Saturday Early Evening
“HOW COULD YOU TURN in all those diamonds?” René sat at his desk, shaking his head in wonder. “Our rent, the equipment we need, and the new insurance premium …!”
“I don’t like flics remembering Papa as dirty,” she said. “Or me. Sorry, but I had to show we weren’t.”
She tore the WANTED posters from the office wall, balled them into the trash. A breeze carried the Seine’s scent through the open window. Lights twinkled on the distant quai.
“I understand.” He nodded. “Désolé, Aimée, about your mother.” He meant because he’d been right. She remained an enigma. And probably always would.
“Thanks, René,” she said, not looking up. Keeping the pain from welling up again. “Seems I’m just not meant to know. But I owe you a new scooter.”
“Don’t worry, that beat-up thing …”
She reached into her pocket, then scattered a handful of unpolished rocks over his keyboard. “Think these will cover it?”
He picked one up, turned it between his stubby fingers. His eyes bulged.
“Have them polished before you get them weighed. Here’s a ticket to Antwerp.” She grinned, handing him a train ticket. “Belgians do world-class moules-frites and chocolate!”
THE SOFT evening air beckoned her and she walked slowly toward the Sentier, trying to ignore the three stitches in her leg. The life and bustle in this untamed part of Paris had grown curiously comfortable to her. Her steps carried her past the shadowy Bibliothéque Nationale. From a crêperie stand, she bought a Nutella crêpe. Then she wandered. Some time later she looked up and saw the old building where her family had once lived. Aimée mounted the worn stairs and stood on their old landing.
She knocked on the door. Silence. A peephole moved.
The wide wooden door opened. A small, stooped woman peered at her.
“Bonsoir, Huguette,” she said. “It’s Aimée. Do you remember? I lived across the hall?”
“Mais oui!” Huguette smiled and her face crinkled in fine lines. “Such a long time. Come in.”
Aimée stepped through the foyer into the front room. Ceramic gnomes lined the shelves.
“Come to the kitchen, I was making some tea,” she said, taking Aimée’s arm. Her hand trembled and age spots covered her skin.
“I remember you taught me how to make apple cider,” Aimée said, sitting down at the same table she’d sat at as an eight-year-old.
“Don’t let anyone fool you,” Huguette said, “we Bretons make the best, eh? I showed you.”
They talked until the moon rose outside Huguette’s window and traveled across the sky, only interrupted by Huguette’s stroking of her gnomes every so often or her need to bring them in from the window ledge as it got late.
Aimée stood up, hoping it wouldn’t be as long before she saw Huguette again. As Huguette made her painful way to the door, she leaned more heavily on Aimée’s arm. She stopped.
“Tiens,” she said. “Something came for you. I almost forgot, but it was so long ago.” She gave a small smile. “Sorry, but your papa wasn’t good at keeping in touch.”
Huguette opened the small hall desk, rummaged under some papers, and handed Aimée an envelope tied with a faded pink bow.
“See, I did that so I could find it when you came,” Huguette smiled.
The envelope was addressed to:
Amy Leduc c/o Huguette Loisir
The faded postmark was illegible. All she could read was “… USA.” The date was too smudged to decipher.
“Merci, Huguette,” Aimée said, her eyes filling with tears, and kissed her on both cheeks.
She walked through the warren of streets, holding the envelope to her heart. Dear Amy, I want you to know I think of you. All the time. You are my little girl. Always. But your life now is with Papa. Mine is somewhere else. You will grow big and strong and take care of yourself because I know you can … and you will. Emil misses you, too. Love, Mommy
Under the luminous Paris moon, big hot tears dripped onto the ink, smudging it, but they were happy ones.