Winning Colors

Chapter Seven

“Raffaele . . .” Her mother’s expression hovered between anxiety and annoyance. Raffa blinked. Her mind had drifted again, and the direction it had drifted did no one any good, and would infuriate her mother if she knew.

“Yes?” she asked, trying for a more mature boredom.

“You’re thinking about that boy,” her mother said. It was entirely unfair that mothers could, breaking all physical laws, practice telepathy.

“He’s not a boy,” Raffa said, in a counterattack she knew was useless.

“You agreed—” her mother began. Raffa pushed away the untouched breakfast which had no doubt given her mother the evidence needed, and stared out the long windows at the formal garden with its glittering statuary. The Lady of Willful Mien gazing scornfully past The Sorrowful Suitor. Boy with Serpent (she had hidden childish treasures in the serpent’s coils) in the midst of the herbs with snake in their names—a silly conceit, Raffa thought now. The group Musicians in the shade of the one informal tree (since no one could prune a weeping cassawood into a formal shape) and the line of bronze Dancers frolicking down the sunlit stone path toward the unheard music. She pulled her mind back from the memory that led straight from a child fondling the dancers’ bronze skirts, to the feel of Ronnie’s hand on her arm.

“I agreed to break the engagement. I agreed not to marry him secretly. I did not agree never to think of him again. It would have been a ridiculous agreement.”

“Well.” Her mother looked pointedly at the congealed remains of an omelet, and then at Raffa. “It will do no good to starve yourself.”

“Hardly,” Raffa said. She lifted her arms, demonstrating the snug fit of the velvet tunic that had been loose several weeks before.

“Still.” Parents never quit, Raffa thought. She wondered if she would have the energy for that when she was a parent herself. Assuming she became one. She supposed she would. Eventually. If Ronnie came back, and his parents quit quarreling with her parents, and so on. In the meantime, she was supposed to look busy and happy. Busy she could manage. She stood up, while her mother still groped for the next opening, and forced a smile.

“I’ve got to get to the board meeting. Remember that Aunt Marta asked me to keep an eye on her subsidiaries for her?”

“You don’t have to go in every day, Raffaele—”

“But I’m learning,” Raffa said. That was true. She had known vaguely what sorts of holdings her family had, had understood that whenever certain products changed hands, money flowed into the family coffers, but she had paid far more attention to what she spent her allowance on, than where it came from. “It’s actually kind of interesting.”

“I should hope so.” Delphina Kore had managed her own inherited corporations for years; of course she thought it was interesting. “I just meant—you have plenty of time to learn.”

“You used to say, ‘when I was your age, I was running DeLinster Elements singlehanded—’ ” Raffa reminded her.

“Yes, but that was before—when everyone knew rejuv was a one-time thing. Now you have plenty of time—as much as you want.”

And parents would live forever, the most effective glass ceiling of all. She would have rejuv herself, when the time came, but she didn’t look forward to a long, long lifetime of being the good daughter.

“We might get tired of running things,” her mother said, surprising her. Had she been that obvious? Her mother chuckled. “You’ll have your turn, and it won’t be as far ahead as you fear.”

She didn’t argue. She rarely argued. She thought about it, calmly and thoroughly, as she did most things.

Brun had wanted to be an adventurer. At least that’s what she’d said. Raffa wondered. All those years as a practical joker, a fluffhead party girl . . . had she really changed? Raffa remembered the island adventure well enough. She had been scared; she had killed someone; she had nearly died. She had done well enough, when you looked at the evidence—no panic, effective action—but she wouldn’t have chosen that way to maturity, if what she had now was maturity. She had always been the quiet one of the bunch, the one who got the drunks to bed, the injured to the clinic, the doors relocked, and the evidence hidden. She had imagined herself moving happily into an ordinary adult life—ordinary rich adult life, she reminded herself. She liked privilege and comfort; she had no overwhelming desire to test herself.

Now . . . Raffa looked at the serious face in the mirror and wondered why she was bothering. Brun, yes—not only her wildness, but her family’s flair, if that’s what you wanted to call it. Her own family had had no flair, not for generations. Steady hard work, her parents had always told her, made its own luck. Do it right and you won’t have to do it over. Think ahead and you won’t need good luck.

But Ronnie. Logic had nothing to do with that. She had argued with herself, but her mind had argued back: he was eligible on all counts except that right now his parents and her parents were on opposite sides, politically and economically. Otherwise—they were both R.E., they were both rich, they had grown up together. AND she loved him.

Word had spread that she and Ronnie were no longer an item. She suspected her mother, but it was not something they could discuss, not now. With the Royal Aerospace Service on something like permanent leave, there were more rich young men lounging around, lining the walls at social events, than she had ever known. Cas Burkburnet, who danced superbly and whose parents had something to do with the management of Arkwright Mining. Vo Pellin, a great lumbering bear who could hardly dance at all, but made everyone laugh. Anhera Vaslin and his brothers, all darkly handsome and eager to find wives to take back home. She knew better than that; Chokny Sulet had been a reluctant annexation to the Familias, and the women who went home with its young men were never seen offplanet again.

She had all the dancing, dining, and partying that she could absorb. If she had been a storycube heroine, it would have defined social success. And like a storycube heroine, she felt stifled by it all. She scolded herself for being selfish and silly, for remembering the feel of Ronnie’s head in her lap—his cold, muddy, unconscious head in her lap—when she was dancing with Cas. She had expected to hear about Ronnie from George Mahoney, who gossiped freely about everyone, no matter which side of a political divide you or they were on, but George had disappeared from social functions at the same time as Ronnie. No one seemed to know where they were, and Raffa couldn’t ask pointed questions without brows being raised and word getting back to her mother.

She was delighted, therefore, to get a call from George’s father Kevil, who asked her to meet with him and Lord Thornbuckle. She had not been in the Council complex since the king’s resignation. But she had grown up hearing about Kevil and Bunny, contemporaries of her parents, long before she had realized that they were important people. Now, as they settled her in a comfortable leather chair and offered her something to drink, she felt an odd combination of maturity and childishness. She was being admitted to adult councils in a way that made her feel even younger than she was.

“Ronnie and George went on a mission for us,” Lord Thornbuckle said, after she had accepted coffee and refused thinly sliced nutbread. Raffa clenched her hand on the saucer and set it down before it shook and rattled the cup. Ronnie and George? They had sent those two out together?

“We thought they’d help each other,” Kevil Mahoney said. Raffa held her tongue. No use arguing with a lawyer of that class. “It may have been a mistake,” he admitted, after a short silence.

“We thought of asking another of their friends—someone from the Royal Aerospace Service—but things are rather . . . delicate at the moment.”

“Delicate?”

The two men looked at each other. Raffa felt like screaming, but didn’t. What good would it do?

“They’ve disappeared,” Lord Thornbuckle said. “And we don’t know whom we can trust, in the old administration. We don’t know if the reason they’ve disappeared has something to do with their mission, with something else entirely, or with communications failures. There’ve been problems recently, as I’m sure you’re aware.”

Everyone was. The interruption of commercial transfers, even for so brief a period, had panicked the public.

“At the moment, we’re dealing with a crisis—more than one, in fact, though you don’t need to know all of them. We can’t go. We need the information we sent them to get, and we need to know what happened to them. If we send more young men, especially those who’ve been in the military, it will be noticed in the wrong way.”

“You want me to go.” Neither of them met her eyes at first. Raffa felt her temper rising. This was ridiculous; they didn’t live back on Old Earth, in prehistoric times. “You want me to find Ronnie or George, and you think whoever’s up to mischief will believe I’m chasing after Ronnie because of romance.”

“That was the idea,” said Lord Thornbuckle.

“It’s ridiculous,” Raffa said. She let herself glare at him. “It’s out of a storycube or something. Lovesick girl goes haring after handsome young man in need of rescue. What do you want me to do, wear a silver bodysuit and carry some impressive-looking weapon?” Even as she said it, she realized she would look stunning in a silver bodysuit, and she imagined herself carrying one of the rifles from the island. No. It was still ridiculous.

“People do,” Kevil Mahoney said, peering at his fingertips as if they had microprint on them. “People do do ridiculous illogical things. Even for love.”

Raffa felt herself going red. “Not me,” she said. “I’m the sensible one.” It sounded priggish, said like that in this quiet room. She opened her mouth to tell Lord Thornbuckle about the times she’d saved Brun from official retribution, and shut it again. That was the past, and didn’t matter. “Where?” she asked, surprising herself.

“The Guerni Republic,” Lord Thornbuckle said. “Some planet called Music.”

“It would be,” Raffa said. She felt trapped, on the one hand, and on the other there was a suspiciously happy flutter in her chest. Trapped? No . . . out from under Mother at last, and with a good cause. She was not going out there to be silly with Ronnie, of course not, but . . . “I’ll go,” she said, as ungraciously as possible, but also quickly. Before she thought about it. Because, underneath it all, she wanted to go. She wanted a chance to get away from her mother, away from everyone, and think. And she wanted to see Ronnie alone, very far away, and make up her own mind.

Traveling alone on a major liner was not an adventure, she told herself firmly. It was nothing like Brun’s mad dash across space, working in the depths of livestock freighters and what all. She didn’t want that, anyway. She ate exquisitely prepared meals in the first-class dining room, worked out in the first-class gymnasium, flirted appropriately with the younger stewards, and pushed away the occasional desire to measure herself against Brun.

She pored over the tourist information on the Guerni Republic. Her Aunt Marta’s holdings included small interests in several Guernesi corporations, inherited through marriage a couple of generations back. Raffa was surprised to find that one of them had its corporate headquarters on Music—handy, but odd. She’d thought it manufactured something used in agriculture—and Lord Thornbuckle had said that planet specialized in medicine. But the headquarters were on the tourist cube as “an example of post-modern business architecture, vaguely reminiscent of the Jal-Oplin style favored in the Cartlandt System two millennia ago.” The visual showed an elaborate fountain surrounded by vast staircases that seemed to exist just to create interesting shadows.

Raffa peered at it several ways, and gave up. It didn’t really matter what it looked like. She could reasonably visit, as the near relative of a stockholder from the Familias. She composed a short message, and put it in the mail queue. Then she called up the language tutor for another session of Guernesi. She had always enjoyed learning new languages, and Guernesi seemed fairly close to one she’d studied before, the “native” language of Casopayne.

Raffa settled into her rooms at the hotel her travel agent had recommended. She found the Guernesi accent captivating rather than confusing, and her shipboard study had made her comfortable with many routine phrases. She had no idea where Ronnie and George would be staying, but it shouldn’t be too hard to find out. The Travelers’ Directory listed visitors by homeworld.

The Familias Regnant section had more names than she had expected—and for a moment she let herself wonder what Venezia Glendower-Morreline se Vahtigos was doing there; that redoubtable old lady should have been driving her numerous family crazy at the annual plastic arts festival on Goucault, where she insisted on exhibiting her own creations. Raffa had been at school with one of her nieces, who had had to display a particularly hideous vase and a mask that looked like dripping wax in order to pacify the family artiste. She hadn’t thought about Ottala Morreline for a couple of years, at least—she’d wondered at the time if living with her aunt’s artwork had warped her mind. But never mind—where was Ronnie?

She found his name, finally, listed as “traveling” rather than at a fixed address. Communications could be left with the Travelers’ Directory, the listing said. Great. Ronnie and George had run off somewhere for a little unauthorized fun, and she had no idea when they’d be back. She felt angry, and was annoyed with herself. They didn’t know she was coming; it wasn’t deliberate. Perhaps a good meal would help. She called up the hotel directory, and decided on the smallest of the dining rooms, described as “quiet, intimate, and refined, yet casual.”

The Guernesi definition of quiet, intimate, refined, and casual had tables set into mirrored alcoves. Each alcove was divided from the main room by an arch of greenery from which graceful sprays of fragrant orchids swayed. Once ensconced in her alcove, Raffa discovered that the mirrors reflected only the greenery and the delicate curves of the chandelier . . . not the diners. She glanced casually into other alcoves, just to check—and wondered briefly how the mirrors worked.

She had worked her way through most of her meal, when someone passed in a flamboyant trail of scarlet ruffles that caught her eye. A tall, black-haired woman whose walk expressed absolute confidence in her ability to attract attention. The red dress left the elegant line of her back to no one’s imagination, and a drip of diamonds down her spine only emphasized its perfection. Two men in formal dress followed her, one tall, with a mane of red hair, and the other short and stout. Raffa leaned forward, excited despite herself. It had to be Madame Maran, who had toured in the Familias Regnant, though she lived here. Raffa fiddled with the table controls, cut off the sound damping for her alcove so that she could hear the open center of the room.

“Madame—” she heard someone—probably the waiter—say.

Then “Esarah, I still think—” and the privacy screen of the other alcove covered the rest. No matter. She had seen the famous diva hardly an arm’s length away. She would check the entertainment listings. Perhaps there would be a performance while she was here. She hoped it would be Gertrude and Lida, but she would happily listen to Maran sing a grocery list.

She glanced around the tables she could see. And there he was.

The last person she had expected to see was the Familias’ former king, but there he sat, spooning up the cold fish soup as if he were at home back on Castle Rock. Raffa blinked and looked down at her own meal. It couldn’t be the king. Former king. Former chair of the Grand Council. Wherever he was, he wouldn’t be here in the Guerni Republic. Rumor had it that his wife had moved out after his resignation, and returned to her family’s estates. Everyone had said he was “helping with administrative matters.”

She blinked, but the shape of his face, his way of holding the spoon, did not change. He paused, pressed his hands to his temples a moment, in a gesture she had known from childhood. It had to be the king. It could not be the king.

She lingered over dessert, sneaking furtive glances at the man now placidly working his way through some kind of meat wrapped in pastry. It still looked like the king. Her parents’ age, or a little older, but that was hard to tell after a rejuv or so. He held himself like someone used to being served. Anyone would, who stayed in this hotel, and ate in this dining room. He ate quickly, neatly, and refused dessert with a gesture. When he rose, and turned to leave, Raffa looked down, wondered why she didn’t smile and greet him.

It was the king. It could not be the king. She would go to bed and think about it tomorrow.

The next morning, the Directory reported no response from Ronnie or George. Raffa delivered the samples Lord Thornbuckle had given her to the Neurosciences Institute. Then she took a tour of the city’s botanic gardens, and discovered that the orchids in the hotel dining room were only one of 5,492 species cultivated on Music. The guide explained more about orchids than anyone on the tour wanted to know, and seemed to think tourists were responsible for the unwanted information. “And how many species have been adapted for the production of neuroactive chemicals?” the guide said at the end. No one could answer, and the guide pouted. Raffa looked at the available tours for that afternoon, and decided to work on her Guernesi language cubes.

Traveling alone with the intent to have no adventures continued to be more boring than Raffa had expected. After three days of sensible sightseeing and language practice, with no word from Ronnie and George, she was ready for a change. She was used to having someone to keep out of trouble, which also meant someone to talk to. She had seen the ex-king, and she had no one to tell. Her growing facility with the Guernesi language allowed her to make small talk with hotel employees and tour guides, but she missed the late-night discussions of the day’s events. Even her mother, she thought, would be preferable to this empty room with its bland blue, gray, and beige color scheme. It didn’t make her feel rested and sleepy; it made her feel like going out to find some color and excitement.

Color and excitement, as the tourist brochures made clear, could be found in the Old City, which was actually newer than the New City, but had been rebuilt to look older. Raffa had found this sort of reasoning on other planets, where war or economic clearances had suggested the profitability of nostalgia. She headed for the Old City, after a discussion with the concierge, who agreed that it was safe at this early hour of the evening.

The New City became the Old City at a dramatic arch. Beyond, the street itself narrowed, but expanded in irregular bays to each side, marked off by changes in paving, colorful plants in decorative tubs, and even the occasional row of formally clipped trees.

Most of the color and excitement aimed at tourists involved displays of Guernesi dancing to music from antique instruments. Raffa wandered into several courtyards, where male dancers in full-sleeved shirts, tight trousers, and boots whirled and stamped, and the musicians plucked the strings of melon-bellied wooden instruments. But this wasn’t what she had in mind, she realized. She didn’t want to be one of the young women tourists ogling the dancers. Nor did she want to join the tourists in other courtyards ogling buxom female dancers in low-cut blouses and ruffles. From somewhere down the street, a curl of brass slid through the pervasive strumming and lured her on. She almost recognized the melody, but with the competition of clattering boots and the occasional ritual shout “Hey-YA” she couldn’t put a name to it.

It came, she discovered, from an open door, not a courtyard. Inside, tables crowded around a low stage. By then the music was over—or interrupted, because she saw the horn player, trumpet tucked under his arm, leaning over to talk to another musician with an instrument she recognized, a violin, on his lap. Two more string players were stretching as they chatted.

“Dama?” When she smiled and nodded, the waiter led her to a table halfway between stage and wall.

She set her elbows on the table and peered at the napkin which, besides suggesting in four languages that the appropriate tip was twenty percent, gave the name of the players. If her Guernesi was sufficient, they were the “Blithe Grasshoppers.” Tati Velikos on the “tromp” which had to be trumpet. Sorel Velikos, Kaskar Basconi, Ouranda Basconi, Luriesa Sola. She amused herself during their break by trying to figure out who was who.

The musicians readied themselves again, and Raffa blinked at them. If Tati was the trumpeter, then Sorel must be a twin brother: he looked identical, tall, lean, and dark-haired. And the two Basconis—she assumed the other pair of twins, the women, were the Basconis. They were dark too, though not quite as tall and decidedly bosomy. She had thought Kaskar was a male name . . . Kaskar Aldozina had been one of the historical figures in Guernesi history, and she remembered that the pronoun reference had been male.

She glanced around, suddenly uncomfortable for no reason she could define, and it hit her. At least half those watching came in pairs, triplets, quads—all identical. Another Velikos (she was sure) reached over to hand the musicians some music. Most of the identicals were pairs—twins?—but a few tables away four identical blonde women chatted with three identical blond men—and when Raffa took a second look, she realized that the men and women were, but for differences in hairstyle, dress, and cleavage, identical with each other. Seven faces alike; she shivered. These must be clones. She had heard of them, but never seen them. They were illegal in the Familias space, she knew that much.

The string players began, a sprightly lilting melody Raffa did not know. She looked at them more closely. Were they all clones? They didn’t look as much alike as the seven blondes, but there was a family resemblance, even in the fifth player. Raffa tried to tell herself that it was just a matter of different customs; there was nothing wrong with clones, and she wasn’t in danger or anything. And she liked the music . . . it flirted from violin to cello, tripped into the bass, and then the trumpet plucked it away and flung it out across the room, past all the talk and clink of dishes.

When the music ended, knotted into a tight pattern of chords that left no opening for more variation, Raffa found herself wondering where clone designers found their patterns. That man she had been so sure was the ex-king, for instance . . . could that have been a clone, perhaps? Surely a neighboring government wouldn’t make clones of its neighbors’ political leaders . . . or would it? Speculation bothered her; she didn’t want to wonder about that or anything else.

She had an appointment at the corporate headquarters of Atot Viel the next day. In real life, the arrangement of fountain and stairways made sense; the structure was built into a slope, and the stairs offered open air communication from level to level. Raffa noted that without pausing, and followed the markers set alight by the button that had come with her appointment notice.

The young woman who met her at the reception area seemed to find Raffa’s presence entirely understandable. She said, “We’ll take you on the usual tour, and then you tell me what else you’d like to see. Your aunt’s never visited us herself, but we understood that was for health reasons—”

Raffa, unprepared for that opening, said the first conventional thing that came into her head. “I’m so sorry; I wouldn’t know.”

“Of course, you can’t tell us. We’ve established no need to know. But if it is health, you might want to investigate the medical facilities. Recently one of your prominent citizens benefited from the expertise of the Neurosciences Institute; I’m sure they’d give you references.”

“Lady Cecelia,” said Raffa, automatically.

“Oh, you know her? Good. We really do welcome stockholder participation, you see, and if your aunt could travel, we would very much enjoy the benefit of her expertise.”

Raffa wondered. Aunt Marta’s expertise, as far as she had known, consisted of an instinctive grasp of what to sell and what to buy. She never involved herself with management, preferring to live in relaxed comfort, pursuing her hobbies. As for health, she always seemed hale enough to go for month-long camping trips in the mountains behind her main residence. An early experience of Aunt Marta and Lady Cecelia’s had convinced Raffa that old ladies were anything but dull and passive, a hope she clung to when surrounded by the senior set at Castle Rock.

Now she followed the young woman along gleaming corridors, wishing she had the foggiest notions what questions to ask. By the time she’d had the usual tour, and collected an armful of glossy brochures, she was ready to quit for the day.

“But you’ll come again, I hope,” her guide said. “Your aunt’s is one of the few licensed facilities using our process.” Raffa still wasn’t sure what process, but she knew she would have to find out. It would keep her mind off Ronnie.

She had not seen the man who resembled the king for days; she had not forgotten him, but he was no longer part of her anticipation. But the next morning, he appeared again, striding along the carpeted corridor toward the lobby with the firm stride of someone who knows where he’s going. Raffa put down the storycube she had just picked up, and watched him. He paused by the concierge’s desk, then headed for the doors. Inexplicably, Raffa felt drawn to follow.

“Later,” she said to the clerk, and darted through the gift-shop door. The man had already disappeared through the front doors; Raffa stretched her legs and followed. There he was, outside, chatting with the doorman, waiting for a car, no doubt. One of the sleek electric cabs pulled up, and he got in. Raffa waited until it began to move, then went out to the street. The cab moved smoothly away.

“You can’t keep us here forever,” George said. “Eventually someone will come looking, and you’ll have accomplished just what you want to avoid. People who are likely to know you by sight on your trail.”

The clone on guard looked at him, an unfriendly stare. “It won’t help you.”

“But why are you angry with us?” George persisted.

“Remember the commissioning banquet?” the clone asked. George flushed.

“Surely you don’t hold that against me—I thought you were him—the prince, I mean.”

“I know who you mean,” the clone said. “Why does that matter? You were willing to do that—”

“Everyone gets drunk at the commissioning banquet,” George said, glancing at Ronnie for support. Ronnie lay back on the bed, eyes shut, but George was sure he wasn’t asleep. He couldn’t possibly sleep so much. “And after—and the pranks are all traditional—”

“Are you going to try to convince me you drew my name—excuse me, his name—from a hat?” The clone made a display of cleaning his fingernails with the stiletto. Overdramatic, George thought; the bathroom had modern facilities. Then he thought about lying; how could the clone know the name he had really drawn?

“No . . .” he said at last, choosing honesty for no reason he could name. “I drew someone else’s, but—I thought I had a grudge.”

“Have you ever been glued into your underwear?” The tone was light, but the menace of that blade needed no threatening voice.

“As a matter of fact, yes,” George said. “At camp one summer, when I was twelve. Ronnie and I both.”

“They were trying to toughen us up, they said,” Ronnie said, without opening his eyes. “They’d found out that I liked the wrong kind of music—that I even played music.” He opened his eyes, and a slow grin spread across his face. “They glued us back to back; we must’ve looked really silly. Took video cubes, the whole thing. The counselors finally trashed the cubes, after they’d watched them and snickered for a day or so. George and I spent the time in the infirmary, growing new skin.”

“Oh.” The clone seemed taken aback. “I—we weren’t active then.”

“That’s why I diluted the mix,” George said. “You weren’t nearly as stuck as I was.”

“What did you do to them?” the clone asked, seeming to be truly interested.

“Nothing . . . really.” Ronnie had closed his eyes again. George admired the tone he achieved and waited. Let Ronnie tell it. “There was another boy, not even an R.E., but smarter than all of us put together. He could bypass the read-only safety locks on entertainment cubes.”

“You trashed their cubes?”

“Not just that. We replaced their music with . . . other things.” Ronnie heaved a satisfied sigh. “Remember, George, how mad that cousin of mine was, Stavi Bellinveau?”

“Yes. And Buttons, too—it was before his stuffy stage,” he said to the clone. “He wasn’t at all stuffy at fourteen.”

“I blame myself,” Ronnie said, putting a hand over his heart. “I think it was having to spend the next three weeks listening to an endless loop of all the Pomp and Circumstance marches. I should have put at least one waltz on that cube.”

The clone glared. “If you’re trying to make it clear that you and George share a life I never knew except secondhand, you’ve succeeded. It doesn’t make me like you better.”

“No . . . I can see that. But it’s not our fault you’re what you are. If we’d known, we might have made things easier for you, or harder . . . depends. We were all kids, with kids’ idiocies. Rich kids . . . we could be idiots longer than some. It wasn’t until my aunt’s new yacht captain straightened me out that I began to grow up.”

“Heris Serrano,” the clone said.

“Yes. You met her—you understand.”