Cops and…Lovers?

Chapter 3

Nick sprinted to the truck and jerked open the door. Emergency calls didn't come often, but when they did, he took them very seriously. Sliding behind the wheel, he snatched up the radio mike. "What do you have, dispatch?"

Vaguely, he was aware of Erin settling into the passenger seat beside him, strands of hair streaming out of her bun. Hell of a thing for him to be thinking about when he should have his mind on the voice coming over the mike.

"Code three at the Brass Rail Saloon," the dispatcher's voice said. "Robbery in progress."

"That's the second time in two weeks. Who called it in?"

"Passerby saw a white male in a blue shirt kick in the front door."

"Well, that's real subtle." He started the Suburban and slammed it into gear. Dust and gravel spewed into the air as he sped down the driveway. "Put out a call to the sheriff's office," he barked into the mike. "Tell Hector to put on his vest and get over there, too. No one goes inside. I'm on my way." Once on the highway, he flipped on his emergency lights, no siren, and floored the accelerator.

"Juvenile delinquents?" Erin asked. "Domestic disputes?"

He looked over to see her strapping on her seat belt. Her cheeks were flushed, her eyes wide and alert. She looked excited. He wasn't sure that was a good sign. "Same place got hit last week," he said. "Patrick doesn't make his bank drops as often as he should. He lost over two thousand dollars. The perp carried a cannon."

"Are we going to go in?" she asked.

"I'm going to assess the situation."

"They could be gone by the time-"

"I'll go in if I think it's warranted."

"I'll cover you."

"I want you to stay in the truck." He whipped the vehicle around a corner at breakneck speed. "I want this low-key. No one gets hurt."

"You might need me to back you-"

"This isn't Chicago, McNeal."

"Last I heard perps with guns weren't limited to Chicago."

He glanced away from his driving and glared at her. He could almost feel the excitement coming off her. Uneasiness swirled in his gut. "If you've got something to prove, I suggest you do it elsewhere."

"I'm sure this will come as a shock, but I know what I'm doing."

"Why don't you prove it by following my orders?"

Nick ran the traffic light at Main Street. He'd wondered when her ego would enter the picture. He wondered what he was going to do about it. Damn, he didn't need this headache.

The Brass Rail Saloon was at the end of the block. He pulled into the side lot of the adjacent building, out of sight. Dust billowed as the truck came to a halt. "Stay put, McNeal," he snapped. Pulling his revolver from his holster, he shoved open the door and hit the ground running.

The initial burst of adrenaline had kicked through Erin 's veins the instant she heard the call come over the police radio. Now, as she watched Nick sprint across the parking lot toward the rear of the bar, she struggled to keep her frustration in check.

If you've got something to prove, I suggest you do it elsewhere.

That he'd ordered her to stay in the truck stung. She told herself he'd misjudged her. Just because she wasn't afraid to jump into a fray didn't mean she was overzealous. She merely liked police work. That heady rush that came with danger. The euphoria that followed an arrest that had been successful because of skill and police know-how. Nick didn't know her well enough to make blanket assumptions. She didn't have anything to prove-not to herself, certainly not to Nick Ryan.

Frustration choked her as she watched him disappear around the rear of the building. "Oh, this is just peachy," she muttered.

In her peripheral vision, she saw a car turn into the front lot. Not a sheriff's department vehicle, but an old Ford with wide tires and a loud engine. Erin held her breath as the vehicle stopped directly in front of the bar. The driver got out and looked around. He was the size of a bull and just as mean looking. An alarm jangled in her head when she spotted the butt of a pistol sticking out of the waistband of his jeans.

She told herself it was tension that had her hands shaking. But she knew intimately the many faces of fear. The heady rush of blood. The jitter of nerves. The coppery taste at the back of her throat.

It took her all of two seconds to realize she wasn't going to sit in the truck when there was an armed suspect in plain sight. Slipping her gun from her holster, she unlatched the door and stepped out of the vehicle. Adrenaline hummed through her muscles as she jogged to the building and pressed herself against the brick exterior. Except for the old Ford, the lot was empty. Nick was nowhere in sight.

Sticking close to the brick, she eased along the side of the building. The gun felt heavy in her hand. Sweat slicked her palm. Her heart beat out of control in her chest. She felt the flashback coming on and fought it, but the images rushed at her, playing in her mind's eye like a bad video. Danny lying hound and helpless. The blast of a gunshot. The smell of gunpowder and fear. Pain so sharp it took her breath.

Panting rapidly, sweating beneath her uniform, she shook off the memory, steeling herself against the deluge of emotions that followed. Not now. Not when Nick was relying on her. She couldn't let him down. Not like she had Danny.

Movement at the front of the tavern drew her attention. A second man had emerged from the front door carrying a brown paper bag. Nick's words rang in the back of her mind. She wondered if his orders included letting two armed suspects get away. On the other hand, two armed men against a single cop wasn't something she felt comfortable with-especially knowing what had happened the last time she'd faced those odds. She didn't have backup. She was still a probationary officer. She hadn't even been issued cuffs yet. But there was no way she could stand back and let them walk away with a bagful of money and the knowledge that they'd outsmarted two small-town cops. Erin figured she didn't have a choice but to stop them.

Heart pounding, she sidled toward the front of the building and waited. When the men started for the car, she stepped into view. "Police!" she shouted. "Drop your weapons!"

The driver spun, glaring at her with rodent-like eyes. He snarled a profanity, making no move to relinquish his gun.

"Drop it!" she shouted. "Now!"

He shot a look at his partner and muttered something, but Erin couldn't hear him over the thunder of blood in her ears.

"I didn't do nothin'," he spat.

"Drop the gun!"

He tossed the weapon on the gravel. "You're makin' a mistake."

"Get your hands where I can see them," she snapped.

Lips peeled back in a snarl, he raised his hands.

"Get on the ground! Facedown! Now!"

Muttering an oath, the man got down on his knees, then eased himself facedown on the gravel. Erin edged closer and kicked his gun away.

She turned to the second man. "You, too. On the ground."

He sneered at her. "What you gonna do if I decide I'd rather take my chances with you, lady cop?"

"Make you regret it," she said.

Never taking his eyes from her, he lowered himself to the ground and lay flat.

Relief vibrated through her. Lowering her weapon, she stepped back. Where in the world was Nick? The sheriff’s deputies? Where was Hector? Without backup, there wasn't much she could do to subdue these men if one of them decided to test her. Cursing under her breath, she glanced over her shoulder toward the building where the Suburban was parked.

An instant later a hard body slammed into her with the force of a Mack truck. Erin 's breath left her lungs in a rush. Dread and surprise punched her with sickening force when she realized her mistake. Oh, God, the second man. He'd moved so quickly she hadn't even heard him get up.

The impact of his body sent her reeling. Her legs tangled with his and she sprawled on her back, her head cracking against the ground, hard enough to make her see stars. A dozen scenarios raced through her mind, the worst being that he would get control of her weapon. She couldn't let that happen. If Nick showed up now… No, she couldn't bear the thought of another cop getting hurt because of her.

Feeling his weight come down on top of her, Erin lashed out with her boots. She smelled sweat. Bad breath. Her right heel connected with his shin. He cursed and grabbed for her gun. She gripped her pistol tightly, tried to wedge it between them, but he was stronger, and no matter how much training she'd had she couldn't keep him from overpowering her. Refusing to acquiesce, she wrenched free and rolled. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the other man scramble to his feet. Her attacker made it to his knees, but Erin was quicker. She dropped into a shooter's stance. "Halt! Police officer! I'll shoot!"

Both men froze. The second man raised his hands. "I'm cool."

The driver glared at Erin. She was shaken, but by the looks of him, so was he. For several seconds they just stood there, breathing hard, staring at each other.

"Get on the ground!" Nick's deadly calm voice snapped through the air like a gunshot.

Relief poured through Erin with such force that for a moment she didn't trust her legs. Blinking the sweat from her eyes, she looked over her shoulder and saw Nick standing less than ten feet away, his weapon leveled on the man who'd attacked her. Hector Price and two deputies from the sheriff's department flanked him.

"We'll take it from here, McNeal," Nick growled.

Trembling violently with the aftereffects of high adrenaline, Erin turned away and holstered her revolver. She heard the sound of handcuffs clicking into place. In the distance, someone recited the Miranda rights. Nausea roiled in her gut. Well, that hadn't ever happened before. Afraid she was going to be sick, she started for Nick's truck. It was silly, but she didn't want him to see her like this. Not when she was raw and shaking and still scared half out of her wits.

"McNeal."

Her nerves jumped at the anger in his voice. What in the world did he have to be mad about? She'd just bagged two armed suspects for him, and probably saved his neck to boot.

"In a minute, Chief." She'd intended for her voice to come out stronger, but it shook like plucked guitar wire.

"Now, McNeal."

Sighing, she stopped but didn't turn around. Just a few more seconds and she'd be steadier. She drew a deep breath, willing her hands to stop shaking. Behind her, she heard Nick approach. Her nerves wound tighter. Lord, why couldn't he give her a moment to pull herself together?

Slowly, she turned, realizing how it must feel to face a firing squad. "I can see from the look on your face you're not going to thank me," she said.

His eyes raked her like sharp instruments as he drew nearer. "Are you hurt?"

"I'm fine."

He stopped less than a foot away-so close she could feel the heat of his anger mingling with the heady aroma of male sweat and aftershave. By the looks of him, she was in for a major butt-chewing.

"Good," he snapped. "Because you've got two minutes to explain to me what the hell you were trying to pull."

Nick wasn't sure if he wanted to throttle her on the spot or embrace her for bringing down two suspects twice her size single-handedly-even if she had done it by the skin of her teeth. He wasn't sure of a whole hell of a lot at the moment because his own adrenaline had yet to ebb. The only thing he knew for certain was that she looked shaken and vulnerable and tough all at once, and he wasn't sure which facet ticked him off the most. To top things off she looked way too good in that blue uniform with her flushed cheeks and red-brown hair tumbling over her shoulders like strands of tangled silk.

"I told you to stay in the truck, not to take down two armed suspects like some kind of female Rambo," he said.

"I wasn't going to let two thugs get away in the name of decorum. I'm sorry if that ticks you off, Chief, but I don't operate that way."

"You're a probationary officer, McNeal. You haven't even filled out your forms and already you're jumping on suspects."

"I backed you up."

"You disobeyed a direct order."

"I used my best judgment," she retorted. "Where in the hell were you?"

"The guy in the rear kept me a little too busy to baby-sit you."

Anger flared in her eyes. "I'm a trained police officer."

"You're a loose cannon."

Her wince was almost imperceptible, but Nick saw it and knew he'd hit a nerve. His temper wouldn't let him back off. "I won't have you taking risks and endangering yourself and everyone else because you have something to prove."

"Maybe you'd rather Steph lost her other parent in there!"

The words struck him dead center. Nick felt himself recoil. Emotionally. Physically. He tried to squelch the reaction. He didn't want her to know she'd struck a geyser of guilt than ran a mile deep in his heart. He didn't want her to know he felt the depth of that guilt every time he looked at his daughter and saw that wheelchair.

"Don't push me, McNeal," he warned. "You'll lose."

She blinked, as if her own words had shocked her. "I'm sorry. That was uncalled for-"

"Frank warned me about that killer instinct of yours."

"I didn't mean-"

"Sure you did. Don't lessen the impact by trying to take it back now. Go for the jugular. That's your style, isn't it?"

"You don't have a clue what my style is."

He tried to curb the anger building in his chest, but it had already gotten away from him. He knew he was overreacting, but this woman had a way of pushing all the wrong buttons. "You like stepping a little too close to the edge, don't you, McNeal?"

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"You got a death wish or something?" he asked.

"That's a ridiculous question."

"Maybe you're trying to make up for something you did or didn't do in that warehouse six months ago."

Her entire body jolted. "Go to hell."

Before he realized he was going to touch her, Nick took her arm and guided her to the truck, away from the curious eyes of his deputies and the crowd that had gathered in front of the bar. "You weren't straight with me."

"I never lied to you."

"Don't spew semantics at me. Your head being screwed up over that shooting was bad enough. But your little penchant for taking risks is a disaster waiting to happen."

"You're overreacting-"

"I always overreact when someone lies to me. It ticks me off!"

"I reacted like a cop, Nick. I did what I thought was right."

"Did you even bother to think that we didn't have backup? That you didn't have cuffs? That the suspect could have had another weapon in his freaking sock? That a civilian could have been shot in that scuffle?"

"Of course I did! I considered all those things."

Nick stopped when they reached the truck. "When I tell you to do something, you'd better do it. And I mean down to the letter. You got that?"

"I disarmed two dangerous suspects. I backed you up."

"You walked into a dangerous situation half-cocked. If we're going to work together, I've got to be able to trust you, McNeal. As it is now, I don't. I sure as hell don't trust your judgment."

"My judgment bagged two suspects-"

"You're not ready to return to the field!" Nick's hands shook with rage. He was unreasonably angry. He saw it clearly, but couldn't stop. He didn't want to analyze the reaction she'd unleashed inside him. He didn't want to name its source. But it hit close to home, and he felt it like a bad piece of meat stuck in his gullet, rotting him from the inside out.

He stared at her, the only sounds coming from their labored breathing and the traffic on Commerce Street. The realization of what she was struck him like a blow. Erin was a risk taker. An adrenaline junkie. After the way she'd put herself on the line just now, he wouldn't be far off the mark if he called her reckless. Nick couldn't deal with recklessness. Not after Rita. Not after the havoc her death had wreaked on his life and the life of his little girl.

Releasing Erin abruptly, he stepped back, stunned by the depth of his rage. "I want a full report on my desk, then I want you to clean out your locker."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"You're a smart woman. You figure it out."

Incredulity filled her gaze. "You can't fire me."

"I just did."

She stared at him, her breasts rising and falling beneath her uniform as she sucked in oxygen.

"If you want to get yourself killed, do it on someone else's time, because I won't have any part in it. I don't care whose niece you are." Without giving her time to respond, he turned on his heel and stalked away.

Erin was still shaking when she opened the door to her apartment and let herself in. She told herself she wasn't upset. That Nick's harsh words hadn't shaken her. That she didn't need this job. She sure didn't need Nick Ryan.

She couldn't believe he'd fired her!

He'd overreacted, she assured herself. He couldn't handle the reality of a woman in a dangerous job. Just like Assistant District Attorney Warren Prentice all those years ago-a man Erin had given her heart to, only to have him hand it back to her in shreds because he couldn't accept her being a cop. The parallel left a rank taste in her mouth.

Nick had no right to come down on her so hard just because she'd taken a calculated risk. But deep down inside Erin wondered if there was a kernel of truth behind his accusations. If the underlying guilt she'd been fighting for months had compelled her to act recklessly.

I won't have you taking risks and endangering yourself and everyone else because you have something to prove.

His words rang uncomfortably in her ears as she stepped into the foyer and shut the door behind her. Closing her eyes, she leaned against the jamb and told herself he was wrong. She didn't have anything to prove. She didn't have anything to feel guilty about. Damn Nick Ryan and his Freudian cop psychology, anyway.

Shoving away from the door, she walked into the living room, trying not to notice the empty moving boxes, or the aches that had crept into her bones since her scuffle with the suspect an hour ago. He hadn't looked that big, but he'd hit her solidly. Not hard enough to cause serious injury, but hard enough to hurt, and she was feeling every single bruise.

Packing could wait, she decided. A handful of aspirin and a hot bath couldn't. If she didn't soak now, by morning she'd be too stiff to move. And she definitely needed to be able to move, since she'd be lugging boxes to her car and driving back to Chicago.

Gingerly, she unbuckled her holster and dropped it on the coffee table, then toed off her boots. Lowering herself onto the sofa, she eased off her uniform shirt and checked the scrape that ran from her elbow to the top of her shoulder. The abrasion was shallow, but deep enough to ooze blood and burn like the dickens.

"Just what you need, McNeal," she muttered. "Another scar." Ignoring the pain, she unclasped her bra and slipped it off, draping it over the arm of the sofa. She should have let Nick take the hit. Maybe he would appreciate her a little more if he knew that tussle had cost her a couple of layers of skin.

Pulling off her belt, she rose and headed toward the bathroom. She turned on the tap, tossed an herbal cube under the spout and stepped out of her uniform trousers. The aroma of lavender filled the air. She breathed in deeply and felt herself begin to relax. Adjusting the water temperature, she stepped into the tub and sank down to her chin. The abrasions protested, the cut on her knee came to life, but her muscles purred. Sighing, she closed her eyes. After surviving the proverbial day from hell, she knew it didn't get any better than this.

She'd just begun to drift when the doorbell blasted. Erin opened her eyes and blew out a sigh. Who would be at her door when she didn't know a soul in the entire town aside from Nick and Hector?

The doorbell rang again.

"Just a minute!" Climbing out of the tub, she toweled off quickly, shrugged into her robe and padded barefoot to the front door. She looked through the peephole and felt her heart nose-dive into her stomach. Nick stood on the other side, still in uniform, looking as grim as when she'd left him.

An odd sense of uncertainty jolted her. Turning away, she pressed her hand to her stomach to keep it from jumping. She glanced down at her robe. It was modest enough, but not something she wanted to be seen in by her boss-well, ex-boss in this case-especially since he'd probably stopped by to give her an exit interview she wouldn't soon forget.

"McNeal, I know you're in there," he said through the door. "We need to talk."

Determined to get through this with as much dignity as possible, she put her hand on the knob. She didn't give a hoot if the almighty Nick Ryan saw her in her robe. If he had a problem with that, to hell with him.

She took two deep breaths and yanked open the door.

Erin McNeal wrapped in a terry cloth robe and smelling like freshly cut flowers was the last thing Nick expected. He stood frozen, shocked speechless by her transformation from cop to woman. All the while his brain floundered to form a coherent thought that didn't have to do with soft skin or curves he knew better than to notice. He may as well have been splitting atoms for all the success he had.

She'd pinned her hair on top of her head, and dark, wet wisps clung to the creamy flesh of her neck. His eyes wanted to roam lower, but he quickly stopped the urge. He preferred not to know this woman had the kind of cleavage that could drive a man slowly insane. He held her gaze, vaguely aware of the color rising in her cheeks, feeling that same heat bum the back of his neck. He refused to think about what the sight of all those curves was doing to the rest of his body.

"I didn't mean to get you out of the tub," he said.

Her throat quivered when she swallowed. "I thought about not answering the door, but figured we ought to get this over with."

"If this is a bad time, I can come back."

She cocked her head. "If the robe bothers you, Chief, I can throw on my jeans. I think the outcome of this meeting will be the same either way."

Nick didn't want to think about her in jeans. Not when she was standing before him with water glistening on her flesh and his body humming with interest. After three years, why did it have to be this woman to remind him that he was still a man, with a man's needs?

"I'll make this short, then," he said.

"I'd appreciate that. Do you want to come in?"

"I'd rather not."

"Look, if you came here to finish firing me, the least you can do is come in."

"I didn't come here to fire you."

She narrowed her eyes. "I thought you were under the impression that I was a loose cannon and a threat to the inhabitants of Logan Falls and mankind in general."

Nick couldn't help smiling. He dropped his gaze, only to find himself staring at her toes. Unfortunately, they were every bit as sexy as the rest of her.

He raised his eyes to hers. "You weren't the only one who overreacted today."

"Is that your idea of an apology?"

"Save it, McNeal. I may have overreacted, but you were out of line. I won't tolerate it." Hearing movement behind him, Nick turned to see Mrs. Newman, the town gossip, pause outside the adjacent apartment with a bag of groceries in her arms. She gazed at him for a moment, then peered into Erin 's apartment with unconcealed curiosity. Terrific, he thought, this ought to get the tongues wagging.

Erin noticed and moved aside. "Do you want to come in?"

"I can't stay." He stepped into her apartment, realizing belatedly it would have been smarter for him to have handled the situation over the phone.

Turning away, Erin walked into the living room. Nick followed, struggling not to feel awkward-failing miserably-and trying in vain not to notice the curve of her backside beneath that robe.

The apartment was small, with high windows and gauzy curtains that ushered in ribbons of yellow sunlight. The furniture was outdated, but functional. Nothing frilly for Erin McNeal. No photographs or mementos. It didn't surprise him she wasn't neat. She'd barely unpacked, and already there was a hint of feminine clutter. A towel tossed haphazardly over a box. Her boots lay next to the sofa, where she'd kicked them off. He spotted her holster on the coffee table. Then his gaze stopped on the scrap of lace draped over the sofa arm. Her bra, Nick realized. The same one he'd noticed through her blouse the first time he'd seen her. No, he thought, coming here hadn't been a good idea at all.

"Would you like something to drink?"

He tore his gaze from the bra. For crying out loud, what was the matter with him? He wasn't some sex-starved teenager who went brain dead over a woman's bra. Especially when that particular woman was off-limits for too many reasons to count-let alone that she worked for him.

"No." He cleared his throat and shifted his weight from one foot to the other to accommodate the rush of blood to his groin. "Look, Erin, it's not unusual for a cop to lose his or her confidence after they've been involved in a shooting."

"I haven't lost my confidence."

"You're trying too hard. You're trying to get something back that takes time. You're rushing it, and you're going to end up getting hurt. I don't want that to happen."

She flushed.

"I still need a deputy," he said. "The last thing you need is another termination on your record. What do you say we give this another shot?"

"If you're asking me to stay, the answer is yes."

Nick grimaced, not sure if that was what he'd wanted to hear. But he could live with it. "I'm going to level with you, McNeal. I've got my doubts about whether or not you're ready to come back to the field. I'm going to extend your probationary period-"

"I'm ready."

"You went against my direct orders this morning. You took a stupid risk that could have turned out much worse. I won't tolerate recklessness of any kind from you or any of my other deputies. Are you clear on that?"

She gazed levelly at him. "Those two men were armed and dangerous. I wasn't about to let them get away."

"One of those suspects came within an inch of gaining control of your weapon. You could have turned a robbery into a hostage situation, or worse."

"I know you're having a hard time believing this," she said, "but I happen to be a professional. I'm good at-"

"So I've heard. That's not what's in question here."

"But my judgment is?"

"Knowing what I do about you personally, and your past, I'd be a fool not to question your judgment after today."

"I see." Her chin went up, and Nick knew he'd scored a direct hit. "You're convinced I'm skewed because of the shooting."

"Are you?" he asked.

"You've already decided, so why does it matter what I think?"

"Look, Erin, cops react to shootings in different ways. Some retreat. Some quit. Some turn to alcohol. Look at the divorce rate. The suicide rate, for God's sake. You don't have to make up for something you did or didn't do in that warehouse."

She crossed her arms in front of her. "Now you're a shrink."

"I'm the chief of police-and your superior. I have a right to know where your head is. My life-or my deputies' lives-depends on that."

"I'm sure this isn't what you want to hear, Chief, but if I were faced with the same situation right now, I'd react the same way."

"That's fine. I'll assign you accordingly."

Wariness flooded her gaze. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"That means you've got the school crosswalks until I think you're ready for something with more responsibility."

Nick didn't miss the minute jolt that traveled through her body when he hit her with the news. Couldn't she see he was doing this for her own good?

Heat flashed in her eyes. "That's not fair."

"Life isn't fair, McNeal. You of all people ought to know that."

"You can't do this."

"I just did. I suggest you get used to it. That's your assignment indefinitely. I'll decide when to change it. When I think you've come to terms with whatever's eating at you, we'll talk about it again."

"I have come to terms."

"Prove it to me."

"You've no right penalizing me-"

"This has nothing to do with you personally. All I'm concerned about is your well-being and the safety of your fellow deputies and the citizens of this town. Take it or leave it. It's your call."

Nick held his breath as he watched the inner struggle tear at her. He saw temper and restraint and a hefty dose of ego pulling her in different directions. He knew she wanted to tell him to go take a flying leap, but he also knew she had too much to lose to succumb to the urge.

After a moment, she squared her shoulders and looked him dead in the eye. "All right, Chief. Have it your way. I'll take the assignment."

Inwardly, he smiled. She'd passed the test. Restraint had won. They might just get through this, after all. "Good," he said.

"That doesn't mean I have to like it." Frowning, she raised her hand to push a tendril of hair away from her face.

"Police work isn't about what we…" His voice trailed off when he spotted the nasty abrasion on her elbow. "What happened to your arm?"

She glanced down at her elbow. "I must have done it in the scuffle. It's no big deal."

Nick knew better than to touch her. He'd been around the block a few too many times to court the kind of trouble a touch would rouse. He didn't like the way he was reacting to her as it was. He knew if he touched her, if he discovered her skin was as soft and warm and fragrant as he imagined, it would only make dealing with her even more complex.

"You ought to have it looked at," he said stiffly.

"It's just a scratch. I'll take care of it."

She was so close he could smell the clean scent of her hair. The warm, flowery aroma of whatever she'd put in the tub. A droplet of water clung to a dark lock of hair behind her ear. Nick stared at it, wondering what it would be like to catch that droplet with his tongue and get a taste of the tender flesh beneath. He wondered if she would taste as good as she smelled.

He fought another rush of blood to his groin. He denied it. He cursed it. But his body betrayed his intellect, reacting with an intensity that left him incredulous and disturbed. Now wasn't the time. This wasn't the place. And Erin McNeal wasn't the woman.

Some inner warning told him to get out of there. Nick stepped back, breaking the spell he had absolutely no desire to explore. Shaken by his reaction, he turned away and started toward the door.

He felt her stare on his back, but he didn't stop. He knew he was running. But he didn't care. As long as he didn't let this woman get to him, he'd be fine. He'd had his fill of risk takers. A few months in Logan Falls, then she'd go back to Chicago, and Nick would be rid of her. He might like the way she looked; under different circumstances he might have liked to get her in his bed. But Erin McNeal was the last woman he wanted to care about.

He left without looking back.