My flight from Florida to New Mexico came with a small drawback. In the past I’d managed to take my gun on to flights with me. On a number of occasions I’d used fake air marshal documents and on the others I’d been given special dispensation by the government, but neither was the case this time. Grabbing the first available flight, I hadn’t had the time to organise anything. I was licensed to carry a firearm in Florida, but that didn’t extend beyond the state line, so I had to lock my SIG in the trunk of my Audi when parking it at Panama City. I hadn’t even brought a knife along with me. I felt naked without them.
I had to rectify that situation, because, despite what I’d said to Jameson Walker and to Rink, I had the horrible feeling that I might need a weapon before I was finished. On occasion our mutual friend, Harvey Lucas, had supplied both Rink and me with weaponry, as Harvey had a network of contacts throughout the States, but they tended to be specialist firearms. Knives were easy to come by, but I’d have felt much better getting my hands on a gun.
There wasn’t much call for hunting supplies in that corner of Gallup, but I found a pawn shop where I picked up a sturdy lock-knife with a five-inch blade. Folded, it fit neatly into my jeans pocket. The shop also had guns, but the owner was adamant that he’d have to fill in the obligatory paperwork and I’d get the gun I wanted after a few days. That didn’t work for me, so I left with only the knife.
I headed out on Route 66, making steady progress for Arizona. By then the sun was setting and I drove towards a horizon that was on fire, while behind me it was inky black. There was no moon out, but the stars were vivid sparks in the heavens. As I drove, the rail tracks paralleled the road for a while and I had a freight train keeping me company. The clatter of the wheels had a lulling effect. I found a radio station playing old-school country, and, though it wasn’t to my particular taste, I allowed Patsy Cline and Hank Williams to drown out the railroad sounds. Mesas and cliffs built around me, monoliths of red stone that glowed like old blood under my headlights. Somewhere along the way I crossed the state border and pushed on through Lupton and a proliferation of signs indicating I was now in Navajo country. There was even a sprawling trading post set against a cliff-side pocked with caverns and cave art depicted in stark turquoise lit with spotlights. I considered pulling over, to see the sights as Jay and Nicole would have, but decided against it and continued to the junction with state highway 77 where I angled north for the Painted Desert.
A couple of miles into the desert there was a truck stop and I pulled in. It didn’t look the kind of place where the girls would have felt safe; they would likely have continued up towards Indian Wells looking for somewhere more appealing. But it suited me fine. I wasn’t intimidated by the big rigs or the rough men that drove them; in fact, the rougher they were the better for me.
Inside the diner, I showed the photos of the girls to some of the staff, but I knew I was wasting my time. These were the night shift, and if by chance the girls had been through here, a different bunch of workers would’ve been on duty then.
An elderly Navajo guy I found leaning on a broom in the washroom said, ‘Good luck, man, but you’re wasting your breath round here. People like me, well, we keep our noses outta other people’s business.’
‘Even if that means not helping someone?’
‘Some people just can’t be helped.’
At my bemused expression, he led me back out of the foyer and indicated a noticeboard tacked to a post. On it were upward of ten curling Missing Persons posters. Barring one which depicted a middle-aged white man, all the others were of females ranging from thirteen up to sixty-three years of age.
‘We get lotsa those things turnin’ up,’ the old man said, tapping the board with his broom. ‘Not so sure any of them missin’ folks get found, though.’ He glanced at the ground, ran the bristles of the brush through the dirt. ‘Not alive anyways.’
Thanking the old man for his candour, I went back inside and ordered coffee and a supper of cold meat and cheese. Sitting at a corner table, picking at the food, I thought about the old man’s words. In a country as immense as the US, tens of thousands of people went missing every year. I didn’t know the statistics, but there had to be a fraction of them that were never found again. Talking fractions kind of minimised the seriousness, because when you converted it to percentages then you suddenly had a very real figure. If one in ten never turned up again, then the number truly became shocking. People would disappear for many reasons, many of them innocent enough, but then there were the horrifying realities of kidnap, murder and abduction. How many of those who disappeared under those circumstances ever returned home to their loved ones?
I still entertained the notion that Jay and Nicole were simply enjoying their freedom and soon enough Jameson Walker would inform me he’d received word from them, but that could prove to be wishful thinking. No, on seeing those weathered posters, it had sunk an icy talon into my guts, focusing my mind on the urgency of finding them. The police speak about the forty-eight-hour rule: if a person who’s been abducted isn’t found before that time elapses, then tracking them down becomes very difficult indeed. Truth was, I’d already gone beyond forty-eight hours and was rapidly approaching the next marker. It was often believed that if abductees hadn’t turned up within seventy-two hours, then you could expect only to find a corpse.
Sitting there, eating and swilling down coffee, I felt guilty. But I wasn’t wasting time, I was watching, waiting for the correct moment to move. A good mix of people came into the restaurant, truckers, road workers, business people, the occasional family, but none of them were giving off the vibe I was seeking. I ordered more coffee and waited.
My second coffee had become a muddy pool in the bottom of my mug by the time I saw some likely contenders stride in. There were three of them, two men and one woman, all of them high. The two men were rednecks, while the woman looked like she might have a little Navajo blood running through her veins, though I could have been wrong. She didn’t look like one of the noble savages of myth; she was pie-faced, with spindly limbs, and she tottered on red high heels. What made me think she might be of Native American ancestry was the dusky cast of her skin and the proud hawk-like nose. Nothing else about her was proud, in fact she looked like a skank. So for that matter did her male friends.
They sat in a booth, demanding the waitress who couldn’t get away from them fast enough. The noise of their raucous laughter was harsh and aggressive, and I noticed that some of those customers nearest to them moved away or left the establishment altogether. I ordered a fresh coffee. Then I waited a bit more.
Some time later, the woman got up and headed for the washroom. I let her go. The two rednecks paid their bill as noisily as they did everything else and went outside. I placed dollars on my table and followed them. As I left, I caught a glimpse of the old Navajo guy with the broom. He was just finishing a cigarette which he doused under his boot heel before flicking it into a dustpan with his brush. He looked once at me, then over at the two rednecks making their way across the parking lot to a souped-up first generation Camaro that was older than I was. He shook his head slowly as he mouthed something to me. ‘Good luck,’ I believe he said. Then, true to his word, he paid me no further heed and went off to find somewhere else to sneak a cigarette.
One of the rednecks, a tall, skinny man with short cropped dark hair and moustache, leaned on the hood of the Camaro while his shorter friend decided to relieve himself against the kerb. Across the lot, a couple of truckers moved for their big rigs and one of them hooted at the pissing guy. The redneck hollered wordlessly, then wagged his penis at the men. All three laughed loudly. Scumbags, the lot of them. I moved towards the Camaro, casting an approving eye over it as it glistened redly under sodium lamps.
The man leaning on the hood watched me approach. He wasn’t concerned. I was a lone man, my attention definitely on the car, and it was probably something he was used to.
‘Is that a nineteen sixty-seven first gen?’ I asked.
‘Sixty-eight, buddy,’ he corrected me, like I was about a million years out.
‘Wow,’ I said, leaning down to inspect the front grille, ‘you don’t see too many of these beauties these days. Not in this condition. Did you renovate it yourself?’
‘It belongs to my bro,’ he said, with a tip of his head to the stockier man. The other was just zipping up as he walked over. I grinned at him.
‘Man, I’d shake your hand,’ I said, nodding down at his fly, ‘but not yet, eh?’
‘What do you drive, buddy?’ The tall one asked, as he plucked an insect from his moustache and flicked it away.
‘Nothing as beautiful as a first gen.’ I jerked a thumb across the lot to where my GMC was parked. While I did so, I checked that their lady friend was still inside the building. Yes, she was a skank, but that didn’t mean I’d changed my opinion of the way women should be treated. I didn’t want her around if things turned awkward — a real possibility if I’d misread these men. Moving around the Camaro, I peered inside, not interested in it, but in what extras I might see. ‘I think we’re guys of a like mind. We have the same kind of tastes?’
The men shared a glance, then studied me keenly. They were probably deciding if they’d heard right and were trying to make me as a cop. My English accent would throw them off that line faster than anything.
‘You buying?’ the first man asked.
‘Depends on what you’re selling.’
‘Just grass, man.’
I shook my head. ‘I’m not talking drugs.’
A quizzical look shot between them.
‘I’ve a little problem to deal with, but I don’t have the tools for the job.’ I was being purposefully vague, hoping that they would offer the conclusion. If they were just low-end potheads, they were no good to me and I’d walk away.
‘What kind of problem?’ The stocky one had jammed his hands into the pockets of his jeans. No way was he carrying, and the manner in which he’d just compromised himself meant he was no immediate danger. Not a good sign, considering.
‘Personal problem.’ I just stood looking at them.
The taller man sucked his teeth, before jerking his head for me to follow him. To his friend he said, ‘Pop the trunk.’
The boot was full of junk, a toolbox, a blanket, and a spare tyre. The tall man dug around inside the toolbox, lifting out wrenches and hammers and placing them on the rolled blanket. From under the tools he pulled a bundle of rags, and even though there was a musty odour in general, I recognised the more familiar scent of gun oil. Taking a look over his shoulder, he checked that no one was spying on us. His action was the mark of an amateur, but it didn’t matter now. He unfurled the edges of the cloth and disclosed what lay within. It wasn’t a semi-auto handgun, the likes of which I usually carried, but a six-shot revolver, and a box of ammo stained dark with lubricant. It was a workhorse weapon, a Smith and Wesson, chambered for both .38 Special and .357 cartridges, and as good a gun as I could hope for. I leaned past the man and lifted the gun out of the rags, worked the cylinder, checked the piece over. ‘Is it clean?’
‘It hasn’t been used in a stick-up, if that’s what you’re gettin’ at?’
‘The serial number’s been filed off.’
‘Didn’t say it never would be.’ The guy gave me a shit-eating grin, playing the tough guy. He wasn’t the real deal. I considered taking the gun and the ammunition off him. I’d be doing a service, probably to him. During one of his highs he might shoot himself in the foot. But I was no thief. I peeled three hundred dollars off Jameson Walker’s roll. ‘That’s all I’m willing to pay. But that includes the shells.’
‘Three hundred? Damn, I’d throw the bitch in as well for that price.’
Recalling their girlfriend’s pie-dish face, her spindly legs and tottering gait, I declined politely. But that was the deal done. I wasn’t going to shake on it; they were drug-dealing arseholes, not the type I’d normally give the time of day. I took the gun, wrapped it in the cloth, stuffed the box of ammunition into my jacket pocket and then headed for the GMC.
Now that I’d prepared myself, the hunt was on. It was time to go find Jay and Nicole. Maybe I wouldn’t need the gun. But that was unlikely.