A Grue of Ice

7. No Sailor's Sea

I gasped for breath. I was drowning in the bland, jelly-like stuff which I had seen below me from Aurora's gun platform. Wavering between consciousness and unconsciousness, I snatched a lungful of air. The honey jelly had tried to drown my ship once, my soggy mind said, and now it was trying to drown me. I gulped down some more air. Its life-giving oxygen cleared my brain momentarily.

I saw that the pale, mercuric oxide yellow light was not honey jelly. Nor was I in the sea, as in my semi-conscious state I had imagined. The colour of the light was reflected from the ceiling. And it was the ceiling of my cabin aboard 102

Antarctica. I fought again for air. I remembered hanging from the Hotchkiss harness, and beneath me in the sea there seemed to be a substance floating everywhere, like silky jelly. Below Aurora's rail the sea had been covered with it, some of the individual slabs being up to two feet square. At the moment came the recollection of Walter firing the Luger into my face.

The agony of the recollection and of what the honey jelly meant broke my semi-consciousness. I jerked myself upright in my bunk. The cabin swam round me and as I put my hand to my head I felt the bandages.

" Take it easy, Bruce," said Helen.

I had not seen her in the pale, diffused light. I wondered how long I had lain unconscious. Hearing her speak, too, brought a new surge of recollection: Walter had fired the Luger and almost at the same moment I had felt the gouge of pain in my head from the bullet. I remembered falling out of the harness into the sea, the honey-jelly sea. And then the roar of the helicopter's rotors overhead, and the unutterable relief of feeling the machine's " horse-collar " rescue gear snatch me from the icy sea. I had been in the water less than a minute. For the second time, Helen had shown her superb skill by saving my life. All the rest was blank.

" Helen!" I got out. " How long have I been here? What time is it?"

" It's hours since I picked you out of the sea," she said. " It's early afternoon."

" Early afternoon!" I echoed. The strange light showed it must be turning dark up top. In the early afternoon! I knew there could be almost no hope of saving Antarctica now.

My eyes slewed to the gyro-repeater. I tried to get out of my bunk, but Helen held me back. My head seemed to split with pain. I scarcely recognised my 'own voice. " Helen!

Get on to the voice-pipe! For God's sake tell Bjerko to alter course. We're steering right into it! It's death, I tell you!"

She looked at me with her strange eyes, which were full of shadows in the pale light. " There are a lot of things I want to hear-from you and you alone, Bruce-before I start worrying about our course."

" I can wait, but the course can't," I said. "I told you about the danger of being nipped in the ice. The honey jelly in the sea was the outrider of the pack-ice, and that yellow light outside means we're running into the second advance guard-fog."

She shook her head. "If that is so, it is too late anyway. You're wounded, and I want to know why. I saw you being held up at pistol-point, and I want to know why. I saw you fall from Walter's ack-ack weapon into the sea. Minutes before, I watched that same weapon shoot down a defenceless seaplane. After I had picked you up, I tried to find the seaplane or its crew, but it had already sunk. Why are you wounded?"

I realised that the heavy Luger bullet must have shattered off the casing of the Spandau and that the fragments had knocked me senseless. Walter had missed me-but only just. The bandage had stopped the blood, so the wound could not be deep. I hauled myself over the side of the bunk and called the bridge on the voice-pipe. Helen made to attempt to stop me this time, but sat immobile, watching me.

" Bjerko!" I said. " Wetherby here. This course is suicide. We might still get clear on another. Steer-" I glanced at the gyrorepeater-" six-oh. Full speed ahead!" There was a pause, and I heard Bjerko say something. When the Norwegian captain replied, there was a note of sarcasm in his voice. " I thank you for your advice, Captain Wetherby, and so does Sir Frederick Upton. Sir Frederick says, you have had a nasty experience, and you need rest.

The ship is in good hands."

" Good hands…" I started to exclaim, but the instrument clicked off. " We're steering eight-five degrees," I said to Helen. " Bjerko says…" I trailed off at her shrug.

" I asked how you came to be wounded," she said levelly. I stumbled to the bunk and half sat, half lay on it. I told her in detail about Norris' chart, the ransacking of my cabin, the fragments of the plot I had overheard on the Tannoy, and how my fears had been realised when Walter had lashed me to the Spandau-Hotchkiss and tried to kill me. She listened without saying a word. Her only outward sign of agitation showed when I mentioned her father's mysterious interest in Thompson Island and his instructions to Walter to get rid of me.

" When I landed in the helicopter with you unconscious, my father told me that Walter had been through to him on the W/T. Walter, my father said, told him that you had gone berserk aboard Aurora at the sight of the ack-ack gun.

It happens, my father says: a man like yourself has some dormant killer-instinct left over from the war. He sees a weapon like the Spandau-Hotchkiss: all his wartime agonies come alive again. He isn't really responsible,, yet he is a killer all the same. Walter says it happened on the Russian convoys too."

" And how does Walter account for this?" I said, fingering the blood-stained bandage.

" He says you were hit by an exploding Spandau shell splinter after you had turned the gun into the deck for some unexplained reason. He considers he was lucky to get away with his life."

" And what do you think?" I asked. I stared at her. There was something different about her. I noticed then that she was no longer wearing her leather flying kit, but a warm dress of mulberry as deep as the colour we had seen together in the sea. Her answer suddenly became of great importance to me. Only hours ago, the importance would have lain in my having an ally. Now…

I could have watched the light change through her eyes for hours, had I not known that each darker shadow from outside brought Antarctica one step nearer her end. The pale yellow glow which seemed to heighten the fine line of her cheekbones and illuminate the strange eyes was-death.

" Something of the Southern Ocean has passed into my father, into Walter, into you, into Sailhardy," she said quietly, as if exercising all the control she had built up in the past. " Kill or be killed. Now you give me your reason-Thompson

Island."

" That isn't an answer to my question," I said.

" No," she said. " The answer perhaps is that I am sitting here have been sitting here for hours-waiting for a man everyone considers a cold-blooded murderer, to come round. My father swore I wouldn't be allowed to. But…" she smiled faintly-" here I am. I also know that when I saw you fall off the gun into the sea, something died inside me."

" I might have lived three minutes in the cold," I said.

" I know that," she answered. " I also know that the person who couldn't muster courage to land on an ice-floe died when you sent me up to watch Thorshammer. That could not have brought you up alive out of the sea."

" Do you believe I had some sort of blackout and shot down a defenceless seaplane?" I pressed.

Again, she replied obliquely. " I gave the fleet's position away deliberately to Thorshammer when I saw the Blue Whales."

" What!" I exclaimed. " You… were in effect turning your father over to the Norwegian authorities? Deliberately?" " Yes," she said.

" So you saw, too, without even knowing that it was Thompson Island that was behind all this! Guarana, buccaneer's brandy-these are the accoutrements of a ruthless killer." I underestimated the bond between her father and herself. She was on her feet in an instant.

" How dare you! How dare you! I admire my father and I intend to protect him. I gave the fleet's position away to prevent him coming to further harm. If we're inside Norwegian territorial waters-so what? My father can afford a fine, even a stiff one. He hasn't killed a solitary whale. Thorshammer can arrest us. My father may have gone a bit astray in his enthusiasm to find the breeding-ground of the Blue Whale…"

" So much so that he is prepared to shoot down a seaplane and kill two innocent lads in it?"

" Either Walter or you, or both, shot down the seaplane, not my father," she flashed back. " No wonder Pirow says '

Herr Kapitan '!"

" What do you know about Pirow?" I asked.

She looked surprised. " He's a first-class radio operator. That's all."

I told her about The Man with the Immaculate Hand.

She sat down, her eyes wide. " What are you trying to say, Bruce?"

" I've said it," I replied. " Thompson Island. What do you know about Thompson Island? Why does your father want so desperately to find Thompson Island?"

Her face was drawn in the odd light. " I'd never heard of Thompson Island until you mentioned it."

" Your father is quite prepared to kill off Sailhardy and myself now he has the chart," I said. " I have tried to tell him the chart is useless by itself. You don't know it, but I am the only living man to have seen Thompson Island. I alone know where Thompson Island is. It is not where the chart says."

She got up impulsively and held her hand across my mouth. " Bruce, for God's sake, don't! Some unknown rock sticking out into an icy ocean suddenly becomes a killer and the thing that dominates all our lives! I'm frightened. Something wicked and enormous is building up.

Even the sky is ghastly. Look, it getting quite dark."

" Your father is building up the evil," I said. "He has got to be stopped."

" Perhaps that is why I gave our position away from the helicopter," she replied thoughtfully. " I didn't know any of this you have told me, but intuitively I felt my father…" A flicker of fear passed through her eyes.

"Helen," I said gently, " don't you see? All this means one thing and one thing only-your father must be protected, against himself."

She came and stood above me as I half-lay on the bunk.

She reached out and took my hands in hers. They were cold. " You're saying… you're saying… my father is mad?" I talked round it. " When a leading interest becomes an obsession, as it has with your father, it is only one stage further to a state of monomania. I don't know enough about what has led up to this expedition. Nor do I know what your father's obsessional interest is. But I do know that it centres on Thompson Island. However, no one goes to the lengths he has done just in order to rediscover an island which admittedly is one of the sea's great mysteries. I have tried to find out what your father is after. I failed. I am only seeing effect, without the cause. And…" I grinned wryly" one of the effects was damn nearly my death."

"I feel so alone in this," she said. " I have only you to turn to."

"Try and think back," I said. "How did this expedition come to be fitted out? Did something sudden happen? Did your father say anything?"

" He was crazy about rare metals," Helen replied. " You see what happened to his face. He threw himself into that research with everything he had."

" That was twenty-odd years ago," I said.

" Wait," she said. "There was something now you come to mention it. Both he and I have made trips to the Antarctic for about five years now. He was never like he is now, though. He enjoyed the voyages and he was always full of interest, always asking everyone we met about unusual places and discoveries."

" Thompson Island?" I suggested.

" I never heard him mention it," she said. " I've often heard him speak about Bouvet. I I…"

" What was the something?" I persisted.

" It wasn't here in the Antarctic at all," she said. " It was back in London. Perhaps about eighteen months ago. I remember he came home one evening and I could see he was very excited. He said he had bought out an old sealing firm and he had found some interesting things amongst some old

A thrill of disbelief passed through my mind. Two years previously the firm of Wetherbys had finally passed out of existence. I knew, however, that it had been bought by a small company called Stewart's Whaling Company. Upton had not figured, as far as I knew.

" What was the name of the sealing firm?" I asked. She shook her head. " I don't know. I wasn't really interested. All I remember is that he spent most of the evening examining some things that looked like bull's-eyes."

" Bull's-eyes?"

" You know, those black sweets with the white streaks in them."

" And then?"

" After that everything seemed to go with a rush. He was here, there and everywhere, negotiating for ships, stores, maps and so on. He practically organised this whole expedition himself.

" I presumed it was just another trip south," she went on, and smiled. " You see, Bruce, I wasn't the same person then as I am-have become-now. My own reaction was that my challenge was to met, and I geared myself both physically and mentally to meet it. Most of my time was spent flying, doing tricky landings, being in the air when the weather was at its worst. Until now, I never thought of this expedition except as being strictly subjective, in relation to myself and my problems. My father gave me everything I wanted, encouraged me in every way."

" You never saw the bull's-eyes again?"

" No."

" He never said what they were?"

" No. He spent a good deal of time at the Admiralty, and later he flew to Germany. He was there a couple of weeks."

" And Pirow?"

"He joined the ship the day before we sailed. I have had no reason to suspect him, until you told me who he was. To me he was simply a first-class radio operator."

" Where is Sailhardy?" I asked. " Is he still alive?"

" He's in irons, locked in one of the cabins opposite. I patched him up as best I could."

" How does your father allow you to have keys to these cabins?" I asked. " Surely he might fear you would release us? Or at least get possession of the keys?"

She shook her head. " I appointed myself nurse to both of you. My father shouted and swore, but obviously thought you were both so far gone that you would not be a threat to anyone. It would have been different had he known I sent off the message about our position deliberately. He couldn't stop me nursing you without giving away his real intentions about you. I'm only the nurse, in their eyes. You see…" she smiled faintly, ".. . he still sees me as I was. How was Sailhardy hurt?"

I told her and she shuddered. " Dear God! There has been enough violence already! What are we to do?"

" Your father has got to be restrained," I said. " That means I must get control of this ship. I shall-if you will help."

" What are you going to do?" she asked, wide-eyed.

" You're not… not… planning to harm my father?"

" No," I replied. " But I won't promise about Walter." I got down from the bunk. My legs felt a lot steadier. " I want a fiensing knife and a hacksaw. You'll find plenty of both in the racks in there." I nodded to the bulkhead, beyond which lay the whale-processing compartments. " Are you sure there are no guards on the doors?"

" No, Bruce! We're stopping! The ship is stopping!" Antarctica's heart-beat slowed.

" Yes," I said. " This ship has made her number for the last time at Lloyd's. She won't last long now."

" What are you saying, Bruce?"

" The yellow stuff in the sea," I replied.' " Honey jelly of the Southern Ocean. It means that the ice is right on top of us."

" I don't understand… It looked like floating pumice to me."

" It wasn't pumice, Helen. It was millions upon millions of tiny little creatures called ostrocods. They come from a thousand, maybe two thousand, fathoms deep."

" You mean to say they are living creatures?" she asked incredulously. Those clusters of honey-coloured jelly?"

" They're dead," I said. " That's why they are on the surface. It is also why I say the ice is here. Listen, last year when the liner Corinthic sailed nine hundred miles through a sea of honey-coloured stuff near Pitcairn Island, in the Pacific, the papers dressed it up as the number one sea mystery of the year."

" I still don't get the significance of it," she said.

" It doesn't matter a damn whether or not millions of ostrocods live or die," I explained. " What is significant and especially to this ship at this moment-is that they died suddenly. And they died because the cold killed them. They had been born in the first place when the Antarctic winter came to an end. The spring brought warmth. Now the cold has returned."

" And the return of the cold-means?"

" Ice," I said. " Ice. Bouvet's own pack-ice."

" But the ice is five hundred miles away," she protested. " The dangerous ice is safe and sound now on the Antarctic mainland for the summer, which is just starting."

" I told you what we were heading into," I replied. " This is it. When I first saw the honey-sea from Aurora's gun, I reckoned Antarctica was on the outer wing of a gigantic crescent of ice. That is the way the Bouvet pack forms. There are two huge wings, anything up to a hundred miles apart. The rapid freeze spreads from wing to wing like a running fuse once it starts. When I saw the way we were steering, I yelled at Bjerko to turn sixty degrees-in other words, due east-at full speed, to avoid the freeze-up between the wings. We're finished."

" Are you sure…?"

" I'm surer of this, Helen," I replied, " than of anything, except some inner feelings at the moment."

She turned away.

" Take a look at the barometer," I added.

She got up and faced the glass in open disbelief. " It can't fall twenty millibars in the three hours you've been here! A pressure drop like that would mean a storm to end the world!"

I smiled grimly. " I've seen it do better. Just south of where we are, it went down twenty-seven millibars in six hours during the war. I saw it happen. The bottom is dropping out of the weather."

Geoffrey Jenkins

A Grue Of Ice

She paced up and down. " I'm frightened, Bruce. Frightened of what's happening to us, to the weather, frightened of what's happening about my father. What now?"

" The weather atom bomb is being primed," I said. "There's nothing to do but await the explosion. The simplest way to visualise it is that two extreme air masses are about to join battle. We are now awaiting the onslaught."

" Bruce!" she exclaimed. " You-you of all people just can't sit back fatalistically and await death. We're at a standstill, but there's no swell, no wind even…"

" We have thrown ourselves into the heart of the machine that makes the worst weather in the world," I said. " I once got clear of a similar situation in H.M.S. Scott, in these very waters. It took a destroyer and every bit of her thirty knots to get clear. This is literally the calm before the storm. And that storm will rage for a week or more across four thousand miles of empty ocean, and smash anything that lies in its path."

" You can't just write off five ships like this!" she said. Beyond the porthole it was growing darker. Five ships! I had been thinking in terms of one. " By heavens, Helen!

Five ships. I know-I'll bring the catchers in in line astern and keep an ice lead open, even if it starts to freeze round Antarctica. The catchers are smaller, more mobile, with a shallower draught-it will be tricky, but it can be done!" I saw in my mind's eye how I could take Antarctica out stern-first along a lead through the ice which the catchers would patrol at their best speed possible to keep the thick sea from coagulating before I could get the factory ship clear.

" I'll want your help with the helicopter, too," I told her. " Think you can manage, in this sort of half-fog?"

She smiled. " It's just this sort of situation I've been grooming myself for for years."

I looked for my sea-boots. I grinned at her. " Who changed me? This is a new pair of polar socks."

A faint flush spread beneath the fine cheekbones. " Your seaboots are under the bunk. They weren't very wet… I dried your sweater. It's in that drawer, with your shirts…" I looked at her as I pulled the polo-necked, cold-cheating sweater over my head. " We have got to be quick. I'll carry these boots, so the others won't hear me coming. We must free Sailhardy first."

" Wait a moment, while I get the hacksaw and the knife," she said. ill

I stood back from the entrance as she opened the door carefully and looked up and down the corridor. She disappeared, and was back within three minutes with the things I had asked for. It wasn't a hacksaw but a baleen saw for whale tusks, but it would do. Together we crossed the still corridor. The fog seemed everywhere. Even the lights seemed dimmer. Helen unlocked Sailhardy's door. The cabin was dark, and the switch gave a click as I turned it on. The electric light bulb had been removed. I groped and found the islander.

" It's Bruce," I whispered.

There was a faint clink from his manacles.

" How are you, man?" I asked.

His reply was stilted, as if he had difficulty in articulating. " Okay, Bruce, boy. Are you free?"

" Yes," I said, and I outlined my plan. First, I said, we would overpower Pirow in the radio shack and then break suddenly on to the bridge and seize Upton and Bjerko. I hadn't worked out how to get hold of Walter, and with her wicked weapon, Aurora would be a handful.

Helen interrupted. " What about Walter, though? He'll be on the bridge, too."

" How did he get aboard?" I asked.

" While you were unconscious. My father ordered me to fetch him from Aurora."

" That is very good," said Sailhardy. The menace in his voice sent a shiver through me. " He's mine, Bruce, mine!"

" Are you strong enough to tackle him?" I asked anxiously. " I don't want anything more to happen."

" Leave him to me, boy," came the voice in the darkness. " Now get these damned things off my wrists."

I felt for his wrists and started to saw.

" Why are we stopped, Bruce?" he asked.

" Honey-sea," I said.

" My God!" he exclaimed. I heard the sharp intake of his breath. " Has the ice closed on her yet?"

" No," I said, sketching my plan to save the factory ship. " Is there still any water sky?" asked Sailhardy.

" I think so," I said. "I couldn't see too well from my porthole."

" Water sky?" asked Helen. " What is that?"

" Big leaden patches in the fog where the sky should be," I said. " It means that below it there are open leads of water – unfrozen sea. It shows its reflection against the sky."

The saw cut through the centre section of the manacles. " We're wasting time," he said. " We still have a sporting chance of saving our skins."

" Leave Pirow to me," I said.

In the dim corridor outside, Sailhardy looked like an avenging fiend. There was a mask of dried blood over his face, and his teeth glinted raggedly. The steel was still round his wrists and a piece of cut chain hung down from each.

" Come!" I said to Helen. " Keep well behind us, out of harm's way."

" Look after yourself, for God's sake!" she whispered. In single file, myself leading, Sailhardy behind, and Helen in the rear, we went silently up the steel ladder to Pirow's radio office. We dodged through Upton's empty big cabin. Pirow's door was closed. Putting down my sea-boots, I held the long knife in my right hand and opened the door quickly with my left. Pirow wore his headphones, his back to us. I put the point of the knife against his neck.

I said softly in German: " The Man with the Immaculate Hand."

Sailhardy moved like a panther to Pirow's right. Perhaps it was his initial terror at the sight of the bloodied islander that made him say so much. " Herr Kapitan! " he mouthed. " Herr Kapitan! I do not know, I swear it! Heavenly blue, that is all I know. It is Sir Frederick's secret, not mine! I don't know…"

" Heavenly blue-what, Pirow?"

I noted the quick flash of comprehension in his eyes. When he saw the knife-thrust wasn't coming then and there, he started to fumble for words. The immaculate hand edged over to the Morse key. I reversed the knife and struck his knuckles with the handle. He rose to his feet, white with pain.

" Come," I said. " You'll go up first on the bridge. I'll be right behind you, and you'll catch the first bullet if your friend Walter starts shooting."

Helen was white, too, as we threaded our way back through

Upton's cabin. I put Pirow in the lead up the short ladder to the bridge. Sailhardy was almost alongside me. His eagerness made me feel almost sorry for what was coming to Walter.

We emerged silently on to the bridge, my knife-point touching Pirow's back. Walter was standing near the helm indicator trying to see out into the fog. Upton was close to the starboard wing. Both were engrossed.

" Walter!" I called. I held Pirow in front of me with my left hand as a shield.

The thick-set Norwegian swung round. Upton and Bjerko stood rooted to the spot. Sailhardy's left thumb tapped against his palm with that idiosyncrasy of his which preceded physical action. Walter cast one startled glance at my knife. He whipped the Luger out, but was still fumbling with the safetycatch when Sailhardy slid forward and struck him with the sawn-off manacle. He screamed with pain as the shackle bit his wrist. I leaped forward and snatched the automatic from where it had fallen on the gratings. Knife and Luger in hand, I guarded the four men.

Before I could say anything, there was a heavy bump forward by the bows. The indeterminate definition went from the light. We were out of the fog. In place of the veil-like, watery obscurity of a moment before, the light was clear and hard. The razor-edged bank of fog lay immediately astern.

It was forward that we gazed, transfixed. The sun hung like a blood-filled grape. Underneath, the whole world was blue.