From the Dead

TWENTY-SIX

Louise's basement flat in Pimlico was very different from Thorne's place in Kentish Town. Bigger and more modern, with clean lines and furniture that looked and felt less lived-in than Thorne's ten-year-old Ikea collection. It was also considerably less tidy than Thorne's, a fact that surprised nobody more than Thorne himself. He had become rather more house-proud since Louise had started staying with him, but the same could not be said of her. Thorne could never equate the ruthlessly efficient Kidnap Unit DI with the woman who kept a large cupboard entirely stuffed with plastic bags and whose bathroom – though it smelled nicer than his – looked like an explosion in a cosmetics factory.

It seemed to Thorne that they always reacted differently to each other when they were staying in Pimlico, that the dynamic between them was subtly altered. He guessed that he was the same way when the situation was reversed, but recently Louise had seemed a lot more comfortable whenever they were staying at her place; more at home, in every sense.

Or maybe he had simply never noticed it before.

With both of them now so at ease in their own places, Thorne wondered if the idea of them getting somewhere together would – or should – ever be discussed again. They had talked about selling one flat and renting out the other, as Thorne still had money left from the sale of his father's house a couple of years before, then buying a place further north, in Hertfordshire maybe. But perhaps the moment for all that had gone.

Louise cooked pasta, added a tin of tuna and some black olives to a Sainsbury's arrabiata sauce, and they ate at the small table in the kitchen.

'I meant to say, Elvis was sick again this morning.'

'Shit,' Thorne said.

'You need to get her to the vet.'

'Did you leave her plenty of food?'

'A couple of bowls of the dry stuff,' Louise said. 'For tonight and tomorrow morning.'

'She's probably just picked up a bug or something.'

Thorne had inherited the cat from a murder victim many years before, a woman who had named the cat without realising she was a female. He had no real idea how old Elvis was, but she must have been pushing twelve or thirteen, and while she had never been a big cat, Thorne had noticed, picking her up a day or two before, that she was feeling skinnier than usual.

'If nothing kicks off at work, I'll try to take her in at the weekend,' he said.

They continued to eat. Louise told Thorne that she had put the rubbish out before she'd left his flat that morning and that he was almost out of milk. Thorne told Louise how good the meal was, and thought that this was what couples who had been together for a year or two talked about: bin collections and cat sick.

Tried to convince himself that it could be a whole lot worse.

When they had cleared away the plates, they took glasses of wine through to the living room. There was a Champions League match that Thorne fancied watching, but he said nothing as Louise exercised home advantage and put on a CD: some woman from the West Country who thought she was Dusty Springfield. Thorne made himself comfortable on the sofa, but when Louise came across and sat facing him on the matching footstool it was clear that she wanted to talk about more than taking out the rubbish.

'Hypothetically,' she said, 'what would you think about me getting out of the Job?'

Thorne sat back and puffed out his cheeks. Said, 'Bloody hell.'

'I said "hypothetically".'

'Where's this come from?'

'I think we need to do something.'

' We? '

'Change something, I mean.'

'But you love the Job,' Thorne said. 'More than I do, anyway. You can probably make DCI this year.'

'I think maybe the Job had something to do with losing the baby.'

'You don't know that.'

'I'm damn sure it didn't help. Come on, you know how stressful it is…'

Thorne could hear something in her voice: anger, urgency. He just nodded and took a drink.

'And it's probably got something to do with the fact that it hasn't happened again.'

'Well, maybe if we actually had sex a bit more.'

'Right, if the sodding Job didn't wear us both out quite so much, and if our shifts didn't mean that we're like ships in the night most of the bloody time.'

There was not too much Thorne could argue with. He sat back. The West Country Dusty was getting worked up, bleating about her lover being drunk and faithless.

'It just seems a bit… radical,' Thorne said.

'We need to do something, Tom. If we want this to go anywhere-'

' Go anywhere?'

'Maybe we both need to get out of the Job.'

' What? '

They had talked about it once before, their fantasy future. But that had been when there was a baby on the way.

'Are you really going to sit there and tell me everything's fine?'

'You're the one with all the opinions.'

'That's part of the problem.'

'Everyone has ups and downs, whatever, but you're talking like everything's fucked.'

'I'm trying to be realistic.'

'You're being ridiculous,' Thorne said. 'And melodramatic.'

Louise shook her head and laughed, just once, exasperated. 'It's so typical.'

'What is?' Thorne had been careful to say whatever was necessary, in whatever way was necessary, to keep Louise from losing her temper. Now, he was in danger of losing his own.

She swallowed a mouthful of wine, still shaking her head. 'When it comes to work, you'll do whatever it takes to get the right result. You'll go the extra mile, take stupid risks. You'll push it. With other people, other people's lives and problems, you do what needs to be done without even thinking about it. But with your own life, our life, it's a different story.'

'This isn't fair, Lou…'

'With us, it's just about the path of least resistance, about doing as little as possible. It's like the Job's taken all the fight out of you or something, and when it comes to personal stuff, to this , you'd rather just bumble along and settle for a quiet life, no matter how bad it is.' She was sitting on the edge of the stool, her knees pressed against his shins. 'Well, I think you've got it arse about face. I reckon your priorities are wrong, and if you really give a toss about how things are going to work out between us, you need to think about what's more important. Decide what you want.' She emptied her glass, looked at him. 'Well?'

Thorne stared at the carpet, wanting more than anything at that moment to turn off the music. To pull out the wannabe Dusty's tedious CD and smash it against the wall.

The doorbell saved him the trouble.

Louise swore and stood up, walked across to the CD player and turned it off. 'If that's the stupid cow from upstairs, she can piss off. There's no way that was loud enough to disturb her.' She looked at Thorne as though she were waiting for him to go and answer the door.

' I 'm not going,' he said. 'She's your bloody neighbour…'

He switched off the film and faded up the lights with the same remote. He always got a buzz out of that. When the home cinema had been installed, he'd made sure it came with all the bells and whistles, and it had been worth every penny. He had all the big dishes, so he could watch Premiership football whenever he wanted, the BBC news, all that. But mostly he just watched films. He had quite a library now: war movies, Westerns and a full set of Laurel and Hardy; a decent porn collection that he and Candela dug into every now and again.

Just to keep things interesting.

He'd had it built down in the basement, so it was also the coolest room in the place. Most nights, when he wasn't out somewhere or entertaining, he ended up here, with the sound turned up good and loud, stretched out in shorts and a T-shirt until his eyes began to close. He would usually call it a night then, but sometimes he would nod off and wake up sweating at three or four in the morning, with the screen still bright and the speakers hissing. For a moment or two, he might not remember where he was.

Which time, which country.

Then, once he'd sorted himself out, he would pad slowly back through the villa to the kitchen, pick up a bottle of water from the fridge and go to bed. Happy enough, all things considered, at the way things had turned out.

Until now…

It was hassle he simply did not need, not to mention a lot of money he could have done without spending. The precautions he'd taken to make sure the situation could not seriously hurt him had not come cheap. The people he was using had to be paid decent money, on top of what he'd been shelling out every year anyway, just to keep his sources sweet.

It wasn't all about the money, though. He'd earned the life he'd made for himself, and, bar a minor hiccup or two, until recently it had been relatively stress free. He wasn't getting any younger and he'd been counting on life staying the way it was until he went toes-up. Golf and boats and a spot of clubbing. Parties and shagging until he couldn't get it up any more and a bit of business every now and then, just for the mustard.

Who wouldn't want that? Do whatever it took to protect it?

He picked up the remote again, dimmed the lights and restarted the film.

But he couldn't get his mind off that copper. The one who looked like he might enjoy a bit of digging…

He looked at his watch. On the screen, Stan and Ollie lay asleep in bed, a feather floating back and forth between them as they snored in turn.

The UK was one hour behind. Things should start happening soon enough.

And with a bit of luck, that would be the end of it.