Betrayers

27

JAKE RUNYON

It was late, almost ten, by the time he got to Bryn’s house. He’d called her from Ullman’s, while they were waiting for the Daly City police, and she still wanted to see him tonight, no matter how late it was. Did he mind? No, he didn’t mind. Not tonight, not anytime. She didn’t even need a reason; all she had to do was ask.

“You look tired,” she said when she let him in.

So did she. Tired and stressed out. Drinking again, too. She wasn’t drunk or even high, but he could smell the wine on her breath and her eyes wore a slight glaze.

He said, “I can use a cup of tea.”

“I’ll put the kettle on. Bad night?”

“Bad enough.” That was all he’d say about it. And she wouldn’t ask any more. She understood that he didn’t like to talk about his work, preferred to compartmentalize his personal and professional lives. Even if that weren’t the case, he wouldn’t have told her what he’d seen in Zachary Ullman’s bedroom, what had happened out there tonight. Child porn was a highly emotional issue with just about everybody, all the more so for a psychologically fragile mother with a nine-year-old son who’d been taken away from her.

Neither of them said much until the tea was ready and she’d poured another glass of wine for herself and they were on the couch in the living room. She brooded into her glass for a little time before she said, “What happened today… I don’t like burdening you with it, but I need to talk to someone, someone who’ll understand.”

“What happened?”

“Bobby came to school with a fractured arm. The principal called me when he couldn’t get hold of Robert.”

“The boy okay?”

“His arm, yes. It’s not a bad fracture-hairline crack of the ulna.”

“How’d it happen?”

“He said he fell on his way to school.”

“Said he fell? You don’t believe him?”

“I don’t know what to believe,” Bryn said. “He wouldn’t talk about it, wouldn’t look me in the eye. And he didn’t tell anyone at school, classmates or teachers. One of the teachers found out when another boy pushed him in the hall and he yelled and clutched his arm.”

“You think somebody hurt him and he’s covering up? Older kids, a schoolyard bully?”

“That’s one possibility. But he’s usually friendly, outgoing, the kind of boy everybody likes and gets along with.”

“Usually?”

“I told you how Bobby was with me last weekend. Quiet, withdrawn-not like himself at all. I wanted to believe it was just a phase, but now… I think it’s more serious than that. More serious than other kids pushing him around.”

Runyon said nothing for a time. Then, “His father?”

“Yes. It isn’t just the fractured arm, Jake. When I took Bobby to the doctor, he didn’t want to take off his shirt so they could put a soft cast on his arm. We made him do it. His back and shoulders… bruises, lots of them.”

Christ. “What did he say?”

“He said he got them playing football. But he was lying-I could see it in his eyes. He got those bruises at home.”

“You never mentioned physical abuse before.”

“There wasn’t any while Robert and I were married. I’d swear to that. He’s a controlling, vindictive shit, but I never imagined he was an abuser, too. If I had… my God, I’d’ve used it against him at the custody hearing.”

“Why would he change, start hurting Bobby?”

“I don’t know. Financial problems, trouble with his practice or with this woman he’s planning to marry… I just don’t know. But I’m afraid he has.”

“Did you talk to him today?”

“Yes. He was home when I took Bobby there from the doctor’s.”

“Accuse him?”

“Not in so many words. I said I thought somebody was hurting Bobby; he said he didn’t believe it. Refused to discuss the matter. There was something about the way he acted… evasive. That damn glib lawyer evasiveness. You know?”

“I know.”

“If I did accuse him, he’d just deny it-and make me out to be paranoid for even suggesting such a thing. I don’t know what to do, Jake. What can I do if Bobby won’t admit the truth?”

“Talk to him again, try to convince him.”

“I don’t think I can get through to him. He won’t tell on his father. Robert’s too controlling-Bobby’s afraid of him.”

Runyon was silent.

Bryn tried to gulp some of her wine instead of sipping it with the good side of her mouth. Some of it spilled out, down the front of her robe. She said, “Shit!” and then, when Runyon started to reach out to her, “No, don’t. Don’t.” She mopped up the spilled wine with the hem of the robe in quick, angry movements.

He waited, not saying anything, letting her pick up the conversation when she was ready.

“I’m terrified it’ll get worse,” she said, “worse than a fractured arm. If anything really bad happens to Bobby… I couldn’t stand that, I can barely cope with things the way they are now.”

Runyon said slowly, “Maybe there’s something I can do.”

“I’m not asking for your help; I wouldn’t ask. Support, advice

… that’s all.”

“Not enough, if you’re right about the abuse.”

“I’m right, but… it’s not the kind of domestic situation a private detective can investigate; we both know that.”

“Officially, no.”

“There’s nothing you could do anyway. You don’t know Robert, how spiteful he is, the way he uses the law like a weapon. You’d only end up getting hurt.”

“Not if he’s guilty.”

“Jake… please. Don’t get involved.”

Runyon was thinking about what he’d seen tonight in Ullman’s bedroom. Different kind of child abuse, but abuse nonetheless. Little kids being hurt by adults without conscience or humanity.

“I already am,” he said.