Better Homes and Hauntings

9 Brainstorming for Bogeymen

THAT NIGHT’S DINNER was the most awkward on record.

Nina made enchiladas, because it was her night on the schedule, and she couldn’t screw up tortillas and beans even when her hands were trembling a bit. Cindy was ruthlessly polishing her silverware. Jake looked as if he was ready to jump out of his skin at any moment. Deacon was staring at Nina as if she possessed the secret cheat codes to video games that hadn’t even been invented yet. Nina was avoiding eye contact, but he wasn’t sure if that was because of the Rick problems or post-greenhouse semi-nudity awkwardness. Dotty seemed to be the only one not completely stressed out. Nina suspected some fairly strong herbal supplements were involved.

Halfway through the silent meal, Cindy gave Jake an emphatic nod toward Deacon. He frowned and shook his head no. Cindy made a circular, come on with it gesture. Jake shook his head again. By this time, they’d caught the others’ attention and realized they weren’t nearly as sneaky as they thought. Meanwhile, Deacon was watching Nina as if she would bolt at any moment And Nina kept her head bent over her plate as if she was praying for divine enchilada intervention.

Deacon cleared his throat and said, “Nina and I have something to tell you,” just as Cindy said, “Jake and I have something we need to say.”

“You’re going to put us out of our misery and agree to go out with him?” Dotty asked, clapping and turning toward the others. “Who had three weeks in the betting pool?”

Deacon shook his head and said, “Me, but that’s not really as important as Nina’s issue.”

“Our issue is pretty serious,” Cindy countered.

“Well, so is Nina’s.” Deacon turned on the landscaper. “Nina, come on. We talked about this.”

“Maybe we should let Nina go first,” Jake suggested brightly.

“Jake, we talked about this,” Cindy groused.

Nina suddenly blurted out, “I think my former boss snuck onto the island and destroyed my greenhouse.”

Suddenly, Cindy’s simultaneous declaration of “The house is definitely haunted” didn’t seem so dramatic. Although it did make Deacon roll his eyes a little.

Cindy patted Nina’s back. “She can go first.”

Nina gave the brief, emotionless summary of events that she’d been practicing in her head since the afternoon.

Deacon added a comment about the state of the greenhouse and said that Anthony’s crew had already cleaned out the mess.

It was strange to watch that livid flush creep into Nina’s cheeks, to hear the flinty, pissed-off tone in her voice. Nina had reached her breaking point. And apparently, her chewy candy center was made up entirely of anger.

“I’m sorry that I brought this with me to the island,” she practically spit. “And the offer to let you fire me stands. It wouldn’t be the first job this jerk has ruined for me, not that I can prove it. I just have to work harder to make sure he can’t ruin the next one.”

“Nina, I’m not going to fire you,” Deacon told her quietly. “It’s not your fault. You can’t control what some psycho does. I’m not angry with you. I’m a little angry with the people who installed my security system for not picking it up, but that’s not something for you to worry about. I don’t want you to worry, all right? Just focus on that water-garden thing, because I am very, very concerned about the possibility of living here without the right number of water lilies.”

She offered him a tense imitation of a smile and nodded sharply.

“And I have a few Tasers in my bag. You and Cindy are more than welcome to keep them with you if you don’t feel safe,” Dotty offered.

“You have a few Tasers?” Jake exclaimed. “Who would give you more than one Taser?”

“Who would give you one Taser?” Deacon asked.

“Have you ever ridden on the Metro in Paris?” Dotty snarked. “Well, until you do, don’t judge me.”

“We’re getting away from the point,” Deacon retorted. “Maybe my security company can provide you with mace or personal alarms or a Taser that might not electrocute you when you try to use it because Dotty dropped it in a puddle once.” He ignored the obscene gesture Dotty sent his way, tapping a few tabs on his phone to pull up a picture of Rick, which he promptly sent to all of the other team members’ phones. “This is a picture of Rick Douglas. If you see him, come to me immediately, and we’ll call my security team.”

Nina shot Deacon an incredulous look. How did Deacon know who her former boss was and pull up a picture of him so quickly? She knew it was unwise to question the skills of a Web wizard, but it seemed suspiciously efficient.

“Until then, keep your eyes open, and if you see anything strange, report it immediately. I’m having five copies of my alarm watch made, so that each of you can call for help directly, if necessary. They should be here in a few days.”

“That actually brings me to my point,” Cindy said. “The reporting issue, that is.”

Jake grimaced, as if he had hoped that Cindy would drop the subject in the face of Nina’s problem.

“What’s going on?” Deacon asked.

“Cindy and I had a, well, let’s call it an episode this afternoon.”

“An episode?”

“An incident,” Jake amended.

Dotty held up one hand, as if waiting to be called on, before interjecting, “Is an incident better than an episode?”

“OK, are we just not going to talk about this out in the open?” Cindy demanded. “I know that nobody wants to use the g-word first, but I can’t just ignore what I’m seeing and feeling. Jake and I saw two people on the lawn. We think it was Catherine Whitney and Jack Donovan, the original architect of the house. And it looked like they were having some sort of argument, maybe a lovers’ quarrel. And since they’ve been dead for about a hundred years, I think we can assume that’s not possible. A few weeks ago, I was on the steps to the third floor. I heard furniture moving upstairs, when no one was supposed to be up there. I tried to go upstairs to look around, and all of a sudden, I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was being choked. If Jake hadn’t caught me, I would have fallen headfirst down the stairs. Now, I came onto this island as a complete skeptic. But those two experiences, plus the feeling that I’m being watched no matter where I go on this island, have made a believer out of me.”

This pronouncement was met with a long, awkward silence.

Cindy looked up and down the table. “I can’t be the only one who’s seeing and feeling these things.”

No one made eye contact with her.

“No one’s willing to admit they’ve had an experience?” Her cheeks flushed red.

Maybe it was a mistake to be this candid with the others, particularly Deacon, who was looking at Cindy as if he smelled something funny. And that something was her termination notice. But damn it, she was fired up. She wasn’t crazy. She knew what she saw. And all horror-movie jokes aside, she certainly hadn’t walked onto this island expecting to see something. And she was seriously regretting accepting that date from Jake, who was turning out to be a bigger weasel than she originally thought, leaving her hanging out to dry like this.

“I haven’t seen anything yet, but I wouldn’t be afraid to admit it,” Dotty said. “I understand if some of you are. Do we want to write down what’s happened to us on slips of paper, and we can read them anonymously?”

“This isn’t a sorority grievance circle,” Deacon grumped. “Let’s at least be men about this . . . or Cindy. We can be Cindy about it.”

Cindy preened a bit before saying, “Wait, how do you know about sorority grievance circles?”

Deacon cleared his throat. “Moving on. I haven’t seen anything.” He cleared his throat, tugging at the collar of his T-shirt. “I’ve had some weird dreams, but I think they’re just stress or . . . heavy psychological suggestions from my cousin over there.”

“What kind of dreams?” Nina asked. “Are you making a bed in yours?”

“Uh, no,” he said, shaking his head.

“Well, good, because it would probably be a little weird for you to dream about being felt up behind by a guy with sneaky hands.”

“That would be weird,” Deacon agreed.

“Wait, are you having multiple weird dreams or the same weird dream over and over?” Dotty asked.

“The same one over and over,” Nina said. “I’m wearing an old-fashioned dress, making a bed here in the servants’ quarters. A man comes up behind me and gets handsy. Everything changes, and I’m outside on the roof. I can’t see his face, but the hands run up my neck and start to choke me. The next thing I know, I’m underwater, and I’m sinking.”

“Anything else?” Jake asked.

“My flesh melts away, and I become a skeleton,” she added, through pursed lips.

Cindy shuddered. “Gross.”

“You asked!” Nina exclaimed.

“Jake asked,” Cindy countered.

“Jake asked!” Nina amended, throwing up her hands.

“So you were choked and then thrown into water?” Dotty asked. “That sounds an awful lot like how Catherine died. But would Catherine be making beds in the servants’ quarters?”

“Well, she was awfully happy to be making beds there, which seems unusual for a high-society wife,” Nina said. “But at the same time, the sleeves on the dress I was wearing looked pretty fancy. Embroidered blue muslin, definitely too nice for a maid’s dress.”

“So unfair,” Cindy muttered, still bitter about her own “flashback” experience.

“Did you say embroidered blue muslin?” Deacon asked. “With silver at the sleeves?”

Nina nodded.

Deacon flopped back into the chair. “Oh, hell.”

“Why ‘oh, hell’?” Cindy asked.

“Because I’ve been dreaming about a woman in a blue dress with silver embroidery at the sleeves. Catherine Whitney. She’s standing up on the roof. I come up behind her, I’m about to kiss her, but instead, my hands close around her throat, and I choke her to death.”

“How often would you say you’re having this dream?” Dotty asked.

“A lot,” Deacon said. “A few times a week.”

“And you?” Dotty asked Nina.

“Once or twice a week. More when I get stressed out.”

“So you’re dreaming that you’re Catherine,” Dotty asked Nina, before turning to Deacon. “And you’re dreaming that you’re Gerald. Several times a week. And you didn’t think you should mention it?”

“It could still be the power of suggestion, all of those stories and theories you fill our heads with day in and day out,” Deacon protested. “Maybe Nina and I both saw a picture of Catherine wearing the same blue dress.”

“Deacon, I’ve seen every picture of Catherine Whitney ever painted or photographed. There are no pictures of her in a blue muslin dress with silver embroidery at the sleeves,” Dotty insisted. “And if you and Nina are having what sounds like the same recurring dream from different perspectives, several times a week, that has to mean something.”

“I’m not sure that makes it better,” Deacon said. “There’s a considerable creep factor in choking your own great-great-grandmother several times a week. Especially now that I know that Nina is inside her body while I’m doing it. Sort of.”

Jake raised his eyebrows. “So you’re admitting that you may be part of all of this supernatural woo-woo crap?”

With a lingering look at Dotty, who was smirking enough for three triumphant Whitneys, Deacon growled, “No! Damn it. Maybe.”

“Which means I win!” Dotty crowed, making Deacon thunk his head against the table.

While Dotty did a little victory dance, Cindy sent Jake a significant look. He shook his head. Cindy narrowed her eyes. Jake hesitated, dropped his fork onto his plate, and leaned back in his chair. “Fine. Cindy and I had an incident this afternoon.”

“Aha!” Cindy crowed. “So you admit it!”

“Yes, yes, I admit it,” Jake grumbled. Cindy’s lips quirked into a smile. Perhaps he wasn’t as rodent-like as she’d thought. Jake turned to Deacon. “I saw it, clear as day, Whit. They were as solid as you or me, and she looked just like the pictures of Catherine. Unless you’ve been experimenting with some sort of hologram technology or some extremely committed reenactors snuck onto the island along with Nina’s crazy ex-boss, I don’t have an explanation that involves real, live humans.”

“Et tu, Jake?” Deacon scrubbed his hands over his face.

“Me tu, bud. You know how much this house creeped me out when we were kids. This shouldn’t come as a surprise to you.”

Deacon groaned.

“Well, I hate to add to your ghostly stresses, but I don’t think the shadow-woman I saw on the roof was the result of seasickness meds,” Nina told him. “Especially when you consider that I saw her again on the main staircase the day Dotty showed up. I didn’t see her full body that time, just the bottom of her skirt and her waist.”

“Ghosts don’t usually show up as full apparitions with features and distinct clothes and all that,” Jake told her. “You usually see a partial body or a shadow.”

“How do you know that?” Deacon asked.

Jake’s face flushed deep pink again. He sighed and pulled a copy of Hauntings for Total Morons from his laptop bag. “I bought it when I was hired. You know what kind of reputation this house has!”

“Keep that book away from Dotty,” Deacon said, staring at the orange-and-white softcover manual as if it was an explosive device.

“I’m a little upset that I haven’t had an experience yet,” Dotty said. “I’m a wide-open channel and the most creeped-out I’ve felt so far was when I found that picture of our great-great-aunt Bernice.”

Deacon and Jake shuddered simultaneously. “Not a handsome woman,” Jake explained to Cindy.

“I do think it’s interesting that Jake and Cindy are seeing the key figures—Catherine, Jack, Gerald—from the outside, as observers. But Deacon and Nina are experiencing things from the key figures’ points of view. Maybe the house or Gerald and Catherine are trying to tell you two something,” Dotty said.

Nina pondered that for a long moment. “Well, that is . . .”

“A singularly horrifying thought,” Deacon finished for her.

Nina pointed a finger at him. “Yep.”

“I think we need to keep track of who feels or sees what and when,” Dotty said. “It would help, I think, as I’m writing.”

“Oh, I know!” Cindy ran to Deacon’s room and dragged his whiteboard back to the table. “We’ll come up with a list of phenomena, type up the notes, and keep a record of what happens while we’re here.”

Jake chuckled. “You really can’t help the organizational thing, can you?”

“Wait, we should have s’mores when we tell ghost stories,” Nina insisted, perking up at the thought of caramelized marshmallows and melty chocolate. “Do we have the makings for s’mores?”

They all shook their heads.

Nina frowned in a way that made Cindy want to give her a pony or something. “Maybe next time.”

Cindy cleaned the board and drew a rough timeline structure with a dry-erase marker. “OK, so who felt something first?”

“That would be Deacon,” Dotty said. “He had nightmares for years about the—”

“Dotty!” Deacon exclaimed, shaking his head.

“Deacon, you haven’t talked about it since we were kids. Pretending it away won’t work. You have to talk about it.”

“I was a kid!” Deacon protested. “I didn’t know what was happening. I could have been having an asthma attack.”

Dotty countered, “You don’t have asthma.”

“Whit, I think she’s got a point,” Jake said quietly. “I thought the whole point of coming back here was to prove that the house couldn’t scare you anymore.”

“I thought the point was to prove that your family’s fortunes have been recovered,” Nina said.

“There are several points!” Deacon exclaimed. But when faced with the knowing looks on both Dotty’s and Jake’s faces and the confused expression on Nina’s, he sighed and finally said, “When I was a kid, I hated coming here. And not just because it was boring and there was no Internet connection. This place scared me. Mom and Dad would leave me in the entry hall while they skulked around the house, looking for silverware or art or—the holy grail of grasping Whitneys—Catherine’s hidden stash of jewelry. I never felt safe here. I never wandered, because nothing about this place screamed, ‘Hey, come explore!’ But one afternoon, I walked up the grand staircase, looking for my mom, calling for her, trying to get her to come closer so I wouldn’t have to walk farther into the house. I didn’t notice how cold it was getting. I made it to the third landing, and all of a sudden, it was like I was walking through Jell-O. I couldn’t move my arms or legs as fast as I should. And I was so busy panicking about that, that it took that much longer to register when something grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me. It was holding me from the front, but I couldn’t see it. I couldn’t breathe. I was only ten, but I could feel how much it hated me. It wanted me dead. It wanted to toss me down the stairs like a rag doll and break my neck. And I think that if my dad hadn’t poked his head over the railing to check on me, it might have. But I was also a scared kid with an overactive imagination. I didn’t see anything. I only felt it. And yes, part of the reason I started renovating the house was to prove that it can’t scare me anymore.”

“Which it totally does.”

“Shut it, Dotty. I’m a rational person, a numbers guy,” Deacon said. “I believe in the things I can see and hear and touch. It’s hard for me to admit that I’m scared of a feeling.”

“And you haven’t had any ‘feelings’ since you came back here?” Nina asked gently.

He cleared his throat and shook his head. “No.”

Meanwhile, Cindy had started her timeline, titling it “Perception” and marking the earliest known activity in the group, “Deacon (age ten)” with terms such as “Unexplained cold spots,” “Sensation of being squeezed/shaken,” and “Difficulty breathing.” She drew a line to her spot on the timeline, which was also marked “Sensation of being strangled, difficulty breathing.” She drew a separate timeline for “Visual” and noted Nina’s shadow-woman sightings and the vision she and Jake shared. When she turned around, the group was staring at her, all wide-eyed.

“I like order,” Cindy said, her tone defensive.

Dotty managed to wrestle the dry-erase marker from Cindy’s hands. “Well, Cindy’s compulsive tendencies aside, I think there are two components to the haunting.”

“Do we have to call it a haunting?” Deacon whined.

“Yes!” the others chorused.

Dotty scribbled “Manifestation” and “Curse,” in a crooked, loopy scrawl that made Cindy wince. “Hauntings work on a couple of different levels. All buildings absorb a certain amount of emotional energy expressed by the people within their walls. Some buildings—whether because of their location or because of traumatic events or because someone with strong psychic ability lived or lives there—absorb more energy than others.”

Cindy nodded. “The Stone Tape theory, right? It’s why hospitals and prisons are more likely to be haunted than other buildings.”

The others turned to look at her.

“Yes, the pretty girl can read. Moving on.” Dotty continued her lecture. “Sometimes a haunting can be residual or cyclical, where there’s not really a spirit present. But some event, whether it’s traumatic or happy, gets imprinted on the space and plays out over and over like a record. And other times, it’s an actual spirit, which is a more interactive, intelligent haunting and tends to scare people a little more. And then the most malevolent haunting is demonic. It has nothing to do with the history of the house or the people in it; some negative force just takes up space in the house like an unwanted renter.”

“The paranormal equivalent of a drummer sleeping on your couch.” Cindy nodded sagely.

“So you’re saying we have a demon squatter?” Deacon asked skeptically.

“No, I think we’re dealing with residual and spiritual hauntings. It sounds like Cindy walked into a memory pocket when she saw the vision of Catherine and Jack on the lawn. Those are residual, but everything else? Spiritual.”

“Do you think that if we resolve the issues, Catherine and her ghostly entourage will go away?”

“I don’t think Catherine is the ringleader,” Nina said quietly.

Jake’s brows rose. “Why do you say that?”

“Cindy, when you had that vision of Catherine and Jack, where were you?”

“Gerald’s room.”

“OK, so if you saw Catherine and Jack arguing like a couple of not-terribly-discreet teenagers, then perhaps Gerald saw them, too. It would certainly explain the heavy, angry footsteps on the third floor, near Catherine’s room. Who wouldn’t be angry when he realized his wife was sleeping with someone he was paying large amounts of money? That’s a double whammy. And with him being suspected of strangling his wife, the ‘difficulty breathing’ bit makes a lot of sense.”

“She makes a good point,” Jake said.

“If there are spirits in the house, I think Gerald is the one we have to worry about. Can we make him go away?”

“I don’t know. We could have a priest come out to the house and bless it.”

Deacon leaned back in his chair, arms crossed over his chest. “And then a news story runs on the wire under the headline ‘EyeDee CEO hosts exorcism at haunted mansion.’ No, thanks.”

Cindy frowned. “OK, in movies and books, you find out what’s bothering the ghost, and sometimes that ends it. But I don’t know whether that’s for literary license.”

“I suppose that Gerald’s problem is that he only got to strangle his wife once?” Jake asked. He cast a contrite look at Deacon. “Sorry, man.”

“Actually, that brings us to the other issue.” Dotty pointed at the word curse.

Cindy tried to commandeer the marker. “Let me just—”

Dotty smacked her hand away.

“Dotty, there’s no such thing as the Whitney curse,” Deacon told her, on autopilot.

“I’m asking a little bit much from you in terms of acceptance, huh?” Dotty nodded. “And by the way, there is a curse.”

Attempting to steer the conversation back on track, Nina interjected, “So, say for argument’s sake that at some point, during the last hundred years or so, someone uttered some sort of incantation, did some sort of blood-letting ritual, or just looked really hard at a picture of Ralph Fiennes, while thinking, ‘I do not like the Whitneys very much. I don’t wish them good things,’ what do we do to break the curse?”

“Ralph Fiennes?” Deacon frowned.

Nina scowled. “He’s shifty.”

Dotty ignored them. “Usually, it involves bringing some hidden truth to light.”

“Maybe Catherine’s spirit wants us to prove without a doubt that Gerald killed her?” Cindy suggested.

“It doesn’t seem to make much sense that Catherine cursed her own children and descendants,” Jake said.

Dotty said, “They bore the name of the man who strangled her. It wouldn’t be too far off to think she had a little anger bottled up when she died. That kind of energy carries.”

“OK, well, how do we prove a one-hundred-year-old crime without a doubt?” Jake asked.

Deacon cried, “This is ridiculous. We’re not detectives!”

“No, but we’re intelligent people who have access to the only evidence left. This house. The grounds. Who knows what’s hidden up in the attic?” Cindy said. “We should be on the lookout for ledgers, day planners, household books, anything Catherine or Gerald might have doodled on. Dotty, you’ve been looking at Catherine’s diaries. Have you read anything interesting so far?”

Dotty dashed back to her room, retrieving a few of the journals and the notebook she used for notations. Nina cleared the table, and Deacon attempted to help her, hoping to avoid this ghost discussion by hiding in the kitchen, but Dotty dragged both of them back for her presentation. She had several journals spread out on the long table. She explained that Catherine was from Albany originally. But her family moved to New York when she was a teenager to take advantage of the thriving economy. Gerald and Catherine met at a ball, one of the first of her debutante season, in an age where a very young girl marrying a much older, established businessman was considered a coup, rather than sly tabloid fodder.

“The first journal starts on the day of her wedding in 1894. She doesn’t write like someone who’s terrified of her future husband,” Dotty said. “She sounds happy, hopeful, excited about her future, just how you’d hope your daughter would write on her wedding day.”

Dotty pulled out a tintype portrait of Gerald and Catherine. Catherine had a sweet, open face, with wide, light eyes and elegantly twisted blond hair. Her delicate little hand rested on Gerald’s arm as she smiled at the camera. Gerald looked so stern, Nina thought. Stern, no-nonsense, and cold. Handsome in a dignified, unmussed way but not exactly a guy you could see spooning someone on a couch under a comfy blanket.

Jake suggested, “Maybe because it was early days yet?”

“Could be.” Dotty shrugged.

“How does she feel about Gerald?” Nina asked. She stared at the wedding portrait. Something about the photo was . . . well, not bothering her but bringing back that niggling, I should remember this sensation in her brain.

“Fond,” Dotty said. “Not quite in love, but she talks about him being handsome and distinguished, funny and affectionate when they’re in private. Not exactly an ogre. Our gal Catherine was a prolific writer. Some of her journals only cover a few months. It’s why there are so many of them. I’m having a little bit of trouble putting them in order, because a few seem to be missing. But I did find an interesting entry dated about two years before the house was completed.” She read aloud:

Gerald has announced that we will be building on an isolated island off the shore of Rhode Island proper. A new start, he called it. Anyone could build a mansion in Newport, he says, but a home on its own island is an estate, a country unto its own. I asked him if I was going to have to address him as Mr. President. Oddly, he didn’t laugh.

I worry, diary, about living in this strange, isolated spit of land in the middle of nowhere’s oceanic twin. What if I get angry with Gerald and cannot walk away from our argument because I am trapped on all sides by water? What if I just want a cup of tea with a friend? My entire sphere will be cut down to the children and the servants. And Gerald has made it quite clear how he feels about me making friends with them. How often will I be allowed to leave? To have visitors? Although I am sure that Gerald doesn’t intend it this way, this change of household feels a bit like a punishment.

As an added irritant, Gerald is insisting on hiring a local builder for the house, while other first-circle families have hired the best in French and English architectural minds. I believe he wants to endear himself to our more “pastoral” neighbors, as we will be living in this location year-round and will need to maintain good relationships with them—even if we are separated from them by miles of ocean. However, he doesn’t seem to understand that it makes him appear miserly to his peers, using an unknown, unproven name when our contemporaries have selected the masters of the field. He will be judged, whether he believes that is important or not, and he will be treated differently by the people with whom he would like to make connections. Oh, la—what a snob I am turning out to be! To think I used to be one of those more “pastoral” folks myself. Oh, bother, what’s done is done. I hope that the builder’s ideas will be so unique that his origins will be forgotten.

Nina glanced down at Catherine’s hand, resting against Gerald’s arm. And she realized what was bothering her. The ring. Catherine’s wedding set. It was a large diamond ring set with sapphires. Just the like the ring she saw in her recurring bed-making dream. The woman in the dream was definitely Catherine Whitney.

“How soon after did they hire Jack Donovan?” Jake asked.

“A few weeks, but there was an added wrinkle for Catherine,” Dotty said, flipping through the journal until she found the appropriate entry:

This morning marked our first meeting with the builder Gerald has hired for the Crane’s Nest. Imagine my surprise when Gerald elected to hire Jack Donovan, the very same boy who used to sit on my front porch and steal kisses in between sips of lemonade. I hadn’t realized that Jack had trained as a builder; we lost track of each other when he went off to university and my family moved away. I must confess, he is little altered since our brief “romance” when we were barely more than children. There is no great tale of loss here, diary. This morning, I told him that he was lucky that I hold no resentment for how easily he moved on and established himself after “breaking my heart.” He merely laughed, while Gerald looked on in irritated confusion. He was—and is—a perfectly nice young man. He has the same dark good looks and easy smiles. Still, I cannot help but wonder how my life would be different had I waited for Jack—if my parents hadn’t moved me to New York to put me in a more “suitable arrangement.”

Would I have married Jack? Would I have been happy as his wife? Would I have been able to stand hearing about the fine houses he was building for other folks while we lived in a single room in some unremarkable section of town? Would I have continued loving him in that stubbornly romantic way only girls of seventeen master? Or would I eventually resent the loss of my “destiny” as the young heiress to Newport’s upper circles?

So yes, Jack’s presence has left me unsettled to the extreme.

Cindy blew out a low whistle. “So I guess the theory about Catherine’s inappropriate relationship with the architect wasn’t too far off the mark.”

Nina thought of the way the dream man’s hands fit over her body—Catherine’s body—and blushed. She wanted to fan her hot cheeks but resisted the urge. She didn’t want Dotty or Cindy to notice.

“Maybe, but that’s one of the last entries of the diary, and I haven’t found the next volume yet,” Dotty said.

“Is it weird for us to be talking about this?” Cindy asked. “I don’t want to offend you two.”

“It’s not as if I ever met them,” Dotty said with a shrug. “And I’m just as interested in the story as you are. I’ve always been sort of morbidly interested in my ancestors. I mean, most people think of their great-great-grandparents as being these cute, cuddly, old folks, but mine were a tragic horror story. I have to wonder what drove Gerald to kill her. I mean, he looks so cold. Who would have thought he had it in him to strangle the mother of his children? Love, jealousy, anger, those are all very powerful, dangerous emotions. Imagine he had to be pretty desperate to do something like that. It doesn’t justify it, but . . . Gerald never came across as a cruel man. Just cold. It’s strange. I know she’s not doing the right thing, or at least, it seems like she won’t eventually, but I can’t help but feel a little bit sorry for her. She’s a young wife, and her occasionally emotionally unavailable husband’s dragging her out to the middle of nowhere to build a house with her ex-boyfriend? That’s got to be a bit of an ethical muddle. Deacon?”

Deacon nodded. “I thought I understood, but hearing it in her own words humanizes her. When you’re finished with the diaries, would you mind if I read them?”

Dotty beamed at him. “Of course! In the meantime, we document everything. We journal all of the experiences, weird dreams, visions, eerie feelings, noises.” She reached into her giant shoulder bag and pulled out blank steno pads, tossing one to each in the circle.

“First question: Who keeps five blank notebooks in their shoulder bag?” Jake asked as Dotty threw one at his head. “And second: We’re just going to stumble through our days here waiting to get another glimpse of the possibly-not-real or, even better, get knocked down the stairs?”

“The physical interactions are an illusion,” Dotty said, sounding incredibly self-assured for someone discussing ghostly assaults. “The apparitions can’t really hurt us. Psychic energy can’t interact with the physical plane. We may see it, we may feel it, but it’s not real.”

“Feels awfully real,” Cindy murmured.

“Just remember to stay calm,” Dotty told her. “Fear can cloud your judgment, amp what you’re seeing and feeling. Focus on what you know is real. And if it goes too far, just tell the apparition, ‘I don’t welcome your energy. I banish you from my space.’ ”

DEACON RAISED HIS hand, as if he was about to launch into a list of reasons why this was an asinine suggestion, but Nina caught his wrist and pressed his hand to the table, shaking her head. He felt as if he’d been stunned by one of Dotty’s possibly illegal Tasers, a warm, electric tingle that traveled up his arm and lodged in his chest. Nina’s hand didn’t move from his, holding it steadily as she laughed at his space-cadet cousin’s ghost-busting advice and Jake’s inevitable facial contortions. Deacon could feel his heart rate slow. He could actually sense the serotonin levels in his brain increase, giving him a sense of well-being and calm.

How did she do that? How did she make him feel better by simply touching his arm? He stared at her, watching the light from the refurbished ring fixture dance in her hair. Deacon’s brain hadn’t been calm since he’d discovered online gaming and Mountain Dew. He’d thrived on stress and caffeine for ten years. Hell, he needed his brain to fire on all cylinders.

Nina was dangerous, the ultimate unknown quantity. Anyone who could alternately make him murderous and blissed-out in a twelve-hour span was not someone with whom he should spend a lot of time.

And yet . . .

If he’d learned anything since “coming into money,” it was that time was the most valuable commodity on earth. There was a limitless supply, but everybody had a finite amount assigned to him or her. And how you chose to spend that assigned amount defined your entire existence. If he could spend what time he had with Nina, feeling this strange, still serenity, he would consider that worthwhile. Of course, being able to kiss her again would be nice, too. Even if it did end in a very expensive lawsuit and/or eventual divorce.

“And yets” were a total pain in the ass.

“Hey, at least you’re seeing something. I’m still sort of bummed that I haven’t had an experience yet,” Dotty said, nudging Cindy’s ribs.

“Maybe you’re too open to it,” Jake suggested. “Maybe ghosts can smell desperation on you. Like single men and student-loan officers.”

Dotty chucked an orange at him.

“Stop throwing things at my head!” Jake exclaimed.