Tuesday 16 March 1999, Wyvis
‘I’m so sorry.’ The old man’s voice was hoarse. Clémence looked up at him. Two tears, one after the other, were running crookedly down the wrinkles etched in his cheek. ‘I’m sorry, Clémence. Will you forgive me?’
As she had been reading the last pages of Death At Wyvis, Clémence had felt the anger rise within her. She had tried to keep it out of her voice, but she could hear her own repressed fury as the words came out. It was all she could do to finish the afterword at the end. Angus — Alastair — had slept with his best friend’s wife, had murdered her and had let that friend go to jail for it. He had lied to the police and to his companions. Not only had he ruined Clémence’s grandfather’s life, but the consequences had flowed down the generations to her father and herself.
And yet, looking at the crumpled eighty-three-year-old sitting in front of her, a lost man who had just discovered he was a murderer, she couldn’t help feeling a flash of sympathy.
She knew she couldn’t answer his question. But she could look him in the eye, and she did so. ‘Shouldn’t you be asking Aunt Madeleine that?’
The old man nodded. ‘Yes, of course,’ he said. He turned to Madeleine.
The old woman looked stricken by what she had just heard. Until then, her energetic great-aunt had never struck Clémence as frail, but Uncle Nathan’s death had taken its toll, sapping her resilience. And now this.
But Madeleine set her shoulders and raised head. ‘I don’t think I can ever forgive you, Alastair. Sophie was a wonderful girl — and a wonderful woman. Reading that book, you get a sense of the effect she had on you, but she had that effect on everyone she knew. She lit up a room; she lit up a family. She made life better for everyone who knew her, including me. I still miss her; I’ll always miss her. Her death was very wrong.’
Madeleine stared hard at the old man. ‘But it was a long time ago. I have learned to live with the knowledge, not just that you murdered my sister, but that you were never punished for it.’
‘Why wasn’t I?’ the old man asked. ‘Why didn’t I go to jail? Why aren’t I still in jail?’
‘You got a good lawyer,’ said Madeleine. ‘A top Scottish QC. He advised you to retract what you had written in the novel. He argued that you couldn’t remember what had happened, that you were only guessing. He said the book was called a novel for a reason.’
‘And I went along with that?’
‘No. You insisted on pleading guilty. A trial date was set, but the QC persuaded the prosecution that they had no case, so they dropped it. You were furious, but there was nothing you could do. Legally, you didn’t actually know for sure that you were guilty, so your plea was unreliable, and without that the prosecution had no other firm evidence implicating you. In the end, the lawyer persuaded you to accept it.’
‘So Stephen stayed in jail?’
‘Oh, no. They let him out. He had already served fifteen years.’
‘So no one has been found guilty of Sophie’s murder?’
‘No. But the police have closed the case. They think it was you. We all think it was you.’
‘I see,’ said the old man.
‘I wondered where you had found the money to pay the lawyers’ fees. It was only later that I discovered that Nathan had paid them. He said he owed you for getting him out of trouble in Deauville. I was furious with him.’
‘Did they reopen Alden’s death?’
‘The French police weren’t interested. It was too long ago; there was some kind of statute of limitations for murder under French law, and after everything that went on in my country during the war, the authorities were very reluctant to reopen any cases from before 1945. A British journalist wrote an article in a Sunday newspaper, but Nathan sued him successfully. Since then no one mentions it. And it does come across as an accident in the book.’
‘Which it was,’ said the old man.
Clémence stared at him.
‘I know it means nothing at this stage,’ he said. ‘But I am truly sorry. To both of you. For what I have done.’
They sat in silence. Clémence knew that he meant it, with all his heart. The confused, vulnerable old man she had met in the hospital a few days before had had no idea he was a murderer. But he was. She could feel sorry for him, but she couldn’t forgive him.
‘There’s something else,’ the old man said.
‘What?’ said Clémence. But she knew immediately what he was thinking. She wished he hadn’t realized it, that she hadn’t realized it, that she hadn’t told Madeleine, that she could just deny it to herself.
‘You are my granddaughter. Your father Rupert must be my son. Right after Capri, Sophie became pregnant. That was with Rupert, wasn’t it?’
Clémence dropped her eyes and nodded.
‘Did you know all along?’ The old man’s sad eyes held a hint of accusation.
‘I only worked it out this morning,’ said Clémence. ‘Look.’
She picked up the photograph album that she and Madeleine had been looking at when the old man returned from his walk, and opened it at the photographs of Oxford. ‘See this photo of you here? Where you are in profile? You look exactly like my dad. Same nose. Same forehead. Doesn’t he, Aunt Madeleine? And Dad has a cleft chin, like you.’
Madeleine nodded. ‘It’s true.’
‘Did you remember knowing that you were Dad’s father?’ Clémence asked.
‘No, I guessed it from the timing. And let’s just say I’m not surprised that we are related.’ The old man smiled at Clémence. ‘I am proud you are my granddaughter. Although...’ He swallowed. ‘Although I am ashamed too. Bitterly ashamed. That your grandfather is a murderer.’
‘I think I’ll stick with Stephen as my grandfather, if you don’t mind.’ said Clémence, letting the anger harden her voice. ‘He was innocent. You might have put him in jail, but you can’t take him away from me.’
‘Of course,’ said the old man. ‘I couldn’t do that.’
‘I knew nothing about any of this!’ Clémence protested. ‘I didn’t even know Grandpa had ever been in prison. I knew he’d been in films a long time ago, and I was vaguely aware there had been some sort of scandal, but I thought that had something to do with drink. And I believed my grandmother had drowned. No one told me anything!’ Her eyes were alight as she glared at the old man, and at her aunt. ‘At least now I know why my family is so fucked up. Why didn’t anyone tell me, Aunt Madeleine? Why didn’t you tell me?’
‘I am so sorry, darling,’ Madeleine said. ‘I did suggest that your father explain everything to you. But he had spent fifteen years hating his own father because he believed he had murdered his mother. That’s why he ran away to Morocco. He had a troubled time in his twenties, you probably knew that.’
Clémence nodded. She did. In her teens she had come to understand that in her family drugs were an issue for the parents and not the child.
‘And your mother just wanted to protect you from it all. I can understand why. I think the only reason she let me see you was that I paid for your education.’ Madeleine smiled. ‘I was worried about you. About your parents’ unconventional lives. But you turned out very well.’
A thought struck Clémence. ‘Once the book came out, did everyone else realize I was Alastair’s granddaughter?’
‘Nathan and I knew all along,’ said Madeleine. ‘But Stephen never suspected. I don’t think it was a question of being in denial, I think it never occurred to him. And from what I can tell, Rupert was the same.’
‘What about me?’ asked the old man. ‘Did I know?’
‘We never discussed it,’ said Madeleine. ‘But you were no fool. I bet you knew.’
‘So when you visited us in Morocco when I was little, you knew you were my grandfather?’ said Clémence.
‘Apparently,’ said the old man. ‘And presumably I thought that your father was my son.’
‘That must have been weird.’
‘Rupert was furious,’ Madeleine said. ‘He didn’t know you were his father, but he had read the book, so he did know you had killed his mother. He told me you showed up out of the blue. He only let you stay a few hours — the whole thing was terribly awkward.’
‘Do you remember any of that?’ Clémence asked.
The old man frowned, but shook his head. ‘Just the beach. And the camel.’ He allowed himself a quick smile. ‘And you.’ He turned to Madeleine. ‘What did I do afterwards? After 1959?’
‘You ran away to Australia. You ended up working as a doctor in a small town in the hills above Perth. You married a woman called Helen in 1968, I think. We came to your wedding in Perth.’
‘What was she like?’
‘Small. Blonde. At least ten years younger than you. Very pretty. A little bossy, Nathan and I thought.’
‘And we got divorced?’
‘After Death At Wyvis was published. I don’t think she liked being married to a murderer. I can’t blame her, really.’
‘No,’ said the old man.
‘Is Tony still alive?’ asked Clémence. ‘No one has ever mentioned his name to me.’
‘He died five years ago on Capri. A heart attack. He never did marry Luciana, but she was with him at the end. Nathan and I went to his funeral. It seemed like the whole island was there.’
‘He sounded like a nice guy,’ said Clémence.
‘He was,’ said Madeleine. ‘Elaine wasn’t, though. She drank herself to death some time in the seventies. She and her husband tried to make a fuss about Alden’s death in 1959 but Nathan’s lawyers shut them up. After the book came out, Elaine was quoted in that article in the British Sunday newspaper, but when Nathan sued successfully, she had to keep quiet. She died soon afterwards.’
‘How did the book sell?’ the old man asked.
‘It caused a little bit of a stir when it came out. It was published here but not in the States, nor in Australia, actually. But it’s been out of print for years. I don’t think the publisher even exists any more.’
‘I wonder why I came back to Britain last year,’ said the old man. ‘Do you know?’
Madeleine closed her eyes. ‘I’m sorry, Alastair, this has taken it out of me. I’m beat. Can we talk about something else until Davie gets back? I will tell you what I know, I promise. But maybe tomorrow?’
‘Actually, there is someone we need to see in Dingwall,’ said Clémence, thinking of Pauline Ferguson, the old stalker’s wife. ‘So maybe we can drop into your hotel tomorrow morning?’
‘Yes, why don’t you do that?’
‘I’ll make you a cup of tea,’ said the old man, but just as he was speaking, they heard the sound of a car drawing up outside.
‘That’ll be your taxi,’ said Clémence.
‘Good,’ said Madeleine, hauling herself out of the sofa with a grunt. ‘I’ll see you both tomorrow.’
As Clémence saw her great-aunt to the door, the old man escaped to the lavatory. He was dying for a pee, and he also wanted to be by himself, if only for a minute or two. He knew he deserved the contempt and disgust of Madeleine and Clémence, but it was good to get away from it for a minute. He lifted the lid, unzipped his fly, and let go. He raised his eyes to the small window.
Something moved.
It was something long and thin in a bush up the wooded slope about thirty yards from the cottage.
It was the barrel of a rifle.
The old man’s sight wasn’t too bad at distance. He squinted. The barrel moved again, and he could see a face. A bearded face. Jerry Ranger.
The American was staring at the front of the cottage, where the old man could hear Madeleine bidding goodbye to her niece. The old man flinched as Jerry glanced quickly at the cottage, and then back at the taxi outside the front door. The old man was pretty sure that Jerry hadn’t spotted him in the tiny window.
He zipped himself up and hurried out of the lavatory. Clémence was shutting the front door in the hallway.
‘Clémence!’ the old man said in a loud whisper. ‘That American is outside with a rifle! I know this sounds silly, but he looks like he’s staking out the cottage.’
Clémence frowned. ‘That’s ridiculous. He must be stalking a deer or something.’
‘It really didn’t look like it,’ said the old man. Although maybe that was what he was doing when he was interrupted by the taxi arriving to pick up Madeleine. No. That didn’t seem right.
Uncertainty crossed Clémence’s face. ‘I had a weird conversation with him this morning. About you. And he had a copy of Death At Wyvis on his bookshelf with notes and underlinings in his own handwriting. Yet he said he’d never read it.’
The old man and Clémence exchanged glances. The uncertainty each felt fed off the other.
‘I know we are going to look foolish, but maybe we should sneak out the back. Just in case.’
Clémence hesitated. Then she nodded. ‘OK.’
‘Lock the front door. And get your coat. In case we are outside for a while.’
Clémence locked the door and then ran up the stairs to her room. The old man pulled on his boots and grabbed his own coat from the hook in the hallway. Clémence joined him and they moved towards the back door.
The doorbell rang.
‘Who is it?’ Clémence called.
‘It’s Jerry!’
Clémence hesitated and then shouted. ‘I’m in the bath. Wait two minutes and I’ll be down!’
Not bad, thought the old man, although Jerry would be able to figure out it was unlikely Clémence could have jumped into the bath that quickly after her aunt left. But it should give them a minute, maybe two. And from his position outside the front door Jerry couldn’t see the back of the house.
Quietly the old man opened the back door and they slipped out. They moved as rapidly as the old man could over the scruffy back lawn to the trees at the rear of the garden. They climbed up the slope, and paused at the crest of a small bank, on the other side of which a burn ran down through the woods towards the loch.
‘Let’s wait here and watch,’ said the old man. ‘If he goes away, we will know we just imagined it.’
‘All right,’ said Clémence. ‘He probably will.’
They crouched down and watched the cottage. ‘Do you think we’re being silly?’ Clémence said.
‘I won’t tell anyone if you don’t,’ said the old man with a grin.
‘Clémence!’ They heard Jerry’s voice ringing out. ‘Clémence, are you OK?’
‘Of course I’m OK,’ muttered Clémence to herself. ‘I’m getting out of the bath. Be patient!’
But Jerry wasn’t patient. Thirty seconds later he appeared around the side of the house, with the rifle slung over his shoulder. He peered into a couple of windows and then came to the back door. He studied it for a moment and then turned the handle. They had left it unlocked: it opened.
‘Let’s go!’ said the old man. He was damned sure that a man with a rifle entering a house uninvited through the back door was a problem.
They scrambled down the bank to the burn, and Clémence took the old man’s hand and led him down the hill towards the track running along the side of the loch.
‘No,’ said the old man. ‘He’ll be expecting that. And he’ll be faster than us. Let’s go uphill. That way we’ll lose him.’
‘Are you sure?’ said Clémence.
The old man nodded. ‘He’s bound to go down not up. We should have a few minutes before he has checked the house and realized we skipped out the back.’
So they clambered uphill, along the side of the stream. At one point they heard Jerry call Clémence’s name again.
After fifteen minutes they were coming to the edge of the wood, and the old man was getting tired.
‘What now?’ said Clémence.
‘Is he following us?’
They both sat still, although the old man’s panting made it difficult for him to hear much.
‘Can’t hear him,’ said Clémence. ‘We could hide here until dark.’
‘And then what?’ said the old man.
‘Go back to Culzie? Ring the police? Get my car?’
‘He’ll be expecting that,’ said the old man. ‘Where are the keys?’
‘I’ve got them,’ said Clémence.
‘Well he’ll disable the car. Let down the tyres or something. And he’ll probably cut the telephone wires.’
‘Livvie will be furious,’ said Clémence.
‘Livvie?’
‘Friend at uni. It’s her car. Wait a moment! Let me try my phone.’
‘Your phone?’
‘Mobile phone. I grabbed it when we left the cottage. There was no coverage there, but there might be up here.’
She rummaged in her coat pocket and pulled out a mobile phone. The old man realized he knew what it was. How? He didn’t think he had ever owned one, but friends had, people he knew. He saw an image of a middle-aged woman outside a shop in Mundaring talking on one. Who was she? How did he know it was Mundaring? When would his brain start working properly?
Clémence jabbed a few buttons and swore. ‘The stupid phone is out of battery.’ She looked around the desolate moorland above them. ‘Who am I kidding? There’s no chance of reception up here anyway.’
From somewhere down below they heard the sound of breaking glass.
‘What’s he doing?’ said Clémence.
‘Don’t know. But that probably comes from the cottage.’
‘Or Livvie’s car.’ Clémence stuffed the phone back in her pocket. ‘So what can we do?’ she said. ‘There’s only one way out of Wyvis. Along the track by the loch to the entrance of the estate at the lodge. He’ll be watching it.’
She was right. ‘It’s at least three miles from here to the lodge. It would take us over an hour.’
‘What do you think he will do next?’ Clémence asked. ‘I can’t see him.’
‘He could wait for us at the cottage. Or hide by the side of the track. Or he might go back to his own cottage to get his car.’
‘I’m scared,’ said Clémence.
The old man looked at the young woman who was his granddaughter. She looked scared. So she should be.
‘So what do we do, Alastair?’
He thought through the options. They could hide. If it was summer, that would have been the best bet; Jerry would never find them unless he was an expert tracker, which seemed unlikely. But in March, a cold night on the mountain might kill them. Or kill him. Clémence would probably be fine, with her youth, her health and that little layer of fat she carried. He was skin, bones and bad circulation. He remembered — how did he remember? — those news stories over the years about badly prepared walkers dying of hypothermia in the Scottish mountains. Or on Snowdon. And they were under eighty.
There was another possibility.
‘We could go that way.’ The old man pointed to the mountain above them. ‘Jerry would never expect that.’
‘Are you crazy?’ said Clémence.
‘Remember the walk described by Angus in the book? They went up to the top of Ben Wyvis and saw a road on the other side. Close by.’
‘Yes, but that took them all day. It’s going to be dark in an hour or two. And it’s a big mountain.’
‘We don’t go over it, we go around the side. Look.’
They both looked up at the rough moorland above them. To the right of the massive dome that was Ben Wyvis, a path snaked up a shallow valley, perhaps the ‘stalker’s path’ mentioned in the book, and disappeared around the corner of a crag. Although the summit of the mountain was still covered in snow, the path seemed clear.
‘That crag is about a mile and a half, two miles away,’ the old man continued. ‘We could get there in an hour; it will still be light. And once we are going downhill on the other side we will be OK if it gets dark. We just follow the path. Eventually we’ll get to that road — the Ullapool road. Then we flag down a car.’
‘Are you sure you can make it?’ Clémence said.
It would be tough. But the old man was determined. And he didn’t want to be shot by Jerry Ranger. More to the point, he didn’t want Clémence to be shot. He would do anything to avoid that, push himself to the absolute limit of his endurance if he had to.
‘I might be an old bastard, but I’m a fit old bastard.’
Clémence looked again at the mountain, and then at the old man. ‘OK,’ she said. ‘But if we are going to do it, we had better get a move on before it gets dark. Let’s go.’
Jerry scrambled down the gully, as fast as he could. He rounded a rocky outcrop and the loch opened up before him.
He paused and dug out his field glasses. He scanned the woods beneath him and what he could see of the track. No sign of them.
After searching the cottage he was sure that Alastair Cunningham and the young woman had sneaked out of the back door. The gully had seemed like the most logical route for them to follow. But now he wasn’t so certain. Maybe they had hidden before doubling back to get in Clémence’s car. If they had done that he had lost them for good.
Cursing to himself, he turned and climbed up the bank out of the gulley and back up the slope towards the cottage, slinging his rifle over his shoulder. In less than two minutes he broke out into the clearing. The car was still there, and the cottage seemed quiet.
He had to disable the car. He remembered from TV that there was something you could remove from a car engine to disable it. What was it? He knew nothing about car engines. The fan belt? Spark plugs? Alternator?
He stared at the hood of the Clio, and fumbled around. There didn’t seem to be a way of opening it outside the car. Where were the keys? In the house? Or did the girl have them with her?
He swung the rifle off his shoulder and smashed the window of the car on the driver’s side. He unlocked the door and groped for a lever to pop open the hood. He found it and stared at the engine. He yanked a few wires and then started pounding it with the butt of his rifle. Some things cracked, some things twisted. Then he crouched down and let the air out of all the tyres. He thought of shooting them, but a rifle shot would echo around the valley and might alert Trevor MacInnes. The last thing he wanted was the stalker to start driving around looking for poachers. He needed him tucked up inside his cosy lodge with a glass of whisky watching the TV.
So where the hell were they?
You couldn’t see anything very clearly from outside the cottage because of the trees. The view would be better from the upstairs windows. Jerry ran into the cottage and up the stairs. The front bedroom had a good view of the loch. He quickly scanned the track and couldn’t see anything. He pulled out his binoculars and started a more methodical sweep.
No, nothing.
But there were lots of blind spots, stretches of track which were out of the line of sight of the bedroom window.
Maybe they had gone the other way, up to the head of the loch and the big house. That was empty and there were plenty of places to hide and shelter in there. He would have to check for signs of a break-in and search the house and grounds, and the outhouses.
Wyvis Lodge itself was out of sight, but the approach to it was visible.
Nothing.
This was like a giant game of hide-and-seek. Jerry held most of the cards, but not all of them. His advantage was that there was only one way out of the estate. He had to make sure he had that under observation at all times.
He was in what seemed to be the old man’s bedroom. There was another window facing out towards the north side of Ben Wyvis. He moved over there and scanned the mountainside quickly.
There! Two figures bent against the slope following a footpath through the moorland along the north-west side of the mountain.
He fiddled with the focus wheel on the glasses. It was them! It was definitely them.
What the hell were they doing up there?
Jerry remembered climbing the mountain himself and seeing a wooded valley and a road on the other side. There wasn’t just one way out of the estate!
They were still in open moorland and there was some distance until they reached the crag. They were well out of range of his rifle, but they would be out in the open and in plain sight for a while yet. Jerry would just have to catch them up.
He ran down the stairs and out of the cottage. There was a footpath leading uphill through the woods, and Jerry followed it. In ten minutes he was out on open moorland.
Jerry wasn’t a sharpshooter or anything, but he had been taught how to fire a rifle. He bent low in the hope they wouldn’t spot him, and jogged up the path. He was breathing heavily and sweating, but he was catching up with them. They hadn’t spotted him yet.
Behind the two figures, to the south-west, the sky was a deeper shade of grey, verging on black. They were all about to get wet.
Jerry came to a boulder just off the path. The old man and the girl were getting very close to the crag, when they would be out of his sight. He didn’t want to leave it much longer. It was still quite a distance. The shot might alert the stalker, but he would have to take that risk. If he took the old man down that would be worth it.
He rested the rifle on the boulder, and looked through the scope. The image of the two figures jumped around with his heavy breathing. He waited, breathing slowly and steadily.
The images settled down.
He allowed the crosshairs to rest on the old man’s back, and squeezed the trigger.
The old man saw a small stone shatter just ahead of him, and a split second later he heard the shot.
He had been shot at before, nearly sixty years before.
‘Down!’ he shouted to Clémence, and threw himself face first into the heather.
Clémence turned to look at him, and then down the slope.
‘Get down, Clémence! He won’t be able to see you in the heather.’
There was another shot, and then Clémence dropped to the ground. For a moment the old man thought she had been hit.
‘Clémence! Are you OK?’
‘Yes. He missed. But I saw where he was. He’s not far down there.’
The old man could see the light blue of her coat through the heather.
‘What do we do now?’ said Clémence.
‘I don’t know.’ They were safe in the heather as long as Jerry stayed where he was. But of course he wouldn’t stay there. He would follow them up the hill and flush them out like game birds. Big fat pheasants that couldn’t even fly. They didn’t stand a chance, unless they somehow could get to the crag and out of sight.
The sky was darkening. Rain might help a bit. Snow a bit more.
‘All right,’ said the old man. ‘You crawl as fast as you can that way,’ he pointed to a direction a little to one side of the path. ‘I’ll distract him. If he hits me, crawl away from where I am and then just lie still. Go!’
He heard Clémence rustle through the heather.
He pulled himself to his feet and tried to run. It was scarcely more than a shuffle. Sixty years ago, even thirty years ago, he could have sprinted. Moving targets were much harder to hit, but he was barely moving. He tried a change of direction but tripped over some heather and fell, as another shot rang out.
He waited a few seconds, and then started off again. The crag really wasn’t very far away. There was another report, and then another. This chap wasn’t much of a shot. So the old man carried on running, or stumbling, at any moment expecting to feel the bullet tearing up his back.
Through his peripheral vision he was aware of something light blue moving beside him. Clémence was on her feet as well.
One more shot and they were behind the crag.
In front of them was a broad shallow saddle, between the summit of Ben Wyvis and a lesser top to its west. A small loch lay in the middle of it. No cover apart from heather, until a cliff face about a mile away. They would never get that far before Jerry reached the crag and a clear shot of them.
The light was draining from the sky, but that was mostly the moisture-heavy cloud in front of them rather than darkness. Somewhere beyond that, the sun was sinking behind the mountains.
The old man bent down to catch his breath. ‘You run on ahead, Clémence. I’ll catch you up.’
‘You mean you will distract him?’
The old man smiled weakly. ‘Maybe.’
‘No,’ said Clémence. ‘We stick together.’
‘Go!’
‘No!’
The old man concluded that his granddaughter was very stubborn indeed.
He looked at the sky. ‘That’s going to be snow, isn’t it?’
‘I think so,’ said Clémence.
He scanned the moorland. About thirty yards off the path a short distance ahead of them was a bump in the heather, no more than a ripple. Perhaps they could hide there. Until it started to snow.
‘All right,’ said the old man. ‘Follow me!’
He led Clémence at a shuffling run to the spot. It wasn’t much but, most importantly, it put them just out of sight of a man standing on the path by the crag. ‘Down here!’
They pressed themselves to the ground. Through the stem of a twisted heather bush, the old man could keep watch on the crag.
In less than a minute, Jerry appeared, holding his rifle ahead of him. He stopped and looked ahead towards the cliffs in the distance.
The old man followed Jerry’s eyes. The cliffs had disappeared. A thick white blanket was moving rapidly towards them; the black sky had turned white.
Jerry hesitated and then jogged slowly along the path for about twenty yards. He was close.
He stopped, and looked around.
He turned off the path and began walking slowly their way.
A snowflake landed on the old man’s nose. Then another on the heather an inch in front of his eyes.
Jerry was moving right towards them. He must have identified the ripple in the landscape as a likely hiding place. Damn.
More snowflakes, falling more steadily. But the old man could still see Jerry clearly. He tensed. If he was younger, he could have tried to jump Jerry, take him by surprise. That was still probably his best bet, but who was he kidding? What chance would an eighty-three-year-old man have against a fit fifty-year-old with a rifle?
Maybe he would give Clémence a chance to get away before he was shot.
He was about to whisper his instruction to Clémence to that effect, when Jerry stopped. Looked around him. Stared at the crag.
There was a fold in the rock there, barely big enough to hide a man, but it caught Jerry’s attention. He turned and jogged back towards it, his gun held in front of him, ready to fire. Clearly he had decided that’s where they were hiding.
The snowflakes fell faster, soft but persistent. The wind got up and the trajectory of the snow flattened below forty-five degrees. The brown heather was now spattered with white. The old man could still see Jerry and the crag, but he was becoming more indistinct by the minute.
When Jerry reached the crag, he was little more than a blurred dab of darkness in the white. And then he was gone.
‘What do we do now?’ hissed Clémence.
‘We move.’
Callum O’Neill hoisted his bike off the train onto the platform, and followed the dozen or so other passengers through the barrier. He paused outside the station to check his route from Dingwall to Loch Glass avoiding the busy A9, and set off. It was twelve miles to the foot of Loch Glass, but Callum was raring to go and looking forward to the ride.
When Clemmie had asked him to join her at the crazy old man’s place he had desperately wanted to say yes. But he had just started at The Feathers and he was nervous about requesting time off right away. Then one of the other barmen had asked Callum if he could switch Tuesday night for Friday, and Callum had spotted his opportunity. He had agreed, provided the other guy would do Wednesday as well, and so had bought himself two nights away. He would have to be back in Glasgow for Thursday lunchtime, but that was just possible if he got up early and caught the first train from Dingwall.
Callum’s immediate instinct was to phone Clemmie and tell her he was coming; she could pick him up from the station in Livvie’s Clio. But then he decided to take up her suggestion of bringing his bike and surprise her. Callum was a keen cyclist, and his dad had an excellent library of maps of the Highlands, so he had worked out that it would be a nice ride from the nearest station.
And it was. It was cool, and the sky was grey, but Callum worked up a sweat. He was soon out of Dingwall, and speeding north parallel to the A-road, with the Cromarty Firth and the Black Isle beyond it. He swooped down into the village of Evanton and turned left up a narrow lane signposted to Loch Glass.
This was harder work, but Callum was fit and his legs pumped, spurred on by the excitement of seeing Clemmie. He really liked her; she was attractive, she was funny and she seemed to like him. Their backgrounds were very different: she was part of the English public school contingent with their gap years and their instilled sense of superiority, and he was younger, Scottish and from a comprehensive. But he didn’t care about that and neither did she.
Besides, both of them were skint.
He was beginning to learn that her outward confidence and sophistication hid a screwed-up, lonely childhood. Callum liked his parents, he liked his younger sister and he still saw all his pals from school, all of which gave him a feeling of security that Clemmie envied.
That was fine with him. Frankly, he couldn’t believe his luck.
He attacked the hill that rose high above the River Glass, and then he was drifting down through the woods to the lodge marked on his map. There he came to a metal gate, with a sign: Wyvis Estate. Private.
He hesitated, wondering whether he should knock on the lodge’s door for permission to pass through. But then he decided he had been invited to the old man’s house by Clemmie, so he had a right to enter the estate. He opened the gate, crossed the river on the wooden bridge, and pedalled through the pine woods to the loch. No one inside the lodge seemed to have noticed him.
As he emerged from the woods, Loch Glass and Ben Wyvis opened up ahead. And an ugly black cloud loomed over both. He put on some speed as the cloud swallowed up the mountain. In a few more minutes snow started to fall.
He reached a turn-off to the left with a sign pointing up the hill into the trees to Culzie, and in another minute he was at a clearing in the woods. There was Livvie’s yellow Clio, with the snow already accumulating on its roof. The snow was falling thickly, as was the visibility. A couple of lights glowed in the cottage, so Callum rested his bike against the wall and, unable to suppress his smile, rang the doorbell.
There was no reply.
Rang again. Nothing.
Damn!
It was snowing hard and there was nowhere else to go, so Callum tried the door handle; it was unlocked and he let himself in.
‘Hello!’ he called. ‘Hello? Clemmie!’
No sign of her, nor of the old man. Livvie’s car was still there, and they had left some lights on in the house, so they might be out somewhere nearby on foot, in which case they would be back soon with the falling snow. Or, more likely, they had gone somewhere in the old man’s car, assuming he had one.
He went through to the kitchen, spotted the kettle and filled it from the tap. That’s what he needed: a cup of tea while he waited.
Jerry stood by the rocks and turned his face into the snow and wind. He couldn’t see more than ten feet ahead of him.
They couldn’t be far away from him. Before the snowstorm had hit, he had had a good view of at least a mile in all directions, and he had seen no sign of them. They had certainly not been on the footpath ahead of him. Which meant they had either disappeared or they were hiding. They weren’t in the rocks by the crag. Perhaps they were in that dip in the ground after all.
He set off into the white, stumbling through heather. After about a minute, he realized he had no idea where that hollow was. He stood still and looked all around him. White silence.
He could get lost in this.
He retraced his footsteps in the snow that was already lying on the heather, until he returned to the footpath. He remembered that there was a small loch ahead and that the path ran around the left edge of it, between the water and the steep slope up to the Ben Wyvis summit. If the old man and the girl were heading for the Ullapool road, then they would have to go along that path.
Head down, Jerry followed the path himself, at a jog. He had no idea how fit Clémence was, but he knew he must be travelling faster than the old man. If he kept up the pace, he should overtake them, probably quite soon.
It was hard work, running through the snow, and he had to keep his head down to avoid twisting an ankle. The flakes driven by the wind bit into his face, but he wasn’t cold, in fact he was building up a sweat. After ten minutes or so, he could just make out black water to his right. He stopped to catch his breath. Jerry was fifty-six himself: no youngster.
What now?
He was pretty sure that his quarry wasn’t just following the path, or he would have caught up with them by now. Which meant they could be anywhere out there in the whiteness. Or the greyness. The light was leaching out of the sky, behind all that snow. It would be dark soon. Jerry would never find them on the mountain.
He thought of continuing on down to the Ullapool road himself. But that was quite a distance. Also, there was a stretch of a mile or two where the old man and the girl might meet it, especially if they weren’t following the paths. Impossible to be sure of intercepting them before they flagged down a car.
No, he was better heading back and regrouping.
So he turned around and trudged down the mountain the way he had come.
The old man led Clémence in what he hoped was a straight line parallel to the mountain path. His plan was to continue until they hit the loch, and then try and work their way around it. The trouble was that in the whiteout it was impossible to be sure that they were, in fact, travelling in a straight line. They had no compass; there was no sun to check. The wind was blowing into his face from a direction just a little right of straight ahead. But the wind could change subtly without him noticing.
It was hard work. Not only was the heather rough, but it was interspersed with mud and peat bog. They both had good coats, with hoods, but neither of them had hats or gloves. The old man had had time to put on his boots, but Clémence was wearing trainers which were soaked through. Worse than that, it would be easy for her to twist an ankle on the uneven ground. They weren’t cold, the going was too tough for that, but the old man was aware he was running low on energy. Also, his stiff knee was beginning to hurt. There was water all around them to drink if they had to, but they had no food.
And somewhere very close to them was a man with a rifle, who was intending to use it on them.
They had a problem.
‘Where is this loch, then?’ Clémence said.
‘Ahead,’ grunted the old man.
‘Are you sure?’
The old man didn’t answer. Of course he wasn’t sure.
Suddenly the old man felt a tug on his sleeve. He turned to see Clémence holding a finger to her lips. She pointed.
Ahead of them, through the snow, they could make out the darkness of a hunched figure crossing in front of them. And a rifle.
The old man crouched low, and Clémence did the same. The figure disappeared to their left.
They waited a minute. ‘I think he must be heading back down the mountain,’ whispered the old man. ‘He’s probably on the path. Let’s take a look.’
They stumbled ahead twenty yards until they came to the footpath. Jerry’s footprints were already disappearing under newly fallen snow.
‘What now?’ said Clémence.
‘He went left, so we go right,’ said the old man.
‘What if he doubles back?’ said Clémence.
‘We’re in trouble,’ said the old man. ‘But the only way we are going to get down the other side of the mountain in this visibility is by following the path.’
‘All right,’ said Clémence. ‘Let’s go.’
The old man looked ahead at the snow. He was exhausted. He was finding it difficult to force one creaky leg in front of another, and his knee was giving him trouble. He had no idea how far it was to the road, or what the terrain would be like, but he knew it must be miles.
‘Are you OK?’ said Clémence. ‘Can you go on?’
‘Yes.’ The old man nodded. ‘Come on!’
He tried to hurry, but he couldn’t. The best he could manage was to force one foot in front of the other in a shuffling limp. The snow let up a bit, so that the visibility was more like thirty yards than five, but it was getting dark. The black waters of the small loch brooded to their right.
They battled on until the cliffs they had seen earlier emerged in front of them.
‘You need a rest,’ said Clémence.
‘No. Let’s keep going,’ said the old man.
‘Just ten minutes,’ said Clémence. ‘Here. It’s out of the wind.’
She found a boulder in the lee of the cliff, and brushed off some snow. The old man let himself down heavily on to it and Clémence sat next to him.
It felt so good to be still.
‘Who the hell is Jerry?’ said Clémence. ‘And why does he want to shoot us?’
‘No idea,’ said the old man. ‘He’s American, isn’t he? Do you think he is something to do with Nathan? His son, maybe?’
‘Uncle Nathan and Aunt Madeleine didn’t have any children,’ Clémence said. ‘I’m pretty sure about that.’
‘Well God knows who he is. But he seems determined to kill us.’
‘I’m sure Jerry Ranger isn’t his real name.’
‘I’m sorry I got you into this,’ said the old man. ‘If it wasn’t for me, you would be safely back at St Andrews, wouldn’t you? I am very bad news.’
‘You are.’ Clémence turned to him. She reached out her hand and squeezed his. ‘You’re freezing!’ she said.
‘Only my hands,’ said the old man. ‘Poor circulation.’ The truth was that sitting still, he was rapidly getting colder.
‘Come on then,’ said Clémence.
‘All right,’ said the old man. But it was all he could do to straighten his stiffened joints and stand up. He stumbled forward.
‘Can you do this?’ said Clémence. ‘I’m exhausted. You must be too.’
‘We can’t stay here,’ said the old man.
They followed the path, which, much to their relief, soon began to head downhill. And then it climbed again. At a couple of points it seemed to fade away under the snow, especially when the heather thinned out. After a few more minutes, they arrived at what seemed to be a fork.
‘Which way?’ said Clémence.
‘I don’t know,’ said the old man. The fork to the left seemed to head downhill. ‘Let’s go that way.’
The path descended gently, and then steeply, down towards a stream. It was flowing away from them, which meant that they were probably on the far side of the mountain from Loch Glass. The descent jarred his complaining knee. Then the path forked again: one way crossed the stream and the other ran along it. It was still snowing, and it was getting darker.
The old man leaned back against a rock. ‘I don’t know which way now.’
‘Can you go on?’
The old man shook his head. ‘Not much further.’
They looked at each other. ‘We’re going to spend the night on the mountain, aren’t we?’ said Clémence.
The old man nodded.
‘Well let’s get back to the cliff. At least there’s a little shelter there.’
The old man nodded again. He looked back up the steep slope they had descended.
There was no way he could get up that.
A night on the mountain would probably kill him. A night on the mountain with no shelter would definitely kill him. They couldn’t just collapse where they were. They had to get back to that cliff.
There was no choice.
The old man forced himself to put one foot ahead of the other as they climbed the slope. Don’t think about how far they had to go, just one foot after the other. And then again. And again. It was hard going, very hard going, for both of them, but eventually they made it back to the fork. Clémence gave the old man her shoulder and dragged him back to the cliff.
The snow had eased off a bit, but it was now completely dark, and the wind was biting. Clémence left the old man for a few minutes. When she returned she dragged him to a hollow in the rocks she had found, with a flat floor of almost dry dead bracken.
She sat on the bracken in the hollow. ‘Come here,’ she said, and the old man slumped down next to her.
It was going to be a very long night. He shivered. It might well be his last.
In the darkness and the snow, Jerry lost sight of the path down towards Culzie. He shouldered his rifle and stumbled downhill, his confidence that he would eventually reach Loch Glass waning. He peered through the snow-streaked gloom for signs of the twisted trees of the wood which surrounded the cottage, but he couldn’t see them.
In the end he stumbled into the ditch which ran along the lochside track. He climbed up on to the track and could just make out the boathouse, and the dark waters of the loch beyond. He turned right, and made much better progress along the road, until he came to the turn-off to Culzie. He decided to go back to the cottage, warm up, search it quickly and try to disable the phone connection. He didn’t have anything on him to cut the wires, but he could just smash the phones themselves to make them unusable.
Some lights glimmered through the gloom as he approached Culzie. Alastair and Clémence must have left them on. Snow was piled several inches high on the roof of the Renault. He was about to throw open the front door and flop into the cottage, when he caught sight of a bicycle leaning against the wall.
Strange. He was sure that the old man didn’t own a bicycle, and neither did Clémence.
He crept around the side of the house. The curtains to the living room were drawn and a line of light slipped out beneath them. Jerry tried to peer through a crack in the curtain, but he couldn’t see anyone in the thin strip of room that was revealed.
Someone had drawn those curtains! Someone had ridden to the cottage, had drawn the curtains in the living room, and was probably waiting for the old man and the girl to return.
Who could it be? Jerry had no idea, but he did know there was just one bike, and therefore probably just one person inside. Jerry had a rifle. He had surprise. He could easily overcome whoever it was: tie him up, or even shoot him. Or her.
But that would add complications, complications that were difficult to anticipate. Much better to sneak back to Corravachie, and figure out what to do next.
Jerry was exhausted by the time he got back to his own cottage, but he had a long night ahead of him. There was a chance that both Alastair and Clémence would die on the mountain, but it was not something he could count on. He had to assume that they would find help, and contact the police, who would then search for him. All that would take several hours: it might not be well into the morning before the police came looking. They would certainly come to Corravachie, so he couldn’t stay there. It would take them a while, but eventually they would work out which car-hire firm at Glasgow Airport had rented him the blue Peugeot, and what the licence number was.
So he had some time.
He packed. He shaved off his beard. He used his electric trimmer to shear his hair into a rough buzz cut. He ate.
Then he made a phone call and spoke for ten minutes.
He checked a map. He needed somewhere to lie low, somewhere where police or nosy locals wouldn’t find him, somewhere from where he could emerge to finish off the job he had started. At this point, he was committed. The police would most likely catch him eventually. The only thing that really mattered was whether he succeeded in killing the old man first.
That was the only thing that mattered.
He stuffed his bags into the trunk of the car, together with the rifle and ammunition, and drove slowly through the snow out of the estate. He barely made it sliding down the hill to Evanton, but once he was on the A9, the road was clear. He headed south for the A835 to Ullapool.
Clémence was cold and she was tired. Her feet were wet and freezing. One thing she was grateful for was her coat. Despite her protest, her mother had insisted that they get the warmest parka they could find in Hong Kong. She knew Scotland was cold and she didn’t want her student daughter to freeze.
The old man’s coat wasn’t bad, but it wasn’t as warm as hers. Clémence considered switching. The trouble was that a coat required a body generating heat to create warmth and, unlike Clémence, the old man didn’t seem to be generating much heat. He was pale and his bare skin was freezing to the touch.
Clémence had read somewhere that in cases of hypothermia, you were supposed to strip yourself and the victim naked, and huddle together in a sleeping bag. Clémence was willing to do that if it would keep the old man alive, but stripping down to their underwear in a snowstorm just seemed a stupid thing to do.
Yet she had to think of some way of transferring her body heat to him.
‘Alastair? Take your coat off.’
‘Why?’
‘We need to share body heat. I have an idea.’
They both took their coats off and Clémence laid the old man’s beneath them and hers on top. She hesitated; it seemed weird to cuddle up to this man who had been a total stranger to her only a few days before. Weird or not, it would be so much worse to be lying in a cave with a dead body. She pulled him to her and held him tight. Very soon the warmth built up, at least around their upper bodies.
‘Is that better?’ she asked.
‘Yes,’ said the old man. But she could still feel the occasional involuntary shiver from him. She touched his cheek. It was still cold.
They lay there together in silence. For a while. A long while. Clémence could tell from the old man’s breathing that he was still awake.
He mumbled something.
‘What?’ She leaned towards him to hear better.
‘I said, atelier is definitely a French word. I was just letting you win.’
‘No it’s not! Well, it is, but it’s English as well. If we had a dictionary I could prove it to you.’
‘That’s easy for you to say up here.’
She watched the snowflakes dance and scurry in the wind.
‘I wonder where Sophie is buried?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘I don’t know where she’s buried. I suppose it isn’t up here. They lived in California, didn’t they?’
‘Didn’t the book say that she was in the de Parzac graveyard in France?’
‘Oh, yes, I had forgotten.’
‘Have you ever been there? Sophie’s village in France?’
‘No. I’ve been to France a lot, of course. My mother’s family is from Rheims and we went there to see my grandparents and cousins on her side. But she wasn’t keen on having anything to do with Dad’s family. Apart from Madeleine.’
‘Because she paid the school fees?’
‘That’s right.’
Clémence looked out into the night.
‘You know I am angry that my biological grandfather murdered my grandmother,’ she said. ‘And I’m almost angrier that he let his innocent friend take the blame.’
‘I know.’
‘But somehow I think of that person as being Angus. Not you.’
‘But it was me.’
It was, it was true. Clémence just didn’t want to accept that. She was growing quite fond of the old man and she hated Angus; she wanted to find a way to square that circle. ‘Maybe you didn’t really kill Sophie?’
‘Of course I did.’
‘No, maybe you just thought you did.’
‘That note at the end of the book was crystal clear,’ said the old man. ‘I killed her and I knew it. That’s why I wrote the damn thing in the first place.’
He pulled himself up on to his elbows, tugging Clémence’s coat up to his chin. ‘I can’t hide from it, Clémence, neither can you. I knew when you were driving me back from the hospital that I wouldn’t want to learn who I really was, what I had really done. Well, it was worse than I could have imagined.’
‘Why did you call Death At Wyvis a novel?’
‘I don’t know. I suppose I had written The Trail of the Scorpion as a novel.’
‘Precisely!’
‘What do you mean “precisely”?’
‘We know why you called that memoir a novel. Because it wasn’t true. Because you skated over how and why you and that sergeant left the other guy to die.’
‘That’s right.’
‘So maybe this is a novel for similar reasons?’
‘You’re clutching at straws, Clémence.’
Clémence was, but she was determined to hold on to them. ‘In Death At Wyvis, you say that you had shown a first draft of Trail of the Scorpion to the sergeant, whatever his name was, in Leeds, and he had made you change it, right?’
‘Right.’
‘Maybe you did the same thing this time? Showed the handwritten manuscript to someone who insisted that you change it.’
‘But I thought you said the manuscript and the published book were identical?’
‘They were at the beginning, apart from changing your name to Angus. But who is to say they aren’t different later on? Like when Sophie gets killed?’
The old man grunted.
‘Admit it’s possible.’
‘It’s possible, I suppose. Barely. But it’s wishful thinking. There might be all kinds of other reasons why I changed my name to Angus. Why I called it a novel.’
‘If we were back at Culzie it would be easy to check,’ Clémence said. ‘I wish I had thought to do that!’
‘Maybe we will get the chance,’ said the old man. ‘If we ever get down the mountain alive. And if Jerry Ranger doesn’t find us first.’
Clémence sighed. The old man was right, of course. She was clutching at straws. ‘Oh, well. I may be deluding myself. But choosing to think it’s a possibility makes more sense to me than writing you off as a murderer.’
The old man found her hand and squeezed it. His own hand was cold.
‘It’s a shame you can’t remember anything about writing that book,’ she said.
‘I can remember parts of it. Writing the bit in Capri with Sophie at the Villa Fersen.’
‘But nothing more? Nothing about changing the manuscript? About dealing with publishers? Correcting proofs, isn’t that what writers do?’
There was silence from the old man. Clémence could almost hear him racking his brains. ‘No,’ he said eventually. ‘But I do remember writing something. Something else.’
‘What?’ said Clémence.
‘I don’t know. It was much more recent. It was in that study at Culzie, at the desk with a view of the loch.’
‘What were you writing?’
Clémence could feel the old man tense. ‘Damn!’ he said at last. ‘I can’t remember. It’s like I described before, I can see the pages, I can see my handwriting, but I can’t make out the words. I know it’s important, though. And it’s long.’
‘How long?’
The old man shook his head. ‘I don’t know. Lots of pages.’ He paused. ‘You can’t imagine how frustrating it is not to remember this stuff! And then when I do remember something, it invariably turns out to be something I wish I’d never known.’
Clémence didn’t answer. It must be dreadful. But then it was only so dreadful because the old man had so much to be ashamed about.
‘Do you think it’s stopping?’ said the old man, staring out into the night.
‘It’s slowing,’ said Clémence. ‘But now we are here, I think we should wait for daylight. Get some sleep.’
‘Good idea,’ said the old man, and he rolled over on to his side. Clémence pulled herself up to him, in a spoon.
‘I’m going to make this right,’ said the old man. ‘If we ever get down this mountain, I am going to make this right.
‘I don’t see how you can,’ said Clémence. ‘Sophie is dead. Grandpa has already spent fifteen years in prison.’
‘I know,’ said the old man. ‘But I’m going to find a way.’
A minute later, his breathing became more regular. Clémence felt the fatigue wash over her. Soon she would be asleep herself. She prayed, just before sleep came, that the old man would still be alive when she woke up.
Wednesday 17 March 1999, Ben Wyvis
Clémence opened her eyes. In front of her the snow-draped flank of Ben Wyvis glimmered blue in the early dawn. The sky above seemed clear, save for a smattering of pink-lined clouds.
Her shoulders were stiff. Her thigh hurt where a stone had dug into it. She was cold, especially her feet, which were still damp.
With a start she remembered the body next to her. She couldn’t hear or feel any breathing. Gingerly, she touched the old man’s cheek. It was cool but not cold.
He moved. Groaned.
He was alive!
She moved over and wrapped her arms around him, holding him tight.
‘Good morning,’ he muttered.
‘Are you OK?’
‘I’m cold. But that helps.’
‘Let’s stay here like this for a few minutes. Warm you up.’
Clémence felt the sharp edges of the old man’s bones against her chest. He was her grandfather and she didn’t want him to die.
‘Ow!’ said the old man. ‘You are crushing me.’
‘Sorry.’ She loosened her grip. ‘Actually, we had better get going.’
They disentangled, and Clémence pulled herself to her feet. The sky was clear, the mountain was white. It was cold, but the wind had died down.
She helped the old man to his feet, and eased him into his coat.
‘God, my muscles are stiff!’ he said. ‘And they ache.’
‘But you are alive.’
He grinned at her, his brown eyes warm in the frozen landscape. ‘I’m alive. Thanks to you.’
‘Let’s see where we are.’
Clémence strode out into the snow, looking around her for signs of Jerry. She didn’t see him, but she did see a stag, sniffing the air on a ridge barely fifty yards away. It turned and was off, scrambling along the ridge and over its crest.
Clémence followed it, trudging through the snow, until she reached a vantage point to the south side of the mountain.
It was a stunning morning. Snow-blanketed mountain tops stretched for perhaps fifty miles ahead of her. Much closer, to the south-west, was a wooded valley, in the midst of which a main road followed a half-hidden river. A smooth carpet of virgin snow led down the slope to the pine forest. If there were any paths, they were submerged. It looked easy, but she was quite sure it wouldn’t be.
She returned to the old man and told him what she had seen. ‘How are you feeling?’
‘Stiff,’ he said. ‘Tired. Cold. And my knee hurts. But I can make it. Let’s go.’
They set off at a slow pace. On this side of the mountain, heather gave way to grass, and there seemed to be fewer bogs. It was also downhill and, with the good visibility, they were able to take a route that avoided sharp descents or rocks.
Clémence threw worried glances at the old man as they trudged downhill. His skin was pale, and he looked so frail that a gust of wind would topple him, yet there was something determined in his step. She was exhausted; it amazed her that he could keep going.
Slowly, ever so slowly, the pine trees drew closer.
The morning light woke Jerry. He had shoved the small passenger seat of the Peugeot back as far as it would go, but it still didn’t leave enough room for his tall frame to rest comfortably. He had probably managed four hours sleep.
He had driven from Wyvis to the Ullapool road and then patrolled it up and down countless times until midnight. There had been no sign of the old man and the young woman, but he couldn’t be sure that they hadn’t been picked up by a car before he had seen them. He reasoned it was more likely that they had stopped at nightfall and decided to stay out on the mountain.
So he had taken a detour to a large twenty-four-hour supermarket near Inverness, where he had withdrawn as much cash as he could from an ATM and bought some essentials, including a pay-as-you-go phone with a charger that would work in a car. Once the police were on to him, he would avoid using his credit card for as long as possible. Then he drove back to an empty car park beside the Ullapool Road to get a few hours of sleep. Fortunately, the snow had stopped.
He was cutting things a little fine. It was just possible that they might have got down the mountain and alerted the police, but Jerry thought it unlikely that the cops would be able to track down Hertz at Glasgow Airport and get his registration number before at least the morning. They would guess he had rented a car, but they had no way of knowing where from. And having shaved his beard, he didn’t match a cursory physical description.
He started the Peugeot and drove up a track marked on his map on the south side of the road, which should give him a good view of the southern slope of Ben Wyvis. And indeed the mountain rose above him: a high ridge with a number of domed tops, the tallest of which was Ben Wyvis itself, stretching out like an enormous whale.
The blue and pink fingers of dawn caressed the snowfield beneath the summit, eventually leaving it a pristine glimmering white.
Jerry pulled out his binoculars and scanned the mountain. Nothing moved. He gave it a second pass, and this time spotted three dark dots high up to the right of the summit.
Deer. No people.
So the old man and Clémence were not up and moving yet. But Jerry was content. If they were going to descend the south side of the mountain, he would get a clear view of them.
Of course, if they decided to double back to Wyvis, he would miss them. On the whole, he thought that unlikely. It was just a chance he would have to take.
He was committed now.
Jerry scanned the mountain patiently every few minutes. After half an hour or so, he spotted two figures very clearly as they made a slow and indirect path down the mountain. He checked their progress against his Ordnance Survey map of the area. Footpaths were marked on the map, but the two people did not seem to be following them — they probably couldn’t make them out under the snow. Jerry waited until he could be sure where they would strike the pine forest and hence from which path they would eventually emerge into the main road.
According to the map, the woods stretched for two to three miles, and there were three main paths through them down to the road. The figures moved along a ridge and then descended in a straight line for the woods on what looked like a smooth slope. Checking his map, Jerry was pretty sure that Clémence and the old man were heading directly for one of those footpaths through the woods, just by a kink at the edge of the splash of green.
Jerry jumped into his car and drove down to the point where that path hit the road. There was a lay-by there, and he pulled over. His blue Peugeot was in plain view of the road, but since he now knew his quarry was still on the mountain, he could be sure they hadn’t alerted the police.
Pausing to make certain that he couldn’t hear any other cars coming, he popped the trunk and eased his rifle out, before jogging into the woods.
It was a good, well-maintained path that was clearly visible even after the snowfall. He was glad to see that there were no footprints; no random early-morning hikers to get in the way. He hurried up the hill, until he was out of sight of the road, and then began to search for a good place for an ambush.
He came upon a small stretch of open ground along the bank of a stream. He ducked off the path, and soon found the ideal spot, in a dense clump of trees, with an unimpeded view of the footpath. He settled down to wait, ears sharpened for the sound of descending footsteps.
The range was only about twenty yards. No chance he would miss.
No chance at all.
It took Clémence and the old man over an hour to reach the pine forest. As they approached it, Clémence was disappointed to see that it was protected by a high deer fence. No way through.
‘Left or right?’ Clémence said.
‘Left,’ said the old man.
And so they set off, walking quite a way along the perimeter, until they reached a stile and a prepared footpath heading downhill.
The wood was quite beautiful, the fresh snow glistened, flakes on the branches of the pine trees sparkled, and some energetic blackbirds proclaimed the glory of the morning. Clémence was exhausted, but it lifted her and gave her the strength to manage the last mile.
But she wasn’t sure whether her companion had it in him. He stopped and leaned against a tree.
‘Are you going to make it?’ said Clémence. He could barely stand. ‘I don’t think it’s too far.’
‘Yes, I’ll make it,’ said the old man. ‘Just give me a moment.’
They waited in silence for a couple of minutes as the old man recovered his breath.
‘Clémence?’ he said.
‘Yes?’
‘You remember I said last night I was determined to make this right?’
‘Yes.’ She did remember. She also remembered how she had pointed out that it was too late now, but she didn’t mention that.
‘When we get down there, I don’t want to go to the police.’
‘What?’
‘We shouldn’t go to the police about Jerry. At least not right away. There are things that I need to find out first.’
‘There is a nut-job carrying a rifle trying to kill us!’ said Clémence. ‘Of course we should go to the police.’
‘I’ve been thinking about that,’ said the old man. ‘I’m sure he’s trying to kill me, not you. And I don’t want to put you in any danger. So you should leave. Head off somewhere, anywhere. Not St Andrews, but somewhere where Jerry can’t find you. Only for a few days until I have discovered whatever I can.’
‘You’re crazy,’ said Clémence. ‘We must go to the police. Then they can go looking for him before he kills you or me or anyone else. And when they catch him, they can ask him who he is and why he is after us.’
The old man sighed. ‘Once we tell the police, they will take over. And who knows what they will find, what secrets they will uncover? I want to uncover them for myself. I want to speak to Pauline Ferguson. You are right, we should compare the manuscript of Death At Wyvis to the final novel. And whatever it was I wrote in the study at Culzie, I need to find it.’
‘And you expect to do all that by yourself, with Jerry Ranger after you?’
‘Yes,’ said the old man. ‘I said I wanted to make this right. I will.’
‘No,’ said Clémence. ‘When we get down this mountain I am going straight to the local police station and I am telling them everything.’
‘Please, Clémence.’
‘No. Now let’s get going.’
After another three-quarters of an hour they reached an empty car park and the main road. It was still only eight o’clock.
There was a bench in the car park, and the old man slumped on to it. He winced and rubbed his right knee.
Clémence stood on the roadside and stuck out her thumb. She didn’t have long to wait. The fourth car, a dirty black Volvo, pulled over and the driver wound down his window. He was a thin red-haired man in his thirties with loose pouches under his eyes.
‘Are you all right?’ he said with a concerned smile.
‘Not really,’ said Clémence. ‘We’ve spent the night on the mountain. I’m with my grandfather. Could you give us a lift to the nearest town?’
‘Aye. Go fetch him and hop in.’
Clémence beckoned to the old man and eased him into the back seat as she joined the driver in the front.
Jerry’s excitement turned to frustration as the minutes ticked by. He had been worried that he wouldn’t be able to find a good ambush spot before they stumbled upon him, and now they hadn’t showed. Where the hell were they?
Jerry pulled out the map again and examined the kink in the perimeter of the forest, where the old man and Clémence had been heading. All right, they wouldn’t be on the path marked on the map, but they should be able to see the footpath through the woods. It would almost certainly be signposted.
Wouldn’t they see it?
He peered at the map closely.
Maybe not. Maybe if they hit the woods just to the east of the path, on the other side of the kink, they wouldn’t see anything. Then they would either plunge straight into the woods, which would be hard work in the snow, or walk around the edge until they found a path. Now, if they turned right, they would very soon find the path Jerry was staking out. But if they turned left?
Damn. Goddamn it to hell!
The other path ran through the woods parallel to Jerry’s, but to the east. It was only about a quarter of a mile away.
Jerry grabbed his rifle and ran across the path and down into the stream. He clambered up the bank on the other side and plunged into the trees.
It was hard work, but in a few minutes he came across a well-made footpath.
There were two pairs of footprints heading downhill.
Damn!
Jerry ran, jumped and skipped down the slippery path. He fell twice. They couldn’t be that far ahead!
He turned a corner and the trees opened out with a view of the road. A black station wagon was pulled over, and a dark-haired woman in a light-blue jacket was helping an old man into the back seat.
Jerry swung the rifle off his shoulder, and aimed.
He was breathing too heavily to keep the sights still.
In the couple of seconds it took to settle the sights, the car was already pulling out into the road.
Jerry had a blind shot at the car’s rear window. He almost pulled the trigger anyway, but decided not to.
He would get another chance.
He would make damn sure that somehow he would give himself another chance.
The car was deliciously warm.
It turned out that the red-haired man was a vet named Matt, who had been up half the night delivering a calf. He lived just outside Dingwall and his wife did bed and breakfast. He offered them breakfast and the use of a bed to recover. Clémence explained that they had been walking from Loch Glass, got lost in the snow and their car was abandoned on the Wyvis Estate on the other side of the mountain.
The vet pulled out a phone and called his wife to have breakfast ready for them when they arrived. After twenty minutes or so, they turned off the main road into Dingwall along a short track to a small farm wedged between the road and a railway line. As they walked into the farmhouse, they could smell bacon, and the vet’s wife Agnes, a small, thin woman with spiky hair and a quick, friendly smile, greeted them with a massive breakfast and hot coffee.
‘Where are you staying?’ she asked.
Clémence thought quickly. ‘Nowhere. We were planning to find a hotel in Dingwall after our walk, but then we got lost. Matt said you had a room here? I wonder if we could stay here tonight?’
‘Aye, of course you can. You’ll have to share a room, mind you. What about your car?’
‘We can get a taxi back to Loch Glass to pick it up later on,’ said Clémence. She wasn’t at all sure whether they would actually do that, but she needed to sound credible.
After breakfast, the vet went off to his practice in town and Agnes showed them a small cosy bedroom, with two single beds and an en suite bathroom.
‘You don’t happen to have a charger I can borrow?’ said Clémence, showing Agnes her phone.
Agnes did, and it fitted. Clémence plugged her phone in. ‘I’ll leave you to it,’ Agnes said.
‘Are you going to call the police now?’ said the old man, when she had left the bedroom. ‘We are not in danger. Jerry has no way of knowing where we are.’
It was true. Clémence felt safe and warm. Yet she also knew they should ring the police.
‘I will, but not yet. You have a bath. I’ll try and dry my socks. And you might need a nap.’
The old man bathed first, and then it was Clémence’s turn. It felt glorious, and she wallowed for twenty minutes. As she was getting dressed, she heard her mobile phone go off in the bedroom. She pulled up her jeans and rushed to answer it.
She recognized the number.
‘Hi, Callum!’ she said, so happy to speak to him.
‘Clemmie, are you all right?’ He sounded worried.
‘Yes,’ said Clémence, uncertainly.
‘Where are you? I’m with Terry the gamekeeper in his Land Rover looking for you.’
‘Are you?’ said Clémence, confused. ‘What are you doing with him?’
‘I got the train to Dingwall yesterday and cycled up to Loch Glass. I wanted to surprise you, but you were out when I got to Culzie. It was snowing and I waited for you, but you never showed up. I thought perhaps you had gone out somewhere for dinner. Then when you didn’t come back I thought maybe you couldn’t make it back to Wyvis, because of the snow or something. I fell asleep in the lounge. This morning, when you still weren’t here, I went to the Stalker’s Lodge and spoke to Terry, and he said the old man’s car is at his place, so you must have gone out on foot somewhere. We’ve been looking for you. Terry was just about to call the police and Mountain Rescue.’
Clémence thought quickly. She wasn’t sure that she wanted Terry to know what had happened, at least not quite yet.
‘Is Terry there with you now?’
‘Yes.’
‘Well, tell him Alastair and I are fine. We got stuck up Ben Wyvis last night and came down the other side. We are at a hotel now. We’re OK.’
‘You spent the night on the mountain? Why on earth did you decide to climb it when there was a storm coming?’
‘I know, I know, it was stupid,’ said Clémence. ‘Look, the important thing is that you and Terry know we’re OK. But I’d really like to talk to you properly. So as soon as you are alone, give me a call, right?’
Clémence heard Callum talking to Terry, and Terry’s Highland rumble in the background.
‘Terry says someone tried to break into your car last night. Do you want him to report it to the police?’
‘Oh, no. Tell him not to worry. I’ll do that myself when I get back there.’
‘Are you sure you’re OK, Clemmie?’
‘Quite sure. I’ll tell you all about it when you call me back.’
The old man was sitting on his bed, watching her intently. ‘Is that your boyfriend?’
‘Yes. He spent the night at Culzie; he wanted to surprise me. He’s with Terry now. He’s going to ring me back in a minute.’
‘You didn’t tell him what really happened?’
‘No,’ said Clémence. ‘But I will. When he’s alone.’
‘I see,’ said the old man. ‘You know, you could ask him to bring the handwritten manuscript to us. And the published novel. Then we could compare them.’
Clémence knew what the old man was up to. He was playing for time before she called the police. But she did want to know whether her theory was correct: that there was a difference between the two versions of the story. She really wanted to know. And she felt safe at the farm; there was no way that Jerry could know where they were.
‘I could,’ she said carefully.
The old man smiled.
‘All right,’ Clémence said. ‘But after we’ve done that, then we call the police.’
The old man didn’t answer, but for the first time in a while, he looked happy.
Clémence’s phone rang again.
It was Callum, and he was back in Culzie, alone. Clémence told him what had happened. He was shocked and concerned for Clémence’s safety. But when she asked him to bring the manuscript and the novel he was happy to comply. She told him to watch out for Jerry and to ride past the vet’s farm a couple of times to make sure he wasn’t being followed. He reckoned it might take him two hours to get there. Although it was downhill, there was still snow on the road around the loch and the road from Loch Glass down to Evanton would be tricky.
You could rely on Callum. You could always rely on Callum.
‘What do we do about Aunt Madeleine?’ said Clémence.
‘What do you mean?’
‘Well, Jerry doesn’t know where we are. But he might know where Aunt Madeleine is staying. Or he might find out. She’s eighty-five. We can’t put her in danger.’
‘Oh, I see,’ said the old man. ‘It would be nice to speak to her, though. She might be able to tell us a lot.’
‘We should make her leave,’ Clémence said. ‘It’s too dangerous while Jerry is on the loose. Even if we call the police.’
‘OK. How about we tell her to pack and come and meet us here? We can talk to her and then she can go straight to the station or even the airport at Inverness and go to London, or back to America? That should be safe.’
Clémence thought it through. That seemed reasonable.
‘Ask her to come in a couple of hours. Maybe three.’
‘Why?’
‘To give us a bit of time to look at whatever Callum brings. We may want to ask Madeleine about it. And perhaps we should find a quiet café or pub to meet in, rather than here.’
Clémence was doubtful. She thought about just telling Madeleine to leave her hotel immediately and take a taxi to Inverness Airport, but a couple of hours probably wouldn’t make any difference. She had no real reason to think that Jerry was after Madeleine as well, nor that he would be able to find out where she was staying.
‘All right,’ she said. ‘But which café?’
‘Ask Agnes. She seems helpful.’
Clémence went downstairs, and found the vet’s wife in the kitchen. She suggested a small place in Maryburgh, a village a short distance from the farm, in the opposite direction to Dingwall. Clémence went back to their room and phoned Madeleine at her hotel from her mobile. She only just managed to persuade the surprised and sceptical old lady to pack and meet them, promising that all would be revealed when she got to the pub.
‘So now what do we do?’ said Clémence when she had hung up with her great-aunt. ‘Do you want a nap until Callum gets here?’
‘I have a little idea,’ said the old man, with a grin.
Agnes gave them a lift into Dingwall, which was lucky because although it was only a mile or so, Clémence wasn’t sure the old man could walk much further. Agnes herself would be out for the rest of the day, but she said that her guests could use her lounge if they wanted, and suggested that if they needed a taxi to pick up their car at Loch Glass, they could find one at the station.
Dingwall was the old county town of Ross and Cromarty, and lay adjacent to the Cromarty Firth. The snow had been much lighter at sea level, and was already melting to a thin slush. Agnes drove around the outskirts of the town and dropped them at the front door of the Ashwood House Nursing Home. Clémence had told her they had promised to visit a friend of a friend while they were in Dingwall.
She was nervous about Jerry Ranger, but willing to play along with the old man for three hours or so. If they got a taxi directly from the nursing home back to the farm, then it was hard to see how Jerry could possibly find them. And once Madeleine was packed off to Inverness, Clémence would speak to the police.
The nursing home was an imposing Victorian house with half a view of the firth, but inside it was tatty and unloved. The staff were friendly and good-humoured, however, and one of them led them up to Pauline Ferguson’s room.
She was a sturdy old lady, with bright-blue eyes and curly hair of steel grey. She was in bed, and a wheelchair and walker suggested mobility problems.
‘Ah, Dr Cunningham! Sheila said you would be in to see me! How are you after your fall?’
The old man smiled politely. ‘Good morning, Mrs Ferguson. As perhaps Mrs MacInnes explained, I seem to have lost almost all my memory, so I have no recollection of you at all. I do hope you will forgive me.’
‘Och, of course I will! And who is this lovely wee lassie?’
The old man smiled with what Clémence suspected was pride. ‘This is my...’ he hesitated. With a surge of pleasure, Clémence realized that the old man was about to say ‘granddaughter’, but had stopped himself. Mrs Ferguson seemed to assume it was a touch of senility — a trait she was no doubt used to.
‘My friend,’ the old man said. ‘Clémence Smith. She’s a student at St Andrews University and has kindly agreed to look after me.’
Mrs Ferguson gave Clémence a cheery smile. ‘You seem to be doing a good job with that.’
Clémence couldn’t help laughing. ‘Not that good a job, Mrs Ferguson,’ she said.
‘Well, I’m glad you came to see me. After Sheila told me about your wee accident, Dr Cunningham, I thought you’d mebbe not be able to mind what we said, and it seemed gey important to you at the time. So I thought mebbe I’d repeat it.’
Excitement shone in the old woman’s eyes. This was clearly gossip of a high order, and she was going to enjoy it. Clémence had read to old people at a nursing home herself, and was familiar with residents like Mrs Ferguson: a sharp brain craving stimulation, desperate to break free of a worn-out body.
‘Please do, Mrs Ferguson,’ said the old man. ‘One of the things Clémence has been doing with me is trying to piece together my past.’
‘The idea is to jog his memory, and help him recall things himself,’ added Clémence. ‘The doctors insisted on it.’
‘Aye, they’re not daft,’ said the old lady. She hesitated. ‘Now. Tell me what you’ve jaloused?’
There was a brief silence. ‘What’s “jaloused”?’ asked Clémence. She thought she was used to Scots by now, but this woman was something else.
‘Oh, I’m sorry, lassie. What you’ve suspected, I mean.’
‘Well, we know about Sophie Trickett-Smith’s murder,’ said Clémence. ‘We’ve read Death At Wyvis.’
‘So we know I killed her,’ the old man said. ‘And we know you were cooking at Wyvis Lodge that night.’
‘We think we know he killed her,’ Clémence corrected quickly. The moment she said the words she was surprised at them. She was losing objectivity; she realized she was desperate to believe that the old man wasn’t a murderer.
Mrs Ferguson’s eyes caught Clémence’s. She had noted the doubt in her voice.
‘It was that night you were asking me about, Dr Cunningham. You were wanting to ken any wee thing I could mind about it. It was a long time ago, but my certes, it was certainly a night to remember!’
‘And what did you tell me?’
‘Not much you didn’t ken already,’ said Mrs Ferguson. ‘Or that wasn’t in Death At Wyvis.’
‘Oh.’ The old man was disappointed, and so was Clémence.
‘But then, just as you were leaving, you were speiring me about my son Iain. He was there that night too, helping out in the kitchen, and you wanted to ask him a few questions.’
‘And did I?’
‘No. Well, at least not then. You see, Iain bides in America now. In New York. He’s in property, or “real estate” as he calls it. He has done well for himself, with him leaving the school at fifteen.’
‘That’s impressive. You must be very proud of him.’
‘Och, away you go! You see, I’m not sure our Iain is just the clean potato, if you see what I mean.’
‘Oh,’ said the old man. ‘Do you mean in business, or in other matters too?’
Clémence knew the old man was referring to the night of Sophie’s death. And so did Mrs Ferguson.
‘You see, Iain was set up in business in New York by an old friend of yours. Nathan Giannelli.’
‘Uncle Nathan?’ said Clémence.
‘Aye. First he got him a junior office job with a real estate developer friend. Then, a few years later, he lent Iain some money to get started. Iain did the rest himself.’
‘Why would Nathan do all that?’ the old man asked.
‘You asked me that question before, and I couldn’t answer it. But I could see what you thought. You thought that it was to get Iain not to tell the truth about whatever he had seen that night.’
The old man and Clémence sat in silence as they digested this information.
‘Did you speak to your son about this?’
‘No,’ said Mrs Ferguson. ‘At least not at first. I think you must have visited me about September last year. I got a call from Iain a month later saying that you had been to see him in New York. Iain was angry at me for telling you about Mr Giannelli helping him. It was the first time he had called me since Christmas.’
Mrs Ferguson’s cheer had left her voice. She seemed upset by her son’s reaction, but more sad than angry.
‘Did he tell you what I had asked him?’
‘No. He wouldn’t. But, as I said, he sounded upset. And worried. Can you remember talking to him? Surely you would remember flying to America?’
‘You would think so,’ said the old man. ‘But no, I don’t remember anything about that at all. So that would be October last year?’
‘That’s right.’
‘And I didn’t visit you again?’
‘No,’ said the old woman. ‘I wish you had; I was fairly wanting to know what you had discovered.’
‘Sorry,’ said the old man with one of his comforting smiles. ‘I will when I find out what’s going on this time. I promise.’
‘You do that,’ said Mrs Ferguson.
‘It was a big move from Wyvis to New York,’ said Clémence.
‘Aye, it was. But it was good for Iain. He was a bright wee laddie at school. I wanted him to stay on, but he was desperate to leave and become a stalker like his dad. At least that’s what he thought when he was fifteen. But as he got older I think he wanted to leave the Highlands and go to the big city: Edinburgh or even London. He was wanting to get on in the world, ken? I was pleased about that, but my husband thought he should stay working on the estate as a ghillie. I’m not surprised that he jumped at the chance to go to New York. Nor that he did well once he was there.’
A note of pride had crept into the old lady’s voice, but she banished it. ‘Mind you, once he got there, it was as if he was wanting to rub out his past life here. We saw him mebbe six times in the last thirty years. I have grandchildren and I’ve only seen the wee bairns twice! I think he’s ashamed.’
‘Ashamed?’ said the old man. ‘Ashamed of what?’
‘I don’t know,’ said Mrs Ferguson. ‘And I’m feart to find out. But if you do discover what, you will tell me, won’t you?’
‘We will, Mrs Ferguson, don’t you worry about that,’ said the old man, reassuringly. And as he did so, Clémence glimpsed the bedside manner of an experienced GP.
‘Do you know what, Dr Cunningham?’
‘What?’
‘I mind fine that week when poor Mrs Trickett-Smith was murdered. I never really believed Mr Trickett-Smith killed her. But when I read that book, I definitely didn’t think you did it. You were aye the gentleman. And you loved her far ower much.’
‘Gentlemen can kill people just as easily as anyone else,’ said the old man. ‘And the world’s jails are full of people who killed people they loved.’
Clémence and the old man left Mrs Ferguson, and rang a taxi from the nursing home manager’s office. They crammed together into a small plastic sofa in the hallway waiting the promised ten minutes. They faced a prominent framed notice on the rules visitors should follow to sign in and sign out, rules they had complied with in full.
‘At least I can leave this place,’ said the old man. ‘Imagine being imprisoned in here for the rest of your life.’ He turned to Clémence. ‘Promise me you will never let them put me away in a place like this.’
Clémence felt a flash of irritation. It wasn’t up to her where the old man spent the rest of his days. He wasn’t her responsibility. And, thanks to him, her grandfather, one of her grandfathers, had spent fifteen years in a real prison.
She didn’t answer him directly, but asked a question of her own. ‘What do you think Iain saw?’
‘I don’t know,’ said the old man. ‘Probably me killing Sophie. Or coming out of the boathouse, or something that would incriminate me.’
‘But would Uncle Nathan help him like that if that’s what it was?’
‘Possibly. After all, I had helped Nathan in Deauville, and we know he felt in my debt for that. He’s supposed to be one of my oldest friends, but I can’t remember him since my fall, so you know him better. What do you think?’
Clémence sighed. ‘Uncle Nathan could fix anything. And he was always helpful and generous. It’s not as though he was a soft touch; he would always get what he wanted. But if he wanted to help you, you would be helped.’
‘Well, that’s what he did then.’
They sat in silence for a moment. But it didn’t quite make sense to Clémence. ‘If that’s what it was, why do you think you went all the way to America to track Iain down? If he was just covering for you, why bother?’
‘I don’t know, Clémence. I really don’t know.’
‘Can’t you remember?’
‘You know I can’t remember anything!’ The old man couldn’t contain his frustration.
‘Yes you can,’ said Clémence. ‘Sometimes. Sometimes things like this jog your memory. Did this have something to do with whatever you were writing at your desk at Culzie? Perhaps you were writing a letter to Iain? Or Nathan?’
‘It wasn’t a letter,’ said the old man, furrowing his brow. ‘It was longer than a letter.’
‘A long letter?’
‘No. But you’re right, it did have something to do with Iain.’
Clémence saw the old man struggling and kept quiet. He nodded his head slowly. ‘Yes. It had to do with Iain. And Nathan. Going to see Nathan in America.’
‘Anything else?’
The old man smiled to himself. ‘Yes. It was for the book. For Death At Wyvis. It was an appendix for a second edition.’
‘Are you sure?’
The old man’s face was screwed-up in concentration. ‘Not absolutely sure, no. But I think so.’
Clémence felt a surge of excitement. ‘Where is it? Whatever you were writing. Did you give it to someone? A publisher, perhaps? Uncle Nathan? Is it still at Culzie?’
‘I don’t know. But...’
‘But what?’
‘I know what I wrote it in. An exercise book. A black hard-backed exercise book.’
Clémence’s pulse quickened. ‘Big? A4? With red binding?’
‘Yes. Yes, that’s right.’
‘I know exactly where it is,’ she said.
‘Where?’ The old man looked at him, his eyes alight.
‘It’s at Culzie. Your desk, middle drawer. I saw it when I was looking for photographs.’
‘Well done!’ said the old man, grinning. ‘We’re getting somewhere after all.’
‘I wish I had asked Callum to look for it.’
‘I’ll go back and get it,’ said the old man.
‘No you won’t. The police will. I’ll tell them about it.’
The old man looked disappointed, but he didn’t argue. Yet Clémence was pretty sure that he hadn’t given up on trying to uncover the truth without the police.
And what was in that black exercise book?
Stephen gazed out of the window at the Firth of Forth shimmering in the weak March sunlight. He had forgotten how beautiful this stretch of the line to Edinburgh could be, at least in good weather.
Which wasn’t surprising. Now he came to think about it, he hadn’t taken this train for forty years. Not since 1959.
He wasn’t looking forward to any of this. Seeing Alastair again. Revisiting Wyvis. Thinking about Sophie and her murder and the horrible things that had happened afterwards.
Of course Stephen had known that he hadn’t murdered Sophie himself, but he had felt so guilty that he wasn’t surprised that the police believed he had. The guilt was an overwhelming burden that crushed him.
He had tried hard when they had first got married to treat her well, and by and large he had succeeded. Even when he had taken on bit roles in films, he had managed to treat them as a nine-to-five job from which he returned to dinner with his wife.
But the movies were beguiling. Even in wartime there was glamour. Sophie was always beautiful, but then so were the actresses. And they were out of bounds and therefore tempting. There were long stretches with nothing to do, and there was alcohol. As he became more famous, there were the fans: the young women who thought he was handsome and dreamed of sleeping with him.
He dreamed of sleeping with them. And then he did.
In Hollywood it all got worse, as Sophie had known it would. He drank. He took drugs. He slept with lots of women. He treated her badly, very badly.
He treated her much worse than Alastair ever would have done.
And somehow he didn’t notice any of this until he was sitting in a Scottish jail, waiting for his trial for Sophie’s murder.
The truth was he broke down; he couldn’t mount a credible defence for Sophie’s killing, since he knew he was responsible for it. When he was found guilty of murdering her, it seemed to him that justice had been done. He wasn’t innocent.
It was lucky that he didn’t have access to alcohol in prison, but even without it, he reached despair that was so deep he couldn’t remember it.
It was Maitland who had pulled him out of it. Maitland was a manager in an insurance company who had murdered his wife in a fit of jealousy when he had discovered her with another man. Unlike Stephen he had always treated his wife well, at least according to him, and Stephen believed him. Unlike Stephen he had actually killed her. Like Stephen he regretted her death.
But he had learned to live with the fact. He was different from other people: he was a murderer, and he was in prison, where he should be. His life was going to be shitty, which was as it should be. But since he was still a living organism on this planet, and likely to remain so for many years yet, he would get as much out of those years as he could. The small things. Like the Telegraph crossword.
What was the point of Maitland’s life? It was a big question, with no big answers, so he had provided a small one. Doing the Telegraph crossword.
Stephen was Maitland’s disciple. Life was shitty, but it was no longer unbearable. That was despite bloody Alastair Cunningham’s repeated attempts to make it so.
First there was the publication of Death At Wyvis. It was true the book had got Stephen released a few years early for a crime that he didn’t commit. But it had stirred everything up: Sophie’s death, the trial, Stephen’s responsibility for the whole thing. Oddly, Stephen blamed Alastair for that, more than the fact that it was he who had actually killed Sophie.
The fuss died down eventually, and Maitland was let out on parole and came to live in Shepherd’s Bush. He and Stephen began to meet daily at the Windsor Castle for a pint and the crossword. Stephen’s days achieved some focus.
Then, for reasons only known to himself, Alastair had returned from Australia to cause trouble, big time. They were both over eighty, for God’s sake! Why couldn’t Alastair just stay in Australia and rot?
So Alastair felt guilty? He deserved to! Why mess things up for everyone else? Because there was no doubt that Alastair had messed things up for everyone.
And then the stupid bastard had fallen, hit his head and forgotten everything. Excellent! It should all have just stayed forgotten. And it would have done if Madeleine hadn’t interfered again and got Clémence involved.
It was really for Clémence’s sake that Stephen was on the train going north. It wasn’t just that Clémence was an innocent bystander who didn’t deserve to be caught up in the mess. Clémence was Stephen’s granddaughter, and even though he rarely saw her, every time he did she reminded him of Sophie.
Alastair could get what was coming to him. But Clémence? Clémence he had to protect.
Clémence heard wheels crunch gravel outside the nursing home. Their taxi had arrived.
It took them less than ten minutes to get back to the vet’s farm. Clémence didn’t see either Jerry or his blue car lurking, although she couldn’t remember exactly what make his car was, so it was difficult to identify it in the traffic.
Her heart leaped when she saw Callum waiting by the front door of the farmhouse, next to his bike.
She rushed out of the taxi to give him a hug. ‘I’m so glad to see you!’
He squeezed her. He was reasonably tall, very thin, with dark curly hair and gorgeous blue eyes. There was something very reassuring, very normal about his presence. As though the boy sitting next to her in her French grammar class would banish all the weird stuff that had been happening to her over the previous few days.
She paid the taxi driver and introduced Callum to the old man, who greeted him warmly. They went inside, and Clémence made them all tea while she explained to Callum the gist of what had been happening.
Callum took it all in, asking some questions for clarification. Despite the extraordinary situation Clémence and the old man were in, Callum seemed to take it in his stride.
‘So what do we do now?’ he said, as Clémence brought the three of them mugs of tea, and they sat around the kitchen table.
‘Did you bring the manuscript of Death At Wyvis?’ asked the old man.
‘Yes,’ said Callum, opening the bag he had brought in with him. ‘And the published book, like you asked.’
‘We’ll have a look at this,’ said Clémence. ‘We are meeting my aunt Madeleine for lunch; she knows as much about all this as anyone. And then we are going to the police.’
Callum handed the manuscript to Clémence.
‘I’ll just check the chapter where Sophie gets killed,’ said Clémence.
The old man nodded.
He and Callum sipped their tea, as they watched Clémence scan the relevant chapter, ‘Chapter X — The Boathouse’. The chapter — the conversation with Sophie on Ben Wyvis, the dinner back at Wyvis Lodge, putting Stephen to bed, having sex with Sophie in the boathouse, the row, stumbling angrily around in the woods — seemed to be identical, with the exception that the narrator’s name had been changed from ‘Alastair’ in the manuscript to ‘Angus’ in the printed novel.
But Chapter XI was different. Clémence skimmed the first page quickly.
‘Here, let me read this,’ she said to the other two. ‘In the published novel, Chapter XI starts with Angus waking up at dawn and throwing up in the loo. But there are a couple of extra paragraphs right at the beginning.’
She cleared her throat and began to read.
‘Are you all right?’
I opened my eyes to see Nathan bending over me. I was in a ditch by the side of the track and my head hurt badly.
‘What happened? Did you fall?’
‘I... I don’t know.’ And I didn’t know.
‘Here. Let’s get you out of this ditch.’
I tried to heave myself to my feet, but it was difficult. Fortunately, the ditch was dry, and with Nathan’s help I scrambled out. I saw the boathouse.
‘Where’s Sophie?’
‘I don’t know. Let’s just get you back to the house.’
Leaning on Nathan’s shoulder, I stumbled back to Wyvis Lodge and collapsed on to my bed. I was asleep in seconds.
‘Then what happens?’ asked the old man.
‘It looks pretty similar to the published novel again,’ Clémence said, leafing through the handwritten pages. ‘Hang on, let me check.’ She turned to the open book and checked the paragraphs afterwards. ‘Yes, it’s pretty much the same, but there are a couple of sentences missed out in the novel, about Angus remembering Nathan finding him in the ditch.’
She leafed through the pages. ‘Here we go. This is different. Sophie has been found in the loch, the police have come and Angus hasn’t told the whole truth to them about going to the boathouse with Sophie. He’s gone for a walk and comes back to speak to Nathan. In the book, Nathan tells him that the police now suspect Stephen of being in the boathouse.’ She began to read:
‘They can’t think he killed Sophie, can they?’ I said.
Nathan shrugged. ‘Jealous husband. It’s been known.’
‘I didn’t tell them about you finding me,’ I said. ‘I just said I turned in after putting Stephen to bed. I assume you didn’t say anything, or they would have questioned me more closely.’
‘No, I didn’t,’ said Nathan. ‘I didn’t think it would help you very much.’
‘I didn’t kill her!’ I protested.
‘Of course not,’ said Nathan. ‘But who knows what the police would have made of it?’
‘But if they suspect Stephen, shouldn’t I admit that I was in the boathouse with her? And shouldn’t you admit you found me unconscious?’
Nathan pondered this. ‘I’m not so sure. I don’t think it would really help Stephen very much: it would just make his motive much stronger. And they do have his footprint at the boathouse, so he must have been there too.’
‘I don’t know.’ I hesitated.
‘Somebody hit you over the head,’ said Nathan. ‘It was most probably Stephen. You’ve got to think of your own position. I’ll stick by you, just like you stuck by me in Deauville.’
My head still hurt and I was struggling to think clearly. But I trusted Nathan: he seemed to have things in hand. He was good in a crisis. It was true; he was playing the same role I had in Deauville.
‘All right,’ I said. ‘We stay quiet.’
‘So. Nathan helped me cover it up,’ said the old man.
‘That’s not entirely surprising, is it?’ said Clémence.
‘Is there anything else?’
‘Let me look.’ Clémence read on to the end of the chapter. The two texts were more or less identical until the very end. ‘Here’s something. Stephen has gone to jail and Angus is having dreams that it was he who actually killed Sophie.’ She read:
These weren’t dreams. They were memories. The fragments coalesced, until about a year after Sophie’s death, I was convinced that I had killed her.
The knowledge shattered me. The morally courageous thing to do was to tell the police, but my moral courage had long gone. I tried to continue at my practice in Knaresborough; I was as safe or unsafe there as anywhere else, but I couldn’t.
One day, about nine months after Sophie’s death, I travelled down to London to meet Nathan for lunch at the Savoy on one of his business trips to Britain. I told him about the dreams and the memories. He listened to me with a painful expression on his face.
‘I thought so,’ he said.
‘What do you mean, “I thought so”?’
‘That morning. When it turned out that Sophie had been killed. I thought you must have done it. She must have struggled and given you some kind of head injury, maybe hit you with an oar or something, which had a delayed effect. Stephen was blundering around dead drunk; he could barely stand, let alone kill anyone and dispose of their body.’
‘If you thought that, why didn’t you tell the police?’
Nathan paused. ‘Because I wasn’t sure. If you had killed her, it was clear to me that you genuinely couldn’t remember it. And...’
‘And what?’
‘I thought Stephen was responsible. Just like he was responsible for Alden’s death: he was the one who started playing with swords. If you had killed her it was in a moment of madness, just like I lost control when I killed Alden. So I decided to stay quiet.’
So Nathan confirmed what I already knew. I had murdered Sophie.
‘Whew,’ said the old man. ‘What about the rest of it? The afterword?’
Clémence scanned it quickly. ‘The first sentence is different. Nothing about it being called a novel. Otherwise the same.’
‘Can I read that?’ asked Callum.
Clémence glanced at the old man. He nodded. Clémence passed Callum the book. ‘Read it from Chapter X. That will tell you why we are where we are.’
Callum opened the book, found Chapter X, and started reading.
‘It looks like you were right,’ said the old man. ‘The manuscript was a draft. I must have shown it to Nathan who suggested some changes, basically leaving him out. And so I decided to call the book a novel.’
‘I thought so.’
‘But it still looks like I killed Sophie. Even more than it did before. Nathan corroborates that.’
Clémence sighed. She had really hoped that she would find evidence that the old man was innocent, but she hadn’t. ‘What about Iain?’
‘There was no difference in the passages about him?’
‘No. I checked.’
‘Maybe he saw Nathan carrying me back. That would explain why Nathan wanted to keep him quiet.’
‘I suppose so,’ said Clémence. The excitement had gone. The old man sitting in front of her who was probably her grandfather, was also almost certainly a murderer after all. Then a thought struck her.
‘Do you think Jerry Ranger might actually be Iain Ferguson?’
The old man frowned. ‘He does sound American. It’s quite possible that Iain might sound American after forty years in the States.’
‘And if Iain was eighteen, say, in 1959, that would mean he was born in 1941—’
‘And he would be fifty-eight now.’
‘That’s possible, isn’t it?’ Clémence said. ‘Jerry could be fifty-eight?’
‘Possible,’ said the old man. ‘He looks a bit younger than that to me. But why would be want to kill us? Or kill me?’
‘Maybe it has something to do with what he saw that night?’ said Clémence.
‘What?’
Clémence’s mind was a blank. What indeed?
She had an idea. ‘Maybe he killed Sophie?’
The old man frowned. ‘Why would he do that? An eighteen-year-old kid who had only just met her.’
‘I don’t know. Maybe he raped her?’
The old man winced.
‘I know it’s a nasty thought, but people do that. Men do that,’ Clémence said.
‘They do. But in that case why would Nathan go to the trouble of setting Iain up in New York? Why would Nathan help anyone who had raped Sophie? You are clutching at straws, Clémence. Face it.’
Clémence nodded. ‘I know. I wonder what that black exercise book says.’ It was her only hope left, although she guessed it would just provide further evidence to support the idea, or the fact, that the old man had killed Sophie.
Who Jerry Ranger was remained a genuine mystery.
The walk from the vet’s farm to the pub in the next-door village was short, less than half a mile, but it was slow, painfully slow. The old man limped along — his knee was giving him trouble. He was also worryingly pale. Clémence was beginning to wonder whether she should just dial 999 and get an ambulance to take him to hospital.
Their route was along the main road into Dingwall, and around a major roundabout where one road branched off towards Inverness and the other towards Ullapool. Clémence felt terribly exposed along that stretch; if Jerry happened to drive past he would spot them immediately. Callum was lingering in the kitchen reading the end of Death At Wyvis, and he would join them on his bike when he had finished.
The pub was along a row of houses up a hill from the centre of the village of Maryburgh. It was empty, apart from the barmaid and Madeleine, sitting alone with her walking stick and a glass of wine, looking very out of place next to a slot machine muttering to itself in disjointed jangles.
Clémence rushed up to her and gave her a hug.
‘Clémence! What is wrong?’ Madeleine said in French.
‘Oh, Aunt Madeleine, we have had a terrible time!’ Clémence replied in English. ‘A man with a gun was chasing us over the mountains. We spent last night on the top of Ben Wyvis. It was lucky we didn’t die of hypothermia!’
‘Ah, mon Dieu!’ Madeleine glanced at the old man for confirmation, and found it in his grim expression. Clémence saw the accusing look Madeleine shot him: it’s your fault my niece was in danger.
‘Who? Who was chasing you over the mountain?’
‘It’s an American who calls himself Jerry Ranger. He says he’s a song writer, but we don’t know who he really is. He has been staying in a cottage on the estate for the last few weeks.’
‘And why was he chasing you?’ Madeleine focused the question on the old man, her eyes accusing.
‘We don’t know,’ said the old man.
‘But it must have something to do with Death At Wyvis,’ said Clémence. ‘With Alastair killing Sophie.’
‘Must it?’ asked Madeleine, doubtfully.
‘I think so,’ said the old man. ‘Our guess is he came to Wyvis to befriend me. Find out what I knew. And then kill me. But we have no idea who he really is, or why he cares.’
‘Have you been to the police?’ Madeleine asked.
‘Not yet,’ said Clémence. ‘But we will,’ she added quickly. ‘Oh, here’s Callum.’
Callum joined them at their table, bearing the novel. Clémence introduced him to her aunt. The barmaid came over and they ordered lunch.
‘We’ve been finding out a bit more about Sophie’s death,’ Clémence said.
‘Are you sure that’s wise?’ said Madeleine.
Clémence ignored her and explained what Mrs Ferguson had told them at the nursing home, and the discrepancies they had identified between the handwritten manuscript and the published novel of Death At Wyvis. The old lady listened closely, taking everything in.
‘So you now know for sure you killed my sister?’ said Madeleine to the old man.
He nodded. ‘But I have had a partial memory. I believe that very recently I wrote down everything I had discovered in a black exercise book. I think I was planning to produce a second edition of Death At Wyvis. Have you seen it? Have you heard anything about a possible second edition, maybe from Nathan before he died?’
Madeleine shook her head. ‘Not about a second edition, no. But you are quite right. You have been asking questions about the murder. You came over to see us in New York last October. You spoke to Nathan about it. You upset him.’
‘What did I say?’ the old man asked.
‘I don’t know; Nathan wouldn’t say. He did tell me you had just been to see the stalker’s son, who lives in Long Island. But I never knew Nathan set him up in the real estate business until you told me just now. You arrived for lunch at our apartment. Then you spoke to Nathan alone for a couple of hours. You were supposed to be staying the night, but you left. Nathan threw you out.’
‘Why?’
‘He refused to tell me,’ Madeleine said. ‘I knew it had something to do with that vile book.’ She nodded at the volume in front of Callum.
Their food came and they began to eat.
‘Then Nathan died a couple of months later?’ the old man said.
‘That’s right,’ said Madeleine, flatly.
‘What happened?’
‘It was at our place in Scottsdale. In Arizona. Nathan used to like to go for a walk in the evening with a cigar. One evening a couple of weeks before Christmas, he went out, and he didn’t come back. I waited. I got worried. After an hour and a half, I went out to look for him with the maid. We had just gotten to the front gate when the police arrived. He had been found dead on the road a hundred metres from our house. Hit-and-run.’
‘I’m sorry,’ said Clémence.
Madeleine’s face was impassive, but it was clear she was struggling to contain her emotions. ‘It happens,’ she said, with a French shrug.
‘Madeleine?’ The old man sounded nervous.
‘Yes?’
‘Is there any chance it wasn’t an accident?’
‘What do you mean?’
‘I mean, could someone have killed your husband on purpose?’
‘No.’ Madeleine hesitated. ‘That is, I don’t think so.’
‘But it was a hit-and-run, you say? Someone ran him over and then drove away. That could have been intentional.’
‘I suppose so,’ said Madeleine, frowning. ‘But who would have killed him? And why?’
Clémence did not like the way the old man had steered the conversation. It seemed to her that he was upsetting her aunt unnecessarily. ‘Yes, who?’ she said.
‘Me?’ said the old man quietly.
‘You! Why?’ asked Madeleine.
The old man shrugged. ‘A number of people have died over the years. Alden. Sophie. Now Nathan. And I always seem to be involved.’
‘That’s ridiculous!’ said Clémence. ‘You have no reason to think that! None at all!’ Somehow the idea that the old man had killed her uncle as well as her grandmother made her furious. She so badly wanted him to be innocent, not a mass murderer.
‘Do you know whether I was in Arizona then?’
‘No,’ said Madeleine. ‘You didn’t get in touch with us.’
‘But I might not have done. If I wanted to kill Nathan.’
The four of them sat around the table contemplating the thought.
Then Callum cleared his throat. ‘Dr Cunningham?’
‘Yes,’ said the old man.
‘You don’t know that you killed Nathan, do you? It’s not as though you remember it. And there is no evidence from what you have been saying that you did. It’s just speculation.’
‘Callum is right!’ Clémence said.
‘Forgive me,’ Callum said. ‘But you... we... seem to be in some difficulties here with a nutter looking for you armed with a rifle. I think we should stick to the facts, or what we can reasonably take to be the facts.’
The old man smiled at Callum. ‘You are quite right. I am assuming the worst. But we should entertain the possibility that Nathan was killed. And it might have been by me.’
‘Or by Jerry Ranger,’ said Clémence.
‘Or Jerry Ranger,’ the old man conceded. He turned to Madeleine. ‘Do you remember if I sent the original manuscript of Death At Wyvis to Nathan back in the seventies?’
‘Yes, I do, although Nathan never let me read it. He told me later that he tried to get you to stop publishing it. You see, he was worried about my reaction, and he was dead right to be. When I eventually read the book, I was furious. Until then I had no idea that you had killed Sophie, nor that Nathan had helped you cover it up. I was angry with you, but I was very angry with Nathan. Very angry.’
Madeleine’s eyes were glinting, and her accent had become especially thick. Clémence could see why Nathan might have been anxious to hide everything from Madeleine. It was clear that Madeleine was as deeply involved as any of them; possibly more deeply.
‘I’ve said it before, and I have a nasty feeling I will be saying it for what’s left of my life, but I’m sorry, Madeleine.’
Madeleine glanced at the old man and shrugged.
‘Anyway. You should leave here now,’ said the old man. ‘We have no idea where this Jerry Ranger is. He may be after you too.’
‘Perhaps I should,’ said Madeleine. ‘I came here to look after you, but I am not sure I can do that now. And I certainly don’t want to help you jog your memory any more. You can look after yourself, can’t you, Alastair?’
‘No he can’t!’ said Clémence. ‘The poor man is exhausted! There is a madman chasing him with a rifle, he lives all alone, and he still doesn’t know who he really is.’
‘Clémence, chérie, you are coming with me!’ said Madeleine. ‘Leave Alastair. I know old men, and this one is a tough old bird. He’ll be all right, and if he isn’t, it’s his own fault. He knows all that. But for you it’s different. I should never have gotten you involved in all this. I would never forgive myself if you were hurt.’
‘Your aunt is absolutely right, Clémence,’ said the old man. ‘You should go with her.’
‘No!’ said Clémence.
‘Yes,’ said the old man.
‘But what are you going to do?’ Clémence asked him.
‘I am going to go back to Culzie and find that exercise book. And then I will probably call the police.’
‘We should call the police now!’ said Clémence.
The old man glanced at Madeleine. ‘If you call the police now, you will have to stay here to talk to them. Get yourself to safety. I’ll be much happier then, and so will your aunt. If Jerry Ranger shoots me, so be it. I probably don’t have many years left in me and as we have all agreed, my life is pretty worthless anyway. What do you think, Madeleine?’
‘On this, Alastair is absolutely correct, chérie.’
Clémence glanced at Callum, who was listening closely. After all they had been through together, she couldn’t bear to abandon the old man — her grandfather. And she, too, wanted to know what was in that black exercise book. Alastair had found something out before he fell and hit his head. Something that propelled him all the way to America to confront Iain and Nathan. Possibly something that had led to Nathan’s death. Now that something was causing Jerry whoever-he-was to want to kill.
Something bigger than anything they had discovered so far.
Callum was looking at her oddly. As if he was trying to pass a thought onto her. An idea. And she believed she knew what it was.
‘All right,’ she said. ‘I’ll leave too. How shall we do this? Are you packed, Aunt Madeleine?’
‘My suitcase is in Davie’s taxi,’ said Madeleine. ‘He’s waiting for me.’
‘You should go directly to the airport,’ Clémence said. ‘I need to talk to Callum and to pack up, but I’ll follow you. I’ll take the train, maybe from Inverness. We probably shouldn’t travel together.’
‘Let’s meet in London, then,’ said Madeleine. ‘I’ll be staying at the Connaught. I’ll book you a room for you there. Do you need some cash for the ticket?’
Madeleine gave Clémence six fifty-pound notes from her purse.
‘I’m not sure I’ll get all the way to London by tonight,’ Clémence said. ‘I might have to stop over somewhere on the way. Or get the sleeper.’
‘What about Callum?’ said Madeleine. ‘Do you want to come with Clémence?’
‘That’s all right, Mrs Giannelli,’ said Callum. ‘I think I’ll go straight back to Glasgow. I’ve got a shift in the pub tomorrow lunchtime.’
They all looked at the old man. His face was still pale, but his cleft chin was jutting out proudly. Clémence realized that this was what he wanted. To be left to face his past alone, even if he might die for it.
The train pulled into Dingwall station, and Stephen stepped onto the platform with his small bag. It had been an early start and a long journey, but he knew the day was not over yet.
He checked into the hotel over the road, dumped his bag and asked directions to Madeleine’s hotel. He took a taxi up a hill behind the town, through a housing estate to a castle. It was now one of those fancy country-house hotels that Stephen read about in the Sunday papers, but in which he could never afford to stay. Besides, he had no intention of sharing a hotel with Madeleine.
She had checked out.
Which left Stephen only one option.
So, when he returned to his waiting taxi, he had a question for the driver.
‘How much is it to go to Loch Glass?’
Madeleine dropped Clémence and the old man at the vet’s farmhouse; Callum was following on his bike. Madeleine instructed Davie to take her on to the airport, making Clémence promise to call her at the Connaught as soon as she arrived at King’s Cross, whether it was that night, or, more likely, the following day.
‘What now?’ said the old man. Clémence’s heart went out to him. He looked both desolate and determined at the same time, and so frail.
He straightened up. ‘I know what you are thinking. But you promised Madeleine you would leave and leave you must.’
‘All right,’ said Clémence. ‘Let me just have a quick word with Callum, and I’ll see you upstairs.’
The old man went into the house as Callum freewheeled down the farm track. Clémence trusted Callum to see things more objectively than her, and she needed to check that she had read his thoughts correctly.
She had.
She went up to the room. The old man was sitting on his bed, staring into space. Clémence picked up the telephone and dialled the number from the card that Davie had given her.
‘Yes, I’d like a taxi please...’
She watched the old man watch her.
‘Yes. That’s for three people... the Wyvis Estate by Loch Glass... as soon as possible.’ She hung up.
The old man frowned. ‘The Wyvis Estate?’
She smiled at him. ‘As soon as we’ve found and read that exercise book, we call the police, OK? Just don’t tell Aunt Madeleine.’
He raised his eyebrows and then grinned. ‘All right, Clémence. We’ll do it your way.’
Jerry was seated at a table in the corner of the Inverness Public Library, poring over a map of Scotland and scribbling in the notebook he had bought that morning from WH Smith. Smith’s was one of the few things in this country that hadn’t changed since his childhood.
His initial thought had been to find a remote spot off a minor road in which to lie low. But the more he thought about it, the more he felt he was vulnerable in the countryside if the police launched a major search operation. Wherever he was hiding, there was the chance that a local shepherd, or ghillie, or forester would find his car and wonder what it was doing there. And, unlike the countryside of southern England which was criss-crossed with a network of minor roads, the Highlands were traversed by a limited number of through routes, all of which could be easily monitored by the police.
But in a city, he could blend in. No one would know that he was a stranger, and now he had shaved his beard and his hair, there was no description or photograph that the police could issue that would enable him to be recognized. He could easily lose his American accent and resurrect his old one. The Peugeot was parked on a residential street not far from the centre of town, where no one would remark on it. Also, a city gave easier and more anonymous access to public transport.
Inverness was a city, but a small one. It wasn’t quite anonymous enough for Jerry’s purposes; after wandering around its few main streets for an hour or so, he realized that people might begin to recognize him. He considered fleeing to Glasgow, where they would never find him, but he might be spotted on the way. Besides, he wanted to remain within striking distance of Wyvis or Dingwall, in case he had an opportunity to finish what he had started.
He had spent as long as he decently could in a coffee shop, and then wandered the streets again. As he passed the public library, he ducked inside. It didn’t seem the natural place for the police to look for a suspect on the run.
He was thinking through an escape plan. He needed a new vehicle; he would have to assume that his Peugeot had been identified. There were two difficulties: he didn’t know how to hot-wire a stolen car, so he would need keys, and he had to be sure that the theft wouldn’t be discovered for a few hours. Maybe break into an unoccupied house, steal the keys and then the vehicle? That way he should have an hour or two before the theft was reported. But he would need to find the right house.
The phone he had bought from the supermarket buzzed in his pocket. He answered it, ignoring the filthy glance of a prim woman reading the racing pages a couple of tables away.
The murmured conversation only took a minute.
Jerry stuffed the phone into his pocket, left the library and strode rapidly to the residential street just outside the centre of town where he had parked his car. He opened the trunk, and checked that the rifle was where it should be.
He switched on the engine, and headed out of town and north towards Wyvis, grinning to himself. The job would soon be done. Now he knew the police were not on his trail, he should have enough time to get away, maybe even as far as Glasgow, before they discovered the crime, let alone figured out which car he was driving.
Once he got to Glasgow, he should be able to disappear. It would be impossible to leave the country on his passport. But he had help and access to funds. Between them, they would figure something out.
Things were looking good.
Madeleine hung up the phone in the booth and surveyed the small departure lounge of Inverness Airport. The porter stood a short distance away with her two bags, looking discreetly in the other direction as she made her call.
She didn’t like what she had just done, but she had had little choice. This was just like Alden’s murder, just like Sophie’s. Their deaths set in motion treacherous eddies and undercurrents which dragged down everyone near them for years afterwards.
She wished she hadn’t gotten Clémence involved. At the time it had seemed necessary — Clémence was the only person Madeleine could think of to look after Alastair and get him out of the hospital until Madeleine could get to Scotland herself. She had wanted to make sure that Alastair was out of the clutches of any physical therapists or psychiatrists if he did start remembering things; much better if he was in a lonely cottage with only Madeleine there to listen to him, once she had sent Clémence back to university. If the old man really had forgotten everything permanently, Jerry could have let him live.
She had still thought of Clémence as a pliable schoolgirl. She should have anticipated that Clémence would ask questions about the old man’s life and get answers, especially since it was quite likely that Death At Wyvis would be lying around his house. A couple of years ago, Madeleine would have foreseen all that. Age was slowing her down, blunting her mind which had been so sharp. She hated that.
She would do what she could for Jerry, as he now called himself. Although Bill Paxton, the family lawyer, would never involve himself with false identities and safe hiding places, she was hopeful that he would put her in touch with someone else who would, for the right amount of money. Bill would know not to ask questions. Like his father before him, from whom he had inherited his practice, he knew never to underestimate Madeleine.
Clémence, the old man and Callum rode to Wyvis in silence. The taxi driver tried to make cheery conversation, but soon gave up. The old man sat in the front passenger seat, staring out at the snow-streaked Glen Glass. Clémence sat in the back with Callum, her fingers curled around his. She had interpreted his glance correctly at lunch with Madeleine; he had thought that they should go to Wyvis with the old man before calling the police. She felt bad that she had dragged him into such a dangerous situation, but so relieved that he was there. He was a year younger than her, yet he exuded a calm competence that she and the old man lacked.
But he was no match for a man armed with a rifle who was willing to use it. None of them was.
Callum leaped out of the taxi to open the gate at the entrance to the estate. As the taxi drove through, Sheila MacInnes rushed out, arms folded against the cold.
Clémence wound down her window.
‘Clémence, pet, are you OK? Did you really spend the night on the mountain?’
‘We did,’ said Clémence. ‘And it wasn’t much fun.’
‘You radge! You could have killed yourselves. Are you all right, Alastair?’
‘I’m fine, now, Mrs MacInnes,’ said the old man. ‘I had a hot bath in Dingwall. I can’t wait to get home.’
‘Shouldn’t you be in hospital?’ said Sheila.
‘Alastair’s much too tough for that,’ said Clémence.
‘Someone vandalized your car yesterday,’ Sheila said. ‘Callum probably told you. Broke a window and let down the tyres. Terry has pumped them up again. Did you leave anything valuable in there? Terry said they didn’t take the radio.’
‘No, nothing,’ said Clémence.
‘It’s worrying,’ said Sheila. ‘We haven’t seen any strangers about, apart from this young man, of course. You gave him a scare. And us.’
‘I’m sorry, Sheila,’ said Clémence. ‘Did Jerry see anyone?’
‘Jerry’s off somewhere. His car is gone.’
That was good to know.
‘You will report it to the police, won’t you?’
‘I will,’ said Clémence. ‘See you later, Sheila.’
The taxi drove on through the woods towards the loch.
‘Callum? Can I ask you something?’ the old man said.
‘Sure.’
‘Do you know what atelier means?’
‘It’s French, isn’t it? I should know, but I don’t.’
‘Hah! Hear that, Clémence? He says it’s French. Smart lad, your boyfriend.’
‘No he’s not, he’s ignorant,’ said Clémence, jabbing Callum in the shoulder. ‘We’ve got to find that dictionary!’
It was a sunny day and the snow was melting, at least down by the loch. They passed Corravachie, and Clémence was pleased to see that Jerry’s car had indeed gone. The cottage looked shut up: no smoke from the chimney.
Culzie appeared to be empty too. Clémence glanced at the Clio and noted the smashed window on the driver’s side. She paid the taxi driver and opened the front door.
‘Let me, Clemmie,’ said Callum.
Although Jerry was in theory away from the estate, Clémence was happy to let Callum go first.
‘Hello?’ he shouted. No reply. The house creaked as Callum stepped on ancient floorboards, but there was no sound in response. It felt empty. He put his head into the kitchen and the sitting room, before climbing the stairs. Clémence followed him, and paused halfway up as he checked the bedrooms.
‘There’s no one here,’ he said.
Clémence hurried up the steps and into the study. The desk stood waiting for her in front of the view of the loch. She remembered exactly where she had seen the black exercise book with the red binding.
She ripped open the drawer and there it was!
Carefully, she lifted it out on to the desk, noticing as she did so that underneath it was a second exercise book, identical to the first.
She flicked open the cover.
A blank page.
She riffled through the exercise book. Blank pages. She seized the second book. Same. Empty. They were both empty!
‘They must be spares. The one Alastair wrote in must be gone.’
‘Let me see!’ said the old man who had arrived at the top of the steep staircase panting. ‘Yes, that’s the right type of exercise book,’ he said. He, too, leafed through the empty pages.
‘I’m sorry,’ said Clémence. ‘I was sure it was here. We’ve wasted our journey!’
The disappointment rested heavily on the old man, adding a further burden on to an already exhausted body.
‘Where can it be?’ said Clémence. ‘Any memory of what you did with it?’
The old man shook his head. ‘I can remember writing it just here. And I did keep it in that drawer on top of those two others. But what I did with it? No idea.’
Clémence fought to control her frustration. She knew it wasn’t true, but sometimes she felt the old man chose what to remember and what to forget just to exasperate her.
‘What are these?’ said Callum. He was holding two opened envelopes. ‘One was on the desk, and I found the other under that bottom exercise book.’
Clémence looked at them. ‘That’s from Madeleine,’ she said, pointing to the one with the United States stamp, which she had noticed on the desk before.
‘And that’s from Stephen,’ said the old man. ‘And yes, I do remember his handwriting somehow.’
Callum handed them to the old man. He stared at the two envelopes, and then passed them on to Clémence. ‘You read them,’ he said.
‘Are you sure?’ said Clémence. ‘They might be private.’
‘They will certainly be private,’ said the old man with a rueful smile. ‘And there will be things in them that are humiliating. But I’ve got used to you reading that kind of thing to me.’ He gave Callum a wry smile. ‘You can listen too. The more the merrier.’
The old man pulled back the desk chair and collapsed into it. Clémence rested against the desk. She hesitated, and picked out the letter from Stephen first. She began to read.
Talbot Road
W11
3 December 1998
Dear Alastair,
I got your letter. I suppose I should thank you for discovering who did kill Sophie. I am sure that now we finally have the answer.
As to your questions, no, I do not want you to go to the police. And I certainly don’t want you to publish another edition of that damned book. It’s caused enough trouble already.
Drop it, Alastair, you interfering old bugger. Do you understand me? Drop it! Just let me live the rest of my shitty life in some peace, will you?
‘Well that’s pretty clear,’ said the old man. ‘Poor chap.’
‘It implies you told him the name of Sophie’s killer,’ said Clémence. ‘I wonder who it was? That means it wasn’t you, doesn’t it?’ She badly hoped the old man wasn’t a killer after all. ‘You’re innocent! Don’t you see?’
‘Maybe Madeleine’s letter will say,’ said Callum.
‘Read it,’ said the old man.
Clémence thought he was very calm, given he had just discovered he was not a murderer. ‘Aren’t you pleased?’
‘I’m not taking anything for granted until I am absolutely sure. Now, tell me what Madeleine has to say.’
Clémence slid a couple of thin blue sheets of paper out of the second envelope, the one with the US stamps.
610 Park Avenue
NY
January 10
Dear Alastair,
Thank you for your sweet letter about Nathan’s death. Despite your last meeting, I know how much Nathan treasured your letters over the years. You were a good friend to him in a life, which although so successful on the surface, encompassed a series of such dreadful tragedies.
I am still in shock from what you told Nathan and me when you last saw us. I suppose it must be true, but I cannot accept it.
As you can imagine, the last couple of months have been very trying for me. The double shock of your visit and Nathan’s death has been difficult for someone of my age — yes, I must admit that I am eighty-five! And although Nathan retiredfrom the board eight years ago, he and I are still the major stockholders in Wakefield Oil, and there is a lot to attend to there. I suppose money helps — we have so much money — but now I come toward the end of my life, it doesn’t seem to matter. Sophie matters still, as do you and Stephen and Nathan.
So please, for my sake, do not republish “Death At Wyvis”. I understood that when the book first came out you wanted to set the record straight. But then Stephen was in prison for a crime he did not commit, and Sophie’s murder was still part of the lives of the rest of us. But now Tony, Elaine and poor Nathan have gone, it’s just you, me and Stephen. My understanding is that Stephen wants to forget the whole thing. I would much rather leave it buried. Sophie’s children never wanted to know, and I don’t think her grandchildren even know she was murdered.
So it’s just you, Alastair, who would like to see the book republished. Please, I beg of you, don’t do it.
Amitiés
‘They are both pretty clear about not wanting to see a second edition,’ said Clémence.
‘I bet I didn’t listen to them,’ said the old man.
‘Maybe you sent the exercise book to a publisher, after all?’ said Clémence. ‘Who published the original book?’
‘Woodrow and Shippe,’ said Callum. ‘I’ve never heard of them.’
‘Perhaps they don’t exist any more,’ said Clémence. ‘What is it, Alastair?’
The old man was thinking. Deeply. Had he remembered something?
‘Madeleine wrote that I spoke to Nathan and her about something that shocked them both in New York last year. Didn’t she?’
‘She did.’
‘Yet at lunch in the pub she said she didn’t know what I had told Nathan.’
‘That’s right,’ said Clémence. ‘And it sounds as if you told both of them who had killed Sophie. And it wasn’t you.’
‘I hope it wasn’t me,’ said the old man. ‘It looks that way, but we can’t be absolutely sure of that yet. What I want to know is, if Madeleine was with Nathan when I told him who killed Sophie last year, why hasn’t she told us any of this? Why did she pretend she knew nothing about it?’
Clémence and the old man exchanged glances. Why indeed? Clémence thought it was pretty clear now that the old man was innocent of her grandmother’s death, but she could understand his reluctance to take anything for granted after the confusion of the last forty years.
They heard a car climbing the hill up to the cottage.
‘God, is that Jerry?’ cried Clémence as she dashed to the window.
It was a taxi. And inside Clémence could dimly make out the figure of a man. An old man. Another old man.
‘It’s Grandpa! What’s he doing here?’
‘Is that Stephen?’ said the old man.
Stephen pulled himself out of the taxi and paid the driver. He was tall with white hair and a stoop, but nevertheless he had presence. He turned to the cottage and then for some reason looked up and saw Clémence and the old man at the window. He had a strong rectangular face, doughty chin and long nose. His forehead and cheeks were ravaged by a warren of wrinkles, like a trench system abandoned after a long war. He held their eyes for a moment, his face expressionless, before turning to the front door as his taxi drove away.
Clémence ran downstairs and opened the door. She wanted to hug him, but his tall, stooping presence was forbidding. She jumped on him anyway, and kissed his leathery cheek.
‘Goodness me,’ he said gruffly. ‘Is the old bugger here? I thought I saw him with you upstairs?’
‘The “old bugger” is here, Grandpa. Come in. Can I get you some tea?’
‘Got any whisky?’ said Stephen, following Clémence into the sitting room.
‘And this is my boyfriend, Callum,’ said Clémence. Callum was hovering on the bottom step.
‘Hello, Mr Smith,’ said Callum, holding out his hand.
Stephen looked at it, and for a moment it seemed as if he wasn’t going to shake it, but then he clasped it briefly. ‘Trickett-Smith,’ he growled.
Clémence found Stephen a seat. There was a bottle of Famous Grouse on a little table by the door and she fetched a couple of glasses from the kitchen, and put on the kettle.
Alastair shuffled into the living room. ‘Hello, Stephen.’
Stephen ignored him but collapsed into a chair. Alastair sat down opposite him. Clémence watched as the two old men stared at each other under impressive eyebrows.
Alastair examined the old man opposite, his former friend, former rival, former enemy. He didn’t recognize the features in front of him, the unkempt white hair, the ravaged face, the wayward bristles sprouting from nostrils and ears. But he recalled the fair-haired, handsome airman with the Roman nose, grinning at him in black and white from a wartime cinema screen. And then he remembered the picnic in Capri with Sophie and Stephen and Elaine. And the tall, immensely charming undergraduate working his way through a bottle of hock in an ancient wood-panelled room that must have been Alastair’s at their college at Oxford.
Clémence handed Stephen his whisky.
‘I’ll have one of those,’ said Alastair.
As she poured a second glass, Stephen spoke. ‘And where is the interfering old bat?’
‘Do you mean Aunt Madeleine?’ said Clémence.
‘Of course, I mean Madeleine. Who else is an interfering old bat?’
Clémence handed Alastair his whisky. ‘Can you make me a cup of tea, Callum?’ she asked.
‘Sure thing,’ said Callum.
‘We had lunch with her in Dingwall,’ Clémence said. ‘She’s at the airport now, probably, waiting for a flight to London.’
‘Good,’ said Stephen. He sipped his whisky. ‘So you fell down the stairs? Those stairs, presumably?’
‘Yes,’ said Alastair.
‘Hit your head? Can’t remember anything, Clémence tells me.’
‘Virtually nothing. Some things come back eventually, hazily.’
‘Didn’t it occur to you that that was a good thing?’ Stephen said. ‘That you should bugger off back to Australia and leave things best forgotten forgotten?’
‘It doesn’t work like that,’ said Alastair, calmly. ‘I didn’t know what I had forgotten. I didn’t even know who I was. That’s what Clémence did, help me find out who I was.’
Stephen snorted. ‘That must have been an unpleasant discovery.’
‘Yes,’ said Alastair, holding Stephen’s eyes, refusing to be provoked. ‘Yes, it was.’
‘What are you doing here, Grandpa?’ Clémence asked.
Stephen looked away from Alastair and up to his granddaughter, who was still standing. ‘When I realized what you and Alastair were up to, reading that bloody book and everything, I thought it would be easier all round if I came up here and told you all you want to know. Then you’ll go back to St Andrews, and he will piss off back to Australia.’
‘Thank you,’ said Alastair. He felt his hopes rising. It sounded as if he was at last going to get to the truth, or close to the truth. And whereas previously the truth had frightened him, now, with Clémence’s support, he felt braver about facing it, even hopeful.
Stephen’s glare switched back to him.
‘I mean it. Thank you, Stephen. You have come a long way. I appreciate it. I suspect we both do, don’t we, Clémence?’
‘Yes,’ said Clémence. ‘Thanks, Grandpa.’
‘All right,’ said Stephen. ‘Let’s get on with it. What can I tell you?’
Alastair took a deep breath. It was time, time to discover who he truly was.
‘Who killed Sophie?’
‘You’ve read all of that damned book, I take it?’ said Stephen.
‘Yes.’
‘Well, it’s all wrong. You got completely the wrong end of the stick, old lad.’
‘So Alastair didn’t kill her?’ Clémence asked, her eyes shining.
Stephen seemed a little disconcerted by her excitement. ‘No. And neither did I. It was Nathan.’
‘Nathan?’ said Alastair. A wave of relief was poised to burst over him. Relief that he was not a murderer after all. Relief that he was not quite the evil person he thought he was. But he held it in check. He wanted to listen; he wanted to learn. ‘What happened?’
‘That night, Nathan saw you and Sophie sneak off to the boathouse. He followed you and waited while you made love to my wife. Then, when you left, he went inside. He killed Sophie. He heard you coming back and he whacked you over the head with an oar, without you seeing him. You were out cold; apparently he thought you were dead. He dumped Sophie in the loch and returned to check on you. But you had come round.’
The old man listened closely. ‘Had I seen him kill Sophie?’
‘No, or else he would have finished you off. You had no idea she was dead until the stalker found her the next day — the book is correct about that, at least.’
‘So what were you doing at the time?’
‘Stumbling around looking for Sophie. When I saw the French windows in the drawing room were open, I went outside to search the garden. Then I noticed the boathouse door was open too, so I had a look in there, which is how I left my footprint. I didn’t notice anything wrong, but then I was too pissed. Nathan watched me staggering around, but left me to it. He just wanted to get you into bed and out of the way. Then, when the police decided I was a suspect, he was willing to go along with that. And so were you, apparently.’
‘Yes,’ said Clémence. ‘We found the original manuscript of Death At Wyvis, and that says Nathan found Angus unconscious.’
‘I haven’t seen that,’ said Stephen. ‘But you sent it to Nathan from Australia. He put a lot of pressure on you not to publish it, but you insisted. So then he got you to change it. By that stage he had persuaded you that you had killed Sophie yourself and just forgotten it.’
‘So that’s why Alastair called it a novel?’ said Clémence.
‘I suppose so,’ said Stephen.
‘Presumably I told you all this?’ said Alastair.
‘That’s right. You said you’d come back here from Australia to see if you could find out more about Sophie’s death. You had read an article in a medical journal about false memories: apparently people with amnesia have a tendency to fill in the gaps with what makes sense, and then begin to believe it’s real. You thought you might have done that yourself. Turns out you had.’
‘It certainly sounds like it.’
‘I think I saw that article upstairs in the study,’ said Clémence. ‘Something about “confabulation”.’
‘And then when I got here I spoke to Pauline Ferguson?’ said the old man.
‘She the old stalker’s wife?’
‘That’s her. We saw her this morning.’
‘Well, she told you there was something fishy about her son that night. He was helping out with serving dinner and clearing up; now he lives in New York. You tracked him down over there, and got him to spill the beans. He told you that on his way home on his bike he saw Nathan whacking you over the head with the oar. But Nathan gave him two hundred pounds on the spot to shut him up, and then set him up in business in America to keep him shut up.’
‘This was last October?’ said Alastair.
‘I think so. Then you went to see Nathan. You confronted him. He admitted it was he who had killed Sophie.’
‘Was Madeleine there?’
‘You saw Nathan alone in his study.’
‘So Aunt Madeleine was telling the truth!’ said Clémence. ‘She didn’t know Nathan killed Sophie after all.’
Stephen shook his head. ‘After you had spoken to Nathan, you insisted on telling Madeleine. You said she had a right to know who had killed her sister.’
‘How did she take that?’ Alastair said.
‘She didn’t like it one bit. She was furious with Nathan. There was an almighty row and you were thrown out of the house. I’m surprised you can’t remember that.’
‘Why?’ asked Alastair. ‘Did Nathan say why he killed Sophie?’
‘Not exactly. But you seem to have pieced it together. Sophie had told him earlier that evening that she had made up her mind to go to the police about how Alden had really died in 1935 or whenever it was. Nathan tried to blackmail Sophie, threatening to tell me about you and the boathouse if she went to the police about Alden.’ Stephen shook his head. ‘That was never going to work.’
He paused and swallowed. Clémence and Alastair watched him, gave him time.
‘Nathan said when she refused he lost his temper and killed Sophie in a rage. An impulsive murder, just like Alden’s.’
‘Did I believe him?’
‘No. You said it was opportunistic rather than impulsive. You seemed to think that in Deauville Nathan had spotted the opportunity to kill Alden under the guise of the mock swordfight. He knew all along that he would inherit a lot. Nathan was very ambitious then; I remember he wanted to be one of the men with money in college. “Swells” he used to call us. So quaint.’
‘People like you?’
‘Like me.’ Stephen laughed. ‘It’s extraordinary to think now that I ever had that much money. Not you though. You never had two shillings to rub together.’
‘So Nathan killed Sophie to keep her quiet?’
‘That’s about the size of it.’
The old man thought through what Stephen had said. It all made sense, it all fitted. It injected some logic into what had seemed an illogical life.
‘How do you know all this?’ Alastair asked. ‘I wrote to you, didn’t I? We saw your reply.’
‘Yes, you did. You wrote saying you were going to publish everything you had found out. I told you not to be so damned stupid. Then you came down to London, oh a month ago, maybe. You had written everything down in an exercise book. Everything I’ve just told you. I read it through. I told you I still didn’t want you to publish, and neither did Madeleine. You insisted. We had quite an argument. Are you sure you don’t remember? It was only a few weeks ago.’
‘It seems to be the most recent stuff that is hardest to get back,’ said Clémence.
Alastair nodded. ‘I don’t remember the argument at all. But I do remember I needed to give you something. Show you something. It must have been the exercise book. Do you know where it is now?’
‘Isn’t it here?’ said Stephen.
‘No,’ said Clémence.
‘Well, I don’t know where it is. Look.’ Stephen leaned forward, staring at Alastair. ‘I’ve told you everything. You know it all now. There’s nothing to find out. It’s done. So you can go back to Australia, Madeleine can go back to New York, Clémence can go back to St Andrews and I can go home. And none of us need talk about this again.’
‘It’s not that easy,’ said Alastair.
‘Why not? Why the hell not?’ Stephen glared. ‘Now you know what you’ve forgotten, can’t you just forget it again?’
Alastair listened to his old friend, the man whose life he and Nathan had ruined. His brain was tumbling, trying to comprehend the rearranged jigsaw of his life. He wasn’t a murderer. But he had let down his friends, Stephen above all.
‘I’m sorry,’ he said. He wouldn’t ask for forgiveness this time. He knew he wouldn’t get it.
Stephen didn’t answer. His handsome face was ravaged with sadness. Anger. Bitterness. Alastair knew he had betrayed this man, and he was truly sorry. Although he barely remembered him, Stephen seemed very familiar, not a stranger at all.
‘We used to be good friends,’ he said.
Stephen spluttered in impatience. ‘And now we’re not,’ he said. ‘Don’t talk to me about the past.’
‘Why not?’ said the old man. ‘At our age, what else is there?’
‘The past is nothing,’ Stephen said. ‘Do you know, I actually feel jealous of you? I wish I could forget my past. Erase it.’
Alastair listened. He understood, or at least he thought he did.
‘And don’t start pitying me either,’ Stephen said, recognizing something in Alastair’s eyes. ‘My life is pretty good. I get up. I do the crossword. I have a pint with a mate. I put something on a nag; sometimes I win, sometimes I don’t. Life’s all right. Until you bring all this bullshit back into it.’
Alastair wasn’t going to apologize again. Nor was he going to back down.
‘Do you know who Jerry Ranger is, Grandpa?’ Clémence asked.
Stephen tore his eyes away from Alastair. ‘Jerry Ranger? No. Sounds like a cowboy.’
‘He’s a singer. More of a song writer really. He’s American. And he chased us over Ben Wyvis last night with a rifle.’
‘Really?’ Stephen’s eyes narrowed. ‘Where is he now?’
‘We have no idea. He may have assumed we have called the police and disappeared. Or he may still be after us.’
‘All the more reason for us all to go home. He won’t follow us. Not if we stay quiet.’
‘How do you know?’ said Alastair.
‘I know,’ said Stephen.
Jerry made good time to Evanton. Although Madeleine had said he should still be safe, he kept his eyes open for police cars, but didn’t spot any.
At Evanton, he turned up the glen and was soon at the gates to the estate. He jumped out of the car to open them, and as he slowly drove through, Terry MacInnes appeared.
Jerry wound down the window. Stay calm.
‘Did you have a good trip?’ Terry asked.
‘Yes, I’ve been over to Loch Maree. I stayed overnight there at a hotel. I hoped to go walking, but couldn’t with the weather. Mind you, it’s awesome in the snow.’
‘It can be very dangerous up on the hills in this weather. Alastair and the wee lassie who’s looking after him went up Ben Wyvis yesterday. Can you believe it? They ended up staying the night up there. They were lucky they didn’t die of hypothermia, if you see what I mean.’
‘Really?’ said Jerry. ‘That’s awful. Are they OK?’
‘Aye. Sheila saw them an hour or so ago. They ended up going down the mountain on the southern side and getting a taxi.’
‘Well, I’m glad they’re all right,’ said Jerry.
‘I see you’ve been to the barber’s,’ Terry said.
‘Yes,’ said Jerry, rubbing his smooth chin. ‘The beard was only ever temporary.’
Terry glanced up doubtfully at Jerry’s poorly cropped scalp. ‘Aye, well, I can recommend Tommy in Dingwall next time you need a wee trim.’
‘I’ll remember that,’ said Jerry, reaching for the switch to close the window.
‘Afore you go, there’s been some vandals on the estate.’
‘Oh?’ said Jerry, halting the window.
‘Aye. They broke in to the lassie’s car and let down her tyres. They didn’t take anything. But you should check no one has broken into Corravachie. I’m a wee thing worried about the rifle in the gun cupboard there. And if you see any strangers about, let me know, will you?’
‘I will,’ said Jerry, forcing a grin.
Finally he could pull away. He had no intention of checking the gun cupboard at Corravachie. He knew the rifle was safe in the trunk together with some garden loppers he had bought in Dingwall on the way from Inverness. They should do the trick.
‘Yes, but how do you know Jerry won’t come after us if we leave?’ the old man asked.
Clémence was wondering the same thing.
‘Look.’ Stephen’s voice was rising. ‘I came hundreds of miles up here to give you what you want. The truth. I’ve done that. You know who killed Sophie. It wasn’t me and it wasn’t you; it was Nathan. So it’s over. Let’s go back to our miserable lives.’
‘I need to call the police,’ said Clémence. She was beginning to wish she had done it earlier. Much earlier.
‘No!’ said Stephen.
‘But, Grandpa, I must. We were shot at last night! There is a nutcase running around somewhere out there with a rifle!’
‘I forbid it.’
Clémence glanced at Alastair for support, but didn’t find any. Of course he didn’t want to call the police.
‘I’m afraid we have to, Mr Trickett-Smith,’ said Callum. And before Stephen could stop him, he was in the hallway picking up the phone.
Clémence saw him frown and stare at the receiver. He pressed the cradle rapidly. ‘Does this phone work, Clemmie?’
‘It should do,’ said Clémence. ‘Here, let me try.’ She took the receiver from him. ‘You’re right, it’s dead.’
‘Jerry has cut the line,’ said the old man.
Fear clutched at Clémence’s chest. ‘That means he’s out there,’ she said. ‘Maybe right outside now.’
‘He could have cut the telephone wire further down the loch,’ said Callum.
‘I don’t care what you two say, we need help,’ said Clémence.
‘I’ll go,’ said Callum. ‘It’s about three miles to the Stalker’s Lodge. I can run that.’
‘But what about Jerry?’
‘I’ll keep my eyes peeled. You had better hide out the back somewhere. In the woods.’
‘OK,’ said Clémence. ‘But go out the back door yourself. He might be here already.’
Callum slipped out the back. A moment later, he knocked on the front door. ‘It’s me!’ he called.
Clémence opened up.
‘He’s definitely not here,’ Callum said. ‘Which means he must have cut the wires back at the bottom of the loch.’
‘Be careful, Callum,’ said Clémence, biting her lip.
‘And you,’ said Callum.
Callum was fit. But he needed to pace himself just right. He had done 5K in nineteen minutes back in November, but that was in running kit. The surface wasn’t too bad — the previous night’s snow had melted off the track — but it was getting dark.
He was having second thoughts about abandoning Clémence. Someone had to get help, and he was clearly the best person to do it, but he had left her in a much more dangerous situation than his own. Too late now, he was committed and they were relying on him.
He had gone barely five minutes when he heard a car approaching. He darted off the road and threw himself in the bracken behind a scruffy tree, ready to jump out and wave if it turned out to be Terry MacInnes’s Land Rover.
It wasn’t. Even in the evening gloom, Callum could tell from the headlights that it was a smaller car. As it passed him, he could see there was one driver.
That must be Jerry.
For a moment he hesitated. Jerry was armed. If Callum returned to the house he might get killed. He could quite legitimately press on to the Stalker’s Lodge to get help.
Only for a moment. He couldn’t leave Clemmie to be shot dead, he just couldn’t.
He scrambled to his feet and hit the track running. Back to Culzie.
Clémence put on her coat and grabbed the two old men’s. They were showing no sign of moving.
Alastair was looking at Stephen steadily. Clémence knew him well enough by now to see that he was thinking, thinking hard.
‘I know who Jerry Ranger is,’ he said.
‘You do?’ said Clémence.
‘He’s Fabrice, isn’t he, Stephen? Your son, Fabrice?’
Stephen raised his bushy eyebrows. ‘That’s absurd. Didn’t you say this man is an American? Fabrice is English! Half-French maybe. But not American.’
‘Where is Fabrice now, Stephen?’ the old man asked.
‘I’ve got no idea,’ said Stephen. ‘I haven’t seen him for years.’
‘Where did he go, last time you heard?’
Stephen spluttered. ‘How should I know? That’s ridiculous!’
‘You must know where he went. You must have some inkling.’
‘Well... Morocco. Yes, that’s right, he went to Morocco.’
‘My father went to Morocco,’ said Clémence. ‘Not Fabrice. I thought Fabrice went to America somewhere?’
‘No. I’m sure that’s not right.’
‘It seems to me most likely that Nathan was run down on purpose in Arizona,’ said the old man. ‘It’s just too much of a coincidence that he should have died that soon after I discovered it was him who killed Sophie.’
‘Didn’t the American police say it was an accident?’ Stephen said.
Alastair ignored him. ‘At first I thought I might have killed him, in some kind of revenge. But then it seemed at least possible that Jerry Ranger had killed Nathan and was trying to kill me. Who would want to do that?’
‘I don’t bloody know,’ said Stephen. ‘And I doubt you do either.’
‘Someone who wanted to avenge Sophie’s death. And someone who didn’t like me either. You are a possibility, but that doesn’t seem likely.’
‘Of course it’s not likely, you stupid bugger.’
‘So then there’s your children, Sophie’s children. Clémence’s father, Rupert perhaps? But Clémence would have known if Jerry was her father, obviously. There was a daughter, Beatrix, was it? And then there was the eldest son, Fabrice, if I remember the book correctly. He would have been born in the early forties, which would make him mid-fifties. Jerry’s age now.’
‘You’re guessing,’ Stephen said, but Clémence could see the doubt in his eyes.
‘I’ve never met Uncle Fabrice,’ said Clémence. ‘But I’m sure Maman told me once he lived in America.’
‘No one told me that,’ said Stephen.
‘You see, the thing is, Stephen, I remember.’
‘You remember?’
‘I remember figuring this out before.’
The old men stared at each other. Stephen was visibly trying to maintain his angry denial, but Clémence could see it crumble. Finally, he lowered his eyes.
‘You’re right,’ he said. ‘When I was sent to prison, Fabrice was seventeen. He was at boarding school and being shuttled between my parents and Sophie’s. Then, at the beginning of term, he got on the train to school at Euston Station and was never seen again. Madeleine tracked him down years later and discovered he had changed his name to Jerry Ranger and become a hippie. Wrote songs. Apparently, he went to jail himself.’ Stephen smiled ruefully. ‘Killed his own wife, just like his dad.’
‘You didn’t kill anyone, Grandpa.’
‘Perhaps not,’ said Stephen. ‘But we both did time for it. So, you are right. Jerry Ranger is Fabrice.’
‘And Fabrice killed Nathan?’ the old man said.
Stephen shrugged. ‘I don’t know.’
‘But why would Fabrice want to kill Alastair?’ Clémence asked.
‘Why wouldn’t he?’ said Stephen. He sighed. ‘When you came down to London and showed me that damned exercise book, you had written at the end that Fabrice had killed Nathan. You wanted me to confirm it. I refused to, after all I didn’t know for sure myself, and I was pretty certain you were just guessing. You didn’t seem to know that Fabrice had changed his name, or what his new name was.’
‘And you told Fabrice this?’ said Clémence.
‘I didn’t tell Fabrice, no,’ said Stephen. ‘I really have only seen him once in the last forty years. He came to visit me in London about ten years ago after he had been let out of jail. I told him not to see me again.’
‘So who did you tell?’ the old man asked.
‘Madeleine. I told her that you suspected Fabrice killed Nathan.’
‘You don’t think Aunt Madeleine told Fabrice?’
Stephen shrugged. Shrugged in a way that suggested yes, he did think that.
Although Clémence was desperate to find out more, Jerry — or her Uncle Fabrice — was on his way. ‘Come on, you two, we’ve got to get out of here now. Get your coats on!’
‘No,’ said the old man.
‘No? Don’t be silly! Come on!’
‘I can’t face another night out there,’ said the old man. ‘I want to talk to this man Fabrice.’
‘But he wants to kill you!’
‘I’ll stay too,’ said Stephen. ‘I’d like to see my son.’
‘You’re both crazy,’ said Clémence. It was possible Stephen might be safe, but it seemed to her highly likely that if Alastair stayed in the cottage, he wouldn’t live long. She grabbed hold of his arm, dragging him up out of the chair.
‘Leave me alone!’ the old man snapped. ‘I have a right to stay here if I want to. But you should go. Go now! Go!’
Clémence hesitated. Maybe he did have the right to stay and get shot. But she didn’t want to be murdered by her lunatic uncle.
‘All right,’ she said. ‘Good luck, both of you.’
On an impulse, she kissed Alastair on the cheek, and then Stephen, and then she rushed to the back door and opened it.
There, pointing a rifle directly at her chest, was Jerry Ranger.
‘Hi, Clémence.’
Jerry was smiling. He had lost his beard, his grey hair had been clipped short, and his eyes were red with fatigue. But he was wired; he looked ready to pull the trigger at any second.
Clémence opened her mouth, but no sound came out.
‘Step back. Slowly,’ said Jerry. ‘And go back into the living room.’
‘OK,’ said Clémence. It was little more than a squeak.
She raised her hands above her head and backed into the sitting room. Stephen was on his feet, but Alastair was still rooted to his chair.
Jerry was surprised to see Stephen. ‘What the hell are you doing here?’
‘Just visiting,’ said Stephen. ‘Trying to straighten things out.’
‘Hello, Fabrice,’ the old man said.
Jerry frowned. ‘How does he know who I am, Dad?’ Jerry, or Fabrice, asked Stephen.
‘I’ve never heard you call me “Dad” before,’ said Stephen.
‘How does he know?’ Fabrice repeated.
‘He remembered. Just earlier, when we were talking. He remembered figuring it out before.’
‘Actually, I was guessing,’ said the old man. To Clémence’s amazement, he was smiling. ‘Claiming I remembered just gave it more credibility.’
‘Why didn’t you deny it?’ Fabrice demanded.
Stephen glared at his son. ‘Because the more we know and accept the truth, the more we can move on with our lives, and that would be a very good thing.’
‘But now she knows who I really am,’ said Fabrice, letting his gun swing towards Clémence. ‘That means I have to kill her too.’
At those words, shock became fear. Clémence didn’t want to die. She felt panic explode in her chest; she wanted to scream, to collapse on the floor and sob. She fought to control it. Keep a clear head. Her only chance was to keep a clear head.
‘But she’s my granddaughter!’ protested Stephen. ‘Your niece. You can’t kill her!’
‘She’s not your granddaughter,’ Fabrice sneered. ‘I’ve read the novel. And I’ve read that exercise book. She’s his granddaughter.’ Fabrice nodded contemptuously towards the old man. ‘Rupert was his son, not yours.’
‘I don’t accept that, Fabrice! That’s just not true!’ Stephen’s voice was rising in anger.
‘Clémence is your mother’s granddaughter,’ said the old man. ‘That still makes her your niece.’
Fabrice turned to him. ‘I don’t care who she is! If she knows who I really am, she will tell the police. She has to die too.’
‘Madeleine won’t like that, will she?’ said the old man.
‘What’s Madeleine got to do with it?’ said Fabrice.
‘Madeleine told you Nathan killed Sophie. Madeleine helped set up Nathan’s death.’ He paused. Clémence could see an idea coming to him. ‘Madeleine told you we were here.’
‘You don’t remember that,’ said Fabrice. ‘You’re just guessing again.’
‘But I’m right, aren’t I?’ said the old man. ‘Madeleine was quite happy to see me dead, but not her favourite great-niece. She forbade you to harm her.’
For a moment, hope flickered. Clémence could see the old man was trying to negotiate for her life. He knew he was going to die soon, but he was trying to keep her alive. And not doing a bad job of it.
But Fabrice was right. If he let Clémence live, she would tell the police who he was. She could try promising to stay quiet, but her promise would mean nothing, and Fabrice wouldn’t trust it.
‘I’ll just have to tell Madeleine I’m sorry,’ said Fabrice. ‘That I had no choice. She won’t like it, but she’ll have to live with it.’ He stared hard at the old man. ‘I’ve come a long way to do this, and I’m going to do it. You and Nathan, you destroyed our family. If my father hadn’t gone to prison for a crime he didn’t commit, all our lives would be different. My life wouldn’t have been the total fuck-up that it is, I wouldn’t have done the drugs. I wouldn’t have killed Wendy, wouldn’t have gone to jail...’ He paused. ‘The shrinks had a field day with all that, said I never stood a chance. And they were right. Nathan did all that. And you, you did it too. I didn’t let him escape the consequences, and I’m not going to let you.’
‘I understand why you want to kill me,’ said the old man. ‘And Nathan. But not Clémence.’
‘That’s your fault, Alastair. You brought her into this. You bear the responsibility.’
Clémence wanted to protest, to point out that it was Madeleine who had sent her to see Alastair, that none of this was the old man’s fault, but she found she couldn’t speak. And she knew Fabrice wouldn’t listen.
‘So you have my black exercise book?’ said the old man. ‘Did you steal it from here?’
‘Yes. After I knocked you down the stairs. In fact, that’s why I knocked you down the stairs; I meant to kill you then. Madeleine had told me what was in the book, that you had figured out I had run down Nathan Giannelli, and so I had to destroy it, and destroy you.’
‘What about me?’ said Stephen. ‘What are you going to do with me? Your own father?’
For a moment, Fabrice looked confused. The barrel of the rifle was wavering. Clémence thought of trying to jump him. Then she heard a soft click coming from the hallway. Fabrice hadn’t noticed.
‘I’ll hit you over the head,’ he said to his father. ‘You can pretend to have been unconscious. Say that you didn’t know who I was. Better than that, you didn’t even see me. You can do that, can’t you, Dad? To stay alive.’
Clémence looked at her grandfather. Would he abandon her after all? He might, to stay alive.
That thought seemed to have occurred to Stephen as well. He nodded. ‘All right, Fabrice. With any luck I will forget everything, just like this old fool.’
Clémence spotted movement behind Fabrice, who was standing with his back to the doorway, covering the three of them with his rifle. It was Callum!
He raised something above his head with both hands. It was a silver toaster he had grabbed from the kitchen, not much of a weapon, but it should stun Fabrice at the very least.
Too late, Clémence noticed Fabrice’s own eyes narrow as they caught where hers were focusing. He ducked, twisted and swung the butt of his rifle, just as the toaster arced downwards. The toaster glanced off Fabrice’s shoulder, but the rifle butt hit Callum hard in the ribs, and he doubled over.
Clémence rushed forwards, as Fabrice brought the butt down on Callum’s skull. He crumpled.
Clémence threw herself at Fabrice, and they both careered into the wall. But Fabrice didn’t fall. He writhed and twisted and shook her off. He took a couple of paces back and pointed his weapon at the two of them. Callum was on all fours on the floor, groaning, and Clémence slowly pulled herself to her feet.
She moved towards Callum.
‘Leave him!’ Fabrice shouted. ‘Stand back and put your hands up. And you, whoever you are, you crawl over to Alastair and stay on the floor.’
Callum looked up, rubbing the back of his head, and did as he was ordered.
Fabrice stared at them, the barrel of his rifle skipping from one to the other. ‘All right, who’s first?’ He glanced at Clémence and then his eyes fell on the old man. ‘You, I think, Alastair. Definitely you.’
The old man stared back, defiant. Brave.
Clémence didn’t feel brave, she was terrified. She didn’t want to die, but the terror paralysed her. What should she do? Scream? Pray? Hold Callum’s hand?
‘Do it outside, Fabrice,’ said Stephen.
‘Why?’
‘Less mess. Less forensic evidence. If you take them out and shoot them, we can dump them in the woods. It might be quite a while until anyone finds them. No one will even know they are dead for a bit. Shoot them here and there will be blood everywhere.’
Fabrice glanced at his father.
‘Trust me. I’m a convicted murderer. I know of what I speak.’
The old bastard was making a joke of it! Clémence was glad that he wasn’t her real grandfather after all.
‘All right,’ said Fabrice, after a moment’s thought. ‘Line up together in the hallway. If one of you runs, I will shoot the others and then you.’
He glared at Alastair. ‘You go first out the back. Then the kid. Then Clémence.’
With an effort the old man hauled himself out of his chair and shuffled out to the hallway. Callum followed, still holding his head, and Clémence came last. She could hear Fabrice behind her. It was as if she could feel the gun pointed at her back.
Then she heard a crash, and swung around. Stephen was holding the toaster in both hands, watching as Fabrice staggered, the barrel of the rifle swaying.
‘Callum!’ Clémence shouted and grabbed the barrel. There was a flash and a deafening explosion in the narrow hallway. Plaster cracked inches away.
Fabrice straightened up and tried to yank the rifle away from her. Stephen rammed the toaster on his son’s skull again, and Callum grabbed the stock of the rifle.
Clémence’s ears were ringing, but she saw her opportunity and dug her teeth into Fabrice’s hand. He let out a yell, and loosened his grip on the gun. The toaster crashed on his head again. Callum ripped the rifle away from him and then smashed the butt into his face.
Fabrice was on the floor.
‘Give me that! I know how to use it,’ said the old man. Callum handed him the rifle. The old man chambered the next round and pointed the gun at Fabrice’s head. ‘Move, and I’ll blow your head off,’ he growled. ‘In fact, I might just blow it off anyway.’
The old man glanced at Stephen, who was straightening himself up, the toaster still in his hands, a lopsided grin of triumph on his face.
The old man smiled gruffly. ‘Imaginative use of kitchen appliances, Stephen. When we’ve tidied up here, can I buy you a pint?’
‘A pint? Tight-fisted old bastard. I’d say that deserves two at least.’
Thursday 18 March 1999, Heathrow Airport
Madeleine watched as the uniformed British Airways attendant poured her tea.
‘Would you like some cake, Mrs Giannelli? Some shortbread?’
‘Oh, shortbread, please,’ said Madeleine. She liked shortbread, even more than she liked chocolate digestive biscuits, Britain’s two greatest contributions to world culture, as far as she was concerned.
She sipped her tea. The first-class lounge at Heathrow’s Terminal Four was almost empty. A young man whom she thought she recognized from the television was reading a tabloid newspaper in a seat not far away. Young? He was probably fifty.
She was worried. She hadn’t heard from Clémence at all. There were no messages from her at the Connaught when Madeleine had checked out a couple of hours earlier. Madeleine didn’t own a cell phone, so she was effectively out of touch until she got back to her apartment on Park Avenue later that night.
Also nothing from Jerry.
Actually, although she was worried, it was nice to be out of touch for a few hours. Up in the sky, there was nothing she could do that would have any impact on the disaster that was unfolding in Scotland.
At times like this, she missed Nathan. They had been such a good team. Both of them capable, both of them ambitious, both of them respected each other. They had achieved a lot together, she and Nathan.
But it was all built on one massive, horrible lie. Nathan had killed her little sister Sophie and then kept quiet about it, despite all the havoc it had caused in so many people’s lives. Actually two lies. Nathan had killed her first husband as well. For their entire marriage Madeleine had been happy to go along with the others that it was all some ghastly accident, but now she wasn’t so sure.
Her fury, which was never dormant for long these days, reignited.
Nathan had deserved to die. She didn’t regret her part in that for one moment.
All along she had done what she could for Sophie’s family. She had tried to keep in touch with her sister’s three children. She had helped with Clémence’s education, and with Beatrice’s children’s. She had even bought a small flat for Stephen to live in when he had been let out of jail. But she hadn’t made it right. Only Nathan’s death would make it right.
But the rest? She was too tired for all the rest. Like Alden’s death, and Sophie’s, Nathan’s killing was giving birth to a whole series of unintended consequences, to at least one unintended death. Because Alastair Cunningham would probably now be dead.
And Madeleine regretted that now. Sophie had loved Alastair, of that she was sure. Alastair would have made a much better husband for her than Stephen. And she had felt some sympathy for the courageous old man she had met over the last couple of days, trying to do his best to sort out the chaos he had created.
Fabrice had insisted that Alastair had had to die, and Madeleine felt that she owed Fabrice her help and protection for killing her husband. When she had learned from Stephen that Nathan had really killed Sophie, she had felt it her duty to get in touch with all Sophie’s children: Rupert, Beatrice and Fabrice. Beatrice and Rupert had not wanted to know, but Jerry, as he now was, had flown to Phoenix from LA immediately.
They had met in secret at a hotel in Scottsdale. She wasn’t sure whose idea it was to kill Nathan; they both seemed to think of it at the same time. Jerry had already killed once before. Madeleine had been involved wittingly or unwittingly in the cover up of at least two deaths.
Nathan had had to die, and Jerry had run him down in a hit-and-run, using precise information from Madeleine about where and when Nathan went for his evening strolls at their house in Scottsdale.
But Alastair, rather than just shutting up, had kept asking questions, to the point where he had guessed or discovered what Fabrice had done, and was threatening to make it public. Although Alastair hadn’t made the connection between Fabrice Trickett-Smith and Jerry Ranger, the police would once they started looking through their databases. Madeleine had felt duty-bound to tell Jerry, and having aided in his actions, didn’t feel she had the right to stop him from protecting himself, even if that meant killing Alastair.
And, of course, once Jerry had killed Alastair, he would need to lie low. Probably get a new identity. All with Madeleine’s help.
And so it would go on. And on. Who knew who else might end up dead in the future? Not Clémence, please not Clémence.
Actually, now Nathan was dead, Madeleine wanted to finish it all. Tell the truth, all of it. And face the consequences.
She bit into her shortbread.
‘Mrs Giannelli?’
She looked up to see a polite young man in a suit holding out a warrant card. Two uniformed airport policemen armed with machine guns stood behind him. The other inhabitants of the first-class lounge were silent, staring.
‘Yes?’
‘My name is Detective Constable Ford. Will you accompany me to the police station? We have some questions to ask you in connection with the murder of your husband.’
Madeleine closed her eyes. Opened them. Smiled. It was over.
‘With pleasure.’
Thursday 22 April 1999, St Andrews
Clémence slipped out of her French New Wave film studies lecture and hurried down the Scores to the hotel. She saw the old man alone at a table in a corner of the dining room, examining the menu.
‘Alastair!’ she shouted and rushed over to him. He scrambled to his feet and accepted her hug with a grin. ‘It’s so nice to see you!’ she gabbled. ‘Thanks for coming all this way to take me to lunch. You look very well.’
‘Not at all,’ said the old man. ‘I feel very well.’
Clémence sat opposite him. The world-weary confusion had been replaced by sprightliness. His brown eyes twinkled. He was still thin, and very old, but there was steel in the way that he sat, in his jaw, in the way he held his menu. Steel that glinted.
Clémence was almost overwhelmed by a surge of emotion, which it took her a moment to identify as happiness. She was just so pleased to see him alive and well and eager to see her. It was too much of a stretch to say that he was the only family that she had, yet with her mother entwined with her banker boyfriend in Hong Kong, her father in a Vietnamese school and her fairy great-aunt in jail, that’s what it felt like.
‘Nice smile,’ said the old man.
For some reason, Clémence felt her face reddening.
‘And nice blush.’
‘Oh, shut up,’ she said. She pulled a thick hardback book from her bag and dropped it with a thud on the table. ‘The Oxford English Dictionary,’ she said.
The old man glanced at her under his bushy eyebrows. ‘I know. I’ve looked it up.’
‘Read it out loud to me,’ Clémence ordered.
The old man flicked to the relevant page. He cleared his throat. ‘“Atelier. Noun. A workshop or studio. Origin seventeenth century, from French.”’
‘I think that’s pretty clear, don’t you?’ said Clémence, in triumph. She replaced the dictionary in her bag. ‘How did you get here?’
‘Train. I drove myself to the station. I’m driving now. I own an old Rover, you know. The MacInneses were looking after it.’
Clémence raised her eyebrows.
‘I’m perfectly safe.’
‘Is Sheila looking after you as well as your car?’
‘She keeps an eye on me. But I can do everything myself now. I even went down to London last week to buy Stephen those two pints I owed him.’
‘How was that?’
‘He only drank one of them,’ said the old man. ‘He is a miserable old git. But we’re going to stay in touch.’
They ordered. With only a moment’s hesitation, Clémence opted for the steak and chips. As an experienced student, she knew meals out were opportunities not to be missed. The old man joined her, and they each ordered a glass of red wine.
‘How’s your memory?’
‘It’s improving,’ the old man said. ‘Jigsaw pieces keep on turning up and I slot them into place. I’ve remembered a lot about Australia, and some of living in Yorkshire after the war. Oddly, still very little about the last year since I decided to come back to Britain.’
‘Will the rest come back?’
‘They don’t know. It may.’
‘You certainly look a lot better.’
‘I feel a lot better. I can feel that a burden that has been weighing on me for most of my life has been lifted. It’s strange, I couldn’t remember or identify exactly what that burden was, but that didn’t make it any less heavy. And it’s gone now.’
‘What are you going to do now?’ Clémence asked. ‘Will they let you stay on at Culzie?’
‘Until September.’
‘And after that?’
‘I’ve been talking to people in Australia. Turns out I have friends there. And an accountant and a lawyer. I didn’t sell my house in Mundaring, I rented it out, but the tenants are moving out in August. It sounds as if I was a pretty good doctor. People seem to have liked me. Still like me.’
‘That’s wonderful!’ said Clémence. ‘So are you going back there?’
‘Yes,’ said the old man. ‘In September. It’s like starting up a new life.’ He frowned. ‘Unfortunately, the one neighbour I do remember as a good friend, Mike, died last year. The eagle man. But that’s what happens when you get to my age.’
‘I’ll miss you,’ Clémence said.
The old man smiled. ‘Perth isn’t that far from Hong Kong, is it?’
‘It’s thousands of miles,’ said Clémence.
‘I’m sure it’s on the way to Scotland. You should drop by. You’re a student. You’ve got a backpack.’
Clémence laughed. ‘Yes, of course it is. I’d like that.’
Their steaks came, and Clémence tucked into hers with gusto.
‘How’s Callum?’ the old man asked.
‘He’s fine,’ she said. She felt herself blushing again, but this time the old man didn’t say anything. ‘He says hello.’
‘I thought of giving him my toaster. You know, if he needs a weapon to protect his house. You don’t need a licence for it.’
‘I’ll tell him. He’ll be thrilled.’
‘Have you heard anything more from the police?’
The legal situation had turned out to be very complicated. The police in Arizona naturally wanted Fabrice and Madeleine extradited, but the Scots wanted to charge Fabrice with attempted murder, or some other legal definition which encompassed running around the Highlands with a gun trying to shoot people. There was also the question of the death penalty. Fabrice had a prior conviction for murder, which made Nathan’s homicide a capital crime in Arizona. But it also made extradition from Scotland much more difficult.
‘Nothing recently,’ said Clémence. ‘Madeleine’s lawyer came to see me on Monday. He told me she plans to plead guilty to everything. She’s going to Arizona next week. Bail is unlikely, even at her age, so she’s probably going straight to jail. But at least with a guilty plea there is no chance of the death penalty.’
‘I’m glad of that,’ said the old man. ‘Did he tell you anything else?’
‘She has set up a fund to pay for the rest of my education. Apparently she owns Grandpa’s flat in Notting Hill and she’s giving it to him. The lawyer said she was planning to leave me something in her will. I said I didn’t want it.’
The old man raised his eyebrows. ‘That might be a lot of money. Wakefield Oil is a big company.’
‘I know. But I really don’t want it. It’s all Alden’s, isn’t it, originally? It’s tainted. Bad karma. Very bad karma.’
‘I’m not entirely sure what bad karma is, but you are probably right.’ The old man reached into a canvas bag by his feet. ‘I’ve brought something too.’ He pulled out a black exercise book. With a red binding.
‘Is that what I think it is?’ asked Clémence.
‘The police found it in Fabrice’s car. He hadn’t destroyed it.’
‘Can I read it?’
‘Of course,’ said the old man.
Clémence hesitated. She wanted to reach out and grab it, but that seemed rude.
‘What are you going to do with it? Are you going to try to publish a second edition of Death At Wyvis?’
‘Actually, I have another idea, but it requires your help.’
The old man’s eyes were twinkling. He was excited.
‘Oh, yes. What is it?’
‘I thought you and I could write a book together. A new book. Incorporating Death At Wyvis and adding your story to mine. After all these years, I finally know what really happened, and I need to set the record straight.’
‘And you want my help? You’re the one who has written all the books before.’
‘I think it would be fun to write it together. And to give your point of view. We could have a crack at it over the summer before I go back to Australia. You could come and stay at Culzie. Bring Callum. We could play Scrabble. I’ll let you win again.’ The old man smiled slyly. ‘Of course if you have to go back to Hong Kong, I would understand.’
The idea grabbed Clémence. She was dreading going home; she wasn’t even sure whether her mother would let her back in the house. This sounded fun. She really liked the idea of spending the summer with Callum, and Madeleine’s money would fund it.
Then a thought struck her. ‘We wouldn’t mention Patrick jumping on me, would we?’
‘Oh, I think we should, don’t you? I think your side of the story will be very convincing. And it would serve him right.’
Clémence hesitated. The old man was looking at her steadily. She trusted him. ‘OK,’ she said. ‘Patrick is in the book. I assume we’d say it was a novel?’
‘Of course. Why break with tradition?’
‘And what would we call it? Death At Wyvis Two?’
‘I thought Amnesia.’
‘So you get star billing?’
‘We could be joint authors.’
‘You mean ditch Angus Culzie?’
‘Yes. That was just me.’
Clémence hesitated. ‘Wouldn’t one name be better? Another pseudonym?’
‘Maybe,’ said the old man. ‘But what?’
Clémence’s mind was blank. ‘I don’t know.’
‘I do,’ said the old man, after a moment’s thought. ‘We can use Mike’s name. You know, my friend with the eagles.’
‘OK,’ said Clémence. ‘What was that?’
‘Michael Ridpath.’
Clémence thought it over. She liked the idea. She liked it a lot.
‘All right,’ she said. ‘Let’s do it.’
There is a Wyvis Estate on the shores of Loch Glass in Easter Ross, although I have rearranged some of the dwellings there. The various owners of the estate over the years and their families are entirely fictional, with the exception of the nineteenth-century proprietor. The bed and breakfast outside Dingwall run by a vet and his wife is entirely real. The name is Kildun Cottage, and I warmly recommend it.
I should like to thank a number of people who have helped me with this book: Andrew Botterill, Kevin Anderson, Alasdair and Gill Macnab, Aline Templeton, Kate Penrose, Julia Ridpath and Richenda Todd. Also Louise Cullen and Sara O’Keeffe at Atlantic Books, Nicky Lovick, Liz Hatherell, my agent Oli Munson and, as always, Barbara.