Bones Never Lie

CHAPTER 9

RYAN AND I kept with it until well after seven. Uncovered nothing else of interest.

As we were leaving, I suggested dinner. He agreed. With a remarkable lack of enthusiasm.

We walked to the Epicentre, a two-story extravaganza of shops, theaters, bowling alleys, bars, and restaurants commanding an entire square block of uptown acreage.

The place was packed. We decided on Mortimer’s. No reason except seating was immediately available.

I ordered the Asian chicken wrap. Ryan chose the Panthers pita. His looked better than mine.

When finished, we did our usual grab for the check. Our fingers brushed, and I felt heat sear my skin. Jerked my hand back. Down, Brennan. It’s over.

But I’d scored a rare victory. Ryan was definitely not on his game.

We were exiting onto College Street when my phone vibrated to tell me I had voicemail. I pulled it from my purse, expecting a message from Slidell.

Area code 828. I felt a zap of apprehension. Heatherhill Farm had called at eight-fifteen. I clicked on to listen. “Dr. Brennan. It’s Luna Finch. I thought you should know. Your mother—she didn’t come to dinner. When we checked her room, she wasn’t there. We’ve searched the house and grounds, will do so again, then move on to other parts of the facility. I’m sure it’s nothing, but if you know where she might have gone, could you please give us a ring? Thank you.”

“Damn!” I hit redial. “Freakin’ damn!”

Ryan had paused when I stopped walking. “Problem?”

“I just need a minute to clear something up.”

Far away in the mountains, Finch’s phone rang. Rang again.

“Dr. Finch.”

“It’s Temperance Brennan.” I turned my back, a not-so-subtle hint.

Ryan moved off a few paces to allow me privacy. In the corner of my eye, I saw him shake free a cigarette and light it.

“We found her. I’m sorry to have bothered you. But she failed to sign out. She’s never done that before.”

“Where was she?”

“In the computer center, on the floor of a carrel. She’d placed a cart across the entrance and hidden behind it. That’s why we didn’t see her on the first sweep.”

“She has her own laptop.” This didn’t make sense. “Why go there?”

“The Wi-Fi was down in River House. You know how it is in the mountains.”

“She couldn’t wait until service was restored?”

I heard a long sigh. “Daisy feels she is intentionally being kept offline.”

“Was that the reason for the cart?”

“I’m afraid so. She feels she’s being watched.”

“She’s crashed since I saw her on Wednesday.”

“No, actually, she’s seemed quite happy. A bit distracted, perhaps. Introspective. Like she has something on her mind.”

“Where is she now?”

“Taking a bath. I’m sure she’ll be fine.”

Jesus Christ. Fine was the last thing she’d be. The woman was dying.

“Shall I try to speak to her?” I was pleased with my tone. Not a hint of the fear churning inside me.

After a slight pause, “Wait an hour. She’ll have a snack, then settle into bed with her journal.”

I disconnected. Turned on the ringer, then dropped the phone into my purse. Stood a moment, steadying my nerves.

Mama was journaling. Always a prelude to the downward spiral.

Ryan was ten feet up the walk. In the glow of the Epicentre’s copious neon, his face looked eroded down to orange and green bone.

I wormed toward him through the throng of Friday-night revelers.

“Everything okay?” Crushing the cigarette with his heel.

“Dandy.”

An awkward beat, then, “Buy you a sarsaparilla, ma’am?” Bad cowboy drawl.

We both tried to smile at the old shtick. Didn’t really pull it off.

“I’d better get home,” I said.

Ryan nodded.

That was when the call came in. Thinking it was Finch again, and fearing a crisis, I clicked on.

“It’s Slidell.”

Skinny never opened by identifying himself. I waited.

“We’ve got her.”

It took a moment. Then terrible realization. “Shelly Leal?”

“A guy collecting weeds or seeds or some shit stumbled across her body about seven-fifteen.” Tight.

“Where?”

“Lower McAlpine Creek Greenway, under the I-485 overpass.” In the background I could hear voices, the hum of traffic. Guessed Slidell was at the scene.

“Has Larabee arrived?”

“Yeah.”

“Does he need me?” Leal had been missing a week. Depending on how long she’d been there and the severity of animal scavenging, body parts could be dragged and scattered.

“Doc says he’s got it covered. Just wanted you to have a heads-up that he’ll be doing the post first thing tomorrow. Says he wouldn’t mind you being present.”

“Of course.” I was silent a moment as I thought about what to ask. “The weed collector. Does he seem solid?”

“Hasn’t stopped crying and puking since I been here. I doubt he’s in play.”

“Same MO?”

“Clothed and posed.” Clipped.

“Does Tinker know?”

“Oh, yeah. The asshole’s acting all mind-hunter, pissing everyone off.”

“He’s not a profiler.”

“Try telling him that. Is Ryan with you?”

“Yes.”

“Loop him in.”

“I will.”

I heard a staticky radio voice. “Gotta go,” Slidell said.

“You’ll attend the autopsy tomorrow?”

“Wearing bells.”

I disconnected.

“The child is dead?” Ryan asked.

I nodded, not trusting myself to speak.

“They want us to join them?”

I shook my head.

“Larabee’s doing the autopsy tomorrow?”

I nodded again.

People flowed in two directions around us. A girl passed, maybe twelve or thirteen, a parent at each elbow. All three were eating chocolate ice cream cones. I pictured lights rippling blue and red across a small, still body on filthy concrete. I watched the girl melt into the crowd, my stomach clamped into a hard, cold lump.

Suddenly, my hands began to tremble. I pressed them to my thighs. Looked down at my feet. Noted a lone weed growing from a crack in the pavement.

Shelly Leal. Mama. Ryan. Or maybe it was the tail end of the cold. Or simply lack of sleep. I had no energy left to block the despair.

Tears welled. Broke free. I backhanded fat salty drops from my cheeks.

“I’ll walk you to your car,” Ryan said. No questions about Leal. About the call from Finch. I appreciated that.

“I’m a big girl.” Not looking up. “Go on to your hotel.”

Music swelled as a door opened in the colossus behind us. Receded. Somewhere, a truck beeped rhythmically, backing up.

Ryan reached out and took both my hands in his. Clamped tight to stop the shaking.

“I’ll pick you up in the morning,” I said.

Ryan’s gaze burned the top of my head. “Look at me.”

I did. The irises were too bright against the backdrop of bloodshot. Electric blue. Startling.

“When a child is killed, something inside us dies.” Ryan’s tone was gentle, meant to calm. “But an investigation doesn’t normally throw you like this. It’s me, isn’t it?”

I took a second and a breath to make sure I’d say nothing I’d later regret. “Life’s not always about you, Ryan.”

“No. It’s not.”

I pulled my hands free and wrapped my arms around my ribs. Lowered my eyes.

“I can’t explain why I needed to go away. To grieve alone. To see if anything remained of me worth salvaging. My leaving was selfish, but I can’t undo it.”

I focused on the green wisp struggling for life at my feet. Said nothing.

“Please know I never meant to hurt you.”

I wanted to smash Ryan with my fists. I wanted to press my cheek to his chest. To allow him to pull me close.

Ryan had walked out of his life with barely a backward glance at me. One quick visit. One email. His daughter’s death had been an unimaginable blow. But could I forgive the insensitivity? Would forgiveness just set me up for more pain?

I studied the brave little weed. Felt oddly buoyed. Such optimism in the face of impossible odds.

I had no obligation to explain myself to Ryan. To ever trust him again. Yet the words came out. “My mother is here in North Carolina.”

I could sense Ryan’s surprise. I’d never spoken to him of Mama.

“She’s dying.” A sliver of a whisper.

Ryan remained still, allowing me to continue or not.

Snapshots formed in my mind. Mama’s hand in mine in the dark when she couldn’t sleep. Mama’s face flushed with delight after a binge at the mall. Mama’s suitcase packed with silk scarves, satin nighties, and Godiva cocoa mix.

Mama hunkered with her laptop behind a cart.

The weed blurred into a wavery green thread. A ragged breath juddered up my chest.

No.

I palmed the new tears, squared my shoulders, and raised my chin.

Ryan’s neon-etched face was right above mine.

I managed a weak smile. “How about that sarsaparilla?”

At the annex, Ryan brewed coffee while I went to the study to phone my mother. She sounded tranquil and lucid. She’d gone to the computer center to continue her research. No big deal.

I wasn’t fooled. Even when the demons slipped their leash, Mama was able to coat her actions in wholly believable rationalizations. To convincingly lay on others the blame for overreaction. It may have been the most disturbing aspect of her madness.

“Are you making progress on your end?” A fizz of excitement below her calm.

“Progress?” I was lost.

“With your poor dead girls.”

“Listen, Mama. I—”

“I’m doing everything I can on mine.” Her voice dropped to a conspiratorial whisper. “They’re trying to stop me, but it won’t work.”

“No one is trying to stop you. The Internet went down.”

“There are more, you know.”

“More?”

“Poor lost souls.”

Jesus. “Are you taking your meds, Mama?”

“The minute you left, I began pulling up old newspaper stories from Charlotte and the surrounding area. The Vermont girl was killed in 2007, so I started with that year.”

Jesus bouncing Christ.

“I’ve found at least three.” Again, the spy-versus-spy whisper.

I had two options. The smart one, shut her down and call Finch. The easy one, hear her out. It was late, I was exhausted. I opted for easy. Or perhaps I hoped enough of her brain was functioning logically to have actually produced something.

“Three?” I asked.

“I’m putting it all in my journal. In case anything happens to me.” I could hear the gleam in her eye. “But I’ve sent you the names, dates, and locations. In separate emails, of course.”

“This isn’t necessary, Mama.”

“What about your young man?”

“Ryan has agreed to help.”

“I’m glad. If my brilliant baby likes him, this gentleman must be very clever.”

“I’ll visit as soon as I can.”

“You’ll do no such thing. You be dogged until you catch this horrible creature.”

I found Ryan in the kitchen discussing baseball with Birdie. Over coffee and quinoa-cranberry cookies, I gave him the basics.