Path Of Stars

Chapter 15

Clear Sky glanced at the moon, not yet full in the indigo sky. Frost glittered on the branches as he padded through the dark woods.

Blossom walked beside him, her paws crunching leaves as they headed for the four trees hollow.

“Do you think Wind Runner will ask you to take in some rogues again?” Her breath billowed in the cold night air.

“I hope not.” Clear Sky fluffed out his pelt. Memories of One Eye pricked his conscience. He’d been a fool to trust that rogue, even if he was Star Flower’s father. He was determined to protect his group better this time.

Blossom sniffed. “Then why did she call this meeting?”

“She wants to hear how the groups are getting on with their new campmates.” It had been a quarter moon since Wind Runner had come to ask him to take in some of Slash’s followers. She had seemed irritated by his refusal to take any rogues off her paws. But he’d pointed out that he’d taken in a loner the night before—a tom called Red who’d turned up at the border, ruffled and frightened, claiming he’d been attacked by dogs in Twolegplace. Clear Sky assumed they were the same dogs that had gone on to attack the rogue camp. He’d been ready to send Red back to Twolegplace, but Star

Flower had insisted he let the skinny tom rest in their camp. Although Quick Water and Nettle had argued, still not ready to trust another rogue, the others had eventually voted them down based on Red’s condition. He was clearly underfed, with lumps of fur missing where the dogs had snapped at him.

When Wind Runner had come to ask him to take in more rogues, he’d said simply, “I have enough mouths to feed already.” It was true, after all. Clear Sky worried that Quick Water still nursed a lingering distrust of Star Flower and any other rogue cat. He sensed it best to limit the number of rogues he allowed into the group, lest Quick Water’s wariness spread.

He slowed where a fallen branch blocked their path and let Blossom leap it first. He jumped after her, his paws sliding on the icy leaves beyond. Perhaps he should have offered to take one of the rogues. Now that Slash had stopped stealing their food, the prey pile was tall enough to feed all his cats. Red had proven himself a good hunter and fed more than his own belly.

The musty scent of the four trees hollow touched Clear Sky’s nose. As they reached the rim, he paused and looked down.

Wind Runner was already pacing the clearing. Gray Wing sat and waited at the edge. River Ripple had brought Dappled Pelt with him. Tall Shadow sat beside them, while Pebble Heart sniffed curiously at the frost-wilted plants edging the slopes. Seeing Thunder’s orange pelt, pale in the moonlight, Clear Sky was surprised once again how broad the younger cat’s shoulders had grown. He still thought of his son as a young tom, feisty and argumentative. How mature he looked now.

Clear Sky shifted his paws guiltily. This past moon, Star Flower’s kits had shown him how close the bond between father and kit could be. He knew he should have handled his firstborn son better.

Instead of advising him, he’d reacted defensively to Thunder’s challenges, and criticized where he should have guided. Why did I waste my chance to be a father to him?

But as he watched Thunder lead Leaf across the clearing, stopping to speak with Wind Runner, his chest swelled with pride. Thunder had grown into a fine leader even without his guidance.

Why worry about the past? He could only change the future.

Clear Sky plunged down the slope, Blossom at his heels, and crashed through the bracken into the clearing. The other leaders turned as he raced through the moonlight. “Good evening!” He greeted them warmly. For the first time in a moon, he felt optimistic. Slash was gone; the groups were growing; prey was starting to creep from its burrows so that, once more, bellies were full.

Wind Runner eyed him darkly. “You seem pleased with yourself.”

Leaf snorted. “That’s because he didn’t take any of Slash’s rogues into his group.”

Clear Sky blinked in surprise. Why were they so resentful? Were the rogues causing trouble? “Is something wrong?”

Tall Shadow whisked her tail. “The groups are unsettled. You should try sleeping in a nest beside a cat who, half a moon ago, was stealing your prey.”

“It must be hard,” Clear Sky sympathized. “But they’re hunting for us, not stealing, now.”

River Ripple’s eyes shone in the moonlight. “Actually, Dawn and Moss are great hunters,” he reported. “They still haven’t learned to swim, but they’re trying. They’ll be catching fish in another moon.”

Gray Wing pricked his ears. “How are Pine and Drizzle?” he asked anxiously. “Have they settled in well?”

Dappled Pelt purred. “They’re like a pair of ducklings. They can’t wait to learn how to swim.”

Thunder blinked. “Surely they’re too young?”

River Ripple’s whiskers twitched. “They’re only allowed to paddle in the shallows for now. And there’s always someone with them. They can learn to swim as soon as they’re strong enough to ride the currents.”

Wind Runner’s tail twitched impatiently. “I’m pleased Dawn and Moss and their kits are adjusting to group life,” she muttered. “I just wish I could say the same about Fern, Willow, and Bee.”

Clear Sky noticed Gray Wing’s pelt ripple irritably. Was he annoyed with Wind Runner?

“They’re trying their best,” Gray Wing meowed sharply.

Wind Runner flashed him a look. “Slate says that Fern refuses to go into the warren.”

“So does Minnow,” Gray Wing reminded her. “Not every cat likes to hunt underground.”

Wind Runner ignored him. “And Minnow tells me Willow keeps getting lost in the heather. Every time she goes missing, we have to stop the hunt and send someone to find her.”

“Their trainers are working with them. Willow will learn the trails soon—”

Wind Runner cut him off. “Bee is the worst,” she snapped. “At least Fern and Willow are trying.

Reed tries to be nice, but I can see that Bee is lazy. She thinks being part of a group means having prey dropped at your paws. She doesn’t realize that the group only works if it works together.”

Tall Shadow nodded. “Juniper and Raven hunt, but only together. They won’t work with Jagged Peak and Holly, who are meant to train them. Even when I send them on a patrol with others, they go off by themselves.”

Clear Sky frowned. “They share their catch, though?” Worry wormed beneath his pelt. Were Slash’s campmates going to undermine the hard-won unity of the groups?

“They add what they catch to the prey pile,” Tall Shadow conceded. “But they eat by themselves, and they’ve made a nest as far from the others as they can.”

“It’s hardly surprising.” Thunder whisked his tail. “I saw what it was like in Slash’s camp. Slash starved his campmates. He ordered them to hurt one another. It will take a while for these rogues to trust that we are kinder.”

Leaf narrowed his eyes. “Is that why Ember goes hunting by himself?”

Thunder glanced at his campmate. “He doesn’t feel comfortable in a patrol yet,” he mewed defensively. And he won’t work with Cloud Spots at all, he added silently, remembering the tom’s refusal to be trained in the ways of the group.

Leaf grunted. “And he eats what he catches outside camp. I’ve never seen him add anything to the prey pile.”

Wind Runner shifted her paws. “These rogues live by a different code. They’ll never learn to live by ours. We share what we catch and we take care of one another. They don’t seem to understand that loyalty and sharing make us strong.”

Gray Wing raised his gaze to the star-specked sky. “We must be patient,” he murmured.

“Remember how long it took us to learn to work together. It’s only been a quarter moon since the rogues joined us. We must give them time.”

Warmth surged beneath Clear Sky’s pelt as he realized his brother was right. How kind and patient Gray Wing was.

Gray Wing went on. “Don’t forget, we’ve taken in new cats before,” he meowed. “You were a loner once, Wind Runner.” He dipped his head respectfully to the moor cat. “And you, Blossom.”

Clear Sky’s gaze flicked to the tortoiseshell. Surely they must remember what it was like to adjust to group life?

Leaf’s gaze glittered impatiently. “We may have been loners once, but we never hung out with cats like Slash. It’s hard to trust any cat who chose someone like that as a leader.”

Tall Shadow returned the forest cat’s gaze grimly. “It’s harder to trust cats who were thieves less than a moon ago.”

“Cats can change.” Clear Sky lifted his chin. Loving Star Flower and his kits had made him a different cat. She was One Eye’s daughter, and yet she was as good and loyal as any cat he knew.

Where a cat came from did not have to define who they now were. Surely kindness would change the rogues? “We should not judge them on what they used to do, but on what they decide to do now.”

Wind Runner snorted. “That’s easy for you to say, Clear Sky. You didn’t take in any of Slash’s cats.”

“I told you,” Clear Sky said, defending himself, “we had too many mouths to feed already.

Besides, it’s not like I’ve never taken in rogues.”

Leaf flattened an ear. “Like One Eye?” he muttered dryly.

Clear Sky fought back irritation. Would they ever let him forget his mistake? Would they have been able to predict how cruel and greedy One Eye would become? “Most of the time it turns out fine!” He nodded toward Blossom. “Blossom is a great campmate. Thorn, Nettle, Birch, and Alder are as loyal as any camp-born cat.”

Blossom puffed out her chest. “Our new campmate, Red, is a good hunter. He catches far more than he eats, and I trust him as much as any cat.”

Gray Wing blinked, surprise flashing in his eyes.

Thunder’s ears pricked. “Did you say Red?”

Clear Sky’s pelt pricked along his spine. “Yes,” he answered uneasily. “Why?”

Gray Wing blinked at them. “Red was one of Slash’s rogues.”

Shock flashed through Clear Sky’s pelt. He stared at Blossom. “Did you know that?”

She shook her head. “Red just said he’d been chased by dogs and needed somewhere safe to stay.

I thought he was from Twolegplace.”

Wind Runner’s eyes sparked with interest. “He lied to you.”

“He didn’t lie.” Clear Sky’s hackles lifted. “He never said he was from Twolegplace. Just that the dogs had chased him from there. We assumed it was his home.”

“And he didn’t correct you.” The moor cat padded closer. “Do you still trust him now?” Her gaze bored into Clear Sky’s.

Clear Sky looked away, anxiety pricking in his paws. He understood why Red had misled him.

The rogue must have guessed he’d be turned away if he confessed to being Slash’s campmate. And yet

Red had misled him. Was that trustworthy behavior?

River Ripple got to his paws. “It’s not surprising we are wary of our new campmates,” he meowed. “They have tried to hurt us in the past. But every cat makes mistakes. We all know how ruthless Slash is. He let Fern’s sister die. Can any of you be sure that, faced with such cruelty, you’d refuse to do something you’d regret?”

Wind Runner curled her lip. “I’d never steal!”

“Never? Not even to protect your kits?” Tall Shadow narrowed her eyes.

Clear Sky saw Gray Wing’s gaze flash toward him. “River Ripple is right,” Clear Sky meowed.

“When we’re frightened or angry, we make mistakes. But among good friends, we find the best in ourselves. Just being in the groups will change these rogues. I’m sure of it.”

But even as he spoke, his thoughts flicked to Red. He’d left the rogue in the camp. Fear prickled through his fur. A rogue was in the camp with his kits! He fought the urge to race home. He reminded himself of his own words: Thorn, Nettle, Birch, and Alder are as loyal as any camp-born cat. And yet panic sparked in his belly. What if Red was like One Eye? What if he turned the group against him? Would he drive him out? Would he harm Tiny Branch, Flower Foot, and Dew Petal?

“Clear Sky?” Gray Wing was staring at him anxiously. “Are you okay?”

Wind Runner interrupted before Clear Sky could answer. “He’s suddenly realized what it feels like to live with your enemy.”

Anger flared in Gray Wing’s eyes. “These cats asked us for help!” He glared at Wind Runner. “So what if they hate rabbit burrows, or get lost in the heather.” His glaze flashed to Leaf. “It might take a while before they feel like hunting in patrols or making nests beside cats they hardly know.” He turned to Tall Shadow. “They asked us for help, and if we think we are so much better than they are, we should set an example and help them!”

River Ripple lifted his chin. “We can earn these cats’ trust by trusting them. They came to us seeking safety, and we have given them that. Surely they will return our kindness with kindness of their own?”

Leaf huffed. “Do you think foxes would stop being foxes if we trusted them?”

“We’re not talking about foxes,” Clear Sky snapped. “We’re talking about cats.” And yet he couldn’t push from his mind the image of Red eyeing his kits as they played in the clearing. Could a rogue who’d concealed the truth ever be trusted?

River Ripple padded to the center of the clearing. “Clear Sky is right. If we want these rogues to live by our code, we must show them that our code makes life better. They must see that peace and sharing and honor are good for the group, and that what’s good for the group is good for the individual. We find trust in trusting, and learn kindness by being kind.”

Clear Sky steadied his breathing. Find trust in trusting. Red would be a good campmate, just like Blossom and Thorn and Nettle.

I only have to trust.

Thunder flicked his tail. “I know I can trust Violet. She’s happy and grateful to be part of my group. And I’m sure Ember will feel part of the group before long.”

Wind Runner frowned. “I hope you’re right.”

Pebble Heart lifted his tail. “No cat likes change, but change comes all the same. These cats may be a great gift to us.” He glanced at the sky as though hoping for a sign.

Clear Sky followed his gaze. It had been a long time since their ancestors had shared with them.

He wondered for a moment what Storm or Bright Stream thought of the rogues. Storm had visited him in a dream once and told him that she was glad he was with Star Flower. Her words had comforted him. Perhaps if she spoke to him now, she could tell him whether he could trust Red. But the stars glittered silently, and no ghostly figures flitted in the shadows of the clearing. “Let’s go home,” he suggested. The frost was hardening. He could feel it in his pelt.

“We’ve said all we need to say,” Gray Wing said, eyeing Wind Runner warily.

She fluffed out her fur. “I guess we might as well head for our nests. We’ll only freeze standing here.”

River Ripple licked his lips. “There’s a trout waiting for me back at camp.”

Dappled Pelt purred. “If the kits haven’t eaten it. They like fish more than mouse now.”

The cats began to head for the slopes. Clear Sky followed Blossom toward the edge of the clearing.

“Clear Sky?” Thunder called.

Clear Sky paused, puzzled, and looked over his shoulder.

Thunder was staring at him hopefully from the center while the others disappeared into the bracken.

“Go ahead without me.” Clear Sky nodded to Blossom. “Check on Star Flower and the kits and tell them I won’t be long.” Leaf nodded and ran off, and Clear Sky headed toward Thunder, curiosity pricking in his pelt. “What is it?”

Thunder’s eyes were dark. “I just wanted to warn you.”

Clear Sky stiffened.

“Red brought the pack of dogs into the rogues’ camp.” Thunder blinked at him.

Clear Sky’s heart quickened. Were Quick Water and Nettle right? “On purpose?”

“No. But it was a pretty dangerous mistake.” Thunder glanced anxiously toward the forest at the top of the slope. “Just keep an eye on him.”

Clear Sky shivered. “Thanks for letting me know.”

Thunder glanced away. “I’m not trying to stir up trouble.”

“Why would I think that?” Clear Sky blinked in surprise.

“We don’t always trust the same cats.” Thunder was avoiding his gaze.

Guilt jabbed Clear Sky’s belly. Thunder had once warned him not to trust Star Flower—though he’d had good reason. Star Flower had broken the young tom’s heart. Still, Clear Sky had lashed out at him. “We’ve had our differences,” he admitted. “But that’s been my fault. I should have been a better father to you.” He waited for Thunder to meet his gaze before going on. “My new kits have made me realize how much I failed you.”

“You didn’t fail me,” Thunder mumbled. “I guess I just wasn’t the son you wanted.”

“That’s not true!” Clear Sky’s mew thickened. He knew now with absolute clarity that Thunder had never been the problem. I was the one who was difficult. “I was just too thickheaded to realize how special you are. I’m proud of the cat you’ve become. I’m proud you’re my son, and I’m sorry I missed the chance to be a proper father to you.”

“Well, you can make up for that with your new family.” There was bitterness in Thunder’s mew.

“I love my new family,” Clear Sly admitted. “But they have helped me realize how much I love you. I’m just sorry I couldn’t show you that in the past.” He leaned closer to Thunder. “But I hope you will always come to me if you need help. I hope you will share your joy and worries with me, whatever they are. It’s too late for me to be the father you should have had. But I hope that one day I can become as important to you as Gray Wing.”

Wariness glimmered in Thunder’s gaze. For a moment, Clear Sky thought the young tom was going to tell him something meaningful. But Thunder just shrugged again.

“Thanks, Clear Sky,” he murmured, and turned away.

Clear Sky watched him head for the slope and duck into the bracken. He realized that Thunder wasn’t ready to confide in him. He might never be ready. Why should he be? Grief tugged at Clear Sky’s heart. He’d let his firstborn son down, and no matter how hard he tried, he could never make up for the precious moons he’d wasted. He headed toward his forest. He had failed with Thunder, but he was determined he would never let his new family down. They would always know that he loved them more than he loved his own life.