HE BUS BROKE down a little north of Dresden, near a place called Schwartzheide. The driver managed to get the bus to limp along to the next motorway exit and partway down the ramp before the old Ford Transit conked out completely.
The driver tried without success to get everyone to stay inside. Within five minutes Sándor was the only still obediently sitting in his seat. The rest were spread out like a motley human blanket across the grassy slope, peeing, talking, stretching, and arguing. Some of them started walking toward the highway rest stop cafeteria they could see a few hundred meters away. The arguments centered on the driver, who was by turns yelling futilely at the passengers, staring probingly at the engine, and trying to reach someone on his mobile phone.
Finally Sándor got up, too. His knee hurt after having been wedged in the same position for more than twenty-four hours. He felt greasy and unkempt, and every cell in his body was screaming for coffee. His phone also really needed a charge. The cafeteria was tempting, but he didn’t have any Euros or his credit card. Or … did he? The driver’s jacket was hanging on a hook behind the driver’s seat.
He felt oddly delinquent, sticking his hand in another man’s pocket, even though the only thing he was planning to steal was something that belonged to him. He glanced out the windscreen, but no one seemed to be paying any particular attention to him. His card was in the middle of a bunch of others in a plastic pouch—he obviously wasn’t the only one whose finances the driver was “looking after.”
Sándor stuffed the pouch with the other cards back in the pocket of the unattended jacket, pulled the charger out of his bag, and exited the minibus. Outside, the morning traffic was edging its way around the broken-down bus by driving partly on the shoulder, and the mist over the road was so heavy it almost felt like rain. The cafeteria sign, a big yellow coffee cup with wisps of white steam in artistically swooping neon, shone like a lighthouse through the fog.
Sándor got in line at the checkout and splurged on a cellophane-wrapped croissant along with his coveted cup of coffee, placing both on his plastic tray. He realized a little late that he didn’t have any ID if the girl at the register didn’t automatically accept his Hungarian Visa card, but luckily she did. Given that they were right off the E55, they probably saw a little of everything here, and even at German autobahn prices, the price of his breakfast was small change to them.
He spotted a free table with—hallelujah—an available socket, and gratefully slid onto the red vinyl seat. The coffee smelled amazing. The croissant tasted like cotton.
As he sat there imagining he could feel the caffeine rushing to his deprived cells and filling them up, a text message appeared on his resurrected phone with a beep. At first he couldn’t tell who it was from, because the number was a different one from what Tamás had given him that evening on Szigony Street, and there was no sender name. WHY AREN’T YOU COMING, it said in desperate all caps. “Didn’t you see my e-mail? Help me. I’m dying!”
The last part was in Romany—“Te merav!”—and that was what made him realize the message was from Tamás. He stared at the phone’s miniature bluish-white screen. He had heard the phrase so often, in Galbeno and also in the Gypsy neighborhood in the Eighth District. Te merav, te merav. It’s so hot, I’m dying. I’m so tired, I’m dying. Give me a cup of coffee, I’m dying.… A hyperbolic expression his Hungarian stepmother would have found inappropriate, if she could’ve understood it, that is. But was this hyperbole, or did Tamás really mean it? There was a desperate quality to the rest of his message that made Sándor think this was more than merely an expression.
He tried calling the number, and it rang, but no one answered.
He hadn’t checked his e-mail in almost a week now, since he no longer had a computer. The NBH had it. He was going to have to find an Internet café somewhere if he wanted to read the e-mail Tamás had apparently sent him.
Te merav. He hoped Tamás was just being melodramatic.