The Rich Are Different Lisa Morton

I can hear Lennox outside the door. It’s almost dawn; I’m not sure how long he’s been out there in the hallway. I awoke when I heard something that sounded like a frog’s croak calling my name.

I wonder what he looks like. The door is locked from the outside, but he may not be human enough to turn it. Part of me wants him to do it, to come in… but another part is afraid to see what he’s become.

Even though we’re in love.

Of course he looked fine when we first met. It was the day of his thirty-fifth birthday party.

A week earlier, my agent, Lauren, had received an email from a Wilmont family secretary. They wanted to invite me to a party, it said. Lennox Wilmont in particular was a fan of my book, The Rich Are Different, it said. The party would be at their estate outside Atlanta. If my agent could provide my address, they’d send me a formal invitation.

Lauren called me and told me she thought it was real. I was surprised, to put it mildly; I’d have bet money that the Wilmonts would have hated the novel. Of course they knew it was loosely based on them (everyone knew that; after all, I’d said it in People), and it was not exactly a loving tribute. Critics had called the book “a vicious, razor-sharp indictment of America’s super-wealthy”; Amazon reader reviews just said, “I couldn’t put it down!!!!”

“Do you think I should go?” I asked Lauren.

“What, are you kidding me? Damn straight I think you should go. You’ve talked forever about wanting to get past those estate gates. Now they’re handing it to you, and you’re asking if you should go?”

She was right. I’d have to book a plane—

“They’ll handle all your travel arrangements, by the way,” Lauren added.

I told her to give them my address. The official invite arrived by courier the next day. There was a card in a foil-lined envelope, first-class round-trip plane tickets, and a little handwritten note about how they’d love to see me. The note was signed “Madelyn.”

As in, Madelyn Wilmont, one of the wealthiest women on the planet, and the basis for the matriarch in The Rich Are Different. I’d made her older in my book—in real life she was only forty, not fifty-something. I’d imagined what it would be like to meet her, get to know her… be her.

Five years ago I wouldn’t have hesitated. But five years ago I was still married to Derek. Then I’d found Derek at the office Christmas party kissing his secretary nowhere near any mistletoe, and divorce had followed. I was just thankful we’d had no children to permanently fuck up and I was still young enough to conceivably find someone else.

Except… I hadn’t. I’d tried a few dates, but my confidence was shot. I felt middle-aged (at thirty-four), overweight, dowdy, despite the best clothes book royalties could buy. I knew rationally that I wasn’t, but… well, seeing your husband with his tongue halfway down the throat of a woman you never considered especially attractive apparently had some unexpected side effects.

So I’d buried myself in my work instead. It had paid off: I’d given up the celebrity pieces for EW and gone into novels. The first one, Paper Cuts, had been well reviewed and just barely successful enough that I was given a contract for a second book. That one had been The Rich Are Different, and it had scored big-time. The advance had provided a generous down payment on a house in Chicago’s suburbs. The movie option had allowed me to pay off the house. Lauren had joked with me about being rich enough to be different.

Of course, that’d been a year back. Since then my writing skills seemed to have migrated with my physical self-image. I spent too many days scrolling idly through social media instead of working on Book Number Three. My editor was concerned. Lauren was concerned. My ex-husband was… well, getting blow jobs from his secretary.

I spent too many hours telling myself I wasn’t a failure. I might have gotten lucky once, but I was incomplete, purposeless. Friends (all married) told me I needed a man. I scoffed, we laughed… and then I went back to the house, where I lived alone, and tried to tell myself it wasn’t like that at all.

Maybe a visit to the Wilmonts’ would reinvigorate me. What the hell. I wrote back to the email address on the card and told them I’d be delighted to come. Someone named Jasmine replied instantly and said she’d add my name to the guest list, plus a limo would be waiting for me at the airport. I’d stay overnight at the Wilmont estate and fly out again the next morning. No presents, please. The date was two weeks away.

I spent those fourteen days fussing and fretting—could I lose weight in two weeks? Should I change my hair color? What would I wear? Were they expecting me to be hipper and younger?

I shopped. I saw my hairstylist (but we stuck with my usual auburn). I didn’t really lose any weight.

Of course, I read up more on the Wilmonts, but I knew most of it. They stuck pretty much to themselves; no reality TV show for them, no trashy affairs with rock stars or DUI busts. They were rarely photographed in public, but when they were, they were beautiful. Given how much money they had, how could they have been anything else? Lennox had the sort of boyish, broad face and floppy dark hair that could have earned him willing women even if he hadn’t been rich. Madelyn was sleek and serious, like a Maserati in human form.

Their wealth had always been something of a mystery. Way back in the 1840s, a Wilmont ancestor had migrated here from the Old World to grow tobacco and cotton. He’d already been well off, but he’d made even more money in America, mainly because he’d also invested in the slave trade, and their assets had continued to accrue. Madelyn was married to a man named Alan Ashton; rumors circulated that he spent most of his time in a wing of the family mansion, drunk and enjoying the company of Prince Valium. They had one son, Grant, who should be sixteen by now, but he hadn’t been photographed in public since infancy. Lennox had never married. Their father, Harris the Third, still ran the family corporation, but he’d spent most of his life living in New York. Their mother had died young of cancer. There were no other siblings.

The big day arrived. I took so long making last-minute decisions, changing outfits over and over, that I nearly missed my flight. I tried to relax in my spacious first-class seat, but I was tense and distracted.

I got off the plane with my bulging carry-on (ridiculous, I know, for an overnight stay) and when the escalators spilled me out into the baggage claim, I saw a man holding a sign with my name printed on it.

I stopped for a second, there at the bottom of the escalators, staring, as other passengers bumped into me. The man holding the sign was at least seven feet tall, with a bulky, stooped frame. A cap was pulled low over his eyes; flat, sand-hued hair spilled out from under it. He wore oversized sunglasses, leaving me to imagine what color his eyes must be, and an overcoat that was too heavy for the southern warmth. For a second I considered turning around, or taking a cab out to the Wilmont estate… but then he saw me and dropped the sign.

Well, I thought, he’s probably great security.

I stepped forward, slowly. He reached one massive paw (his large pink hand had stubby fingers) out and, wordlessly, took my bag. He turned and headed out of the baggage claim. With no other real choice left, I followed.

His limo was parked curbside. He opened the rear door for me, and I was glad to be separated from him by the sheet of glass between the driver and the rear passenger area.

We headed away from the airport. At least he was a cautious driver. I tried not to look at the back of his massive head, square and furry beneath the cap.

It took about forty minutes to reach the Wilmont estate. We left the freeway and got on a two-lane blacktop that wound through scenic hills and lush, wooded valleys before coming to a private drive that began with a guard booth and gate. He waved to whoever was in the booth; as we passed it, I tried to peer through the glass of the enclosure to see who was inside, but it was tinted, opaque.

It was late afternoon as we rolled onto the Wilmonts’ private grounds. The sun was at the horizon, its long rays now silhouetting trees and outbuildings with golden auras. The driver slowed, moving at no more than ten miles per hour. I was wondering why when I saw something running through the trees maybe one hundred feet to the right. It was difficult to see clearly, as it darted in and out of shadow and sight, but I saw enough to know its movements weren’t right—it ran on two legs but loped as if it was off-balance, flailing too-long arms wildly. I couldn’t make out color or facial features, nor even guess at what it could have been. It was so improbable that I wondered if it was some sort of puppet or illusion.

I started to say something to the driver, knock on the glass between us and point, but then the strange runner vanished and the house came into view.

It was even more impressive in person than it looked in the photographs and videos I’d seen. It lolled among the trees like a gigantic animal at rest, the upper-floor windows bright with the last of the sun while lights glowed warmly from the lower rooms. The drive curved around before the double-door entrance, and we pulled to a stop there. The taciturn driver opened my door, took my bag and set it down at the top of the steps leading to the doors, then returned to the limo and drove off.

I heard music coming from somewhere nearby—live, jazzy—and smelled food cooking. I was just climbing the steps to ring when the door opened. Madelyn Wilmont smiled down at me.

I wasn’t prepared for how stunning she was in person. She looked far younger than forty, with the sort of perfect casual elegance that only wealth can provide. She extended a welcoming hand to me, and I took it, surprised at its heat. “Hello, Sara, it’s so lovely to meet you. I’m Madelyn.”

A few of the reviewers of The Rich Are Different had praised its “sharp-tongued voice,” while others had decried it as “needlessly verbose.” Neither quality surfaced now; when faced with Madelyn Wilmont’s effortless poise, I felt like a single leaf of wilted spinach, small and inadequate. I just grasped her hand and smiled.

She turned to indicate the entrance. “We’ve got a room ready for you—I thought you might like to relax a bit before joining the party. It doesn’t really start for another hour, anyway.”

I started to reach for my bag, but Madelyn flicked a slender wrist. “Oh, no, dear—I’ll have that brought up to you. The stairs to the second floor are quite a climb, even without a heavy bag.” She turned and strode into the house. I forgot about my bag, following.

I tried not to stop and gape at the things we passed—delicate vases and furnishings that were probably invaluable, shelves of leather-bound books behind glass doors—but it was the art that staggered me. It ran the gamut from modern to Pre-Raphaelite. I found myself literally frozen before one large canvas in the style of Italian late Baroque. It was a landscape—classical ruins atop a hillside beneath a gloomy sky—but it was the figures in the image that caught my attention. At first glance they’d merely looked like dancers, or revelers, but upon closer inspection they were revealed as not entirely human—a leering face was topped by subtle horns, a bent torso perched atop shaggy goat legs. It was haunting, something out of a dream.

“Ah, I see you’ve found our Magnasco.”

I saw Madelyn watching me, and I realized I’d been unaware I’d even stopped. “I’m sorry, who is it?”

“Alessandro Magnasco. He’s one of our favorites.”

Something about the way she said “our”—some implication of possession, perhaps—raised a few more unspoken questions. I forced myself to turn away from the painting, smiling. “I’m not familiar with Magnasco. This is fascinating, though.”

“Not many people know him.”

I looked at the painting again, my attention drawn to a figure loping across a clearing before a collection of cracked and tilted columns. Something about the figure… saturnine, long arms swinging, legs bent the wrong way—

“Shall we…?”

I jerked around, on the verge of a question, but broke off as Madelyn continued on up the stairs. We’d just reached the second-floor landing when a voice from below called up, “So, that’s Lennox’s package?”

A man stood at the bottom of the staircase, looking up at us; he was middle-aged, balding, dressed in polo shirt and khakis, holding a drink in one hand. He swirled the contents of the glass, the ice inside tinkling.

Madelyn stopped, turning slowly, her gaze icy. “Alan, meet Sara Peck. Sara, this is my husband, Alan.”

He saluted with the drink. I was just opening my mouth to greet him when he blurted out, “We’d introduce you to our charming so-called son, Grant, but the little freak’s out running loose somewhere—”

Madelyn cut him off, firmly but not loudly, a technique she’d probably honed from frequent use. “Alan! I’m sure there must still be a few bottles of gin out back that you haven’t drunk up yet.”

Alan smirked, started to amble off. “Of course. Good luck, Miss Peck. Oh, and by the way, dearest—this is vodka.”

He vanished through a doorway, and Madelyn’s shoulders sagged. “My apologies for that, Sara. My husband… well, he’s developed an unfortunate tendency to overmedicate…”

“No apologies necessary, Madelyn. I understand.” Which wasn’t entirely true—I didn’t understand how a father could call his son a “little freak” and make the crack about “running loose somewhere.”

Madelyn led me to a bedroom on the second floor that was roughly twice the size of my first apartment. “I thought you might enjoy the Gold Room,” she said, with just a slight twist of sarcasm.

The room was furnished in tasteful gold and white, and I didn’t have to ask if the finishes were real. I stepped to the spacious windows and looked out onto the rear of the Wilmont estate. Just below, dance floors had been set up around an Olympic-size pool; a band played in one corner, people milled, chefs cooked at stations tucked in among marble statues and trimmed hedges. “Thank you, I’m sure I will.” I turned to face her and saw that she waited in the doorway, apparently expecting my question. “I have to confess, though, that I’m not quite sure why I’m here.”

She smiled, laughed slightly, then said, “You’re Lennox’s birthday surprise. He’s been a fan ever since he read your book, and he’s been dying to meet you.”

“Oh.” A flutter circled my stomach. I was a “birthday surprise”? Was I expected, perhaps, to change into a bikini and pop out of a giant cake?

Madelyn must have seen something in my expression, because her own smile faded. “Sara, my brother and I are very close. And I’m sure you’ll find him quite charming.” She backed away, reaching for the door. “I’ll have your bag brought right up. I’m really so happy to have you here.”

She stepped out, closing the door behind her.

As I used the bathroom (a little in awe of the real gold fixtures), my anxiety ramped up. What was expected of me? Why did the bit about Madelyn and her brother being “very close” sound like a jealous wife’s warning? What if I didn’t fit the picture Lennox had of the author of The Rich Are Different?

As I stepped out of the bathroom, I was heading for my purse to get a Xanax when a knock came at my door. I steeled myself, expecting the limo driver, and pulled the door open.

Lennox Wilmont stood there, my bag grasped in one hand. When he saw me, his handsome face was split by a grin that made him look younger. “Oh my God, you really are Sara Peck!” He dropped the bag and stepped toward me, and for a second I expected him to fling his arms around me… but then he grasped one of my hands instead, the picture of youthful enthusiasm. “When Madelyn told me you were the guest in the Gold Room, I didn’t believe it. I am such a fan!”

Lennox was everything I’d read: seemingly genuine, warm, magnetic… and very hot. Literally—his hand felt almost like it was scorching mine. I realized I was blushing, but I forced myself not to turn away. Lennox saw it and laughed, but it was out of delight, not derision. He was so beautiful it was hard to look at him. “Happy birthday,” I finally said, and even that came out too soft.

He released my hand, and part of me was sorry. “Thanks, but to tell you the truth—I hate these things. Maddie always wants to throw them, but I never feel quite comfortable among all those people.”

“Really? That surprises me.”

Lennox arched his eyebrows and gave me a half-smile. “Well, Ms. Peck, I hope I can show you some other surprises, too.”

“Sara, please.”

He nodded. “Sara.”

We stood there for a moment, uncomfortable in that way that only two people who are very attracted to each other can be. Finally Lennox waved at my bag. “Would you like a few minutes to change, or…?”

“No, I’m fine, thanks. Should we go down to join your party?”

“Only if you want to. You know what I’d rather do?”

“What?”

“Show you the Beltane Room.”

Now, that was an interesting invitation. The Beltane Room was one of the most mysterious parts of the Wilmont estate. It appeared in side mentions in family histories, the name apparently being derived from a three-day-long party that was held there in 1920, starting on the evening of April 30—Walpurgisnacht, or Beltane in the old Celtic calendar. No one knew exactly what had happened at the party, or at least if they did they hadn’t talked; they also hadn’t mentioned what was in the room.

I said, “How did you know I was going to ask to see it?”

“I think we have a connection.” He took my hand again, and the strength of my response—tingles of desire—made me light-headed. “Come on.”

We exited the Gold Room and turned left heading out, away from the main staircase. “We’ll take the servants’ stairs so Maddie won’t see us,” he said.

He led me down the hall, through a doorway, down a narrow spiral staircase, and through a utility room. Opening another door there, he indicated more stairs leading down. “It’s in the basement.” He waved me ahead and glanced around to see if we’d been spotted.

I headed down the stairs and waited for him at the bottom. Around me was a utilitarian hallway, like something you might find beneath a hotel. He joined me, and I followed him to one end, where he used a key to unlock an unmarked door. He reached inside, flipped a light switch, and bowed. “The Beltane Room, m’lady.”

I stepped past him—and froze.

The room was large—unexpectedly so—and lit by two huge chandeliers overhead. It contained low divans, all upholstered in decadent velvets and brocades, and tables holding crystal decanters.

But the walls were the real attention-getter. They were covered with art—not framed paintings, but a mural painted right on the walls. Lennox pulled me to the left so I stood in front of a re-creation—or was it a continuation?—of the Magnasco painting I’d admired earlier. “Start here and follow it around.”

The work looked like a hurried version of the Italian classicist; it was less perfect, more rushed, but similar in theme, with gods and nymphs cavorting among ruins.

“You’ve heard of the Beltane party that took place here in 1920…? Well, what you probably haven’t heard is that one of the guests was a well-known artist who took three days to paint this. The other guests—who included famous actors, writers, and at least one newspaper mogul—drank bootleg liquor and smoked hashish and spent the three days here just watching him work. It’s amazing, isn’t it?”

I moved to my right and saw that there was a definite progression to the painting: It grew darker, the figures more violent. Now they looked less like gods and more like monsters. “It looks like the Magnasco upstairs, but…”

“Yes. One of the guests was a medium—you know, they were all crazed for spiritualism back then—and she swore the artist was channeling Magnasco.”

“Who was the artist?”

“His name was Dennings. You wouldn’t have heard of him—he was a highly regarded forger, you see.”

I came to a corner, turned to the right—and stared in shock. Now the figures on the walls had the dark, shaggy fur coverings of mammals, but they walked upright and bore human faces. And they were… well, not to put too fine a point on it, they were vigorously fucking one another. A few yards farther to the right, two of them were entwined above the dead body of a naked woman, blood pooled on the ground around her severed legs. Feeling simultaneously nauseated and curious and excited, I moved around the next corner and saw piles of dismembered corpses, some with splayed legs as if they’d been violated.

“Jesus,” I muttered.

“It’s fascinating, though, isn’t it?” Lennox stood behind me, so close that I could feel his presence like a storm cloud. “They’re gods, you know. Old, very old, gods. Can you imagine watching this take shape beneath the artist’s brush, while around you a real-life orgy is happening? The rich smells of the smoke… and the sex…”

A shiver passed through me, my own excitement surprising me. Lennox must have seen it, because he purred soft approval.

Past the next corner, the art gave way to words:

Once, long ago, in a land on the far edge of the world, there lived a poor shepherd. The shepherd, his wife, and their two children barely existed on goat’s milk and a few rabbits the shepherd was able to snare…

I bent down to read more but paused when I felt Lennox just behind me, his body close to mine, his breath hot on my neck. I was suddenly afraid—not of him, not even of the terrible scenes on the wall or the childish story, but of myself, of what I might do if I suddenly turned, when he was there behind me…

“Lennox!” That was Madelyn’s voice. I hadn’t heard the door open, and I did turn, startled by her harsh tone. She stood just inside the Beltane Room, her posture rigid. “The party is upstairs.”

Lennox was facing her, away from me, and he was slightly hunched. When he spoke, his voice sounded too deep, too rough. “Why can’t you leave me alone?” A musky scent hit me, strong enough that I backed away and tried to breathe through my mouth.

Madelyn waved at Lennox angrily. “Lennox, stay here while I escort Sara out.” I hesitated—which of them did I prefer to displease? But Lennox kept his back to me, silent. “Lennox, I’m sorry,” I said, as I walked past him.

Madelyn led me upstairs—not back to the Gold Room, but out the front door, where the limo waited for me, my bag already inside. “I’m so very sorry, Sara—this was entirely my fault.” She handed me an envelope. Inside was a folded sheet of paper—and a check. I saw the words NON-DISCLOSURE AGREEMENT at the top of the sheet. I didn’t bother to see how many zeroes were on the check. I passed the whole thing back to her. “Don’t worry—it’s not necessary to buy me off. I like Lennox too much to hurt him.”

I climbed into the limo, pulled the door closed, and looked down into my lap. I didn’t want Madelyn to see that I was crying.

The next day Lennox called me at home. “I’m sorry for that, Sara,” he said. “I’d like to see you again.”

“Your sister made it clear that was a bad idea, I think.”

“My sister is not my keeper.”

We chatted awhile longer, about everyday things, almost like normal people—about birthdays and airport security and bad in-flight movies and weather. After an hour, Lennox asked me what I was doing later that night.

“Nothing,” I answered, my heart hammering, feeling for all the world like a teenager on the phone with a cute guy.

Eight hours later, I was staring at a blank computer screen when there was a knock at my front door. Curious, I moved to the peephole, looked through…

Lennox was there, holding flowers.

I panicked. I was wearing dingy sweats; it hadn’t occurred to me that he’d actually fly up. “Just a minute,” I called through the door as I turned, unsure what to do first.

“You’ve got three minutes, then I bust this door down.”

I fled to the bedroom, plundered the closet, realized I didn’t have time to put on anything more serious than my best jeans and a plain pastel T-shirt with a V-neck that gave me the illusion of cleavage. I was checking myself in the mirror a final time when he knocked again, more insistent. “I swear, Ms. Peck, in ten seconds—”

I gave up on primping, ran to the door, took a deep breath, opened it.

For an instant we just stared at each other, smiling, not quite believing. Lennox broke the silence at last. “You know, I just lied to my sister and flew through a storm to be here—are you going to invite me in?”

“Of course. Please come in.”

I stepped back and gestured. He handed me the roses (yellow, my favorite—how did he know?) and came in, looking around. I was immediately self-conscious, seeing every frayed furniture corner and speck of dust, but he just nodded. “So this is how real people live.”

I was about to come back with some witty riposte when it occurred to me that Lennox probably really hadn’t been in many homes that weren’t mansions. Sitcoms were probably the closest he’d ever gotten to even upper-class suburbia.

I inhaled the heady scent of the bouquet. “These are lovely. Let me get them into some water.”

I walked to the kitchen, set the flowers down to reach up to a high cabinet for a vase, had just pulled it out and was turning to fill it with water when I saw Lennox in the kitchen doorway, gripping the sides as if holding himself up. “I’m not very good with social skills, so I’m just going to say it: I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you.” His eyes locked onto mine, and I couldn’t suppress a small tremor. I had to look away just to keep any ounce of composure.

“Lennox, I…”

He stepped closer. “If you want me to leave, I will. If you want to sit and talk for a while, I’ll try. But what I’d really like to do right now is kiss you.”

I couldn’t speak. I leaned back against the sink, breathless, as he pressed himself against me. His lips found mine, his hands were on my waist, my fingers twined around his neck, in his hair, pulling him down to me.

“Sara,” he whispered, moving his tongue to circle an ear, then trace a delirious path down my jaw.

I said nothing because I was lost. I was lost in arousal, lost in my desire, my need, for Lennox Wilmont. I nearly sobbed because it annihilated me. I’d never felt this before—not even with my husband, when we’d been first married and still genuinely in love. When Lennox moved his hands down to my hips and pulled me to him until I could feel how hard he was, I groaned as my own lust broke my inner censors.

He moved his mouth down to my breast, seeking it through the thin fabric of my clothes, and I arched, wanting him to find it. He said my name again—

Something was wrong. His voice sounded strange, too coarse even though roughened by sex. Some part of me tucked safely away heard and sounded an alarm, but the other ninety-nine percent chose not to listen, not to stop—

The front door burst open. I gasped and pushed Lennox away so I could turn.

The driver who’d met me at the airport stood there, his massive frame barely squeezed in. He was staring at us, and even from across the living room I could hear his breathing.

“Lennox, what—” I turned to look at him—and froze, staring.

The skin on his face had changed color, going so pink it was almost fiery. His hair seemed longer, shaggy, his ears slightly pointed. But it was his eyes that really paralyzed me: They’d lost all color, including white, and were depthless black pools. He released me and started toward the driver. “Why can’t she just leave me alone?”

It took me a second to realize the “she” wasn’t referring to me, but probably to his sister, Madelyn. Lennox was making sounds now like something between a whipped puppy and a banshee wail, his frustration so overwhelming that he didn’t even react as the driver gripped him by one shoulder and steered him out of my house. The driver said only one word as he led Lennox to the car:

“Father.”

At least it sounded like “Father,” but that made no sense—Lennox’s father was dead, so the driver wouldn’t be taking him to see Daddy Dearest. A priest, perhaps?

Whoever it was, I hated them for taking Lennox from me. I watched the car drive away, then went to my bathroom, turned on the shower, and cried as I stood under the water, still dressed.

I got an email from Lennox an hour later. It didn’t say where he was—on a plane going home? Still in the car? In some other house owned by the Wilmonts?

Dearest Sara:

There’s a story I’d like you to hear. You read part of it in the Beltane Room, but of course my sister wasn’t about to allow you to read all of it. Well, in honor of Madelyn, here’s the story for you:

Once, long ago, in a land on the far edge of the world, there lived a poor shepherd. The shepherd, his wife, and their two children barely existed on goat’s milk and a few rabbits the shepherd was able to snare. They weren’t happy—they were hungry and cold.

Things got worse after the shepherd’s wife died, leaving him alone with two small children. His wife had made the goat’s milk into cheese; without her, they had only milk to drink. They were alone in the wild countryside, with no one to help them.

One day, as hunger gnawed at their insides, the shepherd cursed the gods for his ill fate… and lo, the very deity he’d blasphemed appeared before him. The shepherd began to shake with fear—for the god was fearsome in appearance—but the god smiled upon him. “You have called me, shepherd, and I’ve come to relieve your suffering… if you are willing to pay the price.”

The shepherd fell to his knees, lowering his eyes. “Anything! Just give us food.”

“I will give you more than food: You and yours shall always have good fortune. You will never again starve, or want for anything material. Your children will be as gods.”

“Yes,” the shepherd said, sobbing in gratitude, “yes, yes!”

“But the price is this: Your children will appear human until they feel lust, and then their desire will make them into my children, divine in appearance and strength. Should they seek to satiate themselves with a mortal, they will create a victim, not a lover. They will have only each other to fulfill their needs and continue your line.”

The shepherd quaked in horror at this terrible offer, but then he saw his children’s gaunt faces and bloated bellies. “Is there no other way?”

“There’s painful, empty death.”

The shepherd accepted the offer.

Instantly he found himself before the door of a fine house; stepping inside, he discovered tables piled high with delicious food. His children appeared and they all began to eat, marveling at this sudden wealth.

For some years they were happy, and the shepherd began to believe that he’d earned this good fortune with his own hard work. But then his children came of age, and he saw the signs. When his son tore a local maiden apart, he hid the act and told his children the horrid truth. They saw what they must do, and so they coupled only with each other, in the form of gods, and their divine progeny continued down through the centuries, walking in secret among mortals.

After the story, Lennox had added, “I hope you’ll remember only this about me: that I loved you.”

I printed out the email and read it over again, hoping that somehow the hard copy would render the words into something comprehensible, sensible, but there was no sense to be found. After my fourth reading, I set the email down and sped through airline websites. I made phone calls and found a flight leaving for Atlanta in three hours. I didn’t bother to pack; this wouldn’t be a long visit, if the Wilmonts even agreed to see me at all.

But I had no choice: I had to demand answers. And see Lennox again.

I arrived at the Wilmont estate shortly before dawn. The sky hadn’t started to lighten yet as I pulled the rental car up to the front gate. The guard, whom I still couldn’t see behind the window of the guard shack, spoke into a phone before rolling back the gate. I pulled forward.

It was late, and I was operating on no sleep and a cup of bad coffee I’d picked up at a convenience store after leaving the airport, so it took me an extra, startled second to react when the figure ran in front of the car.

I slammed on the brakes and was thrown forward against the seatbelt. I knew instinctively that the thing outlined in my headlights was the same one I’d glimpsed on my last trip here, running awkwardly through the woods: a humanoid figure with furry legs, bent back at the knees like a quadruped’s, with hooves instead of feet. The torso was downy, the arms long, the head capped by a tawny mane and curling horns. It stared at me with wide, golden eyes.

It raised an arm and brought it down on the hood, hard enough to dent the metal. Opening its jaws wide, it screamed, a sound that stopped my heart.

It started to come around the front of the car toward the driver’s side, gliding on those impossible legs, a long tongue darting out of its mouth. I glimpsed something moving in the groin, and my paralysis snapped. I slammed my foot down on the accelerator. The car shot forward, tires squealing.

I didn’t look into the mirror to see if it was following. As I screeched to a stop before the house, the front door opened and someone stood there, outlined by light. I grappled with the seatbelt and then leapt from the car, shouting, “Lennox!”

“No, it’s Madelyn. Come in, Sara.”

Now I did look back, but nothing had followed. Cold flooded me; I was shaking. When Madelyn put an arm around me, I fell into the sanctuary of it. “Something chased me, something not human—”

“Grant,” Madelyn said.

I stopped, gaping at her. “Grant? But that’s your son’s name…”

“Yes. My son—with Lennox.”

“With… no. Lennox?”

“Come in and sit down. I’ll get you something to drink.”

I let Madelyn lead me into the great house, into a room of rich padded chairs and large hearths. Madelyn seated me, brought a glass. I sniffed it—bourbon—and downed it in one gulp. My chill began to ease. Madelyn sat opposite, sipping her own glass more carefully.

“I know about Lennox’s email to you,” Madelyn said.

At the mention of Lennox, my heart thrummed. “Can I see him?”

“Not yet. We need to talk first.” Madelyn set her glass down, piercing me with her gaze. “Sara, I have to ask: Are you in love with Lennox?”

I started to answer, then caught myself, thinking. Yes, I wanted Lennox—dear God, how I wanted him—my entire body thrilled at the thought of him… but was that love? And was this intense attraction natural, or had I been manipulated, unnaturally influenced? “I’m not sure.”

Madelyn considered before going on. “I’m prepared to offer you a life with Lennox, but not the life you’re probably imagining. I would approve of your marriage to Lennox, you would live as his wife, with all the privilege of a Wilmont… but you would never be able to consummate the relationship.”

At first I couldn’t believe what I’d just heard, but then I remembered my last visit here. “Like Alan?”

“Yes.”

I thought of Alan, the bitterly drunken husband, useful only for appearance’s sake. “No. I won’t live like that.”

“You have to understand that if you were to… be with Lennox, you wouldn’t survive.”

“Are you saying that story—the one in the email, the one in the Beltane Room—is true?”

“It’s the family history.”

An unwelcome image of Lennox and Madelyn entwined, naked and altered, saturnine, popped into my head. “How many children do you have?”

“Six. Five of them have to be hidden away. You met Grant outside. Only one looks human; she will be my successor.” Madelyn gestured at a silver-framed photo of a blond-haired little girl smiling into the camera—the most beautiful child I’d ever seen. “We’re still trying for a boy.”

My stomach filled with bile. I tried to stand, but my knees threatened to give way and my vision swam. “But Lennox loves me…”

“Sara, let me get a room ready for you. You’ve suffered a shock, you’re in no state to travel again right now.”

Numbed by revelation and liquor, I didn’t react as Madelyn took me up the stairs to the Gold Room. I was dimly aware when she stepped out and locked the door from the outside as she left. I fell onto the bed, where I let myself go, weeping with little strength, repeating his name over and over.

“Lennox… Lennox…”

Eventually I fell into an unhappy state that might have been sleep.

I awoke when I heard my name, soft and muffled. The sky was only starting to lighten, so I knew I hadn’t slept long. I lay there, fuzzy-headed but sobering up quickly, listening. It came again:

“Sara…”

Even though it didn’t sound human, I knew it was Lennox. He knew I was here. I wondered if he’d caught my scent.

What will I do if he opens the door? Does Madelyn know he’s out there, prowling, already transformed by his desire for me? Had she planned this—giving me to Lennox as an easy way to dispose of me?

The door bangs and shudders; he’s thrown himself against it. A new sound now: claws scrabbling at wood.

He’s turning the lock.

I don’t scream, at least yet. I don’t call Madelyn, or prepare to run. I’m sweating, but it’s not from fear.

I know he’ll be beautiful.

I sit on the bed… and wait.

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