I don’t think I’m going to be able to write much more of this diary. I don’t find it easy, putting all these words together, and anyway, what’s the point? Who will ever read it? Richard thought it was a good idea but really it just fills in time.
I can’t believe we’ve finally made it to Macau. Jamie is asleep, worn out with jet lag after another flight across the world, and Richard is in a room next door. In an hour’s time, we’re going to meet a man called Han Shan-tung who can help us get into Hong Kong. We’ve waited almost a week for him to turn up and I just hope that we haven’t been wasting our time. We have no idea at all what’s been happening to Scarlett, whether she is even alive or dead. Harry Foster, the Australian newspaper man who was at the meeting of the Nexus, sent someone to meet her – an assistant from his office. Maybe he managed to track her down but we never heard. The assistant went missing… presumed dead.
The Old Ones are there, waiting for me to arrive. In a way, it’s extraordinary that they’ve managed to keep themselves hidden, but that has always been their way. When I was in Yorkshire, they worked through Jayne Deverill and the villagers who lived at Lesser Mailing. In Peru, it was Diego Salamanda. Now it’s Nightrise. They like people to do their dirty work for them and when war finally breaks out, as I know it must, my guess is that they won’t reveal themselves until the end. And by then it will be too late. They will have won.
Maybe the five days we had in London were worth it after all. Jamie enjoyed himself, seeing all the sights, and in the end I enjoyed being with him. Buckingham Palace, the London Eye, Harrods, the London Dungeon. Richard kept us busy, maybe because he wanted to keep our minds off what lay ahead. We also spoke to Pedro and Scott in Vilcabamba, talking on the satellite phone. Pedro is worried about Scott. He still seems far away, as if he isn’t even on our side. I know he’s angry that I separated him from Jamie, but I still think it was a good idea. He isn’t ready yet.
And then the flight. London to Singapore, followed by Singapore to Macau. I’m too tired to sleep. When I’ve finished this, I’ll have another shower. A cold one, this time. Maybe it will wake me up.
I don’t know what to make of Macau. If anyone had asked me about it six months ago, I wouldn’t even have been able to point to it on a map. I hadn’t heard of it. As it turns out, it’s a chunk of land, just ten miles from one end to the other. And it’s packed with some of the weirdest buildings I’ve ever seen. Take the ferry terminal. If you’re coming in from Hong Kong on the jet-foil, it’s the first building you’ll see and you’d have thought they could have made it a bit welcoming. It’s not. It’s a slab of white concrete, surrounded by flyovers. It’s drab and ugly.
But then you come to the casinos and you think you must have landed on another planet. Macau makes its money out of gambling… horse racing, greyhound racing, blackjack and roulette. The casinos look like nothing I’ve ever seen before. One of them is all gold, like a piece of metal bent in the middle. There’s another one like a sort of crazy birthday cake. The biggest and the most spectacular reminded me of a giant flower. It was five times taller than anything else in the city. I got a crick in my neck trying to see the top.
The old part of Macau was better. Richard told me that it had once belonged to the Portuguese and he pointed out their influence in some of the palaces with their pillars, arcades and balconies jutting out over the street. But it was still a bit of a dog’s dinner. The traffic and the crowds were Chinese. The older buildings seemed to be in better condition than the new ones, which were all dirty and falling down. The Portuguese had built pretty squares and fountains. Then the Chinese had come along and added casinos, shops and blocks of flats, forty or fifty floors high. And now they were all stuck next to each other, like quarrelling neighbours.
Jamie was disappointed too. “I once read a book about China,” he told me. “It was in the house when we were in Salt Lake City. I never read very much, but it had dragons and magicians and I thought it must be a really cool place. I guess the book was wrong…”
We were met at the airport by a young Chinese guy who was carrying a big bunch of white flowers. That was a bit weird, but it was the signal we had been given so we would recognize him. He dumped them straight away. There was a Rolls Royce parked outside, numberplate HST 1. I noticed that it had been parked in a NO WAITING zone but nobody had given it a ticket. So that told me something about Han Shan-tung. He likes to show off.
The journey from the airport took about half an hour. It was pouring with rain, which certainly didn’t make Macau look any better. Fortunately, it eased off a little by the time we arrived here.
And where are we now?
The driver stopped in front of a wide flight of stairs which climbed up between two old-looking walls that had been painted yellow. The steps were decorated with a black and white mosaic and there were miniature palms growing in neat beds along the side. There were clumps of trees behind the walls. They were still in leaf, filling the sky and blocking out any sight of the shops and apartments. It was like walking through a park. The driver got out of the car and signalled for us to follow him. We grabbed our bags and went about half-way up the stairs until we came to a metal gate that swung open as we approached.
It wasn’t a park on the other side. It was a private garden with a courtyard, a marble fountain that had been switched off and, beyond, a really amazing house built in a Spanish style. The house was painted yellow, like the wall, with green shutters on the windows and a balcony on the first floor. It looked a bit like an embassy, somewhere you weren’t normally allowed. The house seemed to belong to its own world. It was right in the middle of Macau and yet somehow it was outside it.
“Quite a place,” Richard said.
The driver gestured and we went in.
The front door also opened as we walked towards it. A woman was waiting for us on the other side. She was some sort of servant, dressed in a long, black dress with a grey shirt buttoned up to the neck. She bowed and smiled.
“Welcome to the home of Mr Shan-tung. I hope you had a good journey. Please, will you come this way? I will take you to your rooms. Mr Shan-tung invites you to join him for dinner at eight o’clock.”
It was one of the most beautiful houses I had ever seen. Everything was very simple but somehow arranged for maximum effect so that a single vase on a shelf, sitting under a spotlight, somehow let you know that it was Ming or something and probably worth a million pounds. The floors were polished wood, the ceilings double height, the walls clean and white. As we went upstairs, we passed paintings by Chinese artists. They were very simple and clean and they probably cost a fortune too.
We all had bedrooms looking out over the garden, on the same floor; Jamie and me sharing, Richard on his own. The beds had already been turned down with sheets that looked brand new. There was a TV and a fridge filled with Coke and fruit juice. It was like being in a five star hotel, but (as Richard said) hopefully without the bill.
We were all dirty and tired after so much travelling and Jamie and I tossed a coin to see who got to shower first. I won and stood naked in a cubicle that would have been big enough to sleep in, with steaming water jetting at me from nine directions. There were towelling robes to put on when we came out. Jamie went next. He was asleep before he was even dry.
I would have liked to have slept.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the library that I visited. Did I make the right decision? I didn’t read the book and I’m beginning to wish I had. Right now I’m just a forty-five minute journey away from Hong Kong and I have no idea what I will find there. The book would have told me. It might have warned me not to go.
But it might also have told me when and how my life will end – and who would want to read that?
It makes me think of a computer game that I used to play when I was living in Ipswich. It was an adventure, a series of puzzles that took you through a whole set of different worlds. Shortly after I met Kelvin, he showed me how to download a cheat. It gave me all the answers. It took away the mystery. Suddenly I knew everything I wanted – but here’s the strange thing. I never played the game again. I just wasn’t interested.
Why did the Librarian show it to me? What was the point he was trying to make? And for that matter, who was he? He never even told me his name. When I think about it, the dreamworld really annoys me. It’s supposed to help us but all it ever gives us is puzzles and clues. I know that it’s important to what’s going to happen, that it’s there for a reason. One day, perhaps, I’ll find out what that reason is.
I’ve written enough. It’s twenty to eight. Time to wake Jamie and to meet our host. Han Shan-tung.
Hong Kong is waiting for us. It’s out there in the darkness, but I can feel it calling.
Very soon now, I will arrive.