Free To Trade

CHAPTER 6

Cavendish Road turned out to be part of the South Circular, one of the most clogged of London's tired old arteries. Cars and lorries crept forward, and then as a light changed hurtled along the street for fifty yards or so, before slowing to a crawl again. The July evening air was full of dust and carbon-monoxide fumes and throbbed with the sound of revving engines.

Number twenty-five was a small terraced house similar to all the others on the street. There were two bells by the door. I pressed the one with 'Chater' and 'Wilson' written in smudged blue biro. The door buzzed to let me in.

Debbie and Felicity had the upstairs flat. It was cheaply but attractively furnished, untidy but not a mess. Felicity came to the door in tight blue jeans and a sloppy black T-shirt, her red hair falling in a tangle on to her shoulders. She showed me through to the living room. There was one sofa and a series of large cushions on the floor. Felicity motioned for me to sit on the sofa, whilst she curled up on a cushion.

'Sorry this place is a bit of a tip,' she said.

I handed her the box I had brought. 'Thank you,' she said. 'Debbie's parents will be down this weekend to collect things. Can I get you a glass of wine?'

She disappeared to the kitchen and came back with a bottle of Muscadet and two glasses.

'So, you have lived here with Debbie since you both came to London?' I asked.

'Oh no,' answered Felicity. 'When we first moved down here, we rented a flat in Earls Court. Well, it really wasn't much more than one bedroom. But a couple of years ago, we bought this place jointly. It's a bit noisy, but you get used to it.'

'You and Debbie must have been very close,' I said.

'I suppose we were,' said Felicity. 'She was a very easy person to live with and we had some good laughs together. But in a way she was a very private person. So am I, come to think of it. I think that's why we got on together. We liked living with each other, but respected each other's privacy.'

'I hope you don't mind me asking this,' I said, 'but I think I met someone the other day who might have been a boyfriend of Debbie's. He was thin, mid-thirties, blue eyes, dark hair?'

Felicity thought for a moment. 'Yes, there was one who fits that description. She had an affair with him last year some time. It didn't last long. I really didn't like him at all. I remember the way he used to look at me.' She shuddered.

That must have been the man on the boat. 'What was his name?' I asked.

Felicity screwed up her face in an effort to remember. 'No. Sorry. I know she met him through work somehow or other. He was a nasty piece of work. Charming at first. But very soon he was ordering Debbie about. At breakfast it was embarrassing to watch. And Debbie did everything he asked! It was very odd. You know Debbie, she was hardly your average meek house slave. This man did exude a sort of violent power. Debbie found it fascinating. It scared me.

'Then one evening I came home at about ten o'clock to find Debbie in a terrible state. She had a big bruise on her forehead and her eye was puffed up. She was sobbing quietly, as though she had been crying for a while.

'I asked her what had happened. She said that – oh, I wish I could remember his name. Anyway-whoever the bastard was had beaten her up. She had found out he was married and had confronted him with it. He had hit her and walked out.

'Over the next few days this man would telephone or come round in person. Debbie never talked to him or let him in. She nearly gave in once or twice, but in the end she had too much common sense. We were both scared. I certainly didn't want to have anything to do with him and we were both frightened in case he was waiting outside our flat to follow us when we went out. I think he did once follow Debbie, but she screamed and he slunk off. After a week or so, he gave up calling and we didn't see any more of him.'

Until the other night on the boat, I thought. It seemed to me more likely than ever that this was the man who had pushed Debbie into the river. I wondered how I could find out who he was. 'You can't remember anything more about him. Where he lived, what he did, who he worked for?'

'I'm sorry. That was one of the main areas in which we respected each other's privacy. I would occasionally bump into Debbie's boyfriends, but she rarely talked about them. And I did my best to avoid him.'

'It wasn't the same man you mentioned at the funeral? The one who was bothering her lately.'

'No, no. It wasn't him. He wasn't quite so scary. Although he was a bit weird perhaps. Oh, I've remembered his name, by the way. It was Rob.'

Rob! Incredible! I had never noticed anything between him and Debbie. They seemed to treat each other perfectly naturally. Still, if you thought about it, it wasn't so surprising. In a way, it was inevitable that Rob would make a play for Debbie at some time.

Felicity had noticed my initial surprise. 'Of course, you must know him. You obviously didn't know about it.'

I shook my head.

'Well, they went out together just after Debbie joined De Jong & Co. It only lasted a couple of months or so, and then Debbie called it off. She said it was getting a bit heavy. Rob took it badly for a bit, but after a while Debbie said they could treat each other normally at work.'

Felicity took another sip of wine. 'Then, about a week before Debbie…' Felicity paused, 'fell into the river, this bloke rang up. It was late, just after midnight, I think. He said they should get back together again. He said they should get married. Debbie just told him not to be so silly, but he kept on ringing night after night. It began to get to Debbie. She told him to piss off but it didn't seem to have any effect.'

'But why did he suddenly decide he wanted to marry her?' I asked. 'It sounds a bit odd.'

'Yes. As I said, a bit weird. Debbie said this guy was like that. Isn't he?'

I nodded. I had to admit Rob was like that. 'I still don't quite understand why Rob waited until now.'

'He was jealous. At least that is what Debbie said.'

'Jealous? Of whom?'

'I don't know. Debbie said she was getting interested in someone else at work, and Rob didn't like it. He was getting possessive and it annoyed her.'

For a second I cast around thinking who Debbie could have been talking about. But there could only be one person. Me.

I felt very foolish. The closening of our relationship must have been obvious to Debbie and even to Rob. But it was only just beginning to sink into my thick skull when she died.

The depression which had been stalking me wherever I went since then, enveloped me again. With Debbie had died an opportunity to break out of the strait-jacket of my life, the self-discipline, loneliness, hard work, dedication to a goal. She had offered irresponsibility, fun, easy companionship. And just as all that had been in my grasp, it had been pulled away. Pulled away by the thin man with the dead eyes.

I drained my glass and got up to leave.

'Thank you for bringing her things round,' said Felicity, nodding towards the box, 'I will be sure to pass them on to her parents.'

The box reminded me of Debbie's cluttered desk. And the prospectuses lying on it. I paused at the door. 'You haven't heard of someone called Irwin Piper, have you?'

'Yes, I think I have.' Felicity thought a moment. 'I am pretty sure Denny Clark was involved in defending him a few years ago. Why do you ask?'

'Oh, just something Debbie was working on before she died. I would like to tidy it up. Can you remember anything about the case?'

'No. I had nothing to do with it. But I think Debbie might have done. If it's important I could find out who was involved with it. Debbie must have been working with one of the partners.'

'That would be very helpful,' I said. 'I would love to talk to someone about it. It would make things a lot clearer.' I opened the door. 'Thank you very much for the wine.'

'Not at all. It's nice to have some company. You can spend too much time in this flat, alone.'

I said goodbye and let myself out.

I arrived home with my mind spinning. Part of it was the wine. Most of it was with the whirl of information I had received in the last few days. The last days of Debbie's life had been far from uneventful. Her row with Hamilton, her concerns about Piper and the Tahiti, and Rob of all people pestering her to marry him.

All this mingled with the jumble of feelings I felt towards her myself. It was only since her death that I was really getting to know her. I wished it were possible to talk to her about all I had found out. There was a lot we could talk about. If only that bastard hadn't killed her. I was more and more sure that her death was not an accident.

I pulled on my running kit and set off round the park. The wine in my stomach made it tough going, but I didn't care. I ran fast until it hurt and then I ran a bit more. I made it back to my flat shattered, had a bath and went to bed.

There were things I wanted to do at work the next morning, but it was difficult. With Debbie gone I had enough phone calls for two to answer. The markets were choppy. The Japanese were sellers because the dollar was weakening against the yen, but there had been some big buy programmes overnight from the States. This was the sort of market that presented plenty of opportunities for those who were quick enough on their feet. I found it hard to concentrate and missed all of them.

I looked over to Rob's desk. He was staring at his screen and biting his lip. He had a position that was going against him. His line flashed and his hand shot out to pick up the receiver. He listened for a few seconds, scowled, and flung the receiver to his desk. Rob was not happy this morning.

I tried to remember any telltale sign of something between Rob and Debbie, but I couldn't think of anything. No sideways glances, no attempts to avoid each other, no embarrassed silences. They were always friendly towards each other. I hadn't heard any gossip about them either, but then Debbie herself would have been the principal source of gossip. I wondered if anyone else had known.

I stood up, and walked over to the coffee machine. 'Would you like a cup?' I asked Karen as I passed her desk.

'Oh, yes please. White, no sugar.'

I returned a minute later with two cups, and gave one to Karen. I perched on her desk. She looked surprised. I was not really one to stop and chat.

'I heard something very strange yesterday,' I said quietly.

'Oh yes?' said Karen, her interest aroused.

'It was about Debbie. And Rob.'

Karen raised her eyebrows. 'Oh, is that all? Didn't you know? Mind you, that was a long time before you joined here. Must be two years.'

'I would never have guessed it.'

'Well, it didn't last long. They tried to keep it a secret but everybody knew. But it's old news now. Poor Rob, he must have taken what happened to her very badly.'

'Yeah. Poor guy,' I said, and walked back to my desk. You did have to feel sorry for him. He was seriously confused.

I was still struggling to focus my mind on the market when Felicity called. 'I found out who was dealing with the Piper case,' she said. 'It was Robert Denny, our senior partner.'

'Oh,' I said. 'Would he have time to see me, do you think?'

'Don't worry,' said Felicity. 'He's a very nice man, not a bit self-important. And he was fond of Debbie. He was quite upset that she left. I mentioned that you might want to talk to him and he said all you had to do was arrange an appointment with his secretary.'

I thanked her and did just that. Mr Denny's secretary was friendly and efficient. Thursday at three o'clock.

Then I rang Cash. There was a lot I wanted to talk to him about. Like what did he know about the investigation into Gypsum of America share purchases? Who had he been acting for when he had bid for our Gypsum bonds? Could he tell me some more about Irwin Piper's background?

'Bloomfield Weiss, purveyors of fine bonds to the gentry,' he answered.

'Hallo, it's Paul. I wonder if I could ask you a few questions?'

'Sure, fire away.'

'No, not on the phone. I think it would be better if we met up for lunch or a drink or something.'

Cash caught the serious tone of my voice. After a pause he said, 'I'm a bit tied up this week. Can it wait until Henley on Saturday?'

'No, I'd like to see you much sooner. Like today or tomorrow,' I insisted.

Cash sighed. 'OK, OK. You are seeing Irwin Piper at his hotel this evening, aren't you? How about after that? I'll join you there and we can go on for a quiet drink afterwards. How's that?'

'Fine,' I said. 'See you then.'

Irwin Piper was staying at the Stafford, a small but elegant hotel just off St James's. We were supposed to meet at seven. I arrived a few minutes early. I made my way to the bar. The room was softly lit with wood-panelled walls and green leather upholstered chairs. It achieved the effect of warmth, comfort and exclusivity. It was almost empty except for an elderly American couple sipping martinis in a corner. I felt like asking for a pint of Young's, but that didn't really seem appropriate in a place like this so I asked the barman for a malt whisky. He showed me a menu with an impressive list of spirits, the cheapest being a Glenlivet and the most expensive being an 1809 Armagnac. Not having the eighty-nine pounds necessary for the Armagnac, I settled for a glass of Knockando, and sipped the light gold liquid carefully whilst I waited for Piper.

I didn't focus on the tall, expensively dressed man who entered the bar until he approached me and said, 'Mr Murray?' He was not the kind of man who you would have thought would own a casino. He was dressed from head to toe in English clothes, all handmade, no doubt, and probably bought within a quarter of a mile of the hotel. But no Englishman would wear them the way he did. The sports jacket, the brogues, the green tie with pheasants on it, were all worn with a gloss which belied their 'casual' status. Piper was an inch or two taller than me, with iron-grey hair carefully combed back and a film star's jaw. A waft of expensive aftershave followed him in.

'Yes, I'm Paul Murray.' I descended from the bar stool and held out my hand.

'Good evening, Paul. Irwin Piper. Pleased to meet you.' We shook hands. 'Why don't we sit down over there?' He led me to the corner of the room opposite the American couple. He beckoned a waiter and ordered a whisky and soda.

'Have you been in London long?' I asked.

'Just a week or so,' Piper answered. 'I am planning to come back next month. I will be going grouse shooting in Scotland.'

My own experiences of beating grouse moors in Yorkshire, for five pounds a day and a bottle of beer, came to mind, but I thought it best not to mention them. My immediate problem was how to question Piper to find some clues to any weaknesses in his past. If he had been intimidating, that would not have bothered me. I was quite happy to match aggression with aggression. The difficulty was that he had a mixture of charm and authority which made awkward questions seem very awkward.

'Thank you very much for taking the time to see me,' I began. 'I wonder if we could start with your own background in casinos.'

Piper's brows came together in a sign of mild disapproval. 'I wouldn't say I have a background in casinos. Sure, the hotels I build have casinos in them, but they are primarily centres for entertainment not gaming.' His voice was cultured, almost English in intonation. It sounded like the accents of wealthy men in pre-war American films. To one of his countrymen, I guessed it sounded affected.

'But you do make your money from the gaming, don't you?'

'Yes, that's true.' Piper held out his fingers in front of him and examined his manicure. They were clean hands, he was saying. 'But I don't get involved with the gaming much myself. I'm an organiser. I hire the best.'

He was getting into his stride, beginning to talk faster now. He counted off on his fingers, 'I have the best showman in the casino industry working for me, Art Buxxy. I have a guy with a Ph.D. in mathematics from Princeton who makes sure that the odds are always, how shall we say, correctly balanced. I hired the manager of one of the top hotels in Geneva and I have a software genius who has built up the most advanced customer-information database in the industry.'

'So what's your role in all this?' I asked.

'I put them all together. Arrange the financing. Make sure the numbers add up.' Piper smiled. 'Art takes most of the operational decisions. He's the front man.'

'So you have no interest in the Tahiti itself?' I asked.

'Oh no, you misunderstand me,' he said. 'I wanted to build the greatest hotel in the world. The Tahiti is the greatest hotel in the world. It may not suit my tastes exactly,' he glanced approvingly around the Stafford's bar, 'but people will flock there, believe me.'

'Have you invested in casinos, I mean hotels, in the past?' I asked.

'One or two.'

'Could you be more specific?'

'I'm afraid not. They were private investments.' Piper saw my concern. 'Everything was declared to the Gaming Commission if that is what you are worried about,' he said, sounding offended. He looked at me questioningly.

'Oh no, I am sure there's no problem there,' I said, and as soon as I had said it, cursed myself. Piper had challenged me to question his probity and I had backed down from that challenge.

Piper leaned back in his chair and smiled.

'You do make a number of more passive investments, don't you?' I asked. 'Aren't you what they call an arb?' I was referring to the risk arbitrageurs of Wall Street who at the first sniff of a takeover would pile into a target company's stock in the hope of making a killing.

Not surprisingly, Piper didn't like that word either. 'I have a large portfolio, which I manage aggressively,' he said. 'Where I see strategic value that the market has not seen, then I will take a sizeable position in the stock, yes.'

'Has that strategy worked?'

'I have made one or two mistakes, but mostly it has worked admirably,' said Piper.

'Have you had any recent successes?' I asked.

Piper smiled apologetically. 'I'm afraid I don't discuss individual investments. It's not a good idea, it gives people too much of an insight into how I operate. A poker player never shows his hand after he has folded.'

I wasn't getting anywhere. Piper could play the honest wealthy American gentleman all night. Who knows, maybe he was really an honest wealthy American gentleman. There was just one last thing I wanted to try.

'Well, thank you for your time, Mr Piper. You have been very helpful,' I lied. 'One final question before I go. Have you ever had anything to do with Deborah Chater?'

Piper looked genuinely puzzled. 'No, I don't think so.'

'Or Denny Clark?' I looked hard at Piper who noticed my stare and bridled. He didn't like being interrogated. 'No, nor Denny Clark, whoever they might be. Now, I think we have finished here.'

We both stood up and I made my way to the door of the bar.

Before I could get there, Cash's squat form bustled through. The aura of calm serenity was shattered as his hoarse voice cried, 'Paul! There you are! Irwin! How are ya? You guys all done?'

I didn't say anything. I just stood there. Someone had come into the bar behind Cash.

I recognised him.

This time I had a chance to take a good look at him. He was six feet tall, lean with a narrow face. Deep lines ran down from the bridge of his nose to the corners of his mouth. Despite his spare frame, his shoulders were square, and his suit seemed to hang uselessly round his athletic body. He looked fit. And strong. And his eyes, a washed-out light blue, looked at nothing. No discernible expression. No curiosity. The whites were yellow near the pupils, and were crossed by one or two thinly pencilled veins.

I had seen those eyes before.

'Irwin, you know Joe,' Cash continued. 'Joe Finlay, Paul Murray. You two guys don't know each other, do you? Joe trades our US corporate book.'

I didn't say anything, but shook Joe's reluctantly offered hand. Joe didn't say anything either. He looked at me, but with no hint of recognition. No hint of anything.

'How did you two get along?' asked Cash. 'Happier, Paul?'

I shook myself to respond. 'Yes, thank you. It was very useful. Thank you very much for your time, Mr Piper.'

Piper's earlier irritation had not survived the onslaught of Cash's good-humour. 'Not at all. I hope you will understand that the Tahiti represents a truly outstanding investment opportunity.'

'No kidding,' said Cash. 'And Paul here doesn't miss too many of those. Come on, let's go. The night is young.'

We left Piper in the lobby of the hotel. When we were out on the street Cash ran into the middle of the road to hail a cab. Joe paused to light a cigarette. He saw me looking at him and reluctantly offered me one. I shook my head. We both stood in silence, uncomfortable for my part, for the minute it took Cash to catch us a taxi.

'The Biarritz,' Cash shouted to the driver.

'What's that?' I asked Cash as we climbed into the cab.

'It's a champagne bar,' he said. 'You'll like it. There will be a bunch of traders from Bloomfield Weiss there. It will be a good chance for you to meet them.'

'Never meet the traders' was one of Hamilton's dicta. Let the salesmen deal with them. The less they knew you, the less they could take advantage of you. But I was glad for the opportunity of finding something out about Joe.

As we came to some traffic-lights, the taxi-driver turned round, looked at Joe, and said, 'Can't you read?'

There were no smoking signs all over the cab. Joe took a deep drag on his cigarette and blew out smoke, never moving his gaze from the driver. The driver was a big fat man. He was angry.

'What's wrong with you, mister? I said, can't you read?'

Nothing.

'Joe, how about putting out the cigarette, huh?' said Cash quietly.

No reaction.

The lights turned to green, and the driver turned forward to drive off. 'If you don't put that fag out, you can get out of my cab.'

Joe very slowly took the cigarette out of his mouth. I could feel Cash relax slightly. Joe held the cigarette in front of him, smiled a thin mirthless smile, and leant forward to stub the cigarette out on the back of the beefy cabby's neck.

'Fuck!' the driver screamed as he swerved over to the side of the road.

Joe swiftly opened the cab door and dropped to the pavement. Almost in one motion he stopped another cab and jumped in. Cash and I followed in a hurry, our previous driver swearing at the top of his lungs and rocking up and down as he gripped his neck.

'What's he excited about?' asked our new cabby.

'Maniac,' said Joe, smiling gently to himself.

The journey to the Biarritz continued in silence. When we entered the bar it was full and smoky. The floor was black and white squares, the fittings chrome, the furnishings art deco. Cash propelled us through to a table surrounded by half a dozen eurobond traders. You could tell they were eurobond traders. They came in different sizes-big and small, old and young. But they were all jumpy. Eyes darting around, laughter snatched for a few seconds and then dropped. Many were going prematurely grey. Young men's faces with old men's wrinkles.

There were already three empty bottles of Bollinger on the table. The unwinding process had begun. Cash introduced me to everyone. I attracted one or two suspicious glances. Traders are just as wary of their 'customers' as their customers are of them. But everyone was having a good time and they weren't going to let me spoil it. Cash's backslapping welcome was returned. Joe was greeted with a nod.

Luckily I was not let loose in the middle of this pack alone. Cash sat me at one end of the table, and sat himself firmly next to me. I was grateful for the protection. As the traders screamed across the table at each other I leant over to Cash.

'Do you often drink with these guys?'

'Once in a while,' he said. 'It's just as important to keep the traders sweet as the customers.'

I sipped my champagne. 'What was that in the cab?' I asked.

'That was typical Joe,' said Cash, taking a large gulp from his glass. 'He is weird. Seriously weird. It's best to keep out of his way when he gets like that.'

'So I can imagine,' I said. 'He's not like that at work, is he?'

'I don't think he has ever actually injured anyone at work yet,' said Cash. 'Apart from himself, that is.'

'What do you mean?'

'Well, I remember once he was long twenty million ten-year euros. He was under water, but the treasury market was ticking up. He had spent an hour or so staring at the Telerate screen waiting for the market to reach his ownership level so he could get out flat. Then his screen froze. There was some problem with the terminal connection. I was watching him. He didn't shout or scream or anything. There was no reaction at all on his face. He stood up and slammed his fist into the screen. He cut his wrist quite badly. He just picked up the phone, sold his position at a loss, and walked out. Blood was pouring from his hand but he didn't seem to care.

'The story is he used to be in the army. The SAS, so they say,' Cash continued. 'Then one day he shot an unarmed sixteen-year-old boy in Northern Ireland. There wasn't enough evidence to show conclusively that he knew the boy was unarmed. But he left the army soon afterwards.'

'How did he end up working for Bloomfield Weiss?'

'Oh, he was hired by an ex-US marine, who thought he recognised a kindred spirit. He's been with us four or five years now.'

'Is he any good?' I asked.

'Oh yeah, he's good. Very good. The best on the Street. No one likes him but they have to put up with him. He has a very sharp brain and a good nose for value. But I try and keep him away from customers.'

'Apart from me?' I said.

'Yes, sorry about that.' Cash swallowed some of his beer. He leaned forward. 'So, you said you wanted to talk to me urgently. What do you want to talk about?'

I told Cash about my discussion with Bowen, the Bloomfield Weiss compliance officer.

Cash listened carefully. When I had finished, he whistled through his teeth. 'You'd better be careful. That Bowen is an officious bastard. He won't let things drop easily.'

'What do you know about all this, Cash?' I asked.

'Well, nothing,' he said, as innocently as a schoolboy caught with a packet of cigarettes in his jacket pocket.

'Oh come on, you must know something,' I persisted. 'Who were you buying all those bonds for? It wasn't DGB was it? It must have been someone else.'

'Now, Paul. You know I can't tell you that.'

'Bullshit. Of course you can tell me. This is serious. Do you know who bought those Gypsum shares before the takeover was announced?'

'Gee, Paul, I'd really like to help you,' said Cash, still the sweet innocent. 'But you know how it is. I don't know anything about the share price going up. I don't even know who we were buying the bonds for. Another salesman was talking to the other side of the trade.'

I gave up. Cash was a professional liar. He lied day in, day out, and he was paid a lot of money for it. He was not going to give in, I could see that. I had no idea whether he was just hiding the identity of the buyer of the Gypsum bonds or whether he was doing more than that.

We sat in silence, watching the group around us. People were more relaxed now. The discussion had moved away from bonds and on to women and office gossip.

Joe unsteadily got to his feet, and came over to sit by Cash and me. Although I wanted to talk to him, his presence next to me made me nervous. He was unpredictable and dangerous.

'So, are you enjoying yourself?' he asked, his dead eyes locked on my face. He was clearly drunk. His delivery wasn't slurred, but overly slow and deliberate.

'Oh, it's nice to see my adversaries in the flesh,' I said lamely.

Joe never removed his eyes from my face as he took a long slow swig from his champagne glass. Oh Christ, I thought, he has recognised me.

Cash did his best to break the tension. 'Paul used to be an Olympic runner, you know,' he said. 'You remember Paul Murray? The eight hundred metres? He won a bronze medal a few years ago.'

'Oh yes?' said Joe, still staring at me. 'I thought I recognised the face. I am a keen runner myself. Do you still keep fit?'

'Not really,' I said. 'I still run a bit, but for relaxation rather than fitness.'

'We should race sometime,' said Joe flatly.

I wasn't sure how to respond to this. Joe's eyes hadn't moved from my face since he sat down. It was making me very uncomfortable. I suppose he must have blinked, but I hadn't noticed it if he had.

I looked around the room, trying to throw his gaze, but it didn't work.

'So you work for De Jong?' he said.

'Yes.'

'Hamilton McKenzie is a bastard, isn't he?'

I laughed, trying to keep the tone conversational. 'He may seem that way, but actually he is a very good boss. And he's an excellent portfolio manager.'

'No he's not. He's a spiv. And a bastard.'

There didn't seem much I could say to that.

'That tart Debbie used to work for you, didn't she?'

I didn't say anything. Joe continued. 'I hear she fell in the river the other day. Tragic that.' All this was delivered in a slow matter-of-fact way that gave his last comment an unpleasant irony, which I pretended to ignore.

'Yes, it was,' I said. 'A terrible tragedy.'

'Did you fuck her?'

'No, of course not.' I fought hard, and succeeded in controlling my anger. I held his stare and returned it.

'Didn't you? That's funny, everyone else did,' said Joe, a thin smile curled on his lips. 'She was a popular girl, that Debbie. She was always begging for it. I fucked her myself a few times. Slut.' He smiled a bit more.

There was silence round the table. All eyes were on me. I knew he was goading me, spoiling for a fight. But I was angry.

Slowly, I stood up. He just looked up at me, that thin smile still on his lips.

Then Cash jostled into me. 'Hey, come on, Paul. You told me you wanted to get an early night. Let's share a cab.'

I knew he was right. I let him push me out of the bar.

'Man, let me tell you, the last thing you want to do with that guy is get into a fight,' Cash said as we climbed into a passing taxi. 'Look at it this way. He wanted to pick a fight with you and he didn't succeed.'

'Scum,' I said. 'That man is scum.' I sat in the cab fuming. Acting over in my mind the things I would have done to him in the Biarritz if Cash hadn't stopped me.

After a couple of minutes, I asked Cash. 'Is it true what he said about him and Debbie?'

'Well, I don't know. I think he was seeing her for a few weeks a year or two ago. But I think she told him where to get off. Maybe that's why he is still sore at her.' Cash touched my arm. 'Look, forget what he said. She was a good kid.'

'Yeah,' I said as the cab drew up outside my flat. 'Yeah.'