Guilt and fear are amongst the most soul-destroying, fatal and disintegrating emotions and experiences that come to man. Guilt because of wrong doing, unconfessed, unrepented of, and uncleansed causes havoc and must be got rid of by Jesus alone. Psychiatrists have their couches to handle this, but they are helpless for only Jesus can meet this need. Did you know that it has now been revealed that there are more psychiatrists that commit suicide than any other profession, so it is obvious they do not have the answer. Jesus, alone, upon full, whole-hearted, and honest confession, is able to deal with a guilt complex and cleanse and deliver utterly.
End result: CANCER OF THE CERVIX
The March issue of McCalls reports that 'Cancer of the cervix seems to be linked with the early loss of virginity and promiscuity on the part of young girls, according to three recent reports... patients with cervical cancer... had a greater number of sexual partners than comparable women who did not develop cancer... Monogamy in sex appeared to reduce the risk of cancer.'
Newsweek (October 21, 1968) reports that: 'Researchers have long suspected that cancer of the cervix, which afflicts some 40,000 women per year, is a venereal disease... most common among promiscuous women.'
... 'Enlightened modernists' cry for more sexual freedoms to undo the repressive sexual inhibitions of society and make people better off. How could these self-impressed, lawless intellectuals explain the fact that the large majority of students who need psychiatric help have already experienced this sexual freedom?
They simply IGNORE these facts. They rant about sexual permissiveness and sexual looseness. Proof? They don't need it. Satisfy the animal lusts of the people and they will all flock to your side.
Jerry didn't mind the bombs as much as the rock scene. He wouldn't care what they sent so long as it wasn't Simon and Garfunkel.
It was like something out of 1962.
He switched off the radio.
Time to turn the lamp on bright.
A killing scene from now on. You couldn't stay smooth for ever.
He began to assemble his gun again, ignoring Matron's panicky knock on the door.
He picked a scarlet shirt with a huge rolled button-down collar and frilly cuffs, scarlet velvet bell-bottoms, crimson suede boots, vermilion frock coat, scarlet cord cap. He combed his milk-white hair and crooned a tune to himself, clipped on his yellow chamois shoulder holster and stepped out into the soft night and his smooth car.
As he drove, he considered the stars. It would all be over in a flash.
Somewhere a clock had stopped.
Jerry checked his watches.
They were running slow, but they were running.
He checked the car clock. It ticked painfully on.
Overwhelmed by a sense of urgency Jerry took the car up to a hundred and fifty. As it flew towards the dawn, he sighted Oxford's dreaming dome.
The day brightened. The sun appeared. Jerry glared at it with tears in his eyes. His heart beat rapidly, but he was filled with a growing stillness.
Was it too late?
Was Beesley's shit hitting the fan?
He roared into the concrete cavern and drove past the gloomy spires, squealing to a stop outside the Ashmolean, charging through its doors and running down the dark avenue of slurring longcase clocks.
The morgue was colder than ever.
He opened the drawer and saw that a thin veil of ice had formed over Catherine's body.
He pressed his hands to her breasts and forced his heat into her.
This time she did not stir, but the ice gradually evaporated, then reformed on his body. Feebly he brushed at it, leaned on the drawer until it was closed, stumbled from the morgue to the room where the red, gold and silver machine took him into its webs.
The machine's voice was faint, its rustling sluggish, and it was a very long time before Jerry revived enough to hear the clock within him begin to move again.
Jerry Cornelius ran across the hall and into another steel room that contained nothing but a huge tape deck. He activated the deck and the twenty-inch spools slowly started to revolve.
He twisted the volume control up to full; gave it maximum and treble response.
The Deep Fix began to play That's My Baby. The old strobes went bravely at it. The wall drifted apart.
Jerry entered the Shifter, nervous as a cat.
Sweet Orb Mace appeared for a moment. She looked sad.
Jerry dashed through the Shifter.
Scenes took a long time to come and a long time to go.
The jewelled air was pretty dull breathing.
Jerry saw himself sixteen times — black, white, male, female -and he was dead.
He raced across the flat, grey, infinite plain, his gun in his hand, sniffing the frigid wind.
There was no doubt that Beesley was operating the machine, had somehow managed to put it into reverse. Though it would mean the same thing in the end, Ragnarok Day was being put back and it didn't suit him. It had to be this Cycle or nothing.
He wheeled and the air was cold brass.
Bishop Beesley stood beside a contraption. At its centre were the belching boiler and the frantically moving pistons and cogs of an ancient red and black steam engine. A system of clockworks had been erected on top of the engine and from a large axle at the top ran a series of iron rods of different length and at different angles. At the ends of the rods were pewter balls of different sizes painted in bright primary colours. Jangling calliope music came from the box that had been geared up at the side of the steam engine. It hurt Jerry's ears as the rods turned, creaked and jerked to the calliope's rhythm.
Bishop Beesley beamed.
'My own invention, Mr Cornelius! You see, you are not the only one capable of building a sophisticated machine. This is the Beesley Steam Driven Calliopic Orrery! BEHOLD — THE RHYTHM OF THE SPHERES!'
Jerry ran at the machine and was hurled back by Pluto striking him on the side of the jaw. He raised his gun.
But the balls whirled faster and faster and the music shrilled and the steam engine bounced and bellowed. Bishop Beesley waved his pale hands.
'You've thrown it out of control, you assassin!'
Beesle'y tried to crawl under the whizzing balls to reach the controls. Jerry lowered his gun.
The balls began to shoot off in all directions. The steam engine screamed. Neptune narrowly missed Jerry's head.
'You have thrown it into chaos!' wailed Beesley.
The steam engine exploded.
Jerry was hurled into a field of lilies where a herd of giant antelopes grazed. He got up and kept on running, dodging into Fleet Street's horse-drawn traffic, weaving through the shallows of a tropical river and avoiding mangrove roots and alligators, loping into Wencslaslas Square as Russian tanks burned, and side-stepping into Regents Park Zoo by the Elephant Enclosure.
The elephants were dead, their skins blistered by napalm.
Jerry knew he was home.
The risk had paid off.
Some sectors had been overlooked.
Little monuments of trees, grass and buildings, undamaged by the bombing, stood out against the ash-covered rubble of London.
Jerry recognized a block of flats at Bow, several streets near Hampstead Heath, the public baths and the ABC Cinema at Bayswater, some half-timbered shops where Holborn had run, the British Museum, the Hilton Hotel in Park Lane.
At least a few tourist attractions remained.
Over near the canal eight gulls wheeled in the white sky. Jerry left the zoo and began to tramp across the park, his boots sinking several inches in the fine ash.
Beesley had almost certainly returned to London, but it was anyone's guess where he had set up his headquarters.
Time (in the local sense) was running down at an alarming rate. Beesley was obviously trying to slow the Cycle in order to preserve the present situation and, if possible, return to an earlier phase.
It was so bloody short-sighted.
Also it would be disastrous so far as Catherine were concerned. At least his identity was preserved, up to a point. It was his only advantage.
On the other side of a hedge which had been completely stripped of foliage was a neatly parked minihover with British markings.
He resheathed his gun to protect it from the ash and vaulted the hedge.
He opened the minihover's cabin door and climbed in. The thing shifted under his weight. It was armed with two eight inch Banning cannon in Hamilton brackets. The cannon seemed to be low on charges.
The motor started slowly. Jerry rose a few inches in a huge cloud of ash and tilted the joystick forward, heading to where Edgware Road used to be.