Let the Storm Break

CHAPTER 39 VANE

You really think we can trust my mother?” Audra asks, pulling away from me so quickly I lose my balance and have to sink to my knees.

“She told us she could help us, right?”

“That doesn’t mean it’s true.”

Audra calls the creepy vulture and it swoops down and lands on a rock a few feet away, letting out an evil hiss that sounds like a possessed child. Even Gus backs away as it bows its gross red, bumpy head and holds out its massive black wing so Audra can count the notches in the feathers.

“How does she even know we’re in trouble?” she asks when she’s read the message again. “She’s trapped in a Maelstrom. The wind shouldn’t be able to reach her.”

“I don’t know—maybe the birds told her. Or maybe she can feel it. Her gift is pretty powerful, right? Seems like she might be able to pick up on something this huge. I mean, look at that.”

I point to the desert, where fires are starting to break out in the rubble. Smoke is mixing with the dust and thunderheads, making it harder to see what’s going on—which is probably better. My brain doesn’t know how to process that kind of destruction.

Everything I know has just changed.

And the Storms are still raging.

“You don’t find it convenient that she’s reaching out to us now, offering us vague promises when we’re at our weakest?” Audra asks me.

“Of course I do—and it reminds me way too much of the time she used Gavin to give away our location and nearly got us killed. But what other option do we have? Our wind spikes aren’t working and the Westerlies told me they can’t help us. The Gales look like they’re failing pretty epically down there—so what else are we supposed to do?”

I can hear the panic in my voice, but I can’t choke down the fear this time—not when people are dying because of me.

“I don’t know how to stop this,” I whisper. “Do you?”

She hesitates before she mumbles, “No.”

Gus looks just as defeated.

“I think we have to let her help us, then,” I tell them. “It’s the only play we’ve got left.”

Audra looks like she’s going to agree with me—but at the last second she turns away.

“I can’t trust her, Vane. I won’t. I made that mistake my entire life. I’m not going to do it again.”

Her voice is hard, and I can tell that’s her final decision.

But she’s wrong.

Unless I’m crazy—but I don’t think I am.

“Your mom was different when I saw her,” I tell Audra quietly. “Calm, and sometimes almost . . . nice. She didn’t tell the Gales about us bonding—and she backed up the lie I’d told to cover for you being gone. She even offered to help me sleep.”

Audra laughs, though it’s much more high-pitched and squeaky than her normal laugh. “Of course she did—because she wants you to set her free. That’s how she works.”

“That’s what I figured too. But she seemed like she really regretted what she’d done. And she told me she realized that her gift had driven her crazy—like, literally crazy. The pain clouded her mind, affected how she thought.”

“And that excuses her for murdering two people in cold blood and causing my father’s death?”

“Of course not—that’s why I left her there in the Maelstrom. But it might mean it’s safe to let her out for a little bit. Especially when innocent people are dying and she might be able to help us save them.”

Audra wraps her arms around herself, fighting off a shiver. “She’s going to escape if you let her out.”

“Probably,” I agree.

I turn to Gus when she doesn’t say anything. “What do you think?”

He runs his hands through his hair before he looks at Audra. “I hate to say it, but I agree with Vane.”

Audra nods like she was expecting that. But her jaw is set, and her voice has a definite edge when she tells me, “Then I guess it’s a good thing you’re the king. I will obey whatever you decide.”

“I’d feel better if you’d agree,” I tell her.

Her eyes meet mine and her angry mask cracks. Two small tears streak down her cheeks as she whispers, “I can’t.”

Silence sits between us like a wall.

“I’m sorry,” I tell her, wishing there was some magical word I could say to fix this. The best I can come up with is “You don’t have to see her. Gus and I will go—”

“No!”

Audra’s voice is so loud that the creepy vulture flaps its wings—sending a couple of nasty feathers my way. “She sent her message to me. I should be the one to go get her.”

She starts to walk away, and I jump to my feet to chase her—instantly regretting it when I fall back down. Especially since I stupidly put out my arms to catch myself.

I’m pretty sure the sound I make is like a dying hyena, and I curl into a ball in the dirt, rocking back and forth. The copper taste of blood tells me I bit my tongue as I fell—but it’s good to have something else to concentrate on besides my freaking ruined arm.

“Hey,” Audra says, kneeling beside me. “You need to rest.”

“I can’t—”

“Flying into battle when you’re barely functioning is only going to get you killed.”

“But—”

She puts a finger on my lips, definitely a good way to shut me up.

Warm tingles ripple through my face, and I close my eyes and hope it’s a sign that she doesn’t hate me.

“Please, Vane,” she whispers, leaning so close I can feel her hair brush my cheeks. “You’re not up for a battle. You have to stay here, where it’s safe.”

“You sure it isn’t that you just don’t want me around?” It’s mostly a joke, but she was pretty pissed a few minutes ago.

She reaches up to brush a couple pieces of hair off my forehead, not looking at me as she says, “I don’t trust my mother, but I do trust you.”

“You do?”

She nods.

That makes one of us.

“So I need you to trust me on this,” she adds quietly. “Stay here while I go release her.”

“You’re not going there alone—”

“He’s right—I’m going with you,” Gus interrupts, moving next to Audra. “But she’s right too, Vane. You had one of the worst dislocations I’ve seen. You need some time to recover.”

“But what if the guard won’t release Arella?” I argue.

I doubt they’d listen to anyone but the king.

“I’m sure her guard is fighting along with the Gales,” Gus tells me, which would explain how Arella was able to call the vulture close enough to send a message.

I try one more time to move my elbow, and it feels like someone is sawing it off with a rusty butter knife.

“Fine,” I grumble. “But if I start feeling better, I’m heading straight to the Gales to meet up with you.”

Audra sighs. “I won’t be able to stop you, but please promise you’ll only do that if you’re really up to it.”

“Only if you promise to be extra careful. If something happens . . .”

I try to swallow the fear, but it chokes me.

She cradles my face with her hands. “I can take care of myself.”

“I know. But I’m still going to worry the entire time. Do you need me to tell you how to find the Maelstrom?”

Audra points to the stupid vulture, which I’m pretty sure is sitting there hoping one of us is about to die. “Her bird will guide me.”

“Make sure you walk the last part,” I warn them. “Otherwise the winds carrying you will get sucked in.”

“Not if we fly with Westerlies,” Audra corrects. “I flew right up to Raiden’s Maelstrom in Death Valley.”

She starts to stand, but I grab her wrist with my good arm. “Promise you’ll come back safe.”

“I’ll try.”

I tighten my grip. “Promise.”

She leans down to kiss me.

It’s a fast kiss—more of a tease than anything. But it makes the wall I’d felt between us seem to vanish as she pulls her hand free.

I try not to feel like a worthless Vane-blob as Gus carries me to a spot in the shade and props me against a boulder. But I can’t help sulking as Gus wraps his arms around Audra and she forms a Westerly wind bubble.

I glower at the sky as I watch them float away.

And when they disappear into the clouds, I realize that Audra never promised to come back.