Almost two hours later, sitting by himself at the counter that separated his kitchen from his great room, Jameson Rook stared at the two streams of bubbles rising in perfect parallel lines from the bottom of his pint glass of Fat Tire. It was his second beer, and he was headed for a third, figuring he wasn't going to get much writing done anyway. It was just past midnight and the OCME and CSU strobes were still flashing up the hall.
Across his loft in the reading den he had partitioned the year before, a cozy enclave with soft furniture and clubby lighting surrounded by shoulder-height bookcases, he could hear the steely voices of the Chief's shooting investigation team. Rook had spent a half hour with them earlier, giving his version of the gunfight; that when it was clear they were about to be assaulted, Rook created a diversion, allowing Detective Heat to seize control of Ripton's weapon and fire once at Wolf, and when the Texan fired the shot that missed her and killed Ripton, she was able to return fire and take him out. Rook made the mistake of thinking they would find it cool that he had created his diversion with a radio-controlled chopper, using his foot and a 2.4-gig transmitter. These were sober dudes doing serious work, and he would have to look elsewhere for his high fives.
Nikki was in with them for her second visit, and though he couldn't make out the words from where he sat, he could tell from the voice tones that the meeting was shifting into a wrap-up cadence.
When the squad finally left, Nikki passed on Rook's beer offer but sat with him. Raley and Ochoa came out from the office, peeling off evidence gloves, and asked her about the ruling. "No disposition yet, not tonight," she said. "Between the lines-as much as the 1PP guys give you-this looks like it will clear just fine. They just need to give it twenty-four because they have to show due diligence since it's my second incident of the day."
"They should give you a rewards card," said Rook, and before they could say anything, he backpedaled. "Jeez, that was insensitive, sorry, sorry. It's the beer talking."
"How do you explain the rest of your day?" said Raley.
But Rook wasn't listening. He was fixed on Nikki, searching her face, which told him she was off in her head somewhere else. "Nikki?" And when she came back, he said, "You did great in there."
"Yeah, well, considering the alternative results, I'm not unhappy."
Ochoa said, "Hey. You dealing OK with, you know…?"
Without having to say more, they all knew he was referring to her killing of Rance Wolf, who-criminal or not-would now lose his nickname and never be the Texan to her again. Unlike some Hollywood versions of the job, taking a life is profoundly affecting to a cop, even when it's the life of a cold, professional killer and the taking is completely justified. Nikki was strong, but she knew she would be coping for a while with the multiple losses of that day. Heat would take the counseling, not because she was weak but because she knew that it was effective. She also knew she'd be all right. Heat answered Ochoa's question with a single nod, and that's all anyone needed.
Raley said, "Hey, man, is it true? You stashed that chapter they wanted in your pants?"
Nodding proudly, Rook replied, "Indeed, I did."
"That answers one question," said Ochoa, dangling his latex gloves. "Why they made us wear these when we handled it."
They didn't laugh. Something unwritten about the decorum that was appropriate for what was happening up the hall kept them from doing that. But they did enjoy Ochoa's barb, all silently bobbing their heads and smirking.
Rook explained that he had just finished reading the chapter and gone to the kitchen to get his cell phone to call Nikki. He had just picked it up off the counter when he heard the elevator groan to a stop. Rook wasn't expecting visitors, and when the picks started shimmying in his lock he ran back to the office, figuring he could get out the fire escape. But his window wouldn't open and he was trapped in that room. Knowing there was a good chance it could be Wolf coming for the chapter, he didn't know where else to hide it, so he jammed it down his pants.
Ochoa shook his head. "That's amazing."
"I know," said Rook, "I'm surprised there was enough room for it." When the others groaned, he added, "What? It's a big chapter."
By that time, all of them but Nikki had read Cassidy's climactic pages, so Rook filled her in on the broad strokes of the narrative. If nothing else, it explained the zeal with which Jess Ripton and Rance Eugene Wolf pursued getting their hands on it. The final chapter was the smoking gun that busted Ripton's client Toby Mills as well as Soleil Gray for a debauched evening culminating in the apparent OD of Reed Wakefield and their cowardly flight from responsibility. The druggy night, celebrities running off and not even calling 911 to get basic medical aid for a companion-that was shocking and sensational by itself. Cassidy had plenty of fireworks right there to guarantee a best seller plus create devastating legal and financial ramifications for all concerned. But the gossip writer took that expose and shouldered it to the next level. And that level was murder.
Her key was the concierge. Popular with hotel guests, not just for his service but his discretion, Derek Snow was a handler of sorts in his own right. Jess Ripton knew the story of his shooting by Soleil Gray, and therefore saw Derek as a man who took his money and kept his mouth shut. So when Snow came back up to the hotel room from delivering Toby and Soleil to the street, Jess Ripton had reasonable expectation that, for an agreeable sum, Derek Snow would pretend like that night never happened. And Snow, upon accepting the terms, assured The Firewall he needn't worry about him.
When the slim man in the Western wear arrived to assist with the cleaning, Ripton reinforced the need for silence by having the man from Texas plainly threaten to find him wherever he hid and kill him if he talked.
Things got more dicey when the Texan opened his black bag and took out a stethoscope. Derek was in the living room, wiping down knobs and switches with some special wipes they'd given him, when he heard the cowboy's voice from the bedroom say, "Shit, Jess, this man's still alive."
The concierge said at that point he almost fled the room to call 911. But he was frightened by the chilling threat from the Texan and so he didn't. Derek Snow continued his fingerprint wipe-down but moved closer to the bedroom door. He looked in once, and they almost saw him so he stayed back, positioning himself so that he was hidden but could see their reflection in the vanity mirror in the bedroom.
He said they spoke quietly but that he definitely heard Ripton say to the other man, "Do something about him." Tex asked him if he was sure and Ripton said he didn't want Wakefield delirious in some ER telling cops or paramedics what happened and who he was with. "Put the fucker down."
At that, the other guy took some squeeze bottles and vials out of his bag. After he forced some pills down Wakefield's throat, he began spraying large amounts of something into his nose. Then the Texan got out his stethoscope again and listened for a long time. Derek was afraid of getting caught by them, so he moved away to the far side of the living room with a fresh wipe and looked busy. It was quiet in there for a long time, until he heard movement and Ripton say, "Well?" and the other man said, "Put a fork in him, he's done." When they came back out into the living room, the concierge pretended he didn't know what had happened and just kept cleaning. All Ripton said was "Nice job. Do the TV remote once more and then you can go."
What made Derek Snow talk to Cassidy Towne was his guilt. He was no angel; he took her money just as he had taken Ripton's. But sharing with the gossip columnist the details of what really happened, which was the murder of Reed Wakefield, became for Derek a quest for absolution. He said he was afraid of the Texan, who had said he would kill him, but he was more afraid of living his life burdened by his own complicity.
Snow also told Cassidy how painfully difficult it was for him to not be truthful with Soleil Gray, who had begun to call him regularly and sob about her guilt over the responsibility she bore for her ex-fiance's OD. He saw her descending deeper and deeper into an abyss. He said to Cassidy that when she was done with him for her book, he might contact Soleil and tell her the truth. Towne begged him to wait and he said he would. But not forever. Soleil's pain only added more weight to his own guilt.
Rook asked Nikki, "Do you think that's why Derek was calling Soleil that night when she got that call at Brooklyn Diner?"
"I had the same thought," Heat said. "It was the same night Cassidy Towne was killed. I'll bet Derek spotted Rance Wolf snooping around for him and tried to tell Soleil before it was too late."
"Which it probably was," said Ochoa.
"It's sad," said Nikki. "Soleil not only never got to hear the truth from Derek Snow, but the manuscript she stole was missing the last chapter so that everything she read up to that was an indictment of her behavior, feeding her guilt."
Rook nodded. "The double tragedy for her was that she died not knowing she was off the hook for Reed's death."
Ochoa eyed his partner. "What's got you all twisted up in yourself?"
"What makes you think that?" said Raley.
"Hey, I know you, you're like my wife."
"You mean 'cause I'm not sleeping with you, either?"
"Funny. I mean I know you. What is it?"
Raley said, "OK, about Soleil Gray… If Jess Ripton was running all this-I mean the killings-whether it's on Toby's behalf or his own, then how did she figure in? I mean besides being paranoid and guilty about the night of the OD."
Heat said, "Knowing what we know now, I don't think she was involved at all with Ripton or Wolf or Toby. At least not as part of any of the killings."
"And yet she did mug Perkins to get that manuscript," said Raley. "Are you saying she did that coincidentally?"
"No, not coincidentally, simultaneously. There's a difference."
Rook took another pull of his beer. "Well, then what made her suddenly decide to do that?"
"I have an idea," said Nikki. She got off the bar stool and stretched. "I'll let you know if I'm right tomorrow. After I have a talk with somebody in the morning." Something was different when Nikki Heat walked along West 82nd from the precinct the next morning. In the distance she detected a low droning sound she hadn't heard in over a week. As she got nearer to Amsterdam, a modest cough of diesel smoke rose and the droning became a brief roar that stopped with the hiss and squeal of air brakes as a city garbage truck came to a halt. Two sanitation workers hopped off and attacked the hill of refuse accumulated there from the strike. First one car and then another pulled up behind the trash truck as it idled, temporarily blocking the street while the men tossed black and green plastic bags into the rear loader. As she walked past, Heat could hear a driver curse through the rolled-up window of his blocked car and shout, "Come on!" Nikki smiled. The garbage strike was over, and now New Yorkers could be frustrated by something else.
It was five after eight. Cafe Lalo had just opened and Petar had been the first one there, waiting for her under one of the large European art posters in the back corner against the brick wall. He gave her a hug. "I'm glad we could do this," he said.
"Yeah, me too." She sat across from him at the white marble table.
"This spot OK?" he asked. "They gave me my choice, but I didn't want to be near the windows. Garbage strike is over and the diesel fumes are back. Man."
"Yes, the trash fumes were so much better."
"Touche, Nikki. I keep forgetting it's always half-full for you."
"Well, at least half the time, it is."
When the waitress came, Nikki said she only wanted a latte, nothing to eat. Petar closed his menu and said to make it two. "You're not hungry?"
"I have to be back at work soon."
A knot of disappointment formed between his brows, but he didn't express it. Instead he soldiered on with his agenda. "You know this is the place they filmed You've Got Mail?" Out of nowhere, You've Got Penis popped into Nikki's head, and an unbidden smile opened up her face.
"What?" said Petar.
"Nothing. I think I'm still a bit on the fried side from yesterday is all."
"Where's my head?" he said. "I didn't ask how that's all going."
"It's not so easy, to be honest, but fine." She didn't tell him about her evening ordeal at Rook's loft, but he went right to it.
"It's all over this morning about Toby Mills and Jess Ripton and that other guy. Were you part of any of that?"
Their lattes came, and Nikki waited for the waitress to go before she answered. "Petar, I don't think this is going to be happening for us."
He put down his spoon and gave her a puzzled look. "It's because I'm pressing you, I'm pushing too hard again?"
She had made up her mind to have this conversation, however difficult, and ignored her coffee. "It's not about that. Yes, you are… unwavering in your interest."
"Is it because of the writer? You are an item with Jameson Rook?"
He gave her an opening and she seized it. "No, this won't work because I'm not sure I can trust you."
"What? Nikki…"
"Let me help you. I've been trying to figure out how Soleil Gray got it in her head to go after Cassidy Towne's book editor." Petar immediately shifted. She could hear a small crack from the stress he put on his bistro chair. When he settled himself, she continued. "That all came on the heels of Soleil's visit to your show. The same night you told me about Cassidy's book."
"You're a friend, of course I told you."
"But you didn't tell me all of it. You didn't tell me who Cassidy was going to expose. But you knew, didn't you? You knew because it wasn't the publisher who told you, it was your mentor. Cassidy Towne told you, didn't she? Maybe not all of it but parts, am I right?" He looked away. "And you told Soleil Gray about it. That's what made her go after the editor to get the manuscript. How else would she know? Tell me it isn't so."
Other customers were coming in, so he leaned forward over the table to lower his voice, which was shaky and hoarse. "After what happened to Cassidy, I thought I should tell Soleil. To warn her."
"Maybe. But you were also star kissing. I'm sure you didn't know what she was going to do, but you couldn't resist working the favor bank. That's how it goes, isn't it? And then you pump me a little, and then details about me showing Soleil autopsy photos at Later On end up in print." She paused. "Please tell me you aren't The Stinger."
"Me? No."
"But you know her."
"Him. Yeah."
Heat made sure she had his full attention before she said, "Petar, I don't know what happened to you, maybe it was there in you all along and that's why we split."
"I'm just trying to do the job, Nikki, I'm not a bad person."
Nikki studied him and said, "No, I don't believe you are. I just find you to be a bit morally vague."
Heat put money on the table for her drink and left.
As she crossed to the door, she flashed back to almost ten years ago, the last time she'd walked out on Petar. That time it was on a winter night in a coffeehouse in the West Village and a Bob Dylan song was playing on some rafter speakers. The song came back to her now, echoing her sentiments just as it did then. "Don't Think Twice, It's All Right."
Still steeped in Dylan's blameless melancholy about relationships, Nikki paused on the top step outside Lalo to button her brown leather jacket for the short walk to work. In front of a diner up the street, she saw her friend Lauren Parry getting out of a taxi. Heat was about to call out to her but stopped when she spotted Detective Ochoa getting out of the cab behind her and rushing ahead to get the front door for her. With an exaggerated flourish, he swept his arm, gesturing Lauren inside, and the couple entered laughing for their breakfast date. Or perhaps, thought Nikki, their morning-after brunch. The sight of the two made her forget Dylan for the moment. She breathed in the crisp autumn air and thought-or at least hoped-that maybe once in a while it was better than just all right. When she stepped down to the sidewalk, Heat paused again, recalling how this was the exact spot where she had encountered the coyote days before. Nikki let her eyes roam the street, running that slide show in her mind.
Then she saw it.
The coyote wasn't where it had been before. This time it was at a distance, sniffing the sidewalk up at the corner of Broadway where the trash had just been collected. She watched it lower its head to the concrete and lick a patch. She continued to watch it silently, and yet part of her wanted to call out a "Hey" or perhaps whistle just to get a reaction. Or to make the connection.
As she was having these thoughts, the animal raised its head. And looked right at her.
The two of them stood there watching each other from a block away. Its narrow face was too far off to make out detail, but in its matted coat and chunky fur Heat could read the story of the week it had had, pursued by copters and cameras. Its head rose a little higher to stare at her, and in that moment she stood naked to its eyes. Then it folded its ears back, and from that gesture Heat felt a sense of what she could only describe as the kinship between two beings that had endured a week out of their element.
She raised her hand tentatively to wave. As she brought it up, a car drove down the street, passing the animal, blocking it for a second from her view.
When the car passed, the coyote was gone.
Nikki lowered her hand and started off back to the precinct. At the corner of Amsterdam, waiting to cross, she looked back the other way just to check, but it was still gone. She understood why. They both knew the need to find cover. That night Nikki let herself into her apartment, where Rook sat at the dining table with his work spread out. "How's the article coming?"
"What? No 'Honey, I'm home'?"
"Never," she said as she went over to stand behind his chair and lace her arms around his neck.
"I knew if I came here I wouldn't get any work done." And then he tilted his face to hers and they kissed.
She moved into the kitchen and called out to him while she fished two beers out of the fridge. "You could always go back to your loft and draw your inspiration from writing at an actual crime scene."
"No, thanks. I'll go back there after the hazmat cleanup tomorrow." He took one of the bottles from her and they clinked. "A double killing is going to wreak havoc on my resale value. I wonder if I have to declare."
"Like you'll ever sell that place," she said.
"Listen, sorry about you and Petar."
She finished a sip of beer and shrugged. "It happens. Sadly, but it happens," she said, keeping it half-full, as ever. "I was hoping we could be friends."
"Yeah, me too."
"Liar."
Rook reflected on what he had unearthed about Petar's smuggling and his jail time, but instead he looked at her and smiled. "I dunno. Seemed like an OK guy."
"Pants on fire," she said as she moved into the living room.
"Hey, where are you going? I was just about to make my move."
She settled onto the couch and said, "You make your move onto that keyboard. Let's hear some clicking over there, Mr. Rook. I want all the Nikki Heats off the newsstands now."
He typed a bit and then said, "You don't feel neglected?"
"No, you go on, I'll just be reading."
"Anything good?"
"Hm," she said, "it's all right, I suppose. Something called Her Endless Knight." Rook was already up and out of his chair on his way to her before she could add, "By Victoria St. Clair."
"What do you mean 'It's all right'? That's quality fiction, professionally written."
He sat beside her and she opened to a page, reciting, " 'Her need for him was met in the sanctuary of his long arms and broad shoulders as he enveloped her in the coach.' " She set the book on her lap. "Not terrible."
"I can do better on the next one," Rook said. "All I need is a little inspiration."
"Oh, yeah?"
"Yeah."
Heat put the book on the floor and drew him on top of her, letting herself fall backward onto the couch. Rook kissed her and she rose to him. They tasted each other passionately and deeply. As he began to explore her with his hands, Nikki gave him a simmering look and said, "Go ahead. Rip my bodice."