No Place for Heroes

26

THE LORENZA WHO came out of the doctor’s office was a completely different person than the one who had gone in just an hour before. He’s going to call you, he had assured her. And those words, which translated into the possibility of getting her son back, were enough to regain her trust in the human condition, giving her a backbone with which to stand tall, a head to decide and to act, and a heart not only for anguish but now also for courage. Her mother, her sister, and her brother-in-law took turns waiting by the telephone, which nevertheless did not ring that afternoon, nor that night, nor the following day or the one after that. Meanwhile there were a thousand tasks to perform. Lorenza accomplished them, one by one, following a list she had written up with the help of her sister. She worked on it coldly, systematically, analyzing and calculating, giving herself the order not to falter, and keeping her hopes focused on the conviction that sooner or later the telephone would offer up an Ariadne ball of thread that would lead her out of the labyrinth and to Mateo. Once she knew his whereabouts, she’d have to go get him alone. If Haddad was right, this was one of those battles you had to fight on your own. If Ramón’s weakness was his love for her, that would be the flank she would attack.

“The first thing I needed was money,” she told Mateo, “a lot of money, for the tickets, hotels, travel documents, contacts. And for other things, but basically those. Mamaíta was an angel. Strong and supportive, as she was anytime there was a crisis in the family. I told her how much money I was going to need and she found it right away and handed it to me. Then I had to take care of a bunch of legal matters that would help me if there was to be a custody fight. It was likely to happen, and being a foreigner, the law was not going to be on my side. I also had to get passports. My legal one and a fake one for you, in case Ramón decided to keep yours, plus two other sets of pictures of you, of me, names and nationalities changed and with all the necessary seals. Your father was an expert at falsifying papers and I wasn’t. But in Colombia it is as easy as pie to buy a passport. So all that on one end. Ah, and the suitcase. I found one with a double compartment. You should have seen this suitcase, Mateo, this was no toy, but a thing for professionals. So there, ready and sitting by the bed, I kept a suitcase with my clothes and extra clothes for you, because I knew you’d need them. And to top off our grand scheme, Guadalupe and I racked our brains for alternative escape routes out of Argentina, not only by air but also by land. Across the border into Chile or Uruguay, and finally across the border into Brazil. That, plus the contacts at different points, friends who were willing to help. It was a well-planned operation. I had learned something from my clandestine meanderings in the resistance.”

All this would only work if Mateo was indeed in Argentina, which was only a guess. But the signs pointing to it were plenty. First of all, it was obvious that Ramón would want to return to his own country, where he would be the local and she the foreigner. Second, Ramón had asked her to pack cold-weather clothes for the boy, and though many parts of the world were getting ready for summer, in Argentina it was the start of winter. Third, Haddad thought that if Ramón’s goal was to win her back, he was going to do it on his own territory. In Colombia, things had gone so badly for them that the relationship had shattered. But in Argentina, they had been in love. It was likely that he would want to lead her to the place where they had been happy.

“Smart guy, that Haddad,” Mateo said.

“Yes, but another assumption came into play there, that Ramón’s letter was a love letter.”

“And if it was a love letter, why set up such a Mission Impossible to save me?”

“That’s the thing, kiddo, his letter might have been about love, but his actions were acts of war.”

“Great way to put it, Lolé, I’m really liking this movie.”

“Wait, now is when it gets ugly.”