Ramage

Chapter 13

Next morning Ramage thought sleepily that he was be­ginning to be nervous about waking. The cot swung gently as the ship rolled, suspended at each end by ropes from eye-bolts in the deckhead above, and the creaking of the ship's timbers showed the Lively was under way with a fair breeze. Had they any prizes in company?

The ship stank: he'd been too tired to notice it last night, but the past few days spent out in the fresh air emphasized the extent and variety of unpleasant smells in a ship of war. From the bilges came the village pond stench of stagnant water, the last few inches in the bottom of the well that the pumps never sucked out, and which was a reservoir for all sorts of muck, from the mess made by the cows and pigs in the mangers forward to seepage from salt meat and beer casks. The gun­room itself reeked of damp woodwork and mildewed clothing, and was overfull of the thick atmosphere resulting from many men sleeping in a confined space which neither daylight nor fresh air penetrated.

A wash, shave, and something to eat and drink.

'Steward!' he called. 'Sentry! Pass the word for the gun­room steward.'

A moment later the steward knocked on the door. Since the cabin was one of a row of boxes formed by stretching painted canvas over wooden frames, and was five feet four inches high, six feet long and five feet wide, the knock was simply a courtesy.

'Sir?'

'Is the galley fire alight?'

'Yes, sir.'

'Right, hot water, soap and towel for washing; and please borrow a razor from one of the other officers. And some hot tea, if there is any. None of your baked breadcrumbs coffee.'

'Aye aye, sir.'

A few minutes later he was sitting at the gunroom table freshly washed and shaved, with half a pint of weak but almost scalding tea inside him. He was about to dress in his old clothes when the gunroom steward went to a cabin. After rummaging around he came out with a pair of white breeches, a shirt, waistcoat, jacket and various other oddments of clothing over his arm.

'Mr Dawlish told me to give you these, sir, so I can have a chance of cleaning up your clothes. And the Captain passed the word 'e wants to see you when you're ready, sir, but says it's not urgent.'

'Right. Thank Mr Dawlish and put the clothes in my cabin, please. Take my boots and give them a good blacking.'

The steward left and Ramage sat at the table for a minute or two, reading the names of the ship's officers over the cabin doors opening off each side of the gunroom. Apart from that of Jack Dawlish, he did not recognize any of them. The Marchesa was lying in a cot only a few feet away, one deck higher ... for a moment he felt guilty because he had given her hardly a thought since waking.

Lord Probus was in an amiable mood, standing on the wind­ward side of the quarter-deck and surveying his little wooden kingdom. The bright sun was blinding after the half darkness of the gunroom, and Ramage could see that towing astern of the Lively was the small brig he'd last seen at anchor in Santo Stefano.

'Did you sleep well?' asked Probus.

'Very well, sir, and too long, by the look of it.'

'You probably needed it. Now,' he said lowering his voice and glancing round to make sure no one else was within hear­ing, 'tell me more about this fellow Pisano.'

'Pisano, sir? There's nothing more to tell: you know he's the Marchesa's cousin--'

'Blast it, Ramage, don't back and fill like a bumboatman! Last night he made an official verbal complaint about you to me. He went on for hours, I might say. Now he's presented me with it in writing. And you haven't even mentioned the epi­sode.'

'There's not much to mention, sir. A question of his word against mine.'

'Well?' Probus asked, 'what's that got to do with it?'

'I believe Admiral Goddard is at Bastia...'

'Goddard? What's that got - oh, I see: for the court martial.'

‘Yes, sir.'

Probus tapped a foot on the deck. ‘Yes, he'll almost cer­tainly be there. But you were carrying out Sir John Jervis's orders, so your report will go to him. Anyway,' he said abruptly, as though he had just decided something, 'don't write anything until you've seen Pisano's complaint. I shan't show it to you, and you must word your report as if the com­plaint didn't exist. Only make sure you cover all the allegations he makes.'

'But how can I—'

'Come on,' interrupted Probus, pointing to the companionway, 'your protegee wants to see you.'

'How is she, sir? I'm afraid I dozed off last night before the Surgeon came down.'

'Judge for yourself,' Probus replied, knocking on the door.

She looked even smaller, even more frail in the cot: a delicately made and raven-haired doll in a shallow box. For­tunately Probus was a man of taste, and the sides of the cot and the quilt were covered in embroidered silk instead of scrubbed canvas. She was wearing a silk shirt as a nightdress and had made a brave attempt with one hand to tidy her hair - he was pleased she had kept to the style he had made for her on the beach, combing it to one side. A comb and ivory-backed brush were at the foot of the cot.

She held up her left hand, and Ramage raised it to his lips. Keep it formal, he warned himself, conscious that the worldly Probus was obviously curious about their relationship.

‘How are you, Madam?'

She looked happy enough.

'Much better, thank you, Lieutenant. The doctor is most encouraging: he tells Lord Probus that I shall have a small scar but no disability permanente.'

'Is that so, sir?'

He'd reacted too quickly and Probus would be quick to spot it....

'Yes, Ramage: our Sawbones, old Jessup, is a hard drinker and I expect his flow of blasphemy while treating her must have shocked the Marchesa; but he's a good surgeon for all that, and he says she'll be up and about in a couple of days.'

'I'm very glad, sir.'

'I'm sure you are,' Probus said dryly, adding hurriedly, 'we all are. But although we wish her a speedy recovery, we want an excuse to keep such a charming young lady on board for as long as possible—'

'Lord Probus is molto gentile,' Gianna said. 'I have given the Lieutenant much trouble, too.'

'No,' Probus said quickly, 'you have been no bother to any­one.'

Ramage was puzzled for a moment by the faint emphasis on 'you'.

‘Well,' said Probus, 'I have a lot to do: Mr Ramage, will you please go to my cabin in fifteen minutes' time and write your report: use my desk - I've left you pen, ink and papers. If you will excuse me, Madam?' he said to the girl, and left the cabin.

For a moment Ramage reflected: Probus said he could stay with Gianna for fifteen minutes: most considerate of him. But why make a point that he should use his desk? And he had left pen, ink and papers. Why papers, not paper?

'My Lord Probus is very simpatico,' Gianna said, breaking the silence. 'Allora, how are you, Commandante?' she asked with gentle mockery.

•No longer a commandante: just a tenente. But I slept for hours. Apart from your shoulder, Madam, how do you really feel?'

'Physically, very well, Tenente,' she said very formally and added with more than a hint of a blush:

'Nicholas, "Madam's" name is Gianna: have you forgotten? "Madam" makes me feel very old.'

When he made no reply - he was repeating 'Gianna' to him­self and marvelling at its musical sound - she said, rushing the words as if embarrassed at her boldness: 'Lieutenant! Repeat after me: "Gianna".'

' "Gee-ah-na",' he said dutifully, and they both laughed.

He pulled over a chair and sat by the cot. Momentarily he saw Ghiberti's 'Eve', naked and held by cherubs. One of the cherubs had its hand resting on her flat belly and, glancing at Gianna, he realized that she too was naked beneath a thin silk shirt, a quilt and a sheet. He could see the outline of her legs and then the curve of her thighs: they were as slim as those Ghiberti created. And there the cherub rested his hand: and her breasts, too, were as small as Eve's.

The Captain - he is an old friend?' she said calmly, and he flushed as he realized she had been watching his eyes.

'No - I've not met him before. What made you think that?' Silly question, but he could think only of her breasts. ...

'Well, he is friendly, and you call him "Sir" and not "My Lord" like everyone else, so I thought you must know each other.'

'No, there's another reason.'

'Secreti?' she asked cautiously.

He laughed. 'No, simply that I'm also a "Lord".'

'Yes, of course,' she said, her brow wrinkling. 'But that also puzzles me. The men in the boat - why did they not call you "My Lord"?'

'In the Service I do not use my title.'

'Would it be indiscreet to ask why? Because of your ...' she left the sentence unfinished, once again embarrassed at her boldness.

'No, not entirely because of my father. No - simply that I am a very junior lieutenant, and when the captain and officers are invited to dine on shore many hostesses are puzzled who has precedence at table - a junior lieutenant with a peerage, or a captain without one. If they choose the lieutenant, his captain can feel very insulted. So...'

'So it is more tactful to be just "Mister".'

'Exactly.'

She suddenly changed the subject. 'Have you talked with my cousin?'

'No - where is he?' Ramage realized he had not seen him since they came on board.

'He had a bed in the captain's dining-room,' she said.

'In the "coach".'

'Coach? Carrozza? The type with horses?'

'Are you going to be a sailor or a groom?' he asked teasingly. 'In a ship like this, the captain's quarters are called "The Cabin", but there are really three. The biggest one is aft, through that door, and runs the whole width of the ship, with all the windows in the stern. It's called "the great cabin", and the captain uses it during the day.

'This cabin is the "bed place", or sleeping cabin. The one your cousin occupies, next to this, is called "the coach". Some captains use it as a dining-room, others as an office.'

'I understand,' she said, and he realized they both felt strangers now they were in more formal surroundings. The neatness and polish of the captain's quarters, with its odd mix­ture of elegant and warlike furnishings - only a few feet away a black-barrelled 12-pounder cannon sat squat on its buff-coloured carriage, secured to the ship's side by heavy ropes and tackles - were far removed from the intimacy of an open boat. The orderliness forced on them a shyness which had previously been crowded out by the dangers of the first hectic hours of their meeting.

'Nicholas,' she said shyly, pronouncing it 'Nee-koh-lass', 'this is the first time in my adult life I've been alone in a room - or a cabin, for that matter! - with a young man who was not a servant or a member of my family....'

Before Ramage realized what he was doing, he knelt be­side the cot and kissed her full on the lips; and what seemed hours later, while they both stared as if seeing each other for the first time, she smiled and said, 'Now I know why always I had a chaperone...'

She raised her left hand and delicately traced the long scar on his forehead. 'How did this happen, Nico?'

Nico, he thought. The affectionate diminutive.

'A sword cut.'

'You were duelling!'

It was an accusation but - it seemed to him - an accusation revealing her alarm that he should have risked his life.

'No, I wasn't. I was boarding a French ship.'

Suddenly she remembered something: 'Your head! The wound on your head! Has it healed?'

'I think so.'

'Turn round.'

Obediently he turned and felt her hand gently moving his hair aside at the back of the scalp.

'Ow!'

'That did not hurt! The blood has dried in the hair. It did not really hurt, did it ?'

She sounded both doubtful and contrite and he wished he could see the expression on her face.

'No - I was teasing.'

'Well, keep still... yes, it is healing well. But you must wash away the blood. I wonder,' she added dreamily, 'if you will have no hair where the scar is, like a mule track through macchia?'

There was a knock at the door and he just had time to regain his seat before Lord Probus came in, although his sudden movement made the cot swing rather more than the ship's roll could account for.

'Come along, young man,' Probus said in mock severity, 'your fifteen minutes are up. The Surgeon says the Marchesa must rest.'

'Aye aye, sir.'

'But I have rested sufficiente,' the girl protested mischiev­ously. 'I enjoy having visitors.'

'Well, you'll have to make do with my poor company,' said Probus, 'because Mr Ramage has a report to write.'

In the great cabin Ramage found an elegantly carved desk, with an inlaid top set facing the stern lights. He sat down and looked out at the smooth wake the frigate was leaving across the surface of the almost harsh blue sea. The prize brig, sails furled on the yards, a white ensign over the Tricolor, was tow­ing astern. The cable, led out of one of the frigate's stern chase gun ports, made a long and graceful curve, its weight making it dip down into the sea before it rose up again to the brig's bow. Occasionally, as the brig yawed and took a sheer to larboard, or starboard, the extra strain flattened the curve, and Ramage could hear the grumbling of the tiller ropes running down to the deck below as the men at the wheel put the Lively's helm up or down, to counteract the cable's sudden tug.

Several miles beyond the brig was Argentario, distance and heat haze colouring it pearl-grey and smoothing the cliffs and peaks into rounded humps. The sun playing on the olive groves made them look like tiny inlaid squares of silver. The island of Giglio, a dozen miles nearer, was like a whale on the surface basking in the sun. Even closer, and farther to the right, Monte Cristo, with its sheer cliffs, sat like a big, rich brown cake on a vivid blue tablecloth.

Ramage reached for the quill and as he dipped it in the silver ink-well, saw a letter partly hidden under the sheets of blank paper. He was just going to put it to one side when he remem­bered Probus's curious phrase about not writing his report until he'd read Pisano's complaint.

Yes, it was from Pisano, written in a sprawling hand, each letter tumbling over its neighbour. So that was why Probus insisted he used the desk...

The wording of Pisano's complaint was difficult to under­stand: a combination of indignation and near-hysteria played havoc with both his English grammar and vocabulary. As he read it, Ramage realized the words were an echo of the tirade he had last heard - spoken in high-pitched Italian - on the beach at Cala Grande. The letter concluded first with a demand that Tenente Ramage should be severely (underlined three times) punished for cowardice and negligence; and secondly, with pious expressions of gratitude that God should have been merciful in rescuing them from Tenente Ramage's clutches and delivering them into the capable hands of Il Barone Probus.

Ramage put the letter down. He felt no anger or resentment, which surprised him. Just how did he feel? Hurt? No - you could be hurt only by someone you respected. Disgust? Yes, just plain straightforward and honest disgust: the same re­action as when you saw some drunken whore caressing a be­sotted seaman with one hand and stealing his money with the other. She would justify her behaviour by saying a girl had to eat and the sailor could afford the loss, forgetting he'd probably earned the money fighting in half a dozen actions, and for less than a pound a month.

Pisano obviously felt an urgent, overpowering need to save his own reputation, even if it cost a British officer's career; and his justifications would be that a Pisano's reputation and honour (bella figura, rather) were of far greater value. Yet, Ramage thought ironically, Pisano's honour was probably like the drunken whore's virginity — she'd lost it without regret at an early age, later sentimentally mourned it, and then for the sake of appearances declared daily she still had it in her possession.

Well, his own report had to be written. How much notice was Probus taking of Pisano's complaint? Or, more to the point, how much notice would Rear-Admiral Goddard, or Sir John Jervis take?

After signing his report, he folded it, tucked the left-hand edge of the paper into the right, and stuck down the flap with a red wafer which he took from an ivory box - he could not be bothered to send for a candle and use wax.

Returning to the smelly depths of the gunroom, he found Dawlish writing his report on the cutting-out expedition. After they exchanged news of their own activities since serving to­gether in the Superb, Ramage asked him about the attack on Santo Stefano.

'Simple,' said Dawlish. 'We were a little annoyed you didn't stay up to help us count our chickens! By the way, I hear you've been rescuing beautiful women from the clutches of the Corsican monster. What's she like?'

Remembering Dawlish's reputation as a womanizer, Ram­age said warily, 'Depends on what you call beautiful.'

'His Lordship seems impressed, and old Sawbones hasn't stopped talking about her.'

'Any female patient would make a change from a row of venereal seamen.'

'I suppose so,' said Dawlish, disappointment showing in his voice. 'But the chap with her - who's he?'

'A cousin, name of Pisano.'

'Well, you watch him: he had the old man up half the middle watch calling you every name under the sun.'

'I know.'

'Been misbehaving yourself?'

'No.'

'Kept calling you a coward.'

'Yes?'

'You're being very cagey, Nick.'

'So would you be! Don't forget I surrendered one of the King's ships - admittedly to a 74-gun Frenchman. But size doesn't matter: one Englishman equals three Frenchmen, so a frigate should deal with a French line-of-battle ship without inconvenience. And now I've got this damned fellow Pisano yapping at my heels. As if that isn't enough, I hear Goddard's at Bastia.'

'I know,' said Dawlish sympathetically. 'At least, he was when we left.'

When Dawlish went out, Ramage sat down at the gunroom table, thankful that the owners of the cabins on each side were busy about the ship: he was in no mood for questions.

Probus, Dawlish - both were sympathetic; neither tried to make light of the danger of Goddard's enmity and the con­sequences if he was still at Bastia when the Lively arrived in a few hours, since it would be his duty to order the trial.

The fact both Probus and Dawlish thought he was in a dangerous situation showed he was not being childish and worrying unnecessarily. Maybe he'd soon be regretting a shot from the Barras hadn't knocked his head off....

Ramage began to realize how lonely one was at a time like this, and began to understand better his father's cynicism: the old man had said that when trouble comes, friends melt into the shadows, unwilling to risk giving a hand, yet ashamed to admit it; making polite conversation, yet staying at arm's length.

And the enemies stayed in the shadows, too, using their circle of sycophants to do their dirty work for them.

Neither Probus nor Dawlish owed anything to Goddard's 'interest'; but that didn't mean either would risk Goddard's enmity: he was acknowledged as one of the Navy's most vin­dictive and politically powerful young flag officers. His power rested on the fact that his own and his wife's families, with their friends, controlled twenty or more votes in the House of Commons. In the last year or so, according to the gossip from London, Goddard had added another name to his list of enemies, that of Commodore Nelson, who seemed to be a pro­tege of Admiral Sir John Jervis and now an object of Goddard's jealousy. Did it mean Goddard and Jervis were enemies? Or likely to become so? Ramage thought not.

'Old Jarvie' was one of the few admirals who had taken a fair stand over his father's trial. He was not directly concerned in it, but apparently made no secret of his disapproval of the Ministry's behaviour.

Still, Ramage thought to himself, before Sir John reads my report - he was based at San Fiorenzo Bay, on the other side of Corsica, and would probably be at sea anyway - the trial will be over and sentence passed..,.

A midshipman was knocking on the gunroom door, as if for the third or fourth time.

'Captain's compliments, sir: the lady wishes you to visit her.'

He found Gianna propped up in the cot, leaning against a bank of cushions. She had been crying: even now a sob shook her, and she winced as the involuntary movement gave her a spasm of pain. She motioned him to shut the door quickly.

'Oh,Nico...'

‘What's the matter?'

He hurried across the room and knelt beside the cot, reach­ing for her hand.

'My cousin - he came to see me.'

'And—?'

He is making the trouble for you.'

'I know, but it's nothing: he's overwrought'

'No - e molto serioso. Lord Probus thinks so, too.'

'How do you know? Did he say so?'

'It was what he did not say that worries me. My cousin in­sisted Lord Probus came with him to see me, and he asked me many, many questions.'

'Probus or your cousin?'

'My cousin.'

'About what?'

That night at the beach beside the Torre di Buranaccio.'

"Well, that's nothing to get upset about: just tell them what you know.'

'But what do I know?' she wailed. He says you deliberately left our cousin Pitti behind; he says you are a coward; he says—' she was sobbing now and, finding it difficult to con­tinue talking in English, lapsed into Italian ' —he says your father was... was accused of cowardice...'

Our cousin: the tie of blood: the divided loyalty. No, Ram­age thought bitterly, not even divided, since both men were her cousins, but where he was concerned, she'd probably just been indulging in a mild flirtation.

'Pisano is quite correct: my father was accused of cowar­dice.'

'O, Madonna aiutame!’she sobbed. ‘What am I to do?'

She was in both mental and physical agony, and Ramage suddenly thought that perhaps it was not a mere flirtation for her. But nevertheless they'd reached a crisis in their brief re­lationship. How detached he was: as he knelt watching her sobbing he seemed to hear another person inside him whisper­ing, 'If she has any reservations about you; if she thinks you could leave Pitti like that, then you're better off without her ... How can she think you'd quit him after all the risks you'd already taken to get to Capalbio?'

The cold-blooded other self was still in control when, watch­ing her closely, he said in a low voice, 'I've already told you your cousin was dead. Why do you still think I left him wounded?'

She was looking down at the cot cover, and when he saw her right hand, despite the shoulder wound, plucking distractedly at the material, he realized he was still holding - gripping, in fact - her left hand, and he released it.

'I do not think you left him wounded! I do not think any­thing! I dare not think anything! What can I think?' she con­tinued. 'You say he was dead; my cousin says when we were in the boat he heard him crying for help.'

'Did Pisano say how he knows his cousin wasn't dead? Did he go back and look? If so, why didn't he help him?'

'How could he go back? The French would have caught him too! And anyway it was not his duty: he says it was your duty to rescue us.'

Ramage stood up: she'd said that once before: again he'd run into the barrier of the different code, the muddled logic. He could understand her difficulty in deciding whether to believe him or Pisano; but he couldn't understand why Pisano should be exempted from helping his own cousin.

Even as he stood looking down at her he saw himself facing the court martial. If this girl - who appeared to have some affection for him — had difficulty in believing what he said, what chance did he stand against Goddard and his men? What chance in the face of the surrender of the Sibella, followed immediately by Pisano's accusations?

There wasn't one witness he could call to defend himself: he was the only one who saw that faceless corpse. Pisano had all the advantages of the accuser: the court would be bound to take the Italian's word — after all, he was one of the people considered important enough to send a frigate to rescue.

Gianna was looking up at him: those deep brown eyes - twinkling an hour ago, but now sad and bewildered - were a window through which he glimpsed her agony of mind. She was holding out both hands (what pain it must be causing her even to move the right hand), pleading with the eloquence with which only Italian hands can plead.

'Madam,' said a strange strangled voice he did not recog­nize, though it came from his mouth, 'we arrive in Bastia in a few hours. Within a day or two a court martial will decide whether or not I did my duty, and punish me if it thinks I failed.'

'But Nico - I do not want you to be punished.'

‘You anticipate the court's verdict.'

'No! I did not mean that. You twist my words! Oh, Dio Mio! Please, Nico, do not stand there a hundred miles away. Have you no heart? Have you suddenly become a dummy stuffed with your awful English porridge?'

Great sobs were shaking her; she was clutching her wounded shoulder with her left hand to lessen the pain. And he could do nothing: a ruthless stranger seemed to control him.

'Nico... I want to believe you.'

'Then why don't you?' he demanded brutally. 'I'll tell you. If you believe me, you think you have to admit that Pisano is a coward. Other people won't think that, but it doesn't matter. Neither of you realize no one would expect Pisano to go back; that was our job: that's why we are sailors. But Pisano is doing all this needlessly to save his bella figura. We were there to save your lives. The same bullet can kill an American sailor like Jackson or a - well, a peer of the realm like myself. Yet we came together to help you all. Death is very egalitarian, you know,' he sneered. 'Why, the same court martial can hang a seaman or a lieutenant, even if he is a peer of the realm.'

'Hang?' She was horrified: instinctively her hand went to her throat.

‘Yes. Sometimes they agree to shoot officers, particularly if they are peers,' he added bitterly. He felt cold: his skin was contracting as if too tight for his body: his eyes were focusing more sharply than they'd ever done before: on the cross-stitch embroidery of the cot cover: the tiny blue veins on the backs of her hands: the softness of her mouth. Yet someone else had spoken: surely he couldn't have said all that? Yet—

'If you'll excuse me, Madam.'

'Nicholas...'

But he was at the door: a hand - his hand, though it seemed to act of its own accord - reached out, turned the handle and pulled the flimsy door towards him. Some hidden force drew him from the cabin and closed the door behind him, and a moment before it shut he heard her crying as if her heart would break. His own heart was either broken or turned to stone. Honi soit qui mal y pense: evil be to him who evil thinks. But why did one deliberately crush a lovely flower? Because it was lovely?

When he reached the top of the quarter-deck ladder he saw Probus, who indicated with a nod of his head that he should walk with him to the taffrail.

'I suppose I shouldn't be telling you this, but Pisano made me be a witness while he questioned the Marchesa.'

'Yes, sir, she's just told me.'

'She knows nothing about the beach episode.'

'But she believes him.'

‘Why?' asked Probus flatly.

'They are blood relations - that counts for a lot.'

'You are not hiding anything are you, Ramage? You did go back, didn't you?'

'Yes, he was dead; but I was alone and it was dark. To de­fend yourself against a charge of cowardice you need wit­nesses. No one saw me. It's a question of who takes who's word for what, and Pisano's story sounds a likely one.'

'The Marchesa told me earlier she wants to believe you, but you won't tell her anything she can use to force her cousin to stop making these damned accusations. She thinks you're hid­ing something.'

'But I'm not. What can I tell her, sir, except that I went back? That's all there is to it.'

'Believe me, Ramage, you can't afford to have both of them against you. Otherwise Goddard's got you and you're done for.'

'I realize that, sir.'

•And there's the Sibella.'

'There are witnesses enough for that.'

'Of course: I only meant you've enough canvas set already and the glass is falling. Anyway, you realize I've spoken to you as a friend, not as a senior officer?'

'Yes, sir, and I appreciate it,' said Ramage, saluting before he turned away.

As a friend, not as an officer: Probus could mean just that; but he might mean, 'Don't get me involved because I shan't risk anything for you.'