Little Scarlet

18

There was a chain drawn to block the driveway to the Miller Neurological Sanatorium. I had to park my car on the street and walk to the door. I was looking for the night bell when a flashlight shone on the side of my head.

“Hold it,” a voice said.

It was a man’s voice, a white man, probably over sixty, who was not born in the South. There was confidence in the tone but not the threatening kind of self-assurance that comes with holding a gun. This voice expressed the expectation of being obeyed because that was his place in life.

I turned toward the dazzling light and said, “Yes?”

“Clinic’s closed.”

“My name’s Easy Rawlins. I’m on a special visitors list.”

“Prove it.”

“Prove what? That I’m on the list or that I’m Easy Rawlins?”

The question flummoxed the late-night security guard. He sputtered and then used a key on the door to reception.

“Go on,” he told me.

I went in and he came after, flipping the light switch as he did.

I was halfway to the swinging door when he said “Hold it” again.

I swiveled on my heel, seeing the man for the first time, at least with my eyes. He was short and white-haired, in his sixties and unarmed except for that large flashlight. I chided myself for believing in my own deductions. Seeing that I was right about that guard might lull me into thinking that I could see in the dark. And all that meant was that one day I’d make a mistake, fall into a pit, and die.

“What?” I asked the security guard.

“I need to see some identification.”

I took out my wallet and produced my driver’s license. He scrutinized the document as if looking for counterfeits.

“What’s your business here?” he asked.

I snatched my license from his hands and turned away. As I went through the swinging door he cried, “Hey you,” but I kept on going.

There was no evidence that he was treating me like that because of my race. He was just a guard taking his job a little too seriously. But I had been asked those questions too many times in my life to shrug off the anger they raised in my heart. If I found myself in a situation where I could ignore a white man in authority I would, even though I might have been wrong.

As I quick-marched down the hall I could hear the guard’s slower steps behind me. He wasn’t about to let me get away with disregarding his authority.

I got to H-12 and opened the door without knocking. Geneva Landry was sitting up in her bed and a young black woman sat in the chair. A lamp glowed on a table in the corner, giving the white hospital room the feeling of home.

“Tommy, what’s going on?” a woman’s voice asked from down the hall behind me.

“An intruder, Nurse Brown,” the security guard said from the opposite end.

“Are you Tina Monroe?” I asked the young black woman sitting in the chair.

“Yes I am. And who are you?”

“I’m Easy Rawlins. I think Marianne Plump gave you my number.”

At that moment a huge white woman in a nurse’s uniform entered the room.

“If you are not off of these premises in one minute I will call the police.” There was a ragged timbre to her voice.

The little speech seemed rehearsed. I supposed that she’d sat around for many nights wondering what she could say to convince a trespasser to leave.

“Hello, Mr. Rawlins,” Geneva Landry said. She had bags under her eyes and her words were a little slurred.

“This is Mr. Rawlins, Nurse Brown,” Tina Monroe was saying. “He has permission from Dr. Dommer to visit Miss Landry at any time.”

“Why is Miss Landry awake?” was Brown’s answer. “Haven’t you given her her medicine?”

“Yes. But she was nervous so I’m sitting here with her for a while—until she relaxes a little more.”

“Give her another dose,” Brown said in an almost threatening tone.

“The charts don’t allow for that, Nurse Brown,” the serious black nurse replied.

“Excuse me,” I said then.

“What?” Nurse Brown said.

“I’m here on official police business. I have to speak to Miss Landry and Miss Monroe. So if you don’t mind, we need some privacy.”

The guard and the nurse didn’t want to obey but even they knew that it was a new world.

“Come on, Tommy,” Nurse Brown said. “Let’s go check Dr. Dommer’s instructions.”

They turned away slowly, looking for a way back in even as they exited.

“What are you doin’ here at this time’a night, Mr. Rawlins?” Geneva asked me. “Have you found that man?”

I perched myself at the foot of the high bed.

“I found out how I could find him,” I said. “But I can’t do anything about it until morning so I thought I’d drop by and make sure that you were fine. I just thought I’d look in and see you sleepin’. You know you do need your rest.”

“They give me pills that put me about halfway ’sleep. Then I start thinkin’ about Nola and I wake up. But Tina comes in and talks to me.”

“Everything’s going to be all right, Miss Landry,” the nurse said.

She was filled with the beauty of youth. Her light brown skin and luscious hair, her child’s hands and woman’s figure. Her lips were in the shape of a chubby heart and her eyes were always looking somewhere else to keep you from seeing the hunger they held. And even though everything about her was geared to making babies and a home she sat there night after night with Geneva Landry, listening to her grief and loss.

“You’re a godsend,” Geneva said and her eyes fluttered, filling with tears.

“In a day or two it will all be settled,” I said. “And I’ll make sure that Nola gets a nice service.”

“You will?” she asked.

“Yes ma’am.”

“Mr. Rawlins?” Tina Monroe asked.

“Yes?”

“Are you going to stay here for a while?”

“Until mornin’ I guess.”

Tina stood up. “I have to make my rounds and I won’t feel so bad doing it if you stay here with Miss Landry.”

“No problem.”

I watched the young black woman in white move through the doorway.

“She’s beautiful,” Geneva Landry said.

“She sure is,” I added. And I meant it even though it wasn’t really true. Tina was handsome, she was well built, but not beautiful.

“It’s nice that she can come and sit with you,” I added.

“Oh yes. You know I think I might go crazy in here if it wasn’t for her. I start thinkin’ about Nola and my mind feels like there’s razor blades in it.”

“Don’t think about it,” I said. “Let it go.”

Geneva had lost weight in the few hours since I had seen her. Her face was drawn and her eyes drifted in her head even when she was talking to me.

“I cain’t help it, Mr. Rawlins. I should have told Nola to get away from that white man. I know what men like that can do to a woman or a girl.”

“Men like what?” I asked.

“White,” she said as if I were a fool. “White men. They rotten. I mean they smile and say nice things in company but when they get you alone it’s another story . . . another story altogether.”

She started to cry and I took her hands in mine.

“You don’t want to cry, Miss Landry,” I said. “Nola’s in heaven, you know. She’s in a better place. And the man who harmed her will pay the price. I promise you that.”

“Will he lose an eye like the one he took from my beautiful Scarlet?”

“More,” I said. “More.”

The promise of retribution seemed to calm Geneva. She kissed my forearm and then laid a cheek against it. I pulled one hand free and stroked her cheek. She sighed and shuddered and then drifted off into a deep sleep.

I sat there for over an hour stroking her face now and then. Whenever I touched her she started and then smiled.

Light filled the small window near her bed. The birds began their morning songs and Tina returned. When she saw me sitting so close to the sleeping woman she smiled.

“She’s a darling,” Tina said.

She leaned over the bed and kissed the older woman’s brow. At the time I thought that was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. The feeling Tina had for her charge made my heart run hot.

When we went out into the hall she told me, “My shift’s over in fifteen minutes.”

I looked at my watch. It was five forty-five.

“Can we go get some coffee after?”

“Okay.”