Evan woke up with a sense of peace for the first time in months. It had been eight days since Danika’s body had been discovered in the park, nearly six miles from where she’d been shot. The L.A. Times had reported on a gas explosion in the Downtown building, but there’d been no mention of a body — Danika White’s or Charles Van Sciver’s.
Someone had cleaned the location.
Either Van Sciver himself or, if he had in fact been killed, others in his orbit. They’d be searching for Evan.
And he’d be searching for them.
As he’d done first thing every morning and last thing every night, he reached for Slatcher’s slender silver case and put on the contact lens and fingernails.
He powered up the system and watched the cursor blink red, red, red.
No sign of Van Sciver.
After a full minute, moderately reassured, Evan put it away.
As he dressed, he thought about what was next. His missions as the Nowhere Man would certainly continue, but there were some complications he’d need to sidestep. His connection to Memo Vasquez was known, just like his connection to Morena Aguilar. The best thing he could do for them now was to never go near them again. Because of that, Evan would be identifying his next client himself.
But first perhaps he’d take a little break.
He drove to the hardware store and bought a few lengths of premium red oak, wood putty, and paint. Back in the Vault, he watched Castle Heights’ internal surveillance cameras, waiting for Ida Rosenbaum to emerge for her post-breakfast walk. Then he headed down to Condo 6G.
Once he’d finished, he spent the rest of his morning driving his circuit of safe houses, altering the autolighting schedule, clearing junk mail, checking the upkeep of his stashed backup vehicles.
The southbound 405 looked like a parking lot, so he detoured to take a canyon route back over the hill. Twenty minutes later he was inside Wally’s Wine & Spirits, perusing the offerings. A single bottle of Kauffman Luxury Vintage vodka remained.
A point-of-purchase spin rack on the counter held reading glasses, corkscrews, and bottle openers. Waiting to be rung up, Evan gave it a little twirl. Coming into view, a pack of Muppets-themed Band-Aids.
“Sir? Sir? Sir?”
He looked up.
Peering over her spectacles, the clerk pointed at the bottle. “Will that be all?”
“Yes,” he said. “That’s all.”
When he got home, he pulled in to the porte cochere. “Wow, Mr. Smoak,” the valet said, eagerly scrambling for the keys. “You’re actually gonna let me park your truck?”
“Just don’t run anyone over,” Evan said, and the kid grinned.
Inside, Hugh Walters, crowned with a Santa hat, finished trimming the lobby tree. From his high ladder perch, he lowered a bagel on top in place of an angel. Seeing Evan, he shrugged. “It is L.A.,” he remarked.
Over at the bank of mailboxes, Johnny Middleton turned to offer a too-vigorous high five. Ever since they’d faced down the brothers together, his attempts at bonding had intensified. Feeling vaguely foolish, Evan returned the high five and checked his mail.
Inside, a rectangular box from GenYouration Labs.
He’d been waiting on it.
He opened the package and read a bit as he strolled to the elevator. “Twenty-first floor, please,” he called out to the security desk.
“Yes, Mr. Smoak.”
Evan paused. “And happy holidays, Joaquin.”
“You, too.”
Evan climbed in. As the doors slid shut, a wizened hand slithered through the gap and clicked the bumpers, knocking them apart. Mrs. Rosenbaum got in. Leaning back, she studied him.
“Healing up from your motorcycle accident, I see.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
“My Herb, may he rest in peace, always said he’d lock our children up in the basement before he’d let them get on a motorcycle.”
“Your kids were lucky to have you.”
She made a muffled sound of agreement. They rode up a few floors in silence.
“That good-for-nothing manager finally got around to fixing my doorframe this morning. Can you believe it?”
“That must make you happy.”
“I suppose he just wanted to get it out of the way so he could tell everyone he did it this year.” They reached the sixth floor, and she plodded out. “Well, good-bye, then.”
At the twelfth floor, Evan exited and headed down the corridor. As he passed 12F, he sensed an eavesdropping eye at the peephole. “Afternoon, Your Honor.”
Pat Johnson’s muffled voice came through the door. “Afternoon.”
Evan paused outside the last door in the hall. From inside he could hear raised voices: “You gotta let me stay up till midnight. We have to watch the thingy in New York.”
“That’s on at nine here.”
“They rerun it! And I wanna see fireworks. How ’bout we watch half?”
“I don’t negotiate with terrorists!”
Evan knocked.
A few footsteps, and then Mia’s face appeared, split by the security chain. She drew her head back slightly. “Evan?”
“I have a late Christmas gift for Peter. Or, I guess, a good-bye gift. Like we discussed, I won’t come by anymore after this.”
“Oh,” she said. “Okay.”
The door closed, the chain lifted, and then she stepped back and let him in.
“Your eye,” she said. “What h—” Her hands came up, palms out. “Wait. Never mind. Nothing.”
He smiled. Given even the little she knew about him, he should have packed up and left Castle Heights by now. But he hadn’t. By staying put he had accepted back into his life the faintest sliver of trust.
From over on the couch, Peter waved, and Evan walked toward him. Mia returned to the kitchen, giving them some space.
Evan crouched before him, and Peter clicked off the TV. Evan held up the thick folder from GenYouration Labs. “Do you know what this is?”
“Dinosaur DNA?”
“Close. It’s your DNA.” Evan opened the printed report. “You’re fifty-eight percent Mediterranean, thirty-one percent Northern European, and eleven percent Southwest Asian.”
“Asian!”
“Yeah. Look here.”
Peter sat at the edge of the cushion, captivated. “Cool.”
“Very cool. Your earliest ancestor migrated out of Africa sixty-five thousand years ago, crossing the Red Sea into the Arabian Peninsula. His people were nomadic hunters, with tools and weapons. Unafraid to face new lands and challenges.” Evan turned the page. “When drought hit, your ancestors chased herds of wild game through modern-day Iran to the steppes of Central Asia.”
“What’s a steppe?”
“Big flat grasslands,” Evan said. “They’re beautiful.” He turned the paper sideways. “Look at this map here. See how your people migrated up through Europe? They were big-game hunters.”
“Whoa.”
“Whoa is right.” Evan flipped through the colored pages. “Then there’s an Ice Age and more migrations, and you have a strain in you from agriculturalists of the Fertile Crescent. But you can read all this yourself.” He handed over the report. “You said you wanted to know where you came from.”
“Thanks. I love it. Mom said you’re not gonna be around much.”
The sentences, strung together as if they were of a piece. Maybe they were.
“That’s right,” Evan said.
“She said I won’t understand till I’m older, but I think that’s just what grown-ups say when they don’t know what to do.”
“Grown-ups don’t know what to do more often than you might think.”
“That sucks,” he said. “It gets lonely sometimes. Being the only kid.”
Evan considered this. Then he said, “Someone very close to me taught me to build a space in my head. You can put whatever you want in there. You don’t have to let in anyone you don’t want to. But you can let in anyone you want.”
“Like Batman. Or Captain Jack Sparrow.”
“That’s right.”
“Or you.”
Evan nodded. “Or me.”
“Bye, Evan Smoak.”
“Bye, Peter Hall.”
Peter flipped to the beginning of his DNA report and started reading.
Evan stood and started for the door. Mia ducked down and peered out the pass-through at the paper bag in his hand. “Finally got that vodka, huh?”
“I did.”
“Ready to celebrate tonight?”
“A version of that.”
“Made your resolutions yet?” she asked.
“Not yet.”
“You don’t have much time.”
“No,” he said. “Guess not.” He paused. “Happy New Year, Mia.”
She brushed back her hair, bit her lip. “Happy New Year.”
That Post-it remained, stuck to the side of the pass-through right in front of him. “Treat yourself as if you were someone you are responsible for helping.”
Evan wondered if maybe now he had an inkling of what that meant.
Once he got back upstairs, he worked out hard, then cleaned around his sutures. He took a hot shower and read for a while. Sometime before midnight he poured a few fingers of the Kauffman over ice. Standing behind the sunscreens, he let the vodka warm his mouth, his throat. Silky texture, clean aftertaste.
Sporadic fireworks ushered in the New Year, distant bursts on the horizon. Sipping his vodka, he watched the splendid cascades of fire and light. When nothing remained but the clinking of cubes, he rinsed out his glass in the kitchen sink.
A flash from the fireworks illuminated a child-size palm mark on the Sub-Zero. He pictured Peter the last time he was here, leaning against the fridge and huffing his breath to fog the stainless steel. Evan stepped to the side, bringing the handprint into relief.
He decided to leave it there.
He walked down the long hall, past the blank spot where the katana used to hang. After getting ready for bed, he sat on the edge of the Maglev platform and donned the high-def contact lens and radio-frequency-identification-tagged fingernails as he had each of the past nine nights.
The cursor blinked red, red, red.
Relieved, he peeled off the gear and put it in its silver case for the morning.
Turning off the light, he lay floating in the dark, detached from others, from the world, from the very floor beneath him. Adrift in the possibilities of a fresh year, he closed his eyes.
He counted down from ten and had just dozed off when a distinctive alarm sounded. Wearing a faint smile, he opened his eyes. Reaching across to the remote on his nightstand, he silenced the alarm. There was no need to check the monitors.
Rising, he clicked on the light and crossed to his window. Against the pane a balloon floated, bearing two words messily Magic Markered in a child’s hand.
NEXT TIME.
He opened the window, corralled the balloon inside, and cut the kite string with a replacement Strider knife, one that hadn’t yet been used to stab him. Letting the balloon bump along the ceiling, he got back into bed. Reaching to turn on the lights, he paused. His hand hovered over the silver case.
One more try.
He donned the gear again. The cursor appeared in its virtual float a few feet off his face. It blinked red, red—
Green.
Evan stared at the live connection for a few moments, his heart making itself known in his chest. He made no move to type, and no text appeared. Ten seconds passed, then thirty. Finally, with careful movements, he powered down the device. He removed the nails and the lens.
Carrying the silver case as gingerly as an explosive, he entombed it in the Vault and went to bed.