Forsaken Soul

Chapter Seven

A pottery jug shattered against the wall. Ale splattered across the stone floor, altar, and the prie-dieu. The orange cat flew from his nest on the narrow bed and raced toward the safety of the public rooms.

Prioress Eleanor was suffering from a most uncharacteristic rage.

“I hate him! God curse him!” Her hand shook, but she gripped her aunt’s letter from Amesbury with the force of one who would take it to the grave with her.

Gytha peeked through the entrance at her mistress, then very quietly slipped back from the prioress’ private quarters, and left the chambers.

“May his soul crackle and burst in the bubbling pitch of Hell!” With her free hand, she raised a pewter tray as if to send it after the broken jug, then dropped it, and collapsed to her knees.

Clutching the letter to her heart, the leader of Tyndal began to weep with a rare anguish. “Nay, I did not mean any of that. May God forgive me,” she sobbed. “I do not want him cursed!”

The prioress crawled to her prie-dieu. She laid the letter out as if to read it again and ran her hand over it most gently. Then she slammed her fist down and shoved the offending thing onto the floor. “How dare he do this to me?”

She pressed her forehead against the prie-dieu until the carving bit into her flesh. “My heart broke vows for him. My body suffered lust for him. At night, when Satan sent his imp dressed in the body of that cruel monk, I coupled with the incubus and took joy in it! Now I learn he is a spy, a viper at my breast!” With each phrase, she beat a fist against her heart.

With a cry of almost animal pain, Eleanor flung herself on the floor in front of her altar, covered her face, and howled for mercy and solace.

Comfort was slow in coming, but at last her sobbing did quiet, and reason tentatively slipped back from its brief and unexpected exile.

The prioress of Tyndal raised herself to her knees and sat back. “Should I not be grateful?” she sighed. “I might have learned this secret in any number of other ways.” Someone besides her aunt, some enemy who did not have Eleanor’s best interests in mind, might have used the knowledge against her. Sister Beatrice, however, not only understood the pain and anger her letter would cause but would also keep the revelation close to her heart.

As she knelt, her emotions teetering on the brink of another burst of despair, a soft body bumped against her and rubbed against her hands. Looking down, she did smile and picked up the large orange cat, holding him close to her heart. “Ah, sweet Arthur,” she sighed as he began to purr, “men may be cruel and faithless, but you remain my only perfect knight.” Rising to her feet, the prioress of Tyndal rubbed her cheek against the soft bundle of fur.

After a few moments, convinced that he had done what was required, the great tabby squirmed out of her arms, leapt to the floor, and returned to the aforementioned bed where his recent nap had been so abruptly interrupted.

Eleanor picked up her aunt’s letter, and then held the item at arm’s length. “He is still a traitor,” she said to the missive, her voice brittle with scorn. “I am a weak woman, Eve’s child, created as an afterthought from a mortal man’s rib. Brother Thomas, on the other hand, is Adam’s descendant, the creature He made first as His more perfect reflection. As the superior being, blessed with logic and reason denied women, shouldn’t Brother Thomas have understood that he could not serve two masters? Did he not understand when he came to Tyndal that he owed me protection and obedience just as the beloved disciple was commanded to do for Our Lord’s mother? He should have known better than to commit such a heinous transgression! How dare he be so deceitful?”

Or was he? And, if he was, should she assume that he was truly disloyal to her?

Eleanor carefully reread her aunt’s letter. Sister Beatrice had not, in fact, condemned the monk for duplicity. While praising him for his dedication to God’s work in ferreting out those who plotted against Church power, she had also carefully emphasized his loyal service to Eleanor and her family at Wynethorpe Castle and more recently in Amesbury Priory.

The prioress walked over to her window and stared out at her priory lands. Was her aunt suggesting that his fealty to any spymaster might be weaker than the oath he swore to her as the leader of this priory? To say so directly would be dangerous, lest the letter fall into the wrong hands. In fact, as she went over the phrasing again, she smiled. If a certain man of significant religious rank read this missive, he might have been quite amused by the naiveté of one woman finding joy in the discovery that her niece’s monk had such a high-ranking patron.

Eleanor chuckled with almost wicked delight. The man was a fool if he thought her aunt was no wiser than some wide-eyed child. But aunt and niece knew well enough how to read the other’s meaning in cautious phrasing. Surely Sister Beatrice had meant to give her practical solace to ease the news of Thomas’ deception.

“He has shown unquestionable loyalty,” Eleanor conceded, “especially at my father’s castle when he had no real cause to do so. If I handle this matter with wisdom, I may yet bind him more firmly to me. Although I’d be foolish to assume he would serve my interests first, should his spymaster’s demands conflict with mine, I have been forewarned in time to prepare for that trial of wills.”

Then she gazed down at the shards from the broken jug and sighed. “Meanwhile, I have sinned by letting the Devil infuse me with the flames of wrath, thereby melting all logic with searing rage. Of course I must choose carefully when it is best to fight and secure my right to his loyalty. There are times I shall concede defeat, but my brother Hugh used to say that any successful warrior will retreat if that means winning the ultimate victory.”

She cleaned up what pieces of the shattered pottery she could find and laid them on the table next to the reprieved platter. Gytha should not have to pick up what she had so wickedly destroyed, the prioress decided, and swore to do penance for this act.

Then Eleanor sat at the edge of her bed and rested her hand on the sleeping cat. “Nor should I let my ungodly lust for the man give the Fiend cause to prance about. My aunt’s advice last year at Amesbury should be burned into my soul. ‘Love and its chaste expressions are not the sins. Vice comes from the selfish greed of mortal flesh when a man and woman couple’,” she repeated. “Since then, when lust burns through me like hot metal, I have found some cooling comfort in her words-and in her assertion that Brother Thomas would ever be my liegeman.”

“My liegeman?” The pain from those words pricked tears in her eyes again, and she swallowed them as anger returned. “That he shall be, for cert! I may never bed him or bear his child, but I have the right to demand a far higher devotion from him than that of husband. He is my monk!”

“My lady?”

Startled, Eleanor spun around.

A pale-faced Gytha stood in the doorway. “Are you well?”

“Aye, well enough.” Eleanor said, raising her chin with recovering dignity. After all, no matter what happened with Brother Thomas, she did still have a priory to run.

“Crowner Ralf begs an audience, my lady, but I will send him off if you…”

“Nay, bid him enter. I would never turn our friend away.” She glanced through her window at the position of the sun. “And bring something to hush his stomach for I do recall that its roaring often mutes any message he brings!”

***

When Gytha opened the door and gestured for Ralf to enter the public chambers, the prioress nodded for her to stay. The maid placed food and drink on the table and retreated to a distance sufficient to allow conversation but still provide proper attendance.

“I am grateful you would see me, my lady.”

“You are always welcome at Tyndal Priory and have been much missed.” The prioress’ eyes grew sad. “When we got word that you had buried a wife, we longed to offer consolation. I have prayed for her soul and that your heart may heal in good time.”

Ralf’s brow furrowed.

It was an expression Eleanor knew well. “I would love to see your daughter,” she said, quickly changing to a happier topic. “How is she?”

A grin broke across his face. “Fat, pink, and beautiful, my lady!”

“Then she is nothing like her father,” Gytha interjected, then flushed with embarrassment at her impertinence.

Ralf stiffened for an instant, and then turned to Eleanor’s maid with a softened look. “She has my lungs if not my face. In this way, my paternity has cursed her young life, but on balance she has found a most adoring father in me.”

“Then she has exposed the soft heart you have taken much care to hide,” Gytha replied, an impish glow in her eyes.

Ralf grinned like a boy.

“What do you call her?” Eleanor asked.

“Sibely. It was her mother’s name. I wished to honor my wife for bringing me such a joy at the sacrifice of her own life.”

As if remembering a task, Gytha jumped up and disappeared into the prioress’ private chambers but not before Eleanor noted moisture on her cheeks.

“I know you came to us for some reason, Crowner,” she said. “How may we help?”

“I have a corpse…”

Eleanor threw open her arms. “And when do you not? Ah, Ralf, I jest, but forgive this frail woman and give me your news.”

“A poisoning, methinks, a deed I need confirmed…”

“…by our sub-infirmarian who was once an apothecary.”

Ralf nodded.

“Should I know the dead one’s name? Perhaps there are kin in need of comfort.”

“Martin, the cooper, my lady.”

Eleanor frowned. “Without doubt, he was not a godly man, but neither did he have wife or children, or at least none that he would claim. Would you prefer to send the body with Cuthbert? I can report back to you on what Sister Anne observed.”

“Nay, I must hear what she says and ask what I need to know.” Ralf lowered his eyes. “My absence from this coast has been long, my lady. Much has changed.”

Eleanor considered his words for a moment, then nodded. “Very well, I shall let our sister know that you will be bringing her a body for examination.”

“I fear that the favor I beg is greater still.”

The prioress gestured for him to continue.

“As a former soldier, I know violent death well, but I have little understanding of poisonings, a form of murder more common amongst those of higher rank methinks.”

Eleanor struggled to contain her amusement. Crowner Ralf might be a man of rude manners, but his birth was not as low as he would prefer to suggest.

“I beg permission for Sister Anne to come to the inn and see the corpse where it lies. I have oft found that a knowledgeable eye recognizes important details in such situations. If we move the body, I fear we might destroy valuable clues.”

“Perhaps it would be best to send…” she hesitated, “… Brother Beorn?”

The crowner coughed, perhaps to keep himself from speaking his true mind about the lay brother. “As much as I respect his skills, they are not as fine as…I do not want anything missed out of ignorance.”

“Then I will ask Sister Anne if she is willing to venture forth. If she is, I will arrange for proper escort.”

“I am most grateful, my lady.”

“Something else is worrying you, Crowner.” Despite the warmth of the East Anglian summer day, the prioress hid her hands in the sleeves of her habit. “I pray that this priory is not involved this time.”

“Nay, my lady. It is not.” Ralf shifted uncomfortably. “Yet, as always, you see into my soul most clearly.”

“You are a friend, Ralf. What else troubles you?” Had this something to do with his baby? Eleanor wondered.

The crowner’s wind-burned face flushed an unnatural red. “My lady, I have a problem that requires delicate handling.”

“Speak freely.”

“I need help with a woman…”

Had it not been for the bleak expression on his face, Eleanor might have laughed, for when did her dear friend not have trouble with the gentler sex?