If I Should Die

SIX

Lucy could not trust anyone.

She’d stayed awake most of the night watching over Patrick. After he vomited, she cleaned up and helped him stagger across the hall to her bedroom. She gave him water from the tap, not the bottle left in her bathroom. He was still hallucinating, but mostly he slept.

She was angry beyond measure—Patrick had been in a coma for nearly two years. Any drugs that depressed his central nervous system could potentially put him back into that coma. The doctors didn’t know why he’d reacted in the first place—he’d been conscious prior to his brain surgery after an explosion had injured him, causing swelling in his brain. The surgery saved his life. One doctor believed that the coma was a direct result of the brain surgery—that after the damage had been fixed, he’d simply gone to sleep for two years. Another doctor believed that Patrick had an adverse reaction to the anesthesia, based on his medical history. When he was nine, his appendix had burst and he’d undergone emergency surgery. He’d been in a coma for two weeks then.

Whatever it was, any sedatives were incredibly dangerous for Patrick.

Lucy watched him sleep deeply as the digital clock turned from 5:59 to 6:00. She’d woken him up every hour just to make sure he could be awakened. He’d mumble something unintelligible, then quickly fall back to sleep.

Lucy wished she could ask someone to watch her brother, but she was going to have to leave him alone. It was time to talk to the sheriff herself.

She crept from her room back to Patrick’s. Though she had cleaned up after him, his room smelled foul. She went through his notes and found the sheriff’s name and number that Steve had given him. Would Steve have passed along the information if he were the killer?

The house was still silent. She walked downstairs and peered into the library. Trevor was still on the couch, no longer snoring, but bundled under a blanket. Angie must have put it back on last night.

Lucy closed the library door and padded silently to the lodge’s office. She picked up the phone and was relieved to hear a dial tone. Outside, the wind still blew like an angry god, dawn barely visible in the white that rained down around them.

“Alpine County Sheriff’s Department.”

“Sheriff Mackey please.”

“He’s not in right now. This is the dispatcher. How may I assist you?”

“This is Lucy Kincaid at the Delarosa Mountain Retreat. Sheriff Mackey spoke with Steve Delarosa yesterday about an unattended death. We have a serious problem up here, and I need to talk to the sheriff immediately.”

“One moment.”

She was put on hold. Lucy didn’t know what the dispatcher was doing. She waited impatiently.

A small stack of papers was tucked under the desk calendar, making it lopsided. She vaguely remembered that Steve had been reading something when she’d walked in last night.

She pulled out the papers and unfolded them. The top pages were a handwritten letter in bold, confident block letters dated over two years ago from Leo Delarosa to his son, Steve. The bottom pages were a formal last will and testament.

She read the letter first.

Son,

Today is your eighteenth birthday. I hope to be here to watch you drink your first beer (legally!) and get married (you’ll find the right girl, just be patient) and have a child of your own.

But my heart attack last year was a wake-up call for both of us. I don’t know how long I’ll be here, whether I’ll live to see my grandchild or not. Because God sometimes has ideas about things that we don’t understand, and because I’m not too good in talking about my feelings and all that crap, I decided to write this letter.

My words don’t always come out right. They sound like criticism, like when I told you that you were too smart to get a C in Algebra. What I should have said was, “Son, you’re a smart boy. I’m proud of you and proud of your grades. I’m disappointed in the C because I know you can do better. But I’m not disappointed in you.”

I’ve never been disappointed in you, Steve.

You were the best thing that happened to your mom and me. We didn’t think we could have kids—hell, we tried often enough! And then you came. She loved you the minute she found out you were growing inside her belly.

Your mom would be proud of you today. God took her home way too soon, and I cursed Him for it. You needed your mom. I wanted you to have her in your life more than the ten years you had her. I needed her.

Damn, I’m going to cry now. I just want you to know that I’m proud of you, and I’m proud that you want to keep the Delarosa growing in the spirit that your mom and me always wanted. I won’t blame you if you decide you want something else, because I know a bit about wanderlust. I was in the navy for three years because I needed to get off the mountain. But the mountain called me home.

I have taken care of you and Grace. Grace means well, and she wants to please me, but she doesn’t love the Delarosa like we do. That’s why I changed my will to reflect that you and Grace need to agree to sell, and not until you’re twenty-one.

Steven John, you are a smarter young man than I was. If you sell, you sell free and clear. There is no debt, thanks to your grandfather. You remind me a lot of my dad. I was proud of him, too, but more than that I admired him.

I admire you even more.

You’ll do the right thing for you, for Grace, and for the mountain.

Until then, I’ve still been contributing to the nest egg, as your mom liked to call it. Sometimes a little less than I wanted, but always at least a token, every month since the day I married your mom. We joked about how we’d travel to Hawaii and Tahiti and Bora-Bora. Always someplace warm. Hell, I never wanted to go to any of those places (except Hawaii, I’ll admit), but that nest egg will keep the Delarosa running during the lean years.

I hope you never have to read this letter. I’m going to tear it up when you’re twenty-one and write a new one. But in case I’m too stubborn or stupid to remember to say it, I want you to know, son, I love you.

Dad

Lucy read the letter twice, tears in her eyes. No wonder Steve was so heartbroken over the debt …

Would Leo have told his son in a letter that wouldn’t be read until his death that the mountain was debt free and there was a nest egg to run the place “during the lean years” if it weren’t true?

Did that sound like a man who had been running in the red for years?

Someone had lied.

Either Leo Delarosa lied about the nest egg, or the nest egg had been stolen.

Or it was hidden somewhere.

She scanned Leo Delarosa’s will. It appeared standard, and showed the amendment where Steve and Grace would have to agree to sell.

There was also another clause. The right of survivorship.

If Grace dies, Steve gets the mountain. If Steve dies, Grace gets everything.

Yet right now, there didn’t appear to be anything left to have.

“Ms. Kincaid?”

Lucy had forgotten she was on hold with the Sheriff’s Department.

“Yes, Sheriff Mackey.”

“Sorry to keep you waiting. I’ve been out in this godforsaken blizzard half the night. What can I do for you?”

“Did you speak to Steve Delarosa last night?”

“Yes, he told me one of the guests had died at the lodge. That you all thought she might have killed herself, or had an accident.”

“My brother Patrick was a San Diego detective. Vanessa Russell-Marsh was murdered.”

“That’s a one-eighty from Steve’s call.”

“Patrick didn’t want to alert the killer, but I work for the coroner’s office in Washington, D.C., and I’m pretty certain that Mrs. Marsh was injected with something in her neck. And last night, my brother was drugged.”

“Is he all right?”

“He will be. But he’s out for the rest of the day, and I don’t know who drugged him or who killed Vanessa. We’re in trouble here and need you.”

“I wish I could help, but there’s no way I can get up to the lodge. The roads are all closed; we can’t even reopen until the snow stops.”

“What about cross-country skis? Snowmobiles? Something?”

“It’s treacherous from here, but—I have two deputies who know this county better than even Leo Delarosa.”

“You knew Steve’s dad?”

“Hell yeah, we went to school together. He was older than me, but we played on the same football team. Good man.”

“And Grace?”

“Well, I met her at their wedding. Pretty lady.”

“You don’t know anything else about her?”

“No, can’t say that I do. After Leo’s heart attack, he didn’t come into town as much.”

“Could you run her and her sister for me?”

“You know what you’re asking for?”

“Yes, I do.”

“What’s her sister’s name?”

“Beth Holbrook. Beth is probably short for Elizabeth.”

“Right—Steve mentioned Grace’s half-sister came to help at the lodge. Keeping the books, I think he said. She used to be a bank manager or something.”

Beth kept the books? That made sense—she knew that the lodge had been running in the red, and she seemed to have specific knowledge when she mentioned the problems to Lucy.

The sheriff continued. “Why would either of them want to kill a guest? It doesn’t make sense.”

It might not make sense to them now, but it would when they solved the crime. She simply said, “Someone killed her.”