"Sir, I must advise you that soon you may not place faith in our efforts concerning the matter."
Smith's voice had passed the stage of tension and chill and was now as calm as the Long Island Sound outside his window, a flat, placid sheet of glass, strangely undisturbed by its usual winds and waves.
It was over. Smith had made the decision which his character demanded, that character for which a dead president had chosen him for an assignment he did not want, that character begun in his youth, before memory, and which told Harold W. Smith that there are things you must do, regardless of your personal welfare.
So it was ending now with his own death. Remo would phone. Dr. Smith would order Remo to tell Chiun to return to Folcroft. Chiun would kill Remo and return to his village of Sinanju by the Central Intelligence Agency.
"You've got to stay with this longer," the President said.
"I cannot do that, sir. The three of them have collected a crowd around them. A line of ours was tapped, fortunately by the FBI. But if they knew for sure who we were, think of how they would be compromised. We are going through our prepared program before it will be too late. That is my decision."
"Would it be possible to leave that person still working?" The President's voice was wavering now.
"No."
"Is it possible that something will go wrong with your plans for destruct?"
"Yes."
"How possible?"
"Slight."
"Then if you fail, I still might be able to count on you. Would that be possible?"
"Yes sir, but I doubt it."
"As President of the United States, I order you, Dr. Smith, not to destruct."
"Goodbye, sir, and good luck."
Smith hung up the special phone with the white dot. Oh, to hold his wife again, to say goodbye to his daughters, to play one more round of golf at the Westchester Country Club. He was so close to breaking 90. Why was golf so important now? Funny. But then why should golf be important in the first place?
Maybe it was good to leave now. No man knew the hour of his death, the Bible said. But Smith would know the exact second. He looked at his watch again. One minute to go. He took the container with the pill from Ms gray vest pocket. It would do the job.
The pill was white and oblong with beveled edges like a coffin. That was to let people know it was poison and not to be consumed. Smith had learned that when he was six. It was the sort of information that remained with a person. He had not, in his lifetime, ever had use for it.
With his mind now floating in the nether world of faces and words and feelings he had thought he had forgotten, Smith spun the coffin-like pill on the memo that would take the aluminum box to Parsippany, New Jersey.
The central phone rang. Smith picked it up and noticed his hand was trembing and the phone slippery from the perspiration.
"I've got good news for you," came Remo's voice.
"Yes?" said Smith.
"I think I can latch on to our man. And I'm going to where he is."
"Very good," said Dr. Smith. "Nice going. By the way, you can tell Chiun to return to Folcroft."
"Nah," said Remo. "He's gonna work out fine. I know just how to use him."
"Well," said Smith. "He doesn't really fit into the picture now. You send him back."
"No way," said Remo. "I need him now. Don't worry. Everything is going to work out fine."
"Well, then," Smith's voice was calm in appearance, "just tell him that I asked for him to return, okay?"
"No good. I know what you're doing. I tell him that and he'll return, no matter what else I tell him. He's a pro like that."
"You be a pro like that. I want him back now."
"You'll get him tomorrow."
"Tell him today."
"No deal, sweetheart."
"Remo, this is an order. This is an important order."
There was silence at the other end of the phone, an open line to somewhere. Dr. Smith could not afford to give away what he had just given away and yet he had had to try strength.
It didn't work. "Hell, you're always worrying about something. I'll check with you tomorrow. Another day won't cripple you."
"Are you refusing an order?"
"Sue me," came the voice and Smith heard the click of a dead line.
Dr. Smith returned the receiver to the cradle, returned the pill to the little bottle, returned the bottle to his vest, and buzzed his secretary.
"Phone my wife. Teil her I'll be home late for dinner, then phone the club and get me a tee time."
"Yes, sir. About the memo on the shipment of the goods downstairs? Should I send it?"
"Not today," said Dr. Smith.
There was nothing he would be needed for until tomorrow at noon. The only function he had left was to die and take an organization with him. He could not do that until the first step-the death of Remo-was settled. And since he had no other decisions to make, he would go golfing. Of course, under all this pressure, he wouldn't break 80. If he could break 90, that would be an accomplishment under the circumstances of today. Breaking 90 today would be the equivalent of breaking 80 under other circumstances. Because of the seriousness of the day, Smith would allow himself a mulligan. No, two mulligans.
It was a peculiarity of Dr. Harold W. Smith that his honesty and integrity, steel bound unto death, would, when he put a white ball on a wooden tee, dissolve into marshmallow.
By the time he waggled himself into a solid stance at the first tee, Dr. Smith had given himself four strokes for his impending demise, winter rules because of his lower body temperature, and any putt within six feet of the pin. The last advantage still awaited a rationale, but Dr. Smith was sure he would have it by the first green.