Jessica arrived at the house in Ridgewood at ten o’clock. The doctor had wanted to run some more tests in the morning. Jessica refused. They finally reached a compromise whereby Jessica promised to visit him in his office sometime during the week. Edward had driven her home in silence.
When they arrived, Jessica noted that her mother’s car was not in the driveway. Good. Not in much of a mood to handle a hysterical mother on top of everything else, Jessica had insisted that no one tell her mother about last night’s incident. Mom had enough on her mind. No reason to get her unnecessarily upset.
Jessica headed straight for the study. Her father had been up to something, that much was clear. There were too many weird happenings for it to have been any other way. He had visited Nancy Serat on the morning of his death. He had skipped out on a medical examiners’ convention in Denver because he hadn’t felt well-something he would never do. He had possibly even purchased nude photographs of Kathy.
You didn’t have to be Sherlock Holmes to realize something was amiss.
She flicked on the track lights, illuminating the room a bit too harshly for her taste. She used the dimmer. Downstairs, Edward was in the kitchen opening the refrigerator.
She began to rifle through her father’s drawers. She had no idea what she was looking for Perhaps a small box with the words BIG CLUE scrawled across the top. That would be nice. She tried not to think about Nancy Serat, about her blue face frozen in terror, but the thought stayed anchored front and center. She thought of more pleasant things, like waking to see Myron folded up in that hospital chair like a contortionist from Le Cirque du Soleil. The image made her smile.
In the file drawer she found a folder marked CMA. Her father’s Merrill Lynch Cash Management Account. She pulled it out. The CMA statement is a financial instrument of great beauty. Everything in one statement-your stocks, bonds, other holdings, checks, Visa card transactions. Jessica had one of her own.
She checked the charges and checks cleared on the most recent statement. Nothing unusual. Problem was, the statement ended three weeks ago. She needed something more recent.
She flipped to the last page. On the bottom in small print it read “You have an alphabetic character in your Merrill Lynch account number. Please use nine-eight-two-three-three-four as your account access number for CMA-DATA.”
CMA-DATA. The 800 line. She had used it before with her own account, whenever she found a discrepancy. She dialed the number and immediately heard a taped voice say, “Welcome to the Merrill Lynch Financial Service Center. Enter your Merrill Lynch account number or your account access number.”
Jessica entered the number.
“Enter your selection. You may interrupt the dialogue at any time. For your current balance and purchasing power, enter one. For check clearing information, enter two. For most recent funds received, enter three. For most recent Visa transactions, enter six.”
She decided to start with the charges and then look at the checks. She pressed six.
The voice said, “Visa draft for $28.50 is on delay debit as of May twenty-eighth. Visa draft for $14.75 is on delay debit as of May twenty-eighth.”
The machine was not telling her where the charges were coming from. The same would be true for the checks. Knowing just the amounts would do her no good.
“Visa draft for $3,478.44 is on delay debit as of May twenty-seventh.”
She froze. Three thousand dollars? For what? She hung up, hit the redial button, and put in the account access number.
“Enter your selection.”
This time she pressed zero for a customer service representative.
“Good morning,” a pleasant-voiced woman singsonged. “May I help you?”
“Yes, there’s a Visa charge on my account for over three thousand dollars. I’d like to know where the charge came from.”
“Your account number, please?”
“Nine-eight-two-three-three-four.”
There was some keyboard clacking in the background. “And you are?” the rep asked.
Jessica checked the statement. A joint account, thank God. “Carol Culver,” she said.
“Hold one moment, Mrs. Culver.”
More clacking. “Yes, I have it here. $3,478.44. Eye-Spy Shop in Manhattan.”
Eye-Spy? What the hell was that all about?
“Thank you,” Jessica said.
“Anything else today, Mrs. Culver?”
“Yes. My husband and I have all our records on a personal computer, and I’m afraid the computer has had a disk failure. Can I ask you to give me the most recent checks that have been written against the account?”
“Certainly.”
More clacking. “Check one-nineteen for $295 to Volvo Finance, written on May twenty-fifth.”
Car payment.
“Check one-eighteen for $649 to Getaway Realty, also written on May twenty-fifth.”
Hold the phone. “Did you say Getaway Realty?”
“Yes, that’s correct.”
“Does it say where they’re located?”
“I’m afraid I don’t have that information.”
They went through the rest of the month’s checks. Nothing unusual. Jessica thanked the woman and hung up.
$649 to Getaway Realty? $3,478.44 to Eye-Spy? More and more amiss.
Edward knocked on the door. “Hi,” he said.
“Hi.”
He stepped into their father’s study, head lowered.
“I’m sorry about the other day,” Edward said. He blinked several times, his to-die-for eyelashes waving up and down. “About running out like that.”
“It’s okay.”
“You hit a raw nerve,” he said. “Asking all those questions and everything.”
“They need to be asked,” she replied. “I think everything is connected. What happened to Kathy. What happened to Dad. What made Kathy change.”
Edward flinched at the word change. Then he shook his head. His T-shirt of the day featured Beavis and Butthead. “You’re wrong,” he said. “It doesn’t have anything to do with what happened to her.”
“Maybe,” she said. “Only way to find out is if you tell me.”
“I don’t feel comfortable about it. It’s painful.”
“I’m your sister. You can trust me.”
“We were never very close,” he said bluntly. “Not like you and Kathy.”
“Or you and Kathy,” Jessica said. “But I still love you.”
She waited.
“I don’t know where to begin exactly,” he said. “It started her senior year of high school. You had just moved to Washington. I was at Columbia. I was living off campus with my friend Matt. Remember him?”
“Of course. Kathy dated him for two years.”
“Almost three,” Edward corrected. “Matt and Kathy were like something out of another century. They were together three years, and he never got, well, below the neck. I mean, never. And it wasn’t just from a lack of trying. Matt was as straightlaced as any guy I knew, but that didn’t mean he didn’t push it now and again. But Kathy held him off.”
Jessica nodded, remembering. Kathy had still been confiding in her at that stage.
“Mom loved Matt,” Edward continued. “She thought he was the greatest. She used to invite him over for tea like something out of The Glass Menagerie. A gentleman caller sitting on the porch with the youngest daughter. Dad liked him too. Everything seemed to be going well. They planned on getting engaged in another year, married after he graduated, the whole Chevy-and-apple-pie love story. Then one day Kathy called him on the phone and just dumped him. No explanation.
“Matt was shocked. He tried to talk to her, but Kathy wouldn’t see him. I tried to talk to her too, but she just blew me off. Then I started hearing rumors.”
Jessica shifted in her chair. “What kind of rumors?” she asked.
“The kind,” Edward said slowly, “a brother doesn’t like to hear about his sister.”
“Oh.”
“Worse than oh. Guys were trashing her nonstop. Someone had finally found the key to Miss Prude’s chastity belt, they said, and now they couldn’t get it back closed. I even got into a fight. Got the shit beaten out of me protecting Kathy’s honor.” He spat out the word honor as though it had an offensive taste.
“She changed at home too. She never went to mass anymore. I thought Mom would have a stroke-you know how she gets about stuff like that.”
Jessica nodded. She knew only too well.
“But she never said a word. Kathy started staying out late. She went to college parties. Some nights she wouldn’t even come home.”
“Didn’t Mom stop her?” Jessica asked.
“She couldn’t, Jess. It was unbelievable. Kathy had spent her entire life in fear of the woman. Now it was like Kathy had found Kryptonite. Mom couldn’t touch her.”
“What about Dad?”
“He was never as strict as Mom, you know that. He wanted to be everyone’s buddy, not the bad guy. But strangely enough, Kathy grew closer to Dad during all this. He was thrilled by the sudden attention. I think he was afraid if he laid down the law, he’d push her away from him.”
Sounded like her father. “What did you do?” she asked.
“I confronted her.”
“What did she say?”
“Nothing really. She wouldn’t deny it or admit it. She would just stand there and smile eerily. She said I didn’t understand, that I was ‘naïve.’ Naïve. Can you believe Kathy could call someone else naïve?”
Jessica thought a minute. “But none of that explains what started it, what made her change in the first place.”
Edward opened his mouth, stopped. He spread his hands, then dropped them back to his sides as though they were too heavy to hold up. His voice was barely audible “Something with Mom,” he said.
“What with Mom?”
“I don’t know. I think maybe Mom does. Kathy became withdrawn from you and me. But she still loved us. It was Mom got the brunt of it.”
Jessica leaned back in her father’s chair, considering his last comment. “I knew Kathy had changed the last couple of years, but I had no idea…” Her voice sort of faded away.
“But it ended, Jess. You have to remember that.”
“What ended?” she asked.
“This stage Kathy went through. That’s why I don’t think it’s related to her disappearance. By the time she disappeared, it was all in the past.”
“What do you mean, in the past?”
“She changed back. Oh, I don’t mean she started going to mass every Sunday or became buddies with Mom. But whatever had twisted her out of shape had finally let go. She was regaining her old self. I think Christian had a lot to do with that. I think he helped bring her back from the edge. The slutty behavior certainly stopped. So did the drugs, the drinking, the partying. Other things too. The smile even came back a little.”
Jessica remembered Kathy’s school transcript. The terrible grades in her senior year and the beginning of college. Then the sudden turnabout back toward excellence that had started her second semester freshman year-when she met Christian. It added up with what Edward was saying.
So was the past irrelevant? Was this period of her life, as Edward had insisted, all behind her? Perhaps. But Jessica doubted it. If it were truly dead and buried, why was her picture now appearing in a pornographic magazine? And that of course led to the central question in all this:
What had made Kathy change in the first place?
Jessica still did not know. But she now had a pretty good idea who might.