Necessity

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Not too fast. Keep it slow and steady. Can’t afford to lose footing in this treacherous water …

The flood buffets the side of the Jeep, rocking it. She fights the wheel, pulling back to the right, struggling against the Jeep’s desire to slide away with the current. It feels as if the bottom is hard and flat-possibly a sunken paved bridge but certainly it was never intended for use at flood stage.

The baby is caterwauling herself hoarse; her face has gone red, splotchy around the nose.

Her hand on the steering wheel is numb. Her arm is giving out.

Sorry Ellen but I need this other hand; just lie here in my lap and please don’t flail around so much.

Both hands on the wheel. Leaning her weight to the right-pulling the wheel-it’s so hard …

Please give me the strength to hold it straight.

Her foot. Cold. Wet…

There’s water coming up around her feet. Must be coming through holes in the floorboards.

The baby rolls off her lap onto the seat beside her and cries out. She can’t take her hand off the wheel. “Don’t move. Please, Ellen don’t move.”

The front wheels feel as if they’re sliding toward the edge. There’s something bearing down on the whitewater above her-a Goddamn tree limb or something. It looks big enough to slam us all the way around. Oh Christ …

The nose of the Jeep begins to rise. Lifting into shallower water it shakes free of the worst pressure of the current. The tree limb spins past behind her; she hears branches scrape across the back of the Jeep but she’s climbing onto the bank now and she reaches down with her right hand to hold the baby in place on the seat.

The wheels slither on the slick mud bank; they’re digging ruts in the earth but soon they’ve pawed the loose mud away and they’re down to thick root systems. These give purchase and the Jeep heaves itself up onto solid ground.

The hiking trail curves away through another hedgerow. She drives right along, not even slowing down for a look back until she’s into the trees. Then she stops the Jeep, picks up the baby and holds her in her arms while she looks in the mirror for the first time.

The Bronco is back there on the far side of the stream. Stopped. A man gets out of the passenger seat and walks forward to look at the crossing. He’s wearing a checked shirt and jeans.

The shadows are tricky under those trees but it’s Bert.

He has a rifle.

Cradling the baby, crooning, caressing, she stares into the mirror and thinks about picking up the revolver and shooting the son of a bitch where he stands but in the end she just puts it in gear and drives on. Past the row of trees the trail meanders along the edge of a field and decants her onto a graded dirt road. She thrusts the clutch to the floor and pulls levers and hopes she’s done it right; she starts up the road and is pleased not to hear any longer the meshing protesting whine of the low range. The Jeep goes properly up through the gears and she’s doing a good clip by the time she passes the first house on the hill.

We could stop and go in there and ask for help but in the first place we might not get it and in the second place I’m committing a felony and I doubt we’d get a whole lot of sympathy from the police.

She’s looking in the mirror. No sign of the Bronco yet. But Bert won’t give up and go back. She has no doubt they’re horsing it across the stream right now. If they don’t capsize they’ll be right after her.

And for certain they’ve put out a call on the CB radio. Wherever this road comes out into the world there’s likely to be someone waiting for us.

Charlie, you son of a bitch, what a mess you’ve left us in!