, he forced himself to admit with bleak honesty, and his vision of his duty—an expanded one, which required his presence, if it could be arranged.

There was one good thing about the whole situation. Whatever happened, he no longer had to face death with an attitude indistinguishable from Senior Decurion McWhirter’s. That he had never felt comfortable with.

Dreiser waited while the room grew still; half an hour and there were no others awake, save himself and the cadaverous brown-bearded man who had the radio watch. The cold seemed deeper, and he pulled another blanket about himself as he laid down the notebook at last. They were not notes for his articles; those could be left to the tape, flown out with the STOL transports that took out the wounded, given to the world by the great military broadcast stations in Anatolia. These were his private journals, part of the series he had been keeping since his first assignment to Berlin in 1934.

If I’m going to be a fly on the wall of history, something ought to come of it, he thought. Something truer than even the best journalism could be. Get the raw information down now; raw feeling, as well. Safe in silence, where the busy censors of a world at war could not touch it. Safe on paper, fixed, where the gentle invisible editor of memory could not tint and bend with subconscious hindsight.

Later he would write that book: a book that would have the truth of his own observations in it, what he could research as well, written in some quiet lonely place where there would be nothing between him and his thoughts. A truth that would last. Add up the little truths, and the big ones could follow. This action tonight, for example. A Draka tetrarch had given a force twenty times its size a bloody nose, turned back a major attack by the enemy’s elite troops and inflicted demoralizing casualties. And it still felt like defeat, at least to a civilian observer. Maybe every battle was a defeat for all involved; some just got more badly beaten than others. Soldiers always lost, whichever set of generals won.

Ambition, he mused, looking across the room at the battered face of the Draka officer. Strange forms it takes. What was Eric’s? Not to be freed from a world of impossible choices, not any longer. And not simply to climb the ladder of the power machine and breed children to do the same in their turn—not if Dreiser knew anything of Eric’s truth.

Do we ever? The truth is, we may be enemies. But for now, we are friends.

It was late, and he was tired. What was that Draka poet’s line? “Darkness is a friend of mine . . . Sometimes I have to beat it back, or it would overwhelm me . . . ” And sometimes it was well to welcome it. He closed his eyes.