Fellowship of the Talisman

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Duncan was walking down a woodland path when he met the giant. It was early spring and all the trees had the soft, green-yellow, lacy look they have when the leaves first start unfurling from the buds, and there were many flowers — the floor of the woods carpeted with flowers of every hue — little flowers that nodded at Duncan as he went past, as if they had seen him and wanted to say hello. The woods were a friendly place, fairly open, with a lot of space for light and air, not one of your thick, somber, even threatening woods that all the time is closing in as if they meant to trap the traveler.

Duncan didn’t know where the woods were, he didn’t know where he had started from nor where he might be going; it was enough that he was there. He walked in the present moment only and that, he thought, was good. He had no past to be remorseful over, he had no future he must fear.

And then the giant came into sight and each of them walked forward until they confronted one another. The path was narrow and there was not room for the both of them. To pass by one another the both of them, or at least one of them, must step aside. But neither of them did. They stopped, facing one another, Duncan glaring up at the giant, the giant glaring down at him.

Then the giant reached down with an enormous hand, lifted him, and shook him. He shook him lustily. Duncan’s head snapped back and forth and his legs were jerking every which way. His arms did not move because the giant’s great fist was holding them tightly in its grasp.

And the giant was saying, “Wake up, my lord. Wake up. There is someone here to see you.”

Duncan tried to crawl back into the dream again. “Leave me be,” he mumbled. But the giant said, “Wake up. Wake up. Wake up.” And the funny thing about it was that it was not the giant’s voice that was speaking, but another grating voice that he thought he recognized. It seemed to him it must be Scratch’s voice. The shaking kept right on, someone shaking his shoulder rather violently.

He opened one eye and saw Scratch bending over him. He opened the other eye and saw that he was lying flat upon his back, with a projection of rock hanging over him.

“You’re awake now,” said Scratch. “Stay awake. Don’t fall back to sleep.”

The demon squatted back upon his heels, but he did not make a move to leave. Scratch stayed there, watching him.

Duncan pulled himself to a sitting position, lifted a fist to rub his eyes. He was on a small bench of stone with another outcropping of stone extending over him. Beyond the outcrop the sun was shining brightly and almost at his feet he saw the water of the fen. A little distance off Conrad lay huddled on one side, with a sleeping Tiny squeezed very close against him. Andrew was on his back, with his mouth wide open, snoring.

Duncan started to get up and then sat back, faint with the panic that had flooded over him. He had gone to sleep, he realized, perhaps all of them had fallen into exhausted sleep, with no proper precautions taken. No guard had been set, no one had spied out the land. They must have simply fallen down and slept. And that, he knew, was inexcusable of him, a failure as a leader.

He asked in a weak voice, “Is everything all right?”

“Everything’s all right,” said Scratch. “I stood the watch while my companions slept.”

“But you were tired as well.”

Scratch shook his head. “Not tired. A demon does not know fatigue. But there are people waiting, sire. Otherwise I’d not have wakened you.”

“Who’s waiting?”

“Some old women. Rather nice old women.”

Duncan groaned and rose to his feet.

“Thank you, Scratch,” he said.

Where the slab on which he had been lying ended, a path began, and he stepped out onto it. As soon as he left the protection of the overhanging ledge of stone the pressure and the weight of the wailing struck him, although there was no wailing now. And if there were no wailing, he asked himself rather numbly, how could there be weight and pressure? Almost instantly he had the answer — not the pressure of the wailing, but the pressure and the weight of the world’s misery flowing in upon this place, flowing in to be exorcised, to be canceled by the wailing. The pressure seemed so great that momentarily he staggered under it and became, as well, aware of the sadness of it, an all-encompassing sadness that damped every other feeling, that set the joy of life at naught, that made one numb with the enormity of the hate and terror in the world.

The women that Scratch had mentioned were standing, the three of them, just up the path that led from the fen’s edge into the island’s height. They were dressed in flowing gowns that came down to their ankles, very simple gowns, with no frills or ruffles on them, that once had been white but now were rather grimy.

They carried baskets on their arms, standing there together, awaiting him. He squared his shoulders against the pressure of the misery and marched up the path to face them.

When they were face-to-face they stood silent for a moment, he and the three of them, looking one another over.

They were no longer young, he saw; it had been a long time since they had been young, if ever. They had the look of women who never had been young. Yet they were not hags, despite the wrinkles on their faces. The wrinkles, rather, gave them dignity, and there was about them a calmness that was at odds with the concentrated misery pouring in upon this place.

Then one of them spoke, the one who stood slightly in the forefront of the three.

“Young man,” she asked, “can you be the one who did violence on our dragons?”

The question was so unexpected and the implication so incongruous that Duncan laughed involuntarily. The laugh was short and harsh, little better than a bark.

“You should not have,” the woman said. “You have badly frightened them. They have not as yet returned and we are very worried of them. I believe you killed one of them, as well.”

“Not until it had done its best to kill us,” said Duncan sharply. “Not until it had killed little Beauty.”

“Beauty?” asked the woman.

“A burro, ma’am.”

“Only a burro?”

“One of my company,” said Duncan. “There is a horse and dog as well, and they also are of our company. Not pets, not animals, but truly part of us.”

“Also a demon,” said the woman, “an ugly clubfooted demon that challenged us and threatened us with his weapon when we came down the path.”

“The demon also,” said Duncan. “He, likewise, is one of us. And, if you will, with us also is a witch, a goblin and a hermit who thinks he is a soldier of the Lord.”

The woman shook her head. “I have never heard the like,” she said. “And who, may I ask, are you?”

“Ma’am, I am Duncan of the House of Standish.”

“Of Standish House? Then why are you not at Standish House rather than out here in the fen harassing inoffensive dragons?”

“Madam,” he said evenly, “I can’t imagine how you fail to know, but since you don’t, I’ll tell you. Your inoffensive dragons are the most bloodthirsty raveners I have ever happened on. Further I will tell you that while we had the right good will to harass them handsomely, it was not we who really did the job. We were too worn out from the crossing of the fen to do it creditably. It was the Wild Huntsman who put the run on them.”

They looked at one another, questions in their faces.

“I told you,” said one of the others who stood behind the one who had been speaking. “I told you I heard the Huntsman and the baying of his hounds. But you said that I was wrong. You said the Huntsman had not the hardihood to approach this island, to interfere with us and the work that we are doing.”

“Your work,” said Duncan, “is something in which I have some interest. You are the wailers for the world?”

“Young Standish,” said the spokeswoman, “this is something with which you should not concern yourself. The mysteries in which we are engaged is not a subject to be pondered by mortals. It is bad enough that your earthly feet have violated the sacred soil on which you stand.”

“And yet,” said one of the others, “we are able to forgive you your sacrilege. We extend, symbolically, our hospitality. We have brought you food.”

She stepped forward and placed the basket that she carried on the path. The other two set their baskets down beside it.

“You can eat it with no fear,” said the one who had first set down the basket. “There is no poison in it. It is wholesome, solid food. There is enough natural misery in this world. We do not need, of ourselves, to compound it further.”

“You should be the ones who know,” said Duncan, not realizing until he’d said it how ungracious it must sound.

They did not answer him and seemed about to go, but he made a motion asking them to stay.

“One thing,” he said. “Have you by any chance, seen from your vantage point upon the island, any evidence of the Horde of Harriers?”

They stared at him in wonder, then one of them said, “This is silly, sisters. Certainly he must know about the Horde. This deep in the Desolated Land, he must be well aware of them. So why don’t we answer him?”

“It can do no harm,” said the spokeswoman. “There is nothing he, nor anyone, can do. The Horde, Sir Duncan, lies just across the fen, on the western shore, a short distance from this place. They must know that you are coming, for they’ve formed into a swarm, although why they should swarm for the likes of you is more than I can understand.”

“A defensive swarm?” asked Duncan.

The spokeswoman asked sharply, “How do you know about defensive swarms?”

Duncan laughed at her.

“Save your laughter, young man,” she told him. “If you cross that stretch of water to face them your laughter will be out of the other corner of your mouth.”

“And if we go back,” said Duncan, “your precious dragons will be the death of us.”

“You’re obnoxious and ill-mannered,” said one of the three, “to speak thus of friends of ours.”

“Friends of yours?”

“Why, most certainly,” said one of them. “The dragons are our puppydogs, and without the Horde, through all the centuries, there’d be less misery in the world.”

“Less misery…” And then he understood. Not a confessional to ease the pain and supply the comfort, not an exorcism of fear and terror, but a reveling in the misery of the world, rolling happily in the distress and sadness as a dog would roll in carrion.

“Vultures,” he said. “She-vultures.” And was sick of heart.

Christ, was there anything that was decent left?

Nan, the banshee, keened for the widow in her humble cottage, for the mother who had lost her child, for the old and weary, for the sick, for the abandoned of the world, and whether the keening was of help or not, it was meant to help. Nan and her sister banshees were the mourners for those who had no others who would mourn for them.

But these — the wailers for the world, who walled either by themselves or by a more extensive sisterhood or by means of some infernal machine that made modulated wailing sounds — he caught the vision of some great complicated piece of machinery with someone turning a long and heavy crank to produce the wailing — these used the misery of the world; they sucked it in and funneled it to this place where they wanted it to be, and there they luxuriated in it, there they rolled in it and smeared themselves with it, as a hog would bury itself in repulsive filth.

The three had turned about and were going up the path, and he waved an angry arm at them.

“Filthy bitches,” he said, but he said it underneath his breath, for it would do no good to yell at them — no harm, perhaps, but no good, either — and they were not the ones he should be concerned about. They were filth that one passed by, filth that one stepped around and tried not to notice. His concern lay beyond this island.

He stepped forward swiftly and, lifting the baskets one by one, hurled them out into the waters of the fen.

“We gag upon your hospitality,” he told, between clenched teeth, the women walking up the path. “We need no crusts of bread you toss to us. We damn you all to Hell.”

Then he turned about and went down the path. Scratch and Conrad were sitting side by side upon the ledge on which they’d slept.

“Where are the others?” he asked.

“The hermit and the witch have gone to bring in Beauty’s pack,” said Scratch. “They spotted it. It had been floating in the water and came to shore just down the beach. There may be something in it still fit to eat.”

“How are you feeling?” Duncan asked Conrad.

The big man grinned at him. “The fever’s gone. The arm feels better. Some of the swelling’s down and the pain is not as bad.”

“Milady,” said Scratch, “went off in that direction.” He made a thumb to show the way she’d gone. “She said something about spying out the land. Before I woke you up. She has been gone for quite some time.”

Duncan looked at the sky. The sun was halfway down from noon. They had slept a good part of the daylight hours away.

“You stay here,” he said. “When the others come in keep them here as well. I’ll go and find Diane. That way, you said.”

The demon nodded, grinning.

“If there’s anything to eat,” said Duncan, “eat it. We must be on our way. We have no time to lose.”

“M’lord,” said Conrad, “you plan to beard the Horde?”

“There’s nothing else to do,” said Duncan. “We have no other choice. We can’t go back and we can’t stay here.

This island is an abomination.”

Conrad grinned wolfishly. “I shall be close beside you when we go in,” he said. “I need but one arm to swing a club.”

“And I as well,” said Scratch. “Snoopy was right in what he said in giving me the pitchfork. Appropriate, he said.

And it is that. It fits my hands as if it had been made for me.”

“I’ll see you soon,” said Duncan.

He found Diane on a small headland that overlooked the fen, back the way they’d come. She was sitting on a small rocky upthrust and turned her head when she heard his step behind her.

“Is it time to go?” she asked.

“Almost,” he said. “In just a little while.”

“I don’t know,” she said. “This facing of the Horde…”

“There’s something I must tell you,” he said. “Something I must show you. I should have long ago.”

He put his hand into the pouch at his belt, took out the talisman and held it out to her.

She drew her breath in sharply, put out a hand toward it and then threw back the hand.

“Wulfert’s?” she asked.

He nodded.

“How did you get it? Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because I was afraid,” said Duncan. “Afraid that you might claim it. I had need of it, you see.”

“Need of it?”

“Against the Horde,” he said. “That was the purpose for which Wulfert made it.”

“But Cuthbert said…”

“Cuthbert was wrong. It has protected us against the Horde from the day I found it. They have sent their minions against us, but with a few exceptions, no members of the Horde have come against us. They have kept well away from us.”

She put out both her hands and took it from him, turning it slowly, the embedded jewels blazing as the sunlight caught them.

“So beautiful,” she said. “Where did you find it?”

“In Wulfert’s tomb,” he told her. “Conrad hid me in the tomb after I was knocked out in the garden fight. Where we first met, remember?”

“What a strange thing to do,” she said. “To hide you in a tomb.”

“Conrad sometimes does strange things. They usually are effective.”

“And you found it there by accident?”

“When I came to I was lying on it and it was uncomfortable. I thought it was a rock someone had chucked into the tomb. At first I had meant to give it to you, if we found you again. But then, when it became apparent…”

“I understand,” she said. “And now you think you can use it against the Horde. Perhaps destroy them?”

“I’m gambling on it,” Duncan said. “I think so. It is apparent something has been protecting us. It must be the talisman. I think we have a weapon feared by the Horde. Why else would they swarm against us?”

“So Wulfert was right all along,” she said. “The others all were wrong. They threw him out when he was right.”

“Even wizards can be wrong,” he said.

“One thing,” she said. “Tell me why you’re here. What brought you here? What is going on? Why is it so important that you get to Oxenford? You never told me that. Or Cuthbert. Cuthbert would have been interested. He had many friends in Oxenford. He wrote to them and they wrote to him. Over the years he had corresponded with them.”

“Well,” he said, “there is this manuscript. The story is a long one, but I’ll try to tell it quickly.”

He told her quickly, condensing it, using as few words as he could.

“This doctor in Oxenford,” she said. “The one man in all the world who can authenticate the manuscript. Have you got his name?”

“His name is Wise. Bishop Wise. An old man and not too well. That’s why we are in such a hurry. He is old and ill; he may not have too long. His Grace said his sands were running out.”

“Duncan,” she said in a small voice. “Duncan…”

“Yes? You know the name?”

She nodded. “He was Cuthbert’s old friend, his good friend.”

“Why, that is fine,” he said.

“No, Duncan, it is not. Bishop Wise is dead.”

“Dead!”

“Some weeks ago Cuthbert got the word,” she told him. “Word his old friend had died. More than likely before you set out from Standish House.”

“Oh, my God!” he said, going down on his knees beside her.

A pointless trip, he thought. All of this for nothing. The man who could have authenticated the manuscript dead before they even had set out. Now the manuscript would not be authenticated. Not now. Perhaps never. A hundred years from now there might be another man, or there might never be another man such as Bishop Wise. His Grace would have to wait, Holy Church would have to wait, the Christian world would have to wait for that other man, if there should ever be one.

“Diane,” he said, choking. “Diane!”

She reached out and pulled his head into her lap, held him there, as a mother might a child.

“Go ahead and weep,” she said. “I’m the only one to see. Tears will do you good.”

He did not weep. He could not weep. Rather, bitterness swept in and gripped him, twisting him, rankling his soul.

Until now, until this very moment, he realized, he had not known or had not let himself know how much the manuscript had meant to him — not as an abstract thing holding potential good for all the world, but to him personally. To him, Duncan Standish, as a Christian soul, as one who believed, however marginally, that a man named Jesus once had walked the Earth, had said the words He was reported to have said, had performed His miracles, had laughed at wedding feasts, had drunk wine with His brothers, and finally had died upon a Roman cross.

“Duncan,” Diane said softly. “Duncan, I mourn as well as you.”

He lifted his head and looked at her.

“The talisman,” he said.

“We will use the talisman as Wulfert meant it should be used.”

“It’s all that’s left,” he said. “At least some good may come out of this journey.”

“You have no doubts of the talisman?”

“Yes, there may be doubts. But what more is there to do?”

“Nothing more,” she said.

“We may die,” he said. “The talisman may not be enough.” “I’ll be there,” she said. “I’ll be there beside you.”

“To die with me?”

“If that is how it happens. I don’t think it will. Wulfert…”

“You have faith in him?”

“As much faith as you have in your manuscript.”

“And after it is over?”

“What do you mean? Once it is over?”

“I’ll go back to Standish House. And you?”

“I’ll find a place. There are other wizard castles. I’ll be welcome.”

“Come home with me.”

“As your ward? As your mistress?”

“As my wife.”

“Duncan, dearest, I have wizard blood.”

“And in my veins runs the blood of unscrupulous adventurers, martial monsters, reavers, pirates, the ravishers of cities. Go far enough back and God knows what you’d find.”

“But your father. Your father is a lord.”

For a moment Duncan envisioned his father, standing tall-tree straight, whiffling out his mustache, his eyes gray as granite and yet with a warmth within them.

“A lord,” he said, “and yet a gentleman. He’ll love you as a daughter. He never had a daughter. He has no one but me. My mother died years ago. Standish House has waited long for a woman’s hand.”

“I’ll need to think,” she said. “One thing I can tell you. I love you very much.”