Locked Doors

37

THOUGH Violet longed to tell him in person she didn’t know if she could hold out that long-through interviews with Scottie Myers and the Kites and reporting to Sgt. Mullins and the subsequent nine hour return trip to Davidson. So as she sat in the Cherokee in the parking lot of Howard’s Pub, she took out her cell and dialed Max’s mobile.

He won’t answer, she thought as the phone rang. It was Thursday afternoon, 2:15, which meant that 6^th period had just begun-11^th grade honors English, his favorite class. Max was finishing up a unit on Poe (he always taught Poe in the vicinity of Halloween). She’d seen him reviewing his heavily-underlined text of “The Black Cat” the morning she left for Ocracoke.

It came as no surprise that Max didn’t answer. He’d probably turned off his phone during class but she wasn’t so desperate yet as to leave voicemail. So instead she dropped the phone in the passenger seat, and sitting behind the wheel, rain pattering on the roof, rehearsed various ways of telling him.

Max, I’m pregnant… Max, we’re pregnant… You’re going to be a daddy… Max, I’m going to be a mommy… You know how before on the pregnancy tests, only one line appeared? Well, there were two today, baby.

Glowing, joy flushing her cheeks, she thought, How strange to be on this dreary island, under these awful circumstances, when I come upon the happiest moment of my life.

Even the rain turned beautiful. Even a nearby dumpster. And especially that bathroom sink in her suite at the Harper Castle, upon which she’d set the pregnancy test and watched it declare her a mother.

She praised God and basked in euphoric eddies that kept coming and coming, eroding the lies she believed about herself-you wouldn’t be a good mother, you’re just a child, you are unworthy, undeserving. She saw her insecurities in plain unflinching light, glimpsed their cowardice, their impotence, their hiding places. She waxed powerful, immune, and it occurred to her, Life could be so amazing if I always felt this way, if I weren’t saddled by my dread of failure.

Opening the door and stepping out into the rain, she encountered the sweetest image of all-the enormous calloused hands of her daddy, cupping his squirming grandchild.

Vi walked into Howard’s Pub into the smell of frying fish and stale smoke. The teenage hostess came out from behind the bar where she’d been watching a soap opera on one of the half dozen televisions.

“Hello,” she said, taking a menu from the podium. “One for lunch?”

“Actually, I’m here to see Scottie Myers. I understand he’s working today?”

“He’s in the kitchen. I’ll get him for you.”

As the hostess left to find Scottie, Vi strolled into the main dining room to absorb this unassuming pub that had been recommended to her five times since her arrival in Ocracoke. In one corner she spotted a foosball table. In another, a dartboard. Pennants for every major collegiate and professional sports program hung from the wood beams of the ceiling.

A screened porch adjoined the dining room where a long-haired man, the pub’s sole customer, occupied a table under one of the glowing space heaters.

Howard’s exuded the energy of an old baseball mitt, this local hub that never closed, not even for Christmas or hurricanes. Even on a cold and rainy afternoon like this when the pub was dead, she could hear the laughter and the salty yarns told over shellfish and pitchers of beer. They had accumulated in the smoke-darkened walls, on the smooth floorboards, in the dinged furniture. Howard’s had a warm history. You could feel it. People wanted to be here. It was a loved place.

A lank man in his mid-thirties emerged from the swinging doors of the kitchen. As he approached Vi, he wiped his hands off on his apron. She noted the fish guts smeared on the cloth and hoped he wouldn’t offer his hand.

“Help you with something, Miss?”

“Mr. Myers?”

Scottie stroked his dark mustache and cocked his head.

“Yes, why?”

“My name’s Violet King. I’m a detective from Davidson.” She reached into her purse, flashed her credentials. “May I ask you a few questions?”

“Something wrong?”

“Oh, no sir. You haven’t done anything.” She smiled and touched his arm. “Let’s sit down. Won’t take but a minute.”

They sat down at the corner of the bar and Vi came right out and asked him if he knew Luther Kite. Scottie had to think for a moment, stroking his mustache again and staring at the impressive train of beer bottles, nearly two hundred strong, lined up on the glass shelves where the liquor should have been.

“Oh yeah,” he said finally. “I remember him. He do something?”

“Well, I can’t really go into that, but… Do you know where he is right now?”

“Sure don’t. I hadn’t seen him in, God, ten years maybe. I didn’t even know him that well when I knew him. Know what I mean? He was one of those quiet, loner types. Me and him used to go crabbing with Daddy back in high school. That’s the only reason I knew him. Daddy gave him the job. We weren’t friends or nothing. Fact, I didn’t like him. That whole family’s strange.”

“Mr. Myers, anything you could tell me about him would be a great help.”

“I don’t know what to tell you. I don’t know him any better than I know you. Who said I knew him so good?”

“His parents.”

“Well, sorry I can’t help you.”

Scottie glanced up at a nearby television. On the screen, an immaculately groomed couple stood in bathrobes kissing in lowlight before a fireplace. He looked back at Vi and grinned.

“So how old are you?” he said.

“Twenty-six.”

“And you’re a detective already? You’re just a young’n. You get hit on a lot, Miss King?”

“Sometimes.”

“I bet you do. Yes indeedy.”

Vi noticed the shift in his eyes. What had been fear at first was now pursuit, lustful interest.

“Thank you for your time, Mr. Myers.” Vi stepped down from the barstool.

“I think it’s great what you’ve accomplished and all,” Scottie said. “You’re good at your job. I can tell. Don’t you ever take any shit from a man, okay? We underestimate you. Had lunch yet?”

“No, but-”

“Then why don’t you have lunch on me. My treat.”

“Oh, Mr. Myers, you don’t have to do that.”

“No, I want to. I wish my little sister were here to meet you. Be good for her. She’s married to a real son of a bitch who don’t think women can do nothing. You like oysters?”

“Um, sure.”

“I’m gonna go shuck a few and bring you an appetizer. Take a look at the menu and decide on a main course. See that string hanging from the ceiling over there?” He pointed to an alcove across the room. “There’s a ring on the end of it. What you do is you take the ring and stand back and try to catch it on the hook in the wall. Everyone who comes to Howard’s has to play ‘Ring on the Hook.’”

Scottie headed back to the kitchen and disappeared through the swinging doors. Vi glanced at her watch. She had almost two and a half hours until her second interview with the Kites and she’d been so excited this morning after taking the pregnancy test that she’d forgotten to eat.

So she walked over to the alcove and played “Ring on the Hook” while she waited for lunch. She didn’t feel guilty for loafing. The trail was frigid and it looked more and more as if Luther Kite hadn’t set foot on this island in a very long time. Besides, this was Ocracoke, the antithesis of haste, the sort of island where you stay indoors on a rainy autumn afternoon and turn idleness into a virtue.