Beckman: Lord of Sins

Eighteen

“He has a letter from your parents.”

Sara knew that voice and that scent, but did not know Beckman would accost her while she lay in her own bed. She opened her eyes when Beck climbed into that bed, spooned himself around her, and gathered her close.

“Get out of this bed.”

“Polly’s off somewhere,” Beck said, smoothing her braid over her shoulder. “Allie’s fast asleep. I checked.”

“You…” Sara tried to roll over to glare at him, but he held her gently in place.

“I expect your sister is trysting with North at the springs. I hope she is. We should try it sometime.”

“You should get out of this bed,” Sara insisted. “Allie has the occasional nightmare, and when she does she comes looking for me.”

“She’ll find you, but one wonders where this argument was all the nights you spent in my bed, Mrs. Hunt. Aren’t you interested in your parents’ letter?”

“No.” Sara flopped the covers for emphasis.

“Mendacity in domestics is a terrible problem.” The dratted man kissed her ear.

“Beckman…” The mere sound of his voice, the slightest hint of his scent, and some of the tension Sara had carried since Tremaine’s arrival left her body. “I’m not interested in another sermon from my father.”

“Your husband is dead. What can your father sermonize about?”

That stumped her, which was a relief, because their increasingly frequent nocturnal arguments bit at her composure far more than she’d ever allow Beck to see. He seized the advantage of her silence.

“We had an interesting chat at the springs, your brother-in-law and I.” Beck’s hand kneaded at the base of Sara’s spine, where her menses left her feeling achy. “He freely admits to having a store of items sent by Reynard for safekeeping, and admits those items are yours, Allie’s, and Polly’s.”

When Beck touched her like that, it was hard to form words, much less think.

“It costs him nothing to admit such. Next he’ll be insisting we accompany him back to Oxford to look over this treasure trove, and then we’ll be virtual prisoners.”

“He asked me if he could buy you Three Springs,” Beck went on, his hands working magic.

“Asking and producing the deed are two different things.”

“Sara, the man has no other family.”

Sara rolled over then, mostly to reclaim her powers of speech and thought. “Beckman, you acquit him of all the trouble we’ve had here and find him worthy of trust and confidences and God knows what else, all because you’ve splashed around in the springs together? Forgive me if I’m slower to trust. His brother was similarly charming and kind and interested only in my welfare, until he’d sprung his trap, leaving my life in ruins, my brother dead, and my parents believing every lie Reynard spun, while my sister…”

“Sara?” Polly stood at Sara’s door.

“God save me,” Sara muttered.

“My apologies,” Polly said. “Allie’s not in her bed.”

“She’s not?” Sara sat up in an instant, scooting to the side of the bed. “Could she be at the privy?”

“Not likely,” Polly said. “She’s been warned not to leave the house at night.”

“Dear God…” Sara was almost off the bed before Beck stopped her with fingers wrapped around her wrist.

“Wait.” He reached for his dressing gown with the other hand. “Think first, Sara. We’ll find her. Where’s North, Polly?”

“He thought he saw a light in the barn and was going to investigate, but Allie wouldn’t take a lantern out there without permission, not with all that hay to catch on a single spark.”

Beck kept his grip on Sara’s arm when she would have bolted for the door in her nightgown. He handed her the green dressing gown and then her slipper boots. “Your sister will need a shawl, Polly, and a lantern. I doubt she’ll let me leave this house without her.”

Sara nodded affirmation of that notion, and Polly disappeared.

“I’m going to see if Tremaine is in his bed,” Beck said, standing to yank on his breeches. “You will not panic, Sara, do you hear me? Allie was in her bed not fifteen minutes ago, and she can’t have gone far by moonlight.”

Unless, of course, she was bundled onto Tremaine’s horse and heading for the first ship out of Portsmouth. Sara kept that thought to herself as Beck escorted her to the kitchen and saw her into Polly’s keeping, while he went to see if Tremaine—alone in all of Creation—was yet abed.

“St. Michael is not in his bed,” Beck said, anxiety in his eyes, “so you ladies take the lantern, and I’ll find North. You will remain on the back porch, though, until you see my signal. If you fear I’ve come to harm, you lock yourself in the carriage house with Angus and send Jeff for help on foot.”

He turned to go, but Sara stopped him with a hand on his arm. All the years she’d been married, all the years she’d been a mother, she’d felt a lack. Men had desired her; men had paid money to hear her perform. They’d offered her pretty compliments, some of them even sincere.

But no man had put himself at risk of harm for her or for her daughter. For Beckman to walk into certain danger for her or for Allie was an awful blessing, much harder to accept than Sara would have guessed.

“Be careful, Beckman. Please, for the love of God, be careful.”

He kissed her soundly on the mouth and slipped out into the darkness.

Beck’s slipper boots made a noiseless approach easy in the thick summer grass, but as he neared the barn, he heard voices murmuring. First, Allie’s light tones drifted through the darkness, relaxed and curious, though her words were indistinct. Then came the peculiar rumble of Tremaine’s bass burr. Their conversation was clearly amiable, and Beck was calculating how best to get closer, when North stepped from the shadows, a finger to his lips. He gestured toward the barn, and Beck nodded.

By slow increments, they stole nearer, until they were in the dense shadows of the first empty stall, close enough to hear every word.

“Do you know what my papa looked like?”

“A lot like you,” Tremaine said. “His hair was not as reddish, but more brown, and his eyes were not as… they weren’t as pretty. But in here”—he paused—“there it is. I brought this in case you might want it.”

“That’s my papa?” Allie’s voice was wondering. “He looked just like that, too.”

“I think your aunt might have painted it. It’s good enough to be her work.”

“Aunt is very talented with portraiture,” Allie allowed absently. “He looks happy.”

“He generally was. He tried to paint too, you know, when he was young.”

“I didn’t know.” Allie’s tone was arrested. “Why did he stop?”

“Hard to say. The times were very difficult in France—they still are—and lessons and materials were not easy to come by. Then too, he was never satisfied and felt anybody else’s work was better than his.”

“It’s hard,” Allie said, “to be the student and feel like you always botch it up. Aunt says I have to be patient, and I’m getting better, but I’m not supposed to talk about my painting with you.”

“Whyever not?”

North would have risen then, but Beck stopped him with a shake of his head. Instead, he indicated they should shift a few feet closer, so the child and her uncle were in view.

“Because you might try to make me paint for money,” Allie said, “the way my papa made money from Aunt’s work and Mama’s music. It wasn’t well done of him.”

“They’ve told you about that, have they?”

“No.” Allie’s voice shifted as she rummaged in the trunk. “I sleep in a little alcove, and they often think I’m asleep when they’re up late, talking. When I ask, they always say nice things about my papa, but they won’t look at me when they do. At night, when it’s dark, they half-say things to each other about him, and he wasn’t very nice sometimes.”

“He wasn’t. Nobody’s nice all the time, though, Allemande. I tell myself he was doing the best he could.”

Allie fell silent, and Tremaine, hunkered before the trunk with her, was apparently going to leave her to her thoughts.

“What else do you have in this trunk, Uncle?”

“A few things I thought your mama or your aunt might want,” Tremaine said. “There are three little paintings your papa sent me right before he died, some perfume he bought in Venice, an inkwell with a bear on it—I think he bought that with you in mind—a little decorated teapot. Sundries, I suppose, but these things caught my eye when I was packing.”

“They’re for us?” Allie’s voice was muffled as she went diving again for treasure.

“I believe they are yours. Yours, your mama’s, and your aunt’s, but certainly not mine.”

“Don’t suppose you use lady’s perfume,” Allie muttered. “My goodness, I remember these…”

“Allie…” Tremaine’s tone held amusement. “I meant to bring this trunk out sometime when your mother could supervise dispersal of the contents, but the moment never presented itself. Why don’t we get you back to bed, and we’ll make a project of it in the morning?”

“Yes, Uncle, but you should know I get up quite early.” The lid of the trunk came down, and Tremaine hefted Allie to his hip.

“If you get your sheets dirty because you tromped around the yard tonight, you’ll get us both in trouble.”

“Tremaine.” Beck stepped into the light, having surprised Allie at least.

“Mr. Haddonfield.” Allie grinned from her perch on Tremaine’s hip. “Hullo.”

Beck smiled at her. “Hullo, princess. My lecture about not leaving the house alone after dark must have slipped your memory.”

“But I’m not alone.” Allie hugged her uncle, who was looking chagrined and protective of his niece.

“No harm done,” Tremaine said. “I’ll just take Allie back to her apartment and make apologies all around.”

“And explanations,” Beck suggested, reaching for Allie and transferring her to his own hip.

“Beckman?” Sara’s voice sounded from the barn door. “Is everything all right?”

“So much for my lectures about staying on the porch. In here, Sara, and you needn’t worry. Allie is merely having a midnight chat with her uncle.”

“Hullo, Mama.” Allie’s grin dimmed. “Hullo, Aunt. Is Mr. North coming too?”

“I’m here.” North emerged from the shadows. “Though I believe I’ll be seeking my bed.”

“Not so fast.”

Five adults and one child turned to survey the figures coming down the ladder from the hayloft. The going was difficult, because each man was clambering down while trying to keep a double-barreled pistol trained on the assemblage.

“Tobias?” Polly spoke for the group, her voice laden with incredulity. “Timothy?”

“Hold yer tongue, Miss High and Mighty,” Tobias spat. “We’ll just be taking the girl here. Set her down, mate, and back away from her.”

“Not on your miserable, craven, cowardly lives.” Beck turned so Allie was shielded by the sheer bulk of his body. “Murder me before these women and this child if you like, but I’m twice your size, and I take a lot of killing.”

“As do I,” North echoed, smiling evilly.

“And then there’s the girl’s uncle,” Tremaine chimed in, “who has years of neglecting her circumstances to atone for.”

“There’s three of ’em,” Timothy noted, apparently for the first time.

“We got four shots atween us, Tim,” Tobias said. “They’ll not do a thing.”

From the corner of Beck’s eye, he saw Boo-boo regarding the scene with sleepy puzzlement.

“A stray dog could kidnap the child more effectively than you two,” Beck scoffed, catching North’s eye. North nodded ever so slightly and shifted his position.

“Where are you going?” Tobias waved his pistol between North and Beck.

“I’ve seen enough of this farce,” North began in his most scathing tones. “You two are the most imbecilic, ridiculous…”

“Boo-boo!” Beck literally threw Allie into North’s arms. “Treat! Boo-boo, treat!”

The dog started baying and jumping around, Tremaine grabbed the women and hustled them from the barn on North’s heels, and Beck put himself between the twins and those they had held at gunpoint.

“Make the dog shut up, Toby!” Tim fired his gun at Boo-boo, who thought the noise was great fun indeed, barking louder than ever, until Tim discharged his second bullet in desperation, then pitched the gun at the dog.

Beck wrenched Tobias’s gun from his hand and cocked the hammer.

“Both of you hold still.” Hearing Beck’s voice, Boo-boo fell silent as well, tilting his head as if to ask why the game had been suspended.

“The dog is still hungry enough to snack on whatever’s to hand.” Beck picked up Tim’s spent weapon without taking his eyes off the twins. “As much as I’d like to let him have at you, for your own safety, get in the empty stall.”

Tim eyed the dog. “Do as he says, Tobe. That beast didn’t like us none when we brung him here.”

“Hush, you!” Tobias hissed. “We never seen that damned dog. Never.”

“You were seen with the dog in the village,” Beck improvised. “Your boots, doubtless, will match the prints found near our burned smokehouse. You will not be able to account for yourselves on the days when trouble befell us here, and I’m sure, if I ask around on the docks in Portsmouth long enough, I’ll find somebody who sold you a black rat snake, traded you for it, or lost it to you in a card game.”

“Tobe…” Tim was already in the stall. “He knows about that snake. I told you the snake was a bad…”

“Shut up!”

“In the stall, Tobias,” Beck said. “Now. My finger itches worse with each moment I consider the harm you did a helpless old woman’s property, much less the scare you put into the ladies who never did you any wrong.”

Tobias was inspired, perhaps by the absolutely genuine menace in Beck’s voice, to join his brother in the stall. “You never paid us our wages,” Tobias sneered. “Your hands ain’t clean.”

“Your wages were left at the posting inn,” Beck said, closing both the top and bottom halves of the stall door and bolting them. “If you owed a prior balance there, you might have taken it up with the innkeeper. What, no witty riposte, gentlemen? You disappoint me, as does my own unwillingness to murder you outright. Be warned, I will shoot you should you give me the slightest provocation. The very slightest.”

He left them with that to think about, detailed Jeff and Angus to watch the prisoners, and headed for the house. On the back porch he paused, gazing up at the starry night and wishing he could take more than a few minutes before joining the others inside.

Because with this problem solved, he had no excuse for tarrying here at Three Springs. Tremaine was no threat, no matter what Sara thought, and Tobias and Timothy were at least on their way to the Antipodes.

And Sara had a letter from her parents, likely inviting her to raise Allie at home in St. Albans.

The sense of turning his sights on home, and being both relieved and disappointed to do so, was familiar to Beck. Before it swamped him, he forced himself to open the back door. Sara alone waited for him at the kitchen table, a tea tray sitting before her.

“Where is everybody?”

“North said something about needing decent attire when he calls on the magistrate in the middle of the night. Tremaine offered to accompany him,” Sara replied. “Polly took Allie to wash her feet off, and then they were headed for bed as well.”

“And you?”

Sara shuddered minutely. “I want to know what you’ve done with those two, and I want to know what Allie was doing out in the barn with Tremaine. She was told…”

“And you were told,” Beck interrupted gently and poured a cup of tea. He added cream and sugar, stirred, then wrapped both of Sara’s hands around the cup. “Drink.”

While she complied, he fixed his own cup.

“Tobias and Timothy are locked in a stall under guard, and no, it’s not one they could climb out of, assuming they’re bright enough to look up while considering escape. Jeff and Angus have a loaded pistol between them to encourage cooperation in the prisoners.”

Sara’s shoulders slumped. “Thank God.”

“You were worried for them?”

“For you.” She glared at her teacup. “I was worried for you. You argued with them and wouldn’t let go of Allie, and then we were running, and I heard a gun go off… North said to stay at the house, then told us you’d confined those two at gunpoint, and if he hadn’t…”

“And I said to stay on the porch,” Beck reminded her. “But your worry flatters me. As for what Allie and Tremaine were doing in the barn, Sara, you’d best ask them. He showed her some mementos gathered by her father, though, and she was all set to ask him more questions about Reynard.”

Sara nodded, wrapping her arms around her middle. “Of course, his trump card, the deceased papa, to whom he was never close, but Allie wouldn’t know that.”

“He answered honestly,” Beck said, and it occurred to him to wonder why Sara wasn’t with her daughter when the child’s welfare had been so overtly threatened. No doubt she wanted to give Polly time with the child, because… because…

The answer landed in his head like exploding ordinance.

“What would you have me say, Beckman?” Sara rose. “I will never trust the man. While I know that isn’t fair—it isn’t even rational, God knows—I can’t change it, either.”

“Will you ever trust me?”

Her answer was a long, pained silence.

“I see.” Beck got to his feet, feeling decades older than when he’d stolen into Sara’s bed. “Very well, then. But, Sara?”

She raised miserable eyes to him.

“Two things. The paintings, the ones you’re so afraid of? Tremaine has them right out in the barn. He told Allie he’d brought them with some other valuables, because he thought you might like them.”

She blinked—nothing more, and Beck wondered if she even comprehended his words. “What else?”

“If you want to join me in my bed tonight,” Beck said quietly, “you are very welcome there, as always, but I’m done carrying you half-asleep where you can damned well get yourself wide awake.”

He leaned down and brushed his lips over hers, gently, lingeringly.

If his intent had been to take the sting out of his words, he failed miserably. Sara’s tears started before the sound of Beck’s retreating footfalls had faded.