On a Wicked Dawn

Chapter 6

More than enough torture. He doubted she realized the effect she had on him, especially when he had her under his hands, his to do with as he pleased. He had absolutely no intention of telling her, or of letting her guess.

He wasn't that foolish.

Inwardly wincing at the memory of what had transpired the last time he'd uttered that word, he watched his torment trip down Lady Hammond's dance floor in a country dance. Her partner was Cranwell; ever since Lady Orcott's ball five nights ago, Cranwell and the others with whom she'd flirted had grown overtly attentive. They were watching to see if he'd lose interest and walk away, then they'd pounce.

Stifling a dismissive humph, he focused on Amelia. She was enjoying herself as she always did these days — bright-eyed and expectant, anticipating the moment when he'd whisk her off somewhere private, and they would grab as many minutes of illicit indulgence as they could.

Compounding frustration wasn't his idea of fun, yet he wasn't about to invite another display of her talents like the one she'd staged at the Orcotts'. He'd capitulated as soon as he'd realized she'd found a real chink in his armor and taken the necessary steps to deal with her, albeit under duress.

Subsequently, he'd accepted that he had, at least in part, to dance to her tune. By letting her believe he was, he remained in control of their interludes, specifically how far those interludes went.

Which, thus far, was no further than at Lady Orcott's.

Self-preservation was a wise and sensible goal.

Feminine fingers touched his sleeve; knowing who it was, he turned, drawing his mother's hand into the crook of his arm.

She smiled. "Come, my son — let's stroll a little way."

He raised his brows faintly but complied; simultaneously, he scanned the room, checking on Emily, Anne, and Fiona. Amelia might claim the best part of his attention, but he hadn't forgotten his responsibilities.

"No, no — they're well. Indeed, very creditably engaged. It's you — and the lady you've been watching — I wanted to speak with you about."

"Oh? Why?"

"I've been approached by no less than three of the senior hostesses, as well as any number of the lesser gossips. Speculation is rising that the relationship that in the past existed between you and Amelia has undergone a fundamental transformation."

His lips twitched; that was an accurate way of describing it. "On what evidence do the good ladies base such speculation?"

"It's been noted that you're both spending an unusual amount of time together, that you, especially, have gone out of your way to facilitate that, and, of course, it's been noted that you both have a tendency to disappear from the central venue, to return within a reasonable time, admittedly, yet that frequent fact is viewed with suspicion."

"That sounds as it should at this point." Luc glanced at Minerva. "What have you said?"

She opened her eyes wide. "Why, that you've known each other for years and have always been close."

He nodded. "It's possible you might actually start wondering yourself…"

Minerva raised her brows. "Just what date are you aiming for?"

There was a note in her voice that had him temporizing, "Well, not just me—"

"Luc." Minerva fixed him with a straight look. "When?"

He knew when to capitulate; he'd had recent practice. "About the end of the month."

"And the ceremony?"

He set his jaw. "By the end of the month."

Her eyes opened wide, then a thoughtful expression swept her face. "Ah. I see. That does explain a few things." She re-focused on his face, then patted his arm. "Very well. At least I now know what to expect — and how to manage the gossips. You may leave them to me."

"Thank you."

She caught his eye, then smiled and shook her head. "You'll go your own road, I know, but beware, my son. Marriage for you will not be as easy as you think."

Still smiling, she left him. Luc watched her go, a frown in his eyes, one question in his mind. Why?

Women. A necessary evil, or so he'd come to accept. He could define precisely what the necessary parts were. As for the rest, one simply had to learn to deal with them — it was that or be driven insane.

To enliven the next day, they'd organized a picnic at Merton. A picnic — he knew what that meant. Bucolic delights — like rocky or marshy ground, or trees with unhelpfully rough bark, or inquisitive ducks — all obstacles he'd met with in his callow youth.

He was long past those days — long past picnics.

"I'll take a decent chaise in a conservatory any day."

"What was that?"

He glanced at Amelia, beside him on the curricle's seat. "Nothing. Just muttering."

Amelia grinned and looked ahead. "I haven't been to Cousin Georgina's in years."

She was looking forward to it, to the chance of spending more than a few rushed minutes with Luc. She wanted — very definitely — to take their interaction further, to learn more of the magic he conjured, to wallow in the sensations he knew so well how to invoke. Ultimately, to travel further down their road and visit the next temple.

Since Lady Orcott's dim corridor, progress had been minimal, primarily due to lack of time. At least, that's how it seemed, although in truth, she never had the slightest idea of time passing once Luc's lips were on hers.

Let alone his hands on her body, clothed or otherwise.

Nevertheless, she'd learned one or two things. Such as, despite the fact he physically desired her, that iron will of his stubbornly intervened and left him firmly in control, not just of her but of himself, too. Even when he'd reduced her to a gasping, witless, boneless heap, he could still hear and function as if he were merely out riding. Indeed, that was a very apt analogy — he loved riding, but never lost control.

Undermining that control, seeing him in the throes of a passion as hot and mindless as what he induced in her, was a very tempting proposition.

She glanced at him, studied the strong line of his jaw, then smiled and looked ahead.

The drive leading to Georgina's villa lay around the next bend. Luc turned the curricle in between the gateposts; the drive led to a circular court before the villa's front door.

Georgina was waiting to greet them. "My dears." She enveloped Amelia in a scented embrace and kissed her cheek. Then she smiled, and gave Luc her hand. "The last time you were here, you fell out of the plum tree. Luckily, you didn't break any bones."

Luc straightened from his bow. "Did I break any branches?"

"No, but you did eat a great many of the plums."

Amelia slipped her arm in Georgina's. "The others are following in the carriages. Can we help with anything?"

The answer was no, so they sat outside on the terrace and sipped cool drinks until the others arrived. As well as Luc's sisters and Fiona, and Minerva and Louise to keep Georgina company, young Lord Kirkpatrick and two of his friends had been invited, along with Reggie, and Amelia's brother Simon. And three of their cousins, Heather, Eliza, and Angelica, together with a few of their friends.

The carriages rolled up, the occupants joined them on the shady terrace, and the picnic party swelled to a sizable group, full of laughing, chattering good cheer.

Luc viewed the gathering with mixed feelings. He was thankful his two youngest sisters, Portia and Penelope, had remained at home in Rutlandshire. They hadn't come to London with the family primarily because of the cost; after his recent windfall, he'd toyed with the idea of sending for them, but at fourteen and thirteen, they were supposed to be attending their lessons. Penelope would be, her nose buried in some tome, but on a day like this, Portia would be out with his prize pack of hounds. If they'd been here, at this party, he'd have been forced to keep a strict eye on them both — and endure their incessant and often pointed teasing. Just as well those two sharp-eyed nuisances were safely far away.

"Luc?"

Amelia's voice drew him back to Merton; he blinked, and saw her silhouetted against the glare of the sunlight washing over the lawns. She was wearing a thin muslin gown, perfect for the warm day; the bright light behind her turned the fabric translucent, revealing the shapely curve of one breast, the indentation of her waist made all the more definite by the delectable swell of her hips, followed by the long, slender lines of her legs.

He had to draw breath before he succeeded in dragging his gaze back up to her face. She tilted her head, studying him, a light smile on her lips. She gestured with a plate. "Come and eat."

With a nod, he got to his feet — slowly — using the instant to shackle his hunger, sudden, rampant, unexpectedly vital. He hadn't realized it had grown to this extent, to the point where its spurs had real bite, driving him to seize.

He joined her; to her right lay the open doors to a dining parlor where a feast was spread. Many of the company were filling their plates, chattering incessantly; others, plates in their hands, were heading out to the chairs and tables assembled on the lawn.

Relieving Amelia of the plate, he met her gaze, blue eyes wondering. With his other hand, he caught her fingers, raised them and pressed his lips to the tips. Let her, but only her, see the real nature of his hunger in his eyes.

Hers widened. Before she could say anything, he lowered her hand, and turned her to the table. "So what's the most delectable delight?"

Her lips twitched, but she calmly informed him the stuffed vine leaves were particularly good.

They filled their plates, then joined the others on the lawns. The next hour sped by in easy converse. Good company, excellent food, fine wine, and a bright summer day; there were no jealousies or tensions in the group — they all relaxed and enjoyed the occasion.

Eventually, their appetite for food sated, the younger crew — all bar the older ladies, Luc, Amelia, and Reggie — decided on an expedition to the nearby river. A walk through the gardens joined a country path to the riverbank; Simon, Heather, Eliza, and Angelica all knew the way. The party rose in a flurry of pastel muslin flounces and frilled parasols, the young gentlemen eagerly assisting.

"No need to rush," Louise advised them. "We've hours before we need to leave."

Smiling, Minerva nodded her own permission.

Most set off in close file through the gardens; Heather and Eliza descended on Reggie.

"Do come along — we want to hear all about Lady Moffat's wig."

"Did it really fly off at Ascot?"

Always ready to gossip, Reggie allowed himself to be led away.

Luc raised a brow at Amelia. "Shall we?"

She raised a brow back, a speculative gleam in her eye. "I suspect we should, don't you?"

He rose and drew out her chair. Neither of them had any intention of walking as far as the river, yet with every evidence of reluctantly doing their duty and watching over their juniors — who in this company needed no watching — they ambled, side by side, in the group's wake.

They left the lawns behind; when the gardens hid the house from view, Luc paused on a crest in the walk. Ahead, the others straggled in groups of three and four, stretching away toward the golden fields and the distant green ribbon of the river.

Simon's voice reached them; he and Angelica were debating the likelihood of again meeting a family of fierce ducks encountered on their last visit.

Luc glanced at Amelia, waiting beside him. "Do you want to see the river, complete with ducks?"

Her lips curved. "I've seen it all before."

"In that case, which way is the orchard? Maybe we can identify the tree I fell out of on my last visit?"

She waved to another path, leading to the left a little way along. "At the very least, the plums will be ripe."

He stepped off the main walk in her wake. "It isn't plums I'm thinking of tasting."

She threw him a haughty, challenging glance, and forged on.

He smiled, and followed.

The orchard was a seducer's delight — large old trees heavily in leaf surrounded by a high stone wall, it was far enough from the house to ensure privacy, uphill and far enough from the path to the river to make it highly unlikely any of the others would come that way.

Once beneath the trees, they were all but invisible to anyone outside the orchard. Amelia had been right; the plums were ripe. Reaching up, Luc plucked a plump one. He saw Amelia glance his way; he handed it to her, then searched and found another for himself.

"Hmm — delicious."

He looked at Amelia as he bit in; she was right again — the sun-warmed fruit was heavenly. Eyes closed in appreciation, she swallowed; red plum juice stained her lips.

Opening her eyes, she took another bite. The juice overran her lip, one drop trickling down from the corner.

He reached out and caught the drop on his fingertip. She blinked, focused — then leaned forward and took the tip of his finger between her lips, and sucked lightly.

His lungs — all of him — seized; for one instant, he was blind. Then he blinked, hauled in a breath, managed to lower his hand — and saw, beyond her, the orchard's crowning glory, at least for their purpose.

A small summerhouse, it had clearly been placed in the center of the orchard to capitalize on the privacy. The orchard was on a slope, so the summerhouse had views over the distant fields and river, but the trees all around ensured no one could see in.

Many of Merton's villas had been built by gentlemen for their mistresses; Luc was only too ready to exploit someone else's good planning, especially as he doubted he could keep his hands off his fair companion for much longer, and although the grass beneath the trees grew lush and thick, and little fruit had thus far fallen, grass stains on a lady's gown was a telltale sign.

He gestured to the summerhouse. He didn't have to say anything — she was as eager as he. Turning, she led the way. Lifting her skirts, she climbed the three shallow steps, then smiled and went forward, swinging around to sit on the heavily padded sofa placed to enjoy the view.

She looked up at him, a gentle curve to her lips, a questioning, challenging lift to her brows. He paused in the archway for only a second, then strolled forward and joined her.

Not as she'd been expecting. He didn't sit beside her, but placed one knee on the cushions, leaned over her and, one hand framing her face, tipping it up, set his lips to hers.

He was in no mood for polite playing, for pretending to a distance that no longer existed between them. One thing their shared kisses over the past five days had wrought was the dropping of certain barriers; her lips, and she, were his whenever he wished. He knew it; so did she.

She responded ardently, as she always did. Her lips parted beneath his, inviting him in, welcoming and warm. She tasted of plum, rich and sweet; he plundered and drank, easing down to the cushions, his hip beside hers.

Her arms twining about his neck, she leaned back against the cushioned arm, back against the arm he slid around her. They were both hungry, frustratingly starved; there was no reason they couldn't now feast.

For long moments they did simply that, appeasing the appetites evoked but left unfulfilled through the preceding days. But that wasn't enough to slake his hunger. Or hers.

He was so caught in the kiss, in the honeyed splendor of her mouth, he didn't realize she'd — once again — taken the lead. Taken it upon herself to open his shirt and lay his chest bare. A fleeting moment of coolness was the only warning he had before her palms made contact — and shook him to his soul.

He drew back from the kiss, struggling to breathe, distracted, his senses caught by the sensate thrill of her bold and brazen exploration.

Her touch was not shy but avid — greedy as she spread her fingers wide and flexed them, pressing into the wide muscle banding his chest, then sliding up, then across, possessively tracing as if he were a slave she now owned.

For one instant, held in thrall, he wondered if that were true.

Then he caught his breath, and took advantage of her distraction to reassert control, to drag his mind free from the drugging delight of her touch. Slipping free the buttons of her straining bodice, he laid bare the firm mounds he'd grown quite familiar with, but only in dim light. He paused, took a moment to savor their perfection, the translucent skin, the blue veins beneath, the pale rose of her lightly puckered nipples. He blew on one, and watched it tighten, then bent his head and feasted some more.

Her breath catching on a gasp as he rasped one sensitive bud, Amelia let her head fall back, one hand still splayed on his chest, the fingers of the other sunk in his black hair. Eyes closed, lips parted as she struggled to breathe, she gloried in the no-longer-novel sensations, delighted in the simple intimacy, now a familiar delight, and waited, expectant, excited — fascinated — for more.

His hot mouth moved over her breasts, aching and swollen, nipples excruciatingly tight. Heat welled within her, grew and swelled until it demanded release.

She shifted restlessly beneath him, waiting, wanting…

When she could wait no more, she drew her hand from his chest, searched and caught his wrist, tugged his hand from her breast, insistently drew it down to her stomach. She didn't need to give him further directions; his fingers tensed, kneaded lightly, then slid farther down to touch her as he had before, teasing the fine curls beneath her gown.

Combined with the play of his lips, mouth, and tongue on her breasts, the tantalizing caress of his fingertips was… more than pleasant. But there was still more — more that she'd yet to experience; she knew it, and wanted it — now.

Especially as her nerves were growing tighter, tenser, coiling in some indefinable way… until she ached. Yearned.

She lifted her hips, deliberately forcing his fingers deeper between her thighs.

He glanced up from ministering to her breasts; his eyes glinted darkly.

She caught his gaze. "More." When he didn't immediately comply, she insisted, "I know there's more. Show me. Now."

There was something going on behind those dark devil's eyes; despite the light, they seemed almost black. Quite impenetrable.

Then he raised one brow; he shifted, deserting her breasts to lean over her once more.

"If you insist."

The growl feathered her lips in the instant before he took her mouth again. She hadn't been expecting it, didn't have a chance to brace herself against the sudden onslaught. Not physical but sensual, a powerful tide that whirled her wits away, that left her incapable of doing anything beyond feeling and reacting.

Beyond sensing the altered tenor of the kiss, the shift that had left him blatantly dominant, seizing and claiming as he wished. Each deep slow thrust had her shuddering, yet in a different way; the shift of his coat and shirt against her bare breasts was a new sensation. Then he angled his chest, pressing close for an instant, and the intervening fabric was gone, pushed aside. The heat of his chest, the crinkly, raspy black curls met her swollen breasts.

Sensation speared through her; he shifted again and the peaks of her breasts turned fiery with delight, one step away from pain as he deliberately abraded them.

It was then she felt his hand on her thigh, and realized he'd flipped up her skirts. Cool air touched her calves but she cared not at all, her every sense intent on the gentle caress of his fingertips upward along her inner thigh.

He touched her curls and she shivered; he ran one fingertip down through them, and her nerves leapt. Then his lips firmed, and he drew her back into the kiss; she tried to resist, to let her mind follow his fingertips instead, but he ruthlessly captured every last shred of her awareness and anchored them, her, in the passionate engagement of their lips and tongues, the increasingly intimate merging of their mouths.

When he finally allowed her to resurface, not completely but just enough to sense again, her thighs were parted, his hand was between, his fingertips sliding over heated flesh that was swollen and quite wet.

It was a shocking discovery, one of dizzying delight. He didn't release her lips, but kept her with him in the kiss while his fingers played. But it wasn't just play; beneath the drugging sensuality, the consistent delight, lay a possessive-ness, a primitive drive that she sensed despite his efforts to disguise it. To keep it veiled, concealed — hidden.

It was there in the tension that held him, that locked his muscles and left him rigid. There in the heavy weight of his erection against her thigh, in the steely power in his hand as he parted her folds and caressed her. She sensed it in the building heat he held back from her, kept screened from her, as if to protect her from the flames. Flames he was accustomed to dealing with, but which she had yet to experience.

If the choice had been hers, she would have asked for the flames — they beckoned with an addictive glory. But she could do no more than accept what he gave her, take what he offered — what he allowed.

She was too desperate to argue, too caught in the sensual web he'd woven. She needed more. Now. He seemed to understand. He parted her slick folds and opened her, gently probed the entrance to her body until she thought she'd scream, then slowly, boldly, slid one long finger into her.

In some dim part of her brain, she'd expected the penetration to ease her need, and for some few minutes it did. But then the subtle friction of that probing finger, sliding languidly back and forth, ignited another want, another need — one even more desperate than the last.

He purposely built it, stoked it, until she was clinging, her nails sinking into his arms, her body arching under his. A captive, certainly, one ready to yield, to surrender.

And she did.

The implosion of sensation, the sudden release, the tide of sensual heat that engulfed her, took her unawareness, caught her up, whirled her high, into some sensual heaven.

The ease, the physical peace that suffused her, was unfamiliar, yet she embraced it eagerly and relaxed in his arms, only dimly aware when he withdrew his hand and flipped her skirts down.

His lips remained on hers, hard, too knowing, yet the heat was dying; she could sense him bringing the barriers down, shutting her off completely from the furnace and the flames.

When he finally lifted his head, she was waiting. Raising one hand, she speared her fingers through his hair, and held him near. Forced her weighted lids to rise, studied his eyes.

Even from this close, she couldn't read them.

"Why did you stop?" His gaze dropped to her lips; she tightened her hold on his hair. "And if you mention time or timing, I'll scream."

His lips curved, then he met her eyes. "Not time. Temples." He put out his tongue and ran the tip along her lower lip. "We haven't reached that temple yet."

She didn't take his explanation well, but grudgingly forebore to argue; she seemed to have accepted that at least in this arena, she couldn't dictate to him.

The afternoon was mild; they had plenty of time. He slumped back and rearranged her so she lay atop him, her back to his chest, cradled in his arms as her skin cooled and her wits lazily drifted. A moment of blessed peace he seized for himself. Placed as she was, she couldn't see his face — couldn't see the glances he slanted at hers.

He was trying to regain his bearings, and didn't want her to know he'd lost them. Didn't want her to guess, as she might if she saw him looking uncertain, that he was ever so slightly at sea.

Even on this sea, one he'd successfully navigated more times than he could count.

Women, the having of them, had never truly mattered — not in any specific way — in the past. He'd assumed having Amelia would be, if not precisely the same, then not seriously different.

Yet the blind need that had gripped him only moments past was new. Blind lust, blind desire — those he was familiar with — but blind need? That was something else. Something that had never before afflicted him. He couldn't logically explain why the need to possess her and only her had suddenly become so acute. So absolutely necessary.

He didn't know how deep this unfamiliar emotion ran. He didn't know if he could control it — or if, ultimately, it would control him.

That thought left him wary, even more wary than before, yet as the minutes ticked past and the afternoon waned, the soft warm body, so elementally feminine, in his arms, in spite of all, soothed him.

She'd lost all physical distance; she was utterly content in his arms, even though her bodice was still open, her breasts delightfully exposed. He felt his lips curve; he definitely approved of her this way. The temptation to raise a hand to the soft mounds and play was real, yet… the end of the day was not that far away.

Eventually, they stirred and after righting their clothes, headed back to the villa. She led the way, as she so often did. Just before they reached the main walk, he stopped her; close behind her, he bent his head and pressed his lips briefly to the curve of her throat.

She said nothing, but looked around, her eyes meeting his as he straightened. Then she smiled — that odd, glorious, womanly smile that always left him suspicious — and blithely turned and headed on.

They reached the lawns a few minutes before the others straggled back, tired and weary but smiling. They all piled back into the carriages. Although the girls' chatter had died, Reggie begged for relief so Luc took him up behind them in his curricle. The faster equipage soon left the carriages far behind.

They were trotting into London when Reggie yawned and stirred. Luc grinned. "Did you hear anything worth learning?"

Reggie humphed. "Only some tale about a snuffbox gone missing at Lady Hammond's and some precious bud vase that Lady Orcott's misplaced. You know what it is, though — it's the end of the Season and things have got moved and people have forgotten where they put them."

Luc thought of his grandfather's inkstand. Reggie was undoubtedly right.