Full Black

CHAPTER 43

Qusay Ali Atwa had been waiting for this moment for years. There were times when he thought he had been forgotten about, but they had told him that that would never happen. He had been instructed to blend into American society as best he could and to wait. He was to pray and maintain his faith. Above all, he was never to reveal, and also never to forget, why he had been sent to America.

In exchange, Qusay’s family in Sudan had been well looked after. They received monthly payments that allowed them a much better standard of living than they ever could have realized had he stayed behind in their village. Qusay’s standard of living had been considerably improved as well. Even the poorest of the poor in the United States lived better than the majority of the Islamic world. They had cell phones, air conditioning, flat-screen TVs, satellite service, food, clothing, cars, and shoes. It was all the more reason to hate America. They hoarded the world’s wealth and placed man-made law above God’s divine law. Qusay had to work every day to conceal his hatred for them.

Des Moines had not been his choice. It had been chosen for him. The winters were unbearably cold. No matter how many layers he wore, he spent nearly half the year chilled to the bone. He was an extremely slim man in his thirties whose appearance reflected the effects of starvation and malnourishment in his youth. His eyes were sunk deep into their sockets and his cheekbones were severely pronounced. The brown skin across his face was drawn taut. His skull appeared misshapen and his twiglike limbs appeared impossibly thin, as if they were ready to snap at any moment.

But despite his outwardly frail appearance, inside Qusay Ali Atwa beat the heart of a warrior. He believed deeply in Allah and the messages he had conveyed through the prophet Mohammed.

As the holy Qur’an instructed, Qusay took neither Jews nor Christians as his friends. He had been taught since childhood that they were perverted transgressors. They were unbelievers, and unbelievers were like panting dogs. They were the vilest of creatures and it was his duty to fight them.

Sometimes, he had to work extra hard to remind himself of these facts. At the poultry-processing plant where he worked, he saw incredible acts of kindness and even love between his coworkers. Such acts had even been directed at him. In inclement weather, he had been offered rides. At holidays, though they knew he was a Muslim, they had invited him to their homes. On one occasion when he had been very sick, several of the women had cooked for him and had dropped the food off at his home. They had even included lists of ingredients for each dish in order to demonstrate that the meals had been prepared with his halal dietary restrictions. He threw all of the food into the garbage.

Qusay consoled himself with multiple verses from the Qur’an that clearly stated that good deeds by unbelievers made no difference in the eyes of Allah. If they refused to submit to Islam, they were destined for the fires of hell. There was no redemption for them.

The Qur’an was also clear that people of religions other than Islam were to be violently punished not only in the afterlife, but in the here and now. Non-Muslims were to be fought with every tool available until there was no other religion but Islam. It was Qusay’s duty to pursue the unbelievers, to seize them wherever they could be found and slay them. Allah was strict in his punishment and Qusay accepted willingly his fate in carrying it out.

When he received the phone call, he was very excited. He was told to put his affairs in order. He was told how soon before the attack to make his martyrdom video and what to do with it. His handler cautioned him not to speak about his assignment with anyone, lest the infidels discover their plan. Qusay took every word seriously and followed the instructions to the letter.

He selected the materials just as he had been taught, breaking up the purchases among several stores so as not to attract attention. They were readily available, everyday items, and no one gave any of them, or him, a second thought.

Back in his apartment, Qusay combined the ingredients and assembled his package just as he had been shown. He had been told to start detaching himself from this world and to begin thinking of what awaited him in Paradise. Two days before he was to carry out his assignment, he received a package in the mail. It was a small vial of pills sent from a supposed Internet pharmacy. He was instructed how and when to take the pills and was told they would help make his assignment easier, as he would be more relaxed.

Finally, it was explained to Qusay one last time what would happen to his family if he did not successfully carry out his operation. He understood, and he vowed that he would not fail. The only thing he wished was that he could have contacted them one last time. He would have liked to have spoken with his father and his two brothers. To his disappointment, it was strictly forbidden. Qusay could only hope that they would be proud of him.

He prayed and took strength reading from the holy Qur’an before leaving. In the theater parking lot, he removed the orange vial from his pocket and consumed the last of the pills. Twenty minutes later, he purchased his ticket and entered the multiplex.

The lights had already been dimmed when he entered the extremely crowded theater number six and took one of the last remaining seats. To his relief, no one seemed to notice him, or the backpack he was carrying. Placing it at his feet, he sat back and silently prayed, trying to remember not to nod or move his lips, as he had been told law enforcement officers had been trained to look for such cues, as they indicated that a shahid was about to martyr himself.

As far as Qusay could tell, though, there were no police officers present in the theater. It was nothing but families; mostly mothers with young children, though there were a handful of fathers scattered about. One in particular, with two blond boys, had turned several minutes into the film and looked at him. He had then turned and looked at him twice more.

Despite the calming effect the drugs were supposed to have, Qusay grew more apprehensive each time the man turned and looked at him. He was worried that somehow, the man had divined his intent. But if that was so, why hadn’t the man done anything? Qusay decided it was foolish to wait any longer.

He readied his package just as the man looked at him a fourth time and stood up from his seat. “Mike, what are you doing?” a woman said, but the man ignored her.

Moving to the end of his row and stepping out into the aisle, the man pointed at Qusay and gestured for him to get up. Qusay stared at him, his heart racing.

The man removed a badge of some sort, held it up, and gestured once more for him to get up and step into the aisle. All around them, people were beginning to pay attention to the unfolding spectacle rather than the movie.

“You,” ordered the man, as he swept his sport coat back and placed his right hand on the butt of a pistol holstered at his hip. “Iowa state trooper. Put your hands where I can see them.”

At this point, Qusay could feel all eyes in the theater on him. He thought of his family and smiled.

As Mike Bentley drew his pistol, Qusay Ali Atwa detonated his backpack.