The rest of the day passed, for Karen, in some sort of middle-management haze. Questions that were at best half-answered, leads that petered out into blind alleys, areas of inquiry that became abruptly stalled; the distant but familiar sound of heads being banged, relentlessly, against brick walls.
She stopped off at the supermarket on the way home and picked up a couple of ready-cooked meals and some discounted wine. Showered, she was just slipping the lamb kofta and rice into the microwave, a bottle of Shiraz already opened, when Ramsden called, his voice harsher than usual, more abrasive. The sound of a fist being rasped along raw brick.
Karen swore to herself as she listened; switched off the microwave.
‘Be there, Mike, soon as I can.’
Hector Prince’s body had been found jammed into the lift of a high-rise off Tottenham High Road, his left foot and ankle sticking out and preventing the door from closing, the lift marooned on the fourteenth floor. There were numerous stab wounds to his left side and down the backs of both legs, the cuts deep into the muscle of the thigh; his right shoulder blade had been shattered by a heavy blow from something like a baseball bat; something like the baseball bat that had crushed his cheekbone and splintered the cranial bone above the left eye.
He was still alive when the paramedics got to him, breathing but only just, his blood matted against the material of his cuffed fleece trackies and sticking against the already sticky lift floor.
One of the long-term tenants on the floor above, hearing the sounds of the assault, had dialled 999, and, watching from his balcony, seen the attackers flee. Now the lift and stairs were cordoned off, some officers already down on their knees searching for evidence, others beginning the thankless task of knocking on doors.
Karen stood in the courtyard, hands wrapped around a takeout coffee from a fast food place on the High Road, the coffee still retaining the smell of grease and burning fat.
Mike Ramsden ducked under the tape and made his way towards her.
‘Half a dozen of them by the sound of it,’ he said. ‘Fronted Prince while he was in line waiting to get his bucket of chicken wings, chased him in here, caught up with him on the stairs. Whether he got into the lift himself, trying to get away, or they pushed him in there isn’t clear. They did a runner when someone raised the alarm.’
‘Witnesses?’
‘One so far. Saw them legging it from way up. Black, or so he thinks. Hoodies. No surprises there.’
‘Payback, then. For Derroll Palmer. That’s what we’re thinking?’
‘Looks like. Once we’d brought Prince and he’d walked away, bragging about it, as far as Palmer’s cohorts were concerned he was marked meat.’
‘You think he knew that?’
‘Kids like Prince — what did he call himself on the street? Mohock? — they take their life in their hands each time they step out the front door. Part of the charge, the buzz, that risk. Never knowing when you might get capped.’
‘I thought Palmer wasn’t gang related?’
‘He was killed on gang turf, that’s enough.’
‘Wood Green, MOB gang, then? First port of call?’
‘I’d reckon. Talk to someone at Trident tomorrow, see if I can’t get them to throw us some names.’
Karen turned aside as a shiver ran through her. Not just the cold. The whole senseless, bloody business. Revenge, respect, tit for tat. Standing up to be counted. What was it just the other day? One youth stabbing another to death for calling him a pussy on Facebook.
Most times it didn’t get to her, not like this, but now, suddenly, it did.
The waste.
Ramsden read it in her eyes. ‘Go home,’ he said.
‘What?’
‘You’re here. You’ve showed. No call for you to stay.’
‘Mike …’
Not roughly, he rested a hand on her arm. ‘You look wasted, go home.’
‘I can’t.’
‘One of the privileges of high rank. Delegation. Go on, get some sleep, I’ll close up here. See you in the office first thing.’
She still didn’t go, not for the best part of another hour, but then, when there really was nothing more she could do, she decided to take Ramsden at his word.
The kofta was cold; she took one bite and dumped the rest into the bin. The red wine tasted sour. She made herself a cup of weak tea instead, two sugars, and drank it while she got ready for bed. The book she’d been reading was on the floor, a scrap of paper marking her place; she picked it up and began to read.
Black Water Rising: Attica Locke.
Houston, Texas in the late sixties. Revolution in the air. Aretha Franklin singing Sam Cooke’s ‘A Change is Gonna Come’. Stokely Carmichael, about to throw in his lot with the Black Panthers, speaking at a student rally on the subject of Black Liberation, speaking to those few Negroes, armed with their passports — their university degrees — who had escaped into middle-class America. Integration was not the way. Integration meant accepting that your own culture, your own way of life was worth nothing, not worth hanging on to.
Karen could remember, as a young woman, dancing to that slice of seminal James Brown in a way that would have made her poor aunt feel shamed, shaking her hips, hands in the air, singing it loud, how she was black and proud.
Those young people, young men from Tottenham and Wood Green; those like Hector Prince who were ganged up, others like Derroll Palmer, caught between — no danger of them joining the white middle class, getting university degrees. Their choice, she wondered, or somebody else’s? And if so, whose?
Kids like that, Ramsden had said, they take their lives in their hands each time they step out the front door.
And here she was, a black woman who, as one of her sisters had informed her when she was still out patrolling the streets, was wearing the white man’s uniform, enforcing his laws. No answer from Karen, other than to move on, the sister had spat in her face.
Some days, years later, she still reached up a hand to wipe it away.
Only when she could feel her eyes failing did she set the book aside and switch out the light.