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With Allan Ward’s confession, there was no real necessity for the kilo of heroin which Claverhouse — recipient of an anonymous tip-off — found in Jazz McCullough’s rented flat. But Rebus hadn’t known that at the time. As it was, the fact that the heroin came from the stolen consignment meant that Claverhouse might salvage something of his career at the SDEA, though demotion remained a near cert. Rebus was curious to find out how Claverhouse would cope, serving under Ormiston, for so long his junior . . .

Rebus required a blood transfusion and seven stitches. As the blood from the anonymous donors dripped into him, Rebus felt he should repay them in some way for his gift of renewed life. He wondered who they were: adulterers, misfits, Christians, racists . . . ? It was the deed that mattered, not the individual. He was up and about soon afterwards. Rain was still falling on the city. On the route to the cemetery, Rebus’s taxi driver commented that it seemed it would never stop.

“And sometimes I don’t want it to,” he admitted. “Makes everything smell clean, doesn’t it?”

Rebus agreed that it did. He told the driver to keep the meter running, he’d be only five minutes. The newest headstones were closest to the gate. Dickie Diamond’s was no longer the latest addition. Rebus didn’t feel bad that he’d missed the funeral. He had no flowers for the Diamond Dog, even though he was carrying a small posy. He didn’t think Dickie would mind . . .

Farther into the cemetery were the older graves, some well tended, others seemingly forgotten. Louise Hodd’s husband was still alive, though no longer a Church of Scotland minister. He’d gone to pieces after her rape and suicide, picking himself up again only slowly. There were fresh flowers by her headstone, to which Rebus added his posy, staying on his knees for a minute. It was as close as he came these days to prayer. He’d memorized the inscription, her dates of birth and death. Her maiden name had been Fielding. Six years since she took her life. Six years since Rico Lomax had died as a kind of retribution. Her attacker, Michael Veitch, was dead also, stabbed in jail by someone who’d known nothing of this particular crime. No one had planned it, or asked for it to happen. But it had happened anyway.

A complete and utter waste. Rebus could feel his stitches tingling, reminding him that he was still alive. All because Allan Ward had changed his mind. He rose to his feet again, brushing the earth from his trousers and hands.

Sometimes that was all it took to effect a kind of resurrection. Maybe Allan Ward, plenty of jail time ahead of him for contemplation, would come to realize that.

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