Hell and Gone

9

The bastard you hate, but don’t dare kill. The bitch you detest, who deserves a fate worse than death. We are at your service.

—Oldboy

DEKE CLARK SAT in the Chinese restaurant waiting for his date.

Her name was Alisa Z. Quinnell—a reporter for a New York news aggregator that specialized in what passes for investigative reporting these days. He nursed an Amstel Light, picked at a bowl of cold sesame noodles, and stared out the window. Across Second Street was the old City Tavern, the legendary Philadelphia watering hole where George Washington and John Adams first met. A revolution that would change the world had been launched in that building over pewter mugs of porter and plates of roast pheasant.

Here, Deke was having some revolutionary thoughts of his own.

He’d gotten nowhere interdepartmentally; he thought it was time to bring some outside heat to the situation. Charlie Hardie had been missing for two months now, and Deke had nothing to show for it except half a phantom license-plate number and a lot of phone calls. So Deke decided on a course of action he thought he’d never pursue in a billion years: bringing the media into this. Maybe with some pressure, the department would be forced to get off their asses and look for Hardie.

Quinnell was right on time. She sat down, ordered a salad (which seemed suspect to Deke—who orders a salad in a Chinese noodle joint?), asked if he minded a tape recorder. Deke shook his head. No, he didn’t mind.

“So you’re talking to me now?”

Quinnell had been dogging Deke for years, wanting to write a book about the slaughter of Nate Parish and his family. Deke had ignored her. She’d tried doing end runs around him, but Deke had spread the word: nobody talks to Quinnell. Then she dug up a lot of interviews with felons who’d been busted by Nate and Hardie. She kept digging and poking; Deke kept shutting her down. So her surprise made sense.

Sometimes, though, you have to enlist the enemy’s aid to win the war.

“I need your help,” Deke said.

“Finding your friend Charlie Hardie.”

“Yeah.”

“What do you know?”

Deke ran down what he saw in L.A., and that since then he’d run into brick walls everywhere—including within his own department. A cold feeling washed over Deke. Cold raw shame. He’d never talked to reporters before, and it felt as bad as cheating on his wife. Quinnell tried not to gloat too much, but Deke could see she was struggling to fight back the smiles. Every now and again she’d pause to clarify a fact, but otherwise she kept Deke talking. His cashew chicken cooled as the Amstel in his bottle grew warm. When they were finished, Deke realized he wasn’t hungry. Quinnell offered to take care of the tab; Deke let her, just like a good date.

After they said their polite good-byes, Deke stood up, straightened his jacket, and turned…to see Jack Sarkissian, the special agent in charge of the FBI’s Philadelphia field office, sitting two tables away, stabbing at noodles with wooden chopsticks.

Sitting there, staring at right at Deke.

Deke walked by his boss without a word. He almost lost his footing on the cobblestone path outside the restaurant. The world swam around him. Instead of turning left, which would take him to Market Street and eventually to his office on Sixth Street, Deke hung a right, toward the Society Hill Towers. Around South Street he turned right and kept walking until he found a quiet bar. Then he went inside and ordered a beer and wondered how long it would be until he was fired.

Two Yuenglings later Deke walked back to the office, ashamed at being such a coward. What the hell was that about? Deke had never hidden from anything in his life. He took the elevator up and walked right into Sarkissian’s office, sat down without being invited. His boss was staring at his laptop screen, mouth openly slightly, mind on vacation somewhere.

“Hey, Jack.”

Sarkissian looked up at him. The disappointment just oozed from the man’s face.

Deke reached into his jacket pocket, pulled out his badge, then unclipped his gun and put both on the desk. “I’m guessing you’re going to want these.”

“You don’t have to do that.”

“Yeah, I kind of think I do. I don’t want to embarrass myself and pretend you weren’t there. So, there we go.”

“What’s Ellie going to think?”

“I’ll explain it to her, like I always do. There are no secrets between us.”

Sarkissian considered this. “Okay. Fine. So what are you going to do next?”

“You and I both know what I’m going to do. What this department doesn’t seem to want me to do.”

“And what’s that?”

“Come on, Jack. You were there in that noodle bar, you heard me. I can’t believe we’re not going to do a thing about the Charlie Hardie situation. Especially after the long and tortured history we all share.”

Sarkissian turned his laptop so that it faced Deke. The screen showed a breaking-news website.

“What’s this?” Deke asked, but he was already leaning in and reading. First thing he saw was the photo, the mangled car. Oh, God, no. Had to be a mistake…but then he saw the headline, and the one-paragraph story. It had all happened so quickly—about twenty minutes ago, based on the dateline—there hadn’t been time for the website to put together a proper piece.

A. Z. Quinnell, auto accident on the New Jersey Turnpike, found dead at the scene. Just two hours ago she’d left the noodle bar with her tape recorder and hopped in her car and headed back up to New York City and then…they’d gotten to her. That fast.

Charlie Hardie had a name for them:

The Accident People.

“What you need to do,” Sarkissian said, “is pick up your stuff and get out of my office and go back to work and forget Charlie Hardie. It’s not our fight. I’ll let you keep the detail on his family, but beyond that, leave it behind. This is not your mess to clean up. Nor is it the department’s mess.”

“I can’t believe it. You’re actually afraid of these guys.”

“Fuck you, Deke. You have no idea what you’re talking about, who you’re dealing with. Can’t you see that?”

“Coward.”

“Let this go.”

“No.”

Which was when Deke did something he never imagined he’d do:

Quit the FBI.

That night he sat on his bedroom floor, hugging his knees. Ellie was already asleep, a book fanned out on her chest. Deke had never been more afraid in his life. Afraid for his family. Afraid for the world in which he was raising his kids.

Afraid for what he had to do next, because he really had no choice.

Because, damn it, as much as his rational self pleaded with him, Deacon Clark would not let this go.

Deke returned to his soon-to-be-former office and started packing his personal belongings in a kind of daze. Was he really doing this? Yes, he was. An e-mail ding snapped him out of it. Deke looked at the sender, but didn’t recognize it at first: assistant at dgausa.com. He clicked it open, which immediately opened up a Web browser window. Damn it. At first he thought he’d unleashed a virus that somehow had made it past the FBI firewall. But when the horrific image appeared, and his cell phone rang, Deke knew he was dealing with something altogether different.

“Agent Clark?”

“Yeah,” Deke said quietly, eyes transfixed on the image before him. He had never seen anything more horrific.

“Is your Web browser open?”

“Yeah.”

“So you’re seeing the image.”

Yeah, he was seeing the image, which only partially resolved the question of what had happened to Charlie Hardie. There was a time stamp on the image, meant to suggest that the photo had been taken just a few hours ago. There were tubes and tape and other gear implying medical care, but Hardie looked pretty fuckin’ far from cared for.

“Is he alive?” Deke asked. “What did you do to his—”

“Let me show you something else.”

The image changed. Now Deke was staring at his own backyard. Not just his backyard, like an image stored in Google’s street view. This was Deke’s backyard as it appeared today, best he could tell. Deke could still see the tan grilling mitt he’d forgotten to bring into the kitchen last night. Last night he’d cooked chicken for Ellie and the kids, preoccupied with thoughts of what he’d tell the reporter the next day. None of that mattered now. Not when they were showing Deke his own house.

“Don’t do this,” Deke said.

“We’re not through yet.”

The image switched again. Now they were inside Deke’s empty living room. He could see the clock on the wall—an oversize, classy thing that Ellie had picked up at Restoration Hardware. Deke tried to figure when they were in his house. Then he noticed the time on the clock; then he looked at the digital clock on his computer. Same exact time. The feed was live.

“Get the hell out of my house, you son of a bitch.”

The screen jumped back to the original image of Charlie Hardie, which was horrifying on its own.

“You are currently investigating a certain group linked to white slavery. This group has ties to Eastern Europe. You know the investigation, Agent Clark?”

“No. There’s no way I can—”

“You will curtail that investigation immediately.”

“I don’t have that authority.”

“Your boss, Agent Sarkissian, will go along with it. As for your colleagues, you will simply have to convince them that the matter is not worth pursuing at a federal level. Do you understand me?”

“You know what? I’m going to pursue you at a federal level, you son of a bitch.”

The scene image jumped again, cutting away from Hardie. Now Deke was staring at his own bedroom. Ellie’s robe was draped over the bed. She usually showered late in the day, working from home until it was time to pick up the kids from school. She was in the shower right now and had no idea there was someone in their living room…

“And we can continue on to the next scene, Agent Clark. Would you like us to do that? Or perhaps you’d like to skip ahead a little?”

Scene jump: the view outside his daughters’ school. About forty-five minutes until the dismissal bell rang. Deke knew that they would be waiting inside until Ellie pulled up in the car line. But if these thugs were inside the house, then they could easily take the car. His baby girls would have no idea until…

“Would you like us to continue, Agent Clark?”

An invisible, crushing weight pushed down on his chest. Deke was not an emotional man, but he recognized the symptoms of utter heartbreak. He thought of Sarkissian, the strange look on his face, and understood. He thought of Charlie Hardie lying there on that gurney, technically still alive but pulled apart in the most ghastly way Deke could imagine. But he thought more about his wife, Ellie, in the shower, and his girls waiting for their school day to end.

“No,” Deke said softly.