10

The children were asleep and their door was closed. Flames crackled in the stone hearth. Outside, the night wind shrieked down off the mountains and on across the valley. Wolves tried to compete and couldn’t.

Fargo sat in a chair facing the fireplace. His eyes were closed, his chin bobbed. He was tired and ready for bed. It had been a long day. He’d held up well, but it would be a few days yet before he recovered enough from his wounds to be his old self. A noise made him turn his head. It came from the bedroom he was using: Mary’s bedroom. She had excused herself a while ago and gone in. She didn’t say why. He figured she was getting ready for bed.

Supper had consisted of another chicken and fresh bread. Fargo had taken small portions and didn’t ask for seconds so there was enough for all of them. The kids had been too busy stuffing their faces to notice. If Mary did, she didn’t say anything.

Fargo stared into the dancing flames. He needed a good night’s sleep so he could get an early start. He had a plan—a crazy plan as Mary called it—but if it worked, she and the kids would be free to go wherever their hearts desired, and be free of the claws of Cud Sten, as well.

Another noise from the bedroom caused Fargo to turn, and for a few seconds he was breathless with desire. Then he caught himself and quietly asked, “You did all that for me?”

Mary Harper had changed into a nightgown. Where many gowns were loose-fitting and bulky, this was tight and scandalously sheer. It was bright red, matching the red of her cheeks. She had brushed her hair and done things with her face so that she appeared as fresh as a new-bloomed daisy. Nervously clasping her hands in front of her, she said demurely, “Frank got this for me so I could treat him now and then, as he put it.”

Fargo’s estimation of the man rose considerably.

“I know I don’t look like much but it’s the very best thing I own.”

“Come here,” Fargo huskily requested.

With a glance at the door to the kids’ bedroom, she crossed and stood timidly beside the chair, her eyes downcast.

“What’s wrong?”

“I told you. The only other man I’ve ever been with was Frank. I’m scared out of my wits. You’d think I wouldn’t be, given I’ve had two kids and all. But this is nothing like being married. This is”—Mary paused as if seeking the right word—“exciting.”

Fargo put his hand on her wrist.

“Wait. There are rules.”

“Rules?”

“I don’t want Nelly and Jayce to hear us. We have to be quiet. And we go in my bedroom and throw the bolt so one of them doesn’t walk in on us. And if they knock, we stop right away and I get dressed and get out of bed to see what they want.”

“Anything else?”

Her eyes were pools of uncertainty. “You won’t hurt me, will you? I mean, you’re not one of those? My Frank was always gentle. That’s how I like it. Nice and easy and gentle.”

“I’m not Frank,” Fargo said, and pulled her into his lap. She resisted for the briefest instant. Then her bottom was on his manhood and his mouth was molded to hers. She gasped and in doing so parted her lips, enabling him to slide his tongue into her mouth.

Mary was momentarily taken aback. She pressed against his shoulders, but not hard, and cooed deep in her throat. Slowly, she melted against him, until her mouth was molten with need.

They kissed and they kissed. It was Fargo who broke for air. Mary rested her cheek on his chest and shook from head to toe.

“Oh, my.”

“What?”

“Frank never kissed like that.”

“I’m not Frank,” Fargo repeated. He caressed her hair and ran his other hand down to the small of her back. She sat still, her hands in her lap, a frightened bird ready to take wing. “You can relax.”

“That’s easy for you to say. If my children caught us, I’d be embarrassed beyond tears. They mean everything to me, Skye. And I do mean everything.”

Mary gazed about the room. “We may not have much but we’ve always had love and respect. I wouldn’t want to lose that.”

Fargo could take a hint. Scooping her into his arms, he rose and moved toward her bedroom.

“There’s no need to carry me. I can walk.”

“I’ve known chipmunks that chattered less,” Fargo said by way of making her hush.

“I can’t help it. It’s all I can do to keep from trembling like a newlywed.” Mary touched a fingertip to his lips. “Be patient with me, please. I’ll try not to disappoint you.”

Fargo set her on her feet and she timidly craned her neck to kiss him. He slid his hands behind her, gripped her bottom, and ground against her.

“Goodness! Be gentle, remember?”

Fargo squeezed her harder, then hauled off and gave her bottom a slap. She arched her back and her eyes widened in surprise . . . and something else.

“You call that gentle?”

Roving a hand to her belly, Fargo rubbed in circles until his hand brushed a breast. He covered it with his palm. Her nipple was growing as hard as a tack. When he pinched it, her eyelids fluttered and she mewed in delight. “Liked that, did you?”

“You make me tingle.”

Fargo intended to do a lot more than that. He eased her onto the bed on her back and was about to spread out next to her.

“The bolt, remember?”

Grumbling, Fargo hurried to the door and back again. He removed his spurs. He’d torn apart more than a few quilts, blankets, and sheets in his time, and she didn’t have any to spare.

“Lord, I hope I’m not making the biggest mistake of my life. If words get around, I’ll have men crawling out of the woodwork, thinking I’m easy.”

“Who is there to tell?” Fargo unbuckled his gun belt and set it to one side. He was rock-hard under his pants, so hard it hurt, a delicious hurt he could never get enough of. He commenced kissing her; her throat, her cheeks, her brow. Her body grew hot. She squirmed in rising delight and sank her fingernails into his shoulders.

Fargo’s mouth found hers. He covered her mounds and kneaded them through the sheer fabric of her nightgown. She bit his bottom lip as if trying to devour him, then suddenly drew back, her eyes widening in horror.

“Oh, no.”

Not having any idea what she was upset about, and not caring to stop, Fargo went to nuzzle her neck and was surprised when she pushed against his chest, stopping him. “What’s the matter?”

“I bit you so hard, there’s a drop of blood.”

Fargo didn’t understand why she was so disturbed. “Bite me all you want. Just so you don’t rip my throat open.”

“I didn’t mean to do it.”

Drawing back, Fargo stared. “A drop of blood never hurt anybody. What’s really got you upset?”

“I—” Mary hesitated. “I lost control.”

“All you did was bite me.”

“I never bit Frank’s lip.”

“I keep telling you I’m not Frank. Bite me, claw me, pull my hair out—it won’t make me faint.”

“It’s not you,” Mary said. “It’s me.”

“I don’t savvy.”

“Aren’t you listening? I lost control. I got so excited, I bit you without thinking. I’ve never, ever done that my whole life.”

“Calm down. It’s not as if you ripped my clothes off and had your way with me.”

“That’s just it. I want to.”

To Fargo’s delight, she threw an arm around his neck and pulled him to her. She kissed him fiercely, moaning all the while, and did the last thing he expected her to do: She reached between his legs and cupped his rigid pole. Her lips and her body were living fire. She didn’t so much make love to him as consume him.

Time lost all meaning. Mary kissed and rubbed and stroked and aroused as few women had ever done to Fargo. He held his own for a while and then lay back and let her do as she pleased. She pleased to do everything. Her lips roved everywhere. She was a bottomless wellspring of carnal craving, and she craved to be filled.

When, at long last, they neared the peak, Fargo throbbed with the need for release. His manhood felt fit to rupture.

Mary crested first. She threw back her head and her eyes widened in amazement, and then she bit her lip to keep from crying out as she bucked and heaved and cooed and gushed, gushed, gushed.

Her climax triggered Fargo’s. He hurtled over the brink, surprised by the intensity. It was like no time, ever. It was different. It was unique. It was the best.

They coasted to a stop and Fargo collapsed beside her. That was the last he knew until a gentle shaking of his arm brought him out of perhaps the deepest sleep of his life to find her gazing lovingly into his eyes.

“Good morning.”

“What?” Fargo thought she was mistaken. They couldn’t have slept that long.

“It’s almost dawn. Half an hour and the sun will rise. I’ve checked on Nelly and Jayce, and they’re still sound asleep.”

Groggily, Fargo raised up and looked around. “I slept the whole night?” He sank back down.

“What was left of it. We were up pretty late.” Mary tenderly touched his cheek. “Thank you.”

“Anytime.”

“That was like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I thought that Frank and I—” Mary stopped. “How do I put this?”

“It’s never the same with any two people.”

“No. I don’t mean that.” Mary’s brow puckered. “I thought I knew what it was all about. I mean, Frank and I did it, well, fairly often.” She touched him again, a great tenderness on her face. “But none of those times were anything like this. I don’t know if I can describe it in words.”

“There’s no need.” Fargo closed his eyes. If they had half an hour until daylight, he might as well get a little more sleep.

Mary kissed his cheek, his chin, his throat. “If I could, I would do it again right this minute. But the children will be up soon.”

“Rest,” Fargo said.

“I don’t want rest. I want you. I want you again and again. I want you until I pass out.”

Fargo looked at her, and damn if she wasn’t serious. “I won’t complain if you take it into your head to ravish me again sometime.”

“How about tonight?”

“If I make it back.”

Mary pressed her mouth to his, hard. “How about every night for the rest of our lives?”

Fargo sobered and propped his head on his arm. “I thought I made it clear. I’m not looking to put down roots.”

“I’d make you happy. I’d make you as happy as any man has ever been since the dawn of time.”

“Oh, Mary . . .”

“Think about it. That’s all I ask. Think about it, and if you want, stick around awhile and make up your mind.”

“I’m taking you and your kids out of here, remember?”

“There’s no rush. With you here we’ll have plenty to eat. You’ll hunt game, and I’ll cook and clean, and at night we’ll do what we did last night, over and over. There will be no end to it. No end to us.”

Fargo rolled onto his back and covered his eyes with his forearm. He liked her. He liked her a lot. Maybe it was even more than liking. There was no denying their coupling had been special. But what she was asking was impossible. He would eventually move on, as he always did.

“I’ve upset you, haven’t I?”

“No,” Fargo lied.

“Yes, I have. I can tell. I’m sorry. Truly sorry. It’s the last thing I want to do.” Mary rested her cheek on his neck.

Fargo was startled to feel a spot of wet on his skin. He peered from under his arm and saw tears trickling from the corners of her eyes. “Stop that.”

“I don’t want to lose you. This is so new, so wonderful. I’ve never known anything like it”

“I’m not the only man in the world,” Fargo said by way of suggesting she would find someone else one day.

“You are for me. Don’t you understand? What we have comes along only once or twice in a lifetime. It’s rare. If we go our separate ways, we might never have it again.”

Fargo draped his arm around her shoulders. “It’s new for you. You’re making more out of it than there is.”

“You don’t see. You just don’t see.”

“Mary, please.”

Mary tilted her head to look at him. The tears were still flowing but she didn’t sob or blubber. They were quiet tears. “I’ll make this as clear to you as I possibly can. Then it’s up to you to decide what you’ll do about it.” She cleared her throat.

“Don’t.”

“Skye Fargo, I love you.”

“Oh, hell.”

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