Manhunt. Volume 5, Number 1, January, 1957

A Ride Downtown by Robert Turner

His hands were big. They were gloved. Sustained pressure was all the job required.

Hamilton sat in the car and waited. The night was stifling hot, more like July than September, and he had all the car windows down. The windows of most of the apartments in this suburban neighborhood were open, so that he could hear snatches of sound coming from them: a radio announcer unctuously, sincerely extolling the merits of a motor car; a hi-fi set blaring out the blasting beat of Little Richard’s rock-’n-roll; a woman shrilling at her children.

At times Hamilton could pick out the individual sounds quite clearly; at others, they all blended into a maddening cacophony of noises. All this was quite in keeping, almost in rhythm, with his own thoughts. At times he was able to think about himself and about Kay and about Don Stafford, quite clearly and separately. More frequently, thoughts of all three blurred together in his mind in a seething mixup that made his head hurt.

All the time he sat there in the car, listening and thinking, he never took his eyes from the entrance of the apartment house where Kay had entered almost an hour ago — and from which she would eventually leave. He was afraid to take his eyes from the apartment entrance because he was afraid he might miss seeing Kay come out. Her exit would be the final pressure to make him do what he had to do.

Sitting there, waiting, Hamilton tried quite coldly and logically, to figure why Kay was doing something like this to him. What did she need, what was lacking in him, that she could find in a man like Stafford? Wasn’t he, Hamilton, just as attentive and gallant? How could anyone else worship Kay more than he did? Didn’t he give her everything she could possibly want in this world? Sometimes he just didn’t understand women. Of course, Stafford was somewhat younger, but Hamilton didn’t think that was the answer. The man must have put some kind of a spell on her to make her do something like this. Well, the spell would be ended tonight.

It was not quite thirty minutes later that Hamilton finally saw Kay leave Stafford’s apartment building. It almost sickened him to see the furtive way she looked about her when she came out, the obvious guilt in her movements. He did not worry about her seeing him, though; his car was well hidden in the shadows of a tree, out of range of a street light, and in the opposite direction from that which Kay would take to go home.

Hamilton waited until Kay was well out of sight and then he took the pair of rubber surgical gloves that he had bought at a downtown drugstore earlier in the day and put them on. He had some difficulty getting them over his huge hands. When they were finally on, he got out of the car. He walked with rather short, mincing steps for such a tall and bulky man, toward the entrance of Stafford’s building.

He rang Stafford’s bell. There was hardly any wait before the buzzer sounded to release the catch on the vestibule door. With his big hands, now sweating and itching under their tight rubber casings, thrust into his pockets, he climbed the stairs to the third floor where Don Stafford was standing in the doorway of his apartment, waiting to see who his caller was.

Stafford was a big man, too, but a couple of inches shorter than Hamilton and at least sixty pounds lighter in weight. Hamilton was somewhat startled to see, at this moment, that in many ways Stafford resembled him. There was a similarity in the high broad forehead, the thinning, silky brown hair and the wide, mobile, good natured looking mouth. In that instant, Hamilton had the momentary crazy notion that Stafford could almost be mistaken for his younger brother.

“Yes?” Stafford said. “What can I do for you?” He seemed quite surprised to see Hamilton, and Hamilton knew that this was probably because he thought that it was Kay who had returned for some reason. Stafford relaxed as he saw Hamilton’s mild smile.

Quietly, almost meekly, Hamilton said: “Mr. Stafford, I wonder if I might speak with you for a moment about something highly important. And confidential.”

Stafford hesitated and then stood aside to permit Hamilton to pass him and enter the apartment. Inside, after Stafford had shut the door behind them, Hamilton looked around the big living room, but he didn’t even notice how it was furnished. He wasn’t seeing, looking; he was smelling.

“Even if I hadn’t known Kay had been here recently, I could still tell,” he said. “The scent of her is quite prominent in here.” His eyes swung past Stafford toward the opened door of a bedroom, where the covers and sheets were drawn back on a rumpled bed.

“Kay?” Stafford said. He seemed to momentarily choke on the name. His gaze darted now to Hamilton’s hands, clenched and bulging the pockets of a sport jacket.

“Yes. Kay Hamilton. Kay.”

Stafford swallowed hard and cleared his throat. “I — ah — I’m afraid I don’t understand, sir. Who are you and what’s the purpose of your visit?”

“My name is Hamilton. The same as Kay’s.”

Hamilton watched Stafford’s rather prominent Adam’s apple move up and down, saw that he had been rendered speechless.

“I’m sorry, sir,” Stafford finally said. “I didn’t know. Honestly, I didn’t. Why, Kay swore she wasn’t—”

“I didn’t come up here to discuss that,” Hamilton interrupted, “but simply to see to it that you don’t bother Kay any more. I will not have her doing things like this.”

As Hamilton moved toward him in his peculiar, short-stepped, mincing gait, Stafford flung an arm up protectively. “She won’t — I mean — I won’t,” Stafford said. “I promise you, sir. There’s no need to get physical about something like this.”

Hamilton kept moving toward him and Stafford kept backing up until he hit a wall of the room. Hamilton said: “I don’t want you to holler or try to stop me, do you understand. I don’t want this to be messy.”

Stafford stared in horror as he saw Hamilton’s hands come out of his pockets, saw the size of them and the tight, pink Latex gloves sheathing them. Too late, he tried to dodge away as Hamilton lunged toward him. Hamilton’s great hands closed over Stafford’s throat. Stafford tried to break the grip, struggled frantically, but all that happened was that Hamilton’s hands closed more and more tightly until drops of sweat oozed out from under the wrist bands of the rubber gloves and Stafford’s legs gave under him. Long after Stafford was hanging helplessly limp from his hands, Hamilton continued to squeeze. While he did this, he averted his eyes so that he wouldn’t see what was happening to Stafford’s face.

When he was finished, Hamilton let Stafford fall to the floor and then quietly left the apartment. He was quite certain nobody saw him leave the building. He got into his car and halfway home he threw the rubber gloves out the window onto the street.

When he arrived home, Kay was in the bathroom, fixing her hair before the mirror. She was a tall woman whose statuesque figure couldn’t even be hidden by a faded, almost formless bathrobe. Her face was finely featured and would have been pretty except that it was a completely colorless face, devoid of character. She was about thirty-five, a little over twenty years younger than Hamilton.

She looked around at him, smiling faintly, as he passed the door. She said: “I’m sorry I took so long at the library, with that research, but I had trouble finding the right books. Where have you been, Poppa?”

“It got a little lonesome here with you gone so long, honey,” he said. “So I took a ride downtown and back. Were you worried about me?”

“A little,” she said.

“Hurry and finish with your hair, Kay,” he told her. “All the TV programs we like are on tonight. I’ve missed our nice evenings together, since you’ve been so busy with your — research.”

He didn’t hear what she answered. He was busy thinking about how she would react when she heard about Stafford tomorrow. He hoped his daughter would not get too ill and upset; he couldn’t afford to take too much time off from work right at this time.