Fireproof

CHAPTER 47

The last time Maggie sat in Dr. James Kernan’s office she had been even more on edge. Her world had been turned upside down by a serial killer named Albert Stucky. Several years before, he’d gotten away, leaving her cut and bleeding in a Miami warehouse, but only after making her watch while he gutted two women.

Albert Stucky ended up in prison, but during a transport he managed to escape, killing his two security guards. For his second rampage he decided to kill women who had the misfortune of simply coming into contact with Maggie: the pizza delivery girl, Maggie’s neighbor, a waitress.

It had been his sick game of cat and mouse, seeing to it that she received or found pieces of the women—a spleen in a cardboard pizza box, a kidney on a hotel room service tray. How could anyone blame her for being on edge? For feeling the need to be on alert 24/7, constantly looking over her shoulder?

Her old boss and mentor, Kyle Cunningham, had pulled her from the field, his idea of protecting her, not punishing her. Though at the time it certainly felt like punishment, working the teaching circuit. Talking about killers instead of tracking them, instead of hunting down Albert Stucky.

Jeffery Cole’s profile included some of the very things she had worked so hard to compartmentalize. But the exposé wasn’t the only thing conjuring up old memories and fears. If Ramirez had seen a man behind Maggie’s house last night, who was he? And why was he there in the middle of the night, in the middle of an ice storm? Was it the same man in the tunnel? She had no evidence, nothing to support her suspicions except a gut instinct.

It would sound ridiculous if it hadn’t, in fact, happened in the past. All of her memories of the Stucky murders came back to Maggie as she sat in her old professor’s office, waiting for him. In some ways it seemed like a lifetime ago. Right now it felt like yesterday, listening for the shuffle of his footsteps as she breathed in the remnants of cigar smoke, Bengay, and old leather.

She had been in a much more fragile place in her life back then. She and Greg had just separated. She had bought the house in Newburgh Heights and had just moved in. It hadn’t even been a week when Stucky took her new neighbor. Days later he took her real estate agent. The only good to come out of the ordeal was Harvey. While Maggie hadn’t been able to rescue her neighbor, Harvey’s master, she had rescued him.

Yes, she had been in a much different place then, her frame of mind much more volatile than ever before. And sitting in Kernan’s office brought it all back. It didn’t help that the constant ache in her head had made her feel as vulnerable about her body as Stucky had made her feel vulnerable about her mental state. Without warning, the ache could turn into a dull throb, sometimes escalating to a jackhammer drill against her temple. The throb had come and gone throughout the afternoon, and it was back now.

How could she keep Kernan from seeing it?

Even with his thick Coke-bottle glasses he’d spot a wince or a twitch. The man definitely had the power to see things no one else noticed. Perhaps that explained his office decor.

She looked around the small space at his strange collection of paraphernalia. A Mason jar with the frontal lobe of a human brain acted as a bookend. It held up leather-bound volumes of what Maggie knew were rare first editions that included Freud’s Interpretation of Dreams next to Lewis Carroll’s Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland. The latter appropriate because Maggie could easily envision Kernan as the Mad Hatter.

Displayed on the credenza were antique surgical instruments. One in particular Maggie recognized as a tool used to perform lobotomies. She knew, because Kernan had brought it to the abnormal psychology class that he taught years ago at the University of Virginia. Maggie had been one of his students. One of thousands, and yet he still remembered exactly where she had sat in his classroom.

She heard his shuffle down the hall and caught herself sitting up straight in the hardback chair, the only chair, incidentally, that he had in his office for guests or clients. Another sound accompanied Kernan, a click-pat, click-pat-patter on the hallway’s linoleum floor.

“O’Dell, O’Dell, the farmer and the dell.” He began his ridiculous chants before he entered the room.

Maggie’s back was to the door. She tried to stay quiet, tried to shrug off what sounded like the rants of a senile old man. He played word games, using silly rhymes to throw off his students and now his patients. He’d probably been doing it for more years than Maggie was old. It broke down anyone’s focus, little by little, and dismantled his opponent’s thought process, putting them on guard for the next slew of unpredictable phrases instead of thinking about a response to a question he lobbed into the fray. It wouldn’t work with her this time. She was prepared for his mental duels.

It was the dog that surprised Maggie, coming in first. A small brown-and-white corgi who touched his muzzle to her hand as if to warn her of his master’s entrance.

Directly behind, connected by a leash, Kernan shuffled past her, his short frame a bit more hunched, his thick hair completely white, his suit wrinkled, and his thick, black-framed glasses at the end of his nose. He didn’t even glance at her and continued to his chair back behind the desk.

The corgi settled in a corner before Kernan sat down.

“So O’Dell, Margaret,” he said, his back still to her as he eased into his high-backed leather chair. “Premed. The little bird who sat in the back left corner of my classroom taking very few notes. Miss FBI Agent with yet another scar to heal.”

Maggie gripped the seat of her wooden chair. There was nothing to dig her nails into.

The bastard.

She wouldn’t let him get to her. Bring it on.

“I thought I already fixed you once,” he said as he turned to face her.

Even through the thick lenses she could see his eyes roam well over her head. She glanced at the dog and back at Kernan. The watery blue eyes weren’t focused on her face and tracked just a bit to the right of her.

Maggie couldn’t believe it. The old man had actually gone blind.