Children of Salem

Chapter Thirteen

Jeremiah had decided even before making it to the parsonage house to instead saddle his gray-speckled white horse and ride for the Nurse home instead of hiding away like a cur kicked to the street. He muttered as much to Dancer, and even as he worked to saddle the horse, his mind racing with thoughts of Serena’s betrayal, he watched Tituba Indian going about her small corner of the barn. She’d continued to sleep in a stall since Massa Wakley’s arrival. She’d made the stall as comfortable as possible, turning hay bales covered in thick woolen blankets into a bed.

It’s time, Jeremy told himself, time I go to see Serena. The real Serena, and to bite back my anger and to keep a civil tongue, and to wish her every happiness. Had no right to harbor the fantasy that she would be here waiting, pining for me all this time. Still an angry, flare up of a thought bedeviled him and erupted in words: “Judging by the age of her daughter, Serena didn’t pine long.”

“Massa done beat poor Mary ’til her back bleed,” Tituba calmly informed him as if speaking of the weather and without halting in her work. She had picked up a pitchfork taller than she, and she pitched some hay before Dancer who gobbled and crunched on it.

Jeremy stopped cinching Dancer and took the pitchfork from her and sat it aside. “What did you say?”

“Massa drew blood. Made her scream veddy bad. Here! Look.” She led him to a stall beside hers. “Look, look there.” She pointed at the blood splotches in the dirt and hay.

Jeremy could see that they were fresh—from this morning.

He looked to see splatters of blood in the hay and dirt where Tituba pointed. “Tore her dress.” Tituba said in his ear. “Shame her.”

“My God.” Jeremiah returned to Dancer and cinched the saddle tight. He wondered how much was exaggeration, how much truth, but the blood was obvious. Tituba shadowed him.

“And den he beat her b’cause . . . b’cause Massa afraid he wants her—to touch her and lay wid Mary. So he say she, ‘Mary! You got de Devil in you! I gots to beat it outta you for temptin’ me!’”

“Careful of such accusations, Tituba Indian.”

“My real name not Indian. Real name he can’t say, so he call me Indian on de papers.”

“I see. Then what is your real name?”

“Ti’shuba L’englesian.”

“French?”

“French enough; like you.”

The remark made him wonder who’d passed that bit of family history onto her, but he was too busy at the moment to consider the gossips.

“How is Mary now?”

But she slinked away from Jeremy when she saw Parris’ approaching shadow at the door. Knowing she hadn’t time to look properly busy, she began to chant a Barbados song. She twirled in dance as if to entertain Jeremy with anything but gossip and news of Mary’s having been beaten.

Jeremy turned to see that Parris stood in the doorway to the barn.

“Off with you, Tituba!” he shouted. “Now, into the house!”

Tituba stopped cold and rushed past him and out.

“That servant wench’s become my cross to bear,” said Parris. “I warned you about her; she’s not right in the head. Pay no heed to her.”

“She says you beat and shamed Mary mercilessly.” Jeremy pointed to the blood.

“She exaggerates. It’s what Ne’gras with French blood do.”

“You mean lie.”

“Lie, cheat, steal. Warned you about her; she’s not right in the head. Breaks into fits!”

“Are you referring to her song and dance?” Jeremy had seen nothing else from her approximating fits.

Their eyes locked. The senior man asked his apprentice, “Have you been asking about my history among the villagers, Goodfriend Jeremy?” It sounded as if he knew the answer. Ingersoll and others had conveyed the news.

Jeremy knew not to lie. “I am as curious of your history here as any stranger might be, Samuel, my good friend and mentor.” Jeremy hoped that his ruse was not completely undone.

“So your purpose in interrogating the elders is to learn my history with the parish?”

“I have learned it, sir.”

“Ingersoll fill you in?”

“Among others, yes.”

Jeremiah set his foot in the stirrup and lifted onto Dancer, throwing his leg over the horse. He looked down on Parris from this height and realized just how small the other man truly was. “Each day, Samuel, you seem to have new suspicions and doubts over my being here. Perhaps it is not working out; perhaps I should return to Boston and request another parish.”

“I’ll happily tell you when it is no good between us, not you, Jeremy. It’s up to me to say when you can return to Boston.”

Dancer stirred as if she might rear as Parris had hold of her bridle and was yanking hard at it.

“Sir, I am here at the request—no order—of Increase Mather, and my sole purpose is to get an education toward eventual ordination.”

“So you’ve said, but now you’re saddling your horse to follow those Nurses out to their compound?”

“You have been talking to Ingersoll then, haven’t you, Samuel.”

“I have.”

“Then you’ll know the reason why.”

“He suggested something about your affection for the family, and one girl in particular, yes.”

“I gather you know my purpose then.”

“Indeed I know everything that goes on in Salem.”

Jeremy had to control his anger and his quivering jaw. “I got to deal with a private matter that neither concerns you nor the village gossips.”

Parris’ smile was lecherous. “Aha, so you go as an infatuated man, of course … to confront her with your melancholy.”

Jeremy responded with a look of a man checkmated, exactly right for the moment.

Parris relaxed his grip on Dancer. “I am not one to stand in the way of affairs of the heart. I’m not so old and gone as to’ve forgotten.”

“Then you must know this trip has naught to do with you, or my service to Salem, or to—”

“I see! A spur of the moment thing, eh?” Parris actually winked.

“Precisely. My stepmother had a saying.”

“Oh? A French proverb was it?”

Dancer whinnied as if signaling impatience, or was it a warning for Jeremy to cut this short.

“The heart wants what the heart wants.”

Parris laughed lightly. “And the head be damned, eh?”

“It’s true.”

“Wise of your French mother, this saying of hers.” Parris still held up horse and rider. “But Jeremy, my friend, one must never heed the heart in all things.”

Jeremy took the bait. “For instance?”

“Lust.”

“Lust, Samuel?”

He grew thoughtful and patted Dancer about the shoulder and mane. “Lust can destroy a man. Remember that, and perhaps you’ll remain safe from….Well, safe.”

Jeremy wondered if he meant to say safe from Tituba L’englesian, but he decided not to pursue it, not here and not now. “How is Mary now?”

“She is abed beside the little one.”

“And Betty’s fever?”

“Both are in a bad way.”

“Both with fever?”

“Afraid so. Look, Jeremy, I merely caution you to beware of the Nurse clan.”

“Beware?”

“You’re young, easily swayed.”

“You needn’t worry, sir.”

“Watch your back, Jeremy.”

“I will…I will.”

“Standing as close as you are with me, some will treat you badly.”

“Aye, understood.”

“Good man!”

“You needn’t worry on that score.”

“Sometimes…wish I’d stayed a seaman.”

Jeremy was torn. Here Parris stood opening up to him, and yet both Dancer and Jeremy’s inmost desire was to be away now. He kicked at the sides of his horse, and the animal reacted, tearing loose from Parris’ hand.

Parris’ booming voice trailed after Jeremy. “I wish you only the best, Mr. Wakely, and I look for the best from you!”

Jeremy wondered at the remark; wondered if it’d been intended to have more than one meaning. Parris most assuredly hoped that his apprentice might consider the appearance of things here in the parish, and to keep faith with his mentor. The wind hit his face at full gallop for the Nurse home.

Jeremy hoped that getting away from Parris and the village would bring some perspective, but most of all, he looked forward to looking on the face of Serena Nurse—married or not, children on her hip or not, out of his reach and untouchable or not. He simply must look on her face again and hear her voice. He wanted her to tell him that she was content and happy.

Riding hard he saw smoke from fires in the distance ahead. Soon he neared the main house of the Nurse compound and saw the cooking fires of a great feast.