Ema and I started home.
“I’m going this time,” Ema said. “I want Jared to look me in the eye and say it was no big thing.”
I nodded. “Okay.”
“We leave in the morning?”
I nodded again.
“What else?” she asked.
“What do you mean?”
Ema just frowned. “Aren’t we past that, Mickey?”
She had a point. “We are,” I said.
“So?”
“It’s about Troy.”
Ema sighed. “Are you still trying to prove he didn’t do steroids?”
“Yes.”
“And?”
“I think he was set up.”
“By?”
“By Buck.”
Ema shook her head.
“What?” I said.
“Buck doesn’t put ketchup on his French fries without asking Troy first.”
“Buck’s brother might have been involved.”
“How?”
I filled her in on what I’d learned so far. We kept walking. We reached the road where Ema would-before I knew the truth about where she lived and who her mother was-peel off and walk on her own.
“So that’s what you’re doing now?” Ema asked, when I finished. “You and Troy are going to break into this shed.”
“I could use help,” I said.
“Me?”
“Sure.”
Ema shook her head. “No.”
“Why not? This is what we do, Ema. We help people.”
“I don’t want to help Troy Taylor.”
“But this could lead to the truth.”
“I don’t care, Mickey. You don’t get it. He’s been cruel to me my whole life.”
“Okay, then,” I said.
“Okay what?”
“I won’t help him either.”
“Oh no,” Ema said. “You don’t get to put that on me.”
I stopped. We turned and looked at each other. I was far taller, so she tilted her head up. I knew that it was maybe wrong to think this, but she looked so vulnerable, gazing up at me. Young and innocent, and the idea that those eyes would see something that would hurt her made my heart ache.
Darkness had set in. Her face glowed in the moonlight.
I wanted to protect her. I wanted to protect her always.
“People change, Ema.”
She blinked and looked away. “I don’t think so, Mickey.” Ema took a step back and started toward the woods to the right. “I’m going home,” she said. “Don’t follow me.”
“You’re really not going to help me?”
“I’m really not going to help you,” she said. “But, Mickey?”
“Yes?”
“If it all goes wrong, I’ll still be there for you.”
“It won’t all go wrong,” I said.
But she had already turned away and started down the path.