To Sheila E. Gilbert
There are people you can’t imagine your life without, even though you’d never imagined them part of your life years ago. After all, what would a Canadian biologist and a New York editor have in common?
More than you’d think.
Certainly more than I thought, twenty-two years ago (oh, yes) when I sent out my first novel and began that dream. Sheila Gilbert, after all, of DAW, publisher of my favorite books. If our paths ever crossed, I hoped not to gibber like an idiot.
Fourteen years ago, we did speak. On the phone. Which she answered. Herself. Nothing’s more terrifying on a cold call, believe me. The brain slides off the desk and lands with a splot. There was gibber. Eventually, as we worked by phone, fax, and e-mail, I became immune. Okay, no. I’d freeze at her name like a deer in the headlights.
I was on my second novel for Sheila when we met in the flesh. Huge hotel lobby, mass of intimidatingly famous sorts, and there she was, smiling at me. I couldn’t believe my eyes. You see, I’d worked for years with a tiny, mind-like-a-steel-trap editor who knew everyone and everything in her field, had the work output of thirty normal beings, yet was incredibly gracious and easygoing in person. Sheila? Multiply all that.
I knew then I had a friend on my side, and there was nothing to fear but the writing itself. As I’ve aimed higher and wider with each book, Sheila believes in me before I do. If I soar a little too wide, I can trust her to swat.
What we have in common? A love of family, of the absurd and wonderful, of big ideas. Our labors together are marked by visits and long conversations, puzzles and DAW Dinners™, and by friendship. Sheila’s part of my life.
Wasn’t she always?
© 1997 Michael Gilbert